Little Fish:

I'm a mom.

Mom would love to see you grow up.

It's been two years since your dad left, and mom misses him very much and wants to spend time with him. How lonely he was. But Mom can't bear to be alone.

In the past half a month, my mother began to dream of your grandma often. Your grandma is always crying in her dreams.

She sat on the small wooden bench in her grandfather's courtyard and cried, and your grandfather took down the corn hanging on the courtyard wall and cooked your grandma's favorite corn egg cake, but your grandma said that she didn't want to eat it, she was crying for her own Niuniu, and she couldn't coax it.

I dreamed that in the summer when my mother was a child, my mother and your grandmother were lying on the small bamboo bed in the courtyard to enjoy the cool and watch the stars, and your grandmother used a pu fan to fan her mother and tell interesting stories about the countryside, and suddenly your grandmother threw down the pu fan and looked at her mother carefully, crying loudly.

Yesterday, my mother dreamed of your grandma again, this time it was different, there was no scene, no plot, your grandma was squatting alone in a dark corner, burying her head in her knees, her mother could hear her sobbing, and suddenly her mother appeared in the dream, and her mother walked up to your grandma and said to her, "Mom, don't cry, why have I been seeing you crying in my dreams recently." ”

Your grandmother looked back at her mother and said, "Niuniu, I'm sad, my mother came to tell you that you are leaving, you settle down and plan for her future." ”

Mom has been in a bad state lately, always cranky, and in a trance she feels that she may not be long in coming. Mom is afraid that she won't be able to think about it, so she will leave a book to tell you first, don't blame Mom.

Before your father's accident, you were carefree and never suffered a blow from life. In your childhood, in your eyes, the world is gentle, and the flowers will smile at you.

Do you remember the thrush you kept in kindergarten during the summer vacation, it was injured in the stormy weather, and just flew into our living room, you immediately put the thrush on the ground in the palm of your hand, disinfected its injured leg, and pasted your favorite cartoon band-aid, and gave it a cute name: Meimei.

Take it with you wherever you go every day, feed it three meals a day, and wait for Meimei's leg injury to fully recover, you are very reluctant but still let it fly in a wider sky. You have a deep affection for Meimei, and your mother can see that you, like your mother when you were a child, are full of kindness to all things and sufferings in this world, and your mother is very pleased, because your grandmother has also taught your mother to be a kind person since she was a child.

But your grandmother, your grandmother's father did not live long, your grandfather lived to be 30 years old, your grandmother believed in Buddhism, since she was sensible, she has been accumulating virtue and doing good deeds, trying to help others, and prolonging her life through blessings, she lived to be 37 years old, and she walked with a smile, satisfied with her life.

All the years with your dad and you are the happiest days for mom. Little fish, believe in Mom, Mom loves you very much, especially loves you!

What Mom didn't tell you before was that you just learned to swim and you swam better than your friends, and Mom wasn't surprised at all. Mom and grandma, as well as grandpa grandpa have amazing talent for swimming, it can be said that they are like fish in water, and your grandpa made a bet with someone when he was young, and once swam in the sea for three days and three nights.

This trait should be inherited, and someone was once surprised by this talent and came to his mother to uncover the mystery. At that time, my mother was still young, and at the beginning, my mother was very panicked, because when your grandmother was still there, there were rumors that the people in the village were so feudal and superstitious that our family had mermaid genes.

Later, my mother checked all kinds of "talented" people and things in the world, and found that being good at swimming is not a rare thing, and there are countless strange people in the world, and a few people are indeed born with talents or abilities that most people can't reach or are incomprehensible.

Some people are born with a much higher rate of brain development than the average person. Some people are born with a sixth sense that can even be used to predict the near future. Some people are born with a sense of smell and vision that are connected, and there is no basis for it, and when they see the sea, their nose may naturally smell chocolate, which is the so-called synesthete, and ordinary people cannot understand the feeling of the chocolate-flavored sea. Some of them have the same pixels and resolution as professional digital cameras. Some human ears can hear ultrasound and infrasound.

These are the talents of a very small number of human beings, and ordinary people cannot do it. It's the same with our swimming. Mom didn't panic anymore. But everything in the universe tends to be in balance, and there are gains and losses.

If you have the moon, you have to pay back sixpence. Having a talent will inevitably be compromised in other aspects, your grandma and grandpa do not have a long lifespan, and when they reach a certain age, their healthy physique suddenly declines significantly, and their physical functions are damaged.

Maybe your grandmother's belief is right, she has a longer life than your grandfather, and we must accumulate virtue and do good deeds in this life, and blessings can prolong our lives. Mom has always kept in mind your grandmother's education, and your dad has always supported Mom, and a large part of the money earned by the company is used for charity. Mom is 42 years old this year, if it weren't for the sudden death of your father two years ago, and a series of things have happened in the past two years, Mom's physical condition must be much better than now, but compared with your grandma and grandpa, it is already rare, and Mom is grateful for this, and there are not too many other extravagant hopes.

Mom still remembers the first time she saw you in this world, the little baby had not yet grown up, and it was not as beautiful as it is now. From the time you were born, your mother hoped that you could live a long life, you were so beautiful and kind. You are a gift to this world. My mother has always believed that giving roses to others has a lingering fragrance, so she has always taught you to be kind and helpful, and a fair life will bring you good fortune.

You used to be better to a thrush than you were to yourself. Mom believes that your happiness and life will last longer than Mom.

Mom really loves you, you are the most loved person by Mom in this world, and you will always be Mommy's little baby.