00739 Absurd Ideals?
Why do so many heart-wrenching experiences gradually become indifferent or even disappear, and why do you feel so calm and calm after listening to all this......
Xiao Qing felt incredible.
Everyone else in the room felt the same way.
However, only Amy and Han Kongwen knew the reason, but they didn't say it, because they had to keep the final bottom line.
……
Standing on the deck of the King, Xiao Qing asked Amy, "What are those apostles doing?" Why didn't they move? ”
Amy said, "They're waiting. ”
"Wait?"
"Yes, wait for her orders."
She ...... You mean Mary? "Xiao Qing knows a lot now.
Amy nodded.
"And where's Merry? Isn't she going to take revenge on all mankind? Why haven't you seen her all this time? Xiao Qing said this half-jokingly.
Amy didn't feel like laughing at all, she just said, "That's what we've been worrying about." ”
"Huh?" Xiao Qing didn't understand.
Amy didn't explain, she turned and walked off the deck, and on the way back to the bridge, she met Neyunji and Dongfang Ruo.
It's really suffocating when these two peerless beauties walk together.
Fortunately, Amy herself is not bad, and she finally did not lose her temper.
"Master wants to see you." Neyun Ji said.
Amy was surprised: 'Master Mystic wants to see me?' ’
But she didn't show it, just said, "That's my honor." ”
Neyun Ji smiled slightly, turned around and led the way.
Dongfang Ruo did not follow.
Amy's feeling was even stranger.
And when Amy took the Seeker to the Xuanao Great Sect, Dongfang Ruo found Han Kongwen.
Han Kongwen has not been so talkative since he woke up, and he always locks himself up, giving people a feeling of unease.
When Dongfang Ruo came to visit, Han Kongwen was leaning against the window in his pajamas and listening to a song with his eyes closed.
Seeing Dongfang Ruo, Han Kongwen took off his headphones and said, "Come in and sit." ”
Dongfang Ruo is also welcome.
After the two faced each other, Han Kongwen smiled bitterly: "You are here to help Lin Sen ask about Lemidia?" ”
Dongfang Ruo didn't speak, she looked at Han Kongwen in front of her, as if she was trying to see through the whole soul essence of the person in front of her, and that feeling of penetrating people's hearts made Han Kongwen very uncomfortable.
So she coughed and said, "So she was suspicious of me......"
Dongfang Ruo responded this time, and she nodded: "We are very worried about you." ”
Han Kongwen shook his head helplessly when he heard this: "Thank you, but you can't help me, it's better to let me be alone and quiet." ”
Dongfang Ruo didn't leave after hearing this for a while, she asked again: "Maybe you're right, we can't help you, but we don't want to see the tragedy happen again, so ...... Can you tell me about that night? ”
Han Kongwen was stunned for a moment, and then sighed: "You are really gossipy." ”
"Gossip ......" Dongfang Ruo was the first time she had heard others say this about her.
"yes, why do you keep chasing me? What's more, you have such a good relationship with Lin Sen, didn't he mention my matter to you? "Han Kongwen is not very happy.
In fact, this is also very understandable, no one wants to recall the past when they were killed.
Dongfang Ruo shook his head straightly: "No, Ah Sen's heart is a bottomless lake, when you think you know him very well, in fact, you have never known him at all." ”
Han Kongwen looked at the big beauty in front of her with some surprise, her tone didn't seem to be evaluating her friends, especially the tone with some resentment, which really aroused people's reverie.
"Don't you know him well, how can you say that you have never known him......" Han Kongwen felt inconsistent.
Dongfang Ruo smiled noncommittally, she didn't feel that there was any contradiction in this sentence.
After the two were silent for a while, Han Kongwen put her feet on the chair, and she felt like a little girl who was just starting to fall in love.
Of course, with her modified body, it is not an exaggeration to say that she is a little girl, after all, that body is forever frozen on the night she died.
"Well, since you're so curious, I'll talk about it, but it's not much, you just have to listen to it."
Dongfang Ruo nodded, her serious appearance looked like she was almost short of the little notebook.
Han Kongwen pinched his eyebrows, and then said: "Actually, the truth I saw that night didn't have much to do with the central curtain, but it was closely related to the problem we are facing now, that is...... I saw myself and then ...... In fact, it wasn't that she killed me, but that I couldn't accept all this and killed her immature first! Got it? Just like when you killed Neyunhime, it is not the copied puppet that survives, but our true self. ”
Dongfang Ruo listened and stared at Han Kongwen with straight eyes, and Han Kongwen was a little hairy.
"Anyway...... I did deceive a lot of people...... I also paid a terrible price for my lies...... One of them is that I literally 'killed' myself! I have lost everything I have, the name of Han Kongwen has been dimmed ever since, and in front of my own tombstone, I am a 'dead man', a 'living dead' who can only live in the shadows forever! This was hard for me to accept, but it gave me enough time and possibility to do something that I would never dare to do and could not do as the heir of the Han family before! Han Kongwen finished quietly.
Dongfang Ruo made up all the details from it.
She was finally able to understand the relationship between Han Kongwen and Yang Yurong......
Thinking of this, Dongfang Ruo couldn't help but say: "You and your uncle are really like ......"
Han Kongwen smiled bitterly: "Yes, we are all fools!" One is carried away by love, and the other is blurred beyond recognition by the feelings that have no boundaries and bottom lines, and sometimes I really regret it...... How did she agree to Yang Yurong and become her most loyal friend......"
Dongfang Ruo: "Perhaps...... This is what Yang Yurong is best at, she is like an idea, once it germinates, it is difficult to let go, not to mention that the two goals she chooses are the perfect person she pursues. ”
Perfect......
Han Kongwen really felt very harsh when he heard this word!
Oh, yes...... Perfect...... Born in such a family and raised as a successor, Han Kongwen is full of perfectionism that is divorced from reality!
And her uncle Han Wensheng is the same, this raunchy man also has a pure land in his heart that no one can touch, but Yang Yurong can enjoy herself on it, which is probably the saddest thing about perfectionists.
"That's why I hate him so much now...... How much did I like it at first...... How much hate will it be now...... Scold...... It's ridiculous......" Han Kongwen stared out the window, in the distant sky, those apostles floating in the air had been silent for ten days.
What exactly are they waiting for......
Or rather...... What is Merry waiting for?
Dongfang Ruo: "You...... Can you still reach her? ”
"Who?" Han Kongwen was a little distracted, and only remembered when he looked at Dongfang Ruo: "You said Yang Yurong? ”
Dongfang Ruo nodded: "En, I want to meet her." ”
Han Kongwen said: "Then you still have this heart, even if I can find her, she will not be willing to see me again." ”
"Why?"
"Because...... She already regretted it, or rather...... Give up! "Han Kongwen's understanding of Yang Yurong is very thorough.
But Dongfang Rong still insisted on her own idea, she said: "You tell me the method, I'll try it." ”
After hesitating for a while, Han Kongwen laughed at himself: "Okay, but don't get your hopes up, she's very stubborn." ”
Dongfang Ruo smiled slightly: "Actually, we are all stubborn, so I want to try." ”
Han Kongwen understood, she nodded, and then stretched out her hand and spread her palm.
Dongfang Ruo's jade-white palm flickered with a misty light, and soon after, a picture slowly unfolded.
It was a river, and there were towering trees on both sides of the river, and Yang Yurong stood alone on the side of the riverbank, she was wearing a long aqua blue dress, and her hair was glued to her pink face, and her lips were chapped without blood.
When Dongfang Ruo saw her, she turned her head vigilantly, only to find that there was nothing behind her.
But when she turned around again, Yang Yurong noticed that a person appeared on the other side.
……
"Dongfang Ruo?" Yang Yurong frowned, she looked at the white-clothed beauty opposite her in disbelief,
Dongfang Ruo said lightly: "Yes, it's me." ”
"You...... How did you find me? After Yang Yurong asked, she suddenly remembered that the only person in this world who could find her was Han Kongwen.
"I asked Han Kongwen for it." Oriental Ruodao.
Yang Yurong frowned: "Why are you coming to me?" Want to kill me? ”
Dongfang Ruo shook his head: "No, I want to know the reason for your betrayal of the central curtain. ”
Yang Yurong unexpectedly didn't refuse, but she didn't plan to complain to Dongfang Ruo.
"Betrayal...... If the desire for freedom is also a betrayal, then you and I are traitors, and we deserve to be cursed and locked to the cross of eternal life! ”
Dongfang Ruo heard something, so she didn't care about Yang Yurong's tone at all, she continued to ask: "You mean, you didn't betray the central curtain at all, but just didn't want to go along with it?" ”
Yang Yurong suddenly became interested when she heard this, and she asked rhetorically: "Have you heard that story about the two sides of the river?" ”
Dongfang Ruo nodded, she had heard of it a long time ago, and she had thought about it for a long time.
"Well, since you've heard it, in your eyes, am I the one who got the gun first and was killed, or the one who got the gun later and killed the other party without thinking?" Yang Yurong asked.
Dongfang Ruo thought about it, the vague concept was still not clear, she seemed to understand, but she didn't know how to answer.
Look at the East Ruo fell into deep thought and had no answer.
Yang Yurong said: "Save it, Dongfang Ruo!" You can't save the world! It can't save humanity! ”
Dongfang Ruo was shocked when she heard this, and when she came back to her senses, she heard Yang Yurong laugh at herself: "What are you talking about...... It's really, I can't even save myself, and I'm still full of absurd ideals. ”