Chapter 209: Don't worry too much

"Me? It's pretty much the same, you know, but I'm just an illegitimate daughter after all. ”

Although Su Zhixin took the Su family to the Wu family's birthday banquet as he wished, he also heard enough of other people's cynicism at the banquet, and after returning home that night, Su Jiarui saw Su Zhixin's cruelty and horror for the first time, and also understood that maybe no matter where she was, she was the one who was not welcomed.

Yin Hanmei and Su Zhixin attributed all the unhappiness to her, thinking that it was because they brought her back to the Su family that they would be looked down upon by so many ladies and nobles, but in fact, they all knew that all this was not Su Jiarui's fault at all.

She was just an outlet for their frustration.

However, she couldn't talk to Wu Ming about these things.

These past hardships and tribulations have long since become scars meandering on her heart, every time she mentions it, it is a blurred tearing sensation of flesh and blood, and more importantly, she doesn't want Wu Ming to worry about her own affairs anymore.

"I'm glad that we actually knew each other for many years and it feels good."

Wu Ming smiled, and when he said this, he actually had a feeling of reunion after a long absence.

After he went abroad, every time he celebrated his birthday, he would always think of the little girl who didn't even know his name from time to time, but in the end, the short time between the two of them was not worth the long years, although he wanted to think of it as hard as possible, but the girl's face gradually became blurred, until he became interested in Su Jiarui who suddenly appeared, and secretly sent someone to investigate, he found out this amazing coincidence.

Su Jiarui's identity is too special, and the Su family is just a small family in the end, and they don't have any ability to reach the sky, so it is quite simple to find out her life.

It's so simple that about Su Jiarui's life after that, it's just an understatement in a few words, so Wu Ming is a little puzzled, why did Su Jiarui, who was not afraid of heaven and earth, become so unconfident now.

The information will not record the physical and mental torture suffered by Su Jiarui, and outsiders will not spend time to understand, so Su Jiarui gradually became the target of exclusion.

These will not be mentioned in the information.

At that time, Wu Ming only felt that Su Jiarui looked different from the adults in the banquet hall, and even different from those rebellious and unruly peers of his age, she was like the free air from the mountains, and since then, no one has ever given him this kind of different feeling.

When she was young, she felt that class was not a terrible thing, and even Su Jiarui occasionally imagined that a prince would appear at the gate of the Su family on a white horse to pick her up and escape from this indifferent world.

However, in fact, the prince would never have had the opportunity to know her, and she did not have the possibility of meeting the prince on high.

Although class is something that cannot be seen or touched, it is tantamount to an impregnable copper wall.

That night, they just happened to encounter countless coincidences to have a wonderful encounter, and both of them thought it was the beginning of a fairy tale, but they didn't know that it was just the last illusion before the door to reality.

"So, is that why you helped me in the first place? Because of the friendship I had when I was a child, I was pushed to the position of creative director? ”

In the end, people become real as they grow over time.

Su Jiarui has long known that no one in this world will be good to another person for no reason, and it seems that Wu Ming fell from the sky at the beginning, and he did not hesitate to invest in shares and make her the creative director.

She was unprecedented, she actually felt that she was a little lucky, but fortunately, the person she met at that time was Wu Ming, Wu Ming not only didn't mind her outrageous words, but even regarded her as his friend.

If she met any aristocratic lady who grew up in Cloud City with a golden spoon in her mouth, I am afraid that she would end up even worse when she went back that night.

"No, I'm helping you because I understand that you are a very creative person, and since you were a child, you just lacked an opportunity."

Wu Ming sighed, the sea breeze at night was getting cooler and colder, his movements paused, and after all, he gently hugged Su Jiarui into his arms.

This time, to Wu Ming's delight, she didn't dodge.

This proves that Su Jiarui is trying to accept him little by little.

"Jiarui, in fact, when I knew that you were the girl I met when I was a child, I was really happy, I didn't keep the agreement before, so this time I met you, I don't want to let go of you again, you deserve better, it has always been, so don't be inferior anymore, Jiarui, with me, you don't have to worry too much."

Su Jiarui couldn't help but feel an indescribable sourness in her heart, Wu Ming rushed into her nose with a faint smell of mint leaves, obviously it was an incomparably fresh taste, and she suddenly felt that her brain was a little chaotic.

It is always said that only the right person at the right time can be together forever.

Now she more or less understands the meaning of this sentence.

Wu Ming appeared in her life even earlier than Chen Cheng, and once drew a strong stroke for her barren life, so that even now, when Wu Ming mentions the past many years ago, she can remember it at once.

No matter how you look at it, Wu Ming is the right person, but at that time, he did not appear at the so-called right time.

At that time, she was still a child with a beautiful vision, she thought that her well-behaved would eventually usher in a family that accepted her, she thought that the children here would at least not speak ill of her like the children in the town, she thought that everything in Cloud City would be like Wu Ming who met at this time, although it took a certain amount of time to run in at the beginning, but it was always full of beauty and light, so for Wu Ming, she didn't have any special feelings, thinking that it was just the first friend she made.

After that, she will make second, third, and even more friends.

She naively thought that knowing Wu Ming was just a prelude to opening the door to a better life, but she didn't expect that it was a rest.

And after she experienced the blow of reality and became more and more inferior and cowardly, Chen Cheng walked into her sight with a sharp edge that was once similar to Wu Ming.

At that time, Wu Ming went overseas, whether he thought of her or not, but at that time, she had already forgotten the time when she was wanton and public, and became inferior and timid, which became more and more disgusting.

But on the contrary, when she needed the most affirmation and care from others, it was Chen Cheng who saved her like a water dog.

made her naïve to think that she had met a gentle person again.

But Chen Cheng was the wrong person who appeared at the right time.

It is often said that the greatest pain in this world is not that you have never had it, but that you have it and then lose it completely.

Before she met Wu Ming, she was in a state of not owning it, so she didn't care about Wu Ming's disappearance.

However, when she understood the importance of kindness and longed for it, Chen Cheng's appearance was more like a lost treasure, which made her subconsciously put all the light belonging to Wu Ming on Chen Cheng's body.

Therefore, Chen Chengcheng became the only light she had ever seen in her dim time.

Even if that light is nothing but a mirage, behind the light, there is an abyss.

And now, when everything in the past comes to mind again, Su Jiarui only feels sour.

It seems that the order of people's appearances is really important, if it was not Chen Cheng who appeared in front of her in that dark day, but Wu Ming, who was always as warm as the sun, then all the misery after that would not have happened?

Is it that when she is bullied by others, someone will come forward to block those malicious threats for her, is it that when she is thrown on the operating table by her biological father and Chen Cheng, Wu Ming will appear in front of her and take her away from those rights and wrongs.

But there is no if in this world, just like now, even if she is extremely sour in her heart, she is extremely clear, even if Wu Ming is one step ahead of Chen Cheng and appears in her life, but now, she can't change Chen Cheng's status in her heart.

Although she also feels that she is a coward, she can't change such a cruel status quo.

But just when she had lost hope in life and the future, Wu Ming appeared in front of her as before, so is all this really God's arrangement?

Get everything back on track.

So Wu Ming, who appears in front of him now, will he be the right person who appeared at the right time?

Is it that if you miss him, you will never taste happiness again in your life?

So should she really erase the traces of Chen Cheng's existence in her heart from now on, erase her original gloomy self, just like when she first met Wu Ming many years ago, and become the self who is full of hope for everything?

When she realizes that the prince she once thought was nothing more than a dragon trapping her, and that the real prince was late on a white horse, should she be safe to think that this is the best arrangement of fate?

Probably that's how it should be, at least, she shouldn't be greedy enough to expect too much.

The only time she was greedy was to escape from the operating table because she wanted to survive, but after that, she paid a terrible price, and now, she didn't dare to think too much about it.

The wind at night was a little cool, and the two of them didn't stay at the beach for too long, and they planned to leave.

The dusty past has been called, whether it is Wu Ming or Su Jiarui, they all feel a lot more happy in their hearts, but they faintly feel a little empty.