Although when he asked this, he was only out of a masochistic mentality, numb, tearing himself to pieces, just-

But when he saw the person in front of him, with a very casual tone and attitude, he gave a positive answer, he actually believed it, and he was still convinced, which made Xu Qingchen feel powerless and sad.

He may really be hopeless.

The young man in front of him, although he is called the god of war by everyone, is he a human being!

If he is a man, where does he have the power to resurrect a dead man?

If he really had such ability, how could he be confined to the mortal world? It's been a long time ago, okay?

However, even though he knew and understood, he couldn't convince himself to make a rational and rational judgment, as if he had been split into two people, one watching him fall with cold eyes, the other desperately struggling to get out, and even, no matter what he did, it seemed to be in vain.

This made Xu Qingchen reach out and cover his eyes, covering the pain and despair that overflowed from the depths of his eyes.

"-General, Qingchen has never asked anyone in his life, but only you, can you?"

"Hmm-"

Looking at the soul lamp with more and more emotional ups and downs, and the more shaky the blood bar, 'General Si' was a little worried, but based on the issue of principle, even if it is a soul lamp, it is not that it can be changed.

So, he shook his head slowly but decisively.

"No, your wishes or anything can only be your own, and you can't involve others, this is a matter of principle and cannot be changed."

"—Yes, can't change it, or is it unwilling to change it for dusting?"

Suddenly, after 'General Si' spit out those words, the young man who knelt down in front of him withdrew his eyes, stared at him with a pair of blood-red rolling sticky dark eyes, word by word, repeating rhetorical questions.

"General, can't you change it, or are you unwilling to change it for Qingchen?"

With such a sting, and as if with some unconsciously expressed resentment, it did not make 'General Si' show any other emotions, and still looked at him calmly and gently, his voice murmuring like flowing water, with a bit of low magnetic feeling.

"I can't, and I don't want to."

Five words, but Xu Qingchen trembled suddenly, his already pale and bloodless face turned gray now, like a terminally ill person who could not be cured.

After a long time, Xu Qingchen laughed slowly, desolate and sad.

"A good one can't and doesn't want to, so, in the eyes of the general, Qingchen is just a subject, right? And this subject, to the general, is just one of the people of Yaoguo who needs to be protected, and other than that, has no other meaning? ”

His words seemed to be able to cry and bleed, which made Xu Jiaojiao behind him look a little dazed.

always felt that her brother's situation was not quite right, whether it was his words or his attitude towards Feng Lang, it invisibly gave birth to some indescribable coldness in her heart.

This made her look at them in a daze, and for a moment, it seemed that she was recognizing something, and she seemed to be afraid of something.

And, the 'General Si', who was questioned by Xu Qingchen, blinked and looked at him.

"So, what else do you want to mean?"

A mediocre rhetorical question without any emotion made Xu Qingchen suffocate there.

Oh, yes.

In addition to being a subject and a citizen of Yaoguo, what else can he be Fenglang?

What else could it be?

I know it—

I knew it a long time ago-

Obviously has recognized the reality clearly-

But why, is it still so unwilling?

What does he want to say, what does he want Feng Lang to do in order to dissolve the depression in his heart?

There was a fishy sweetness in his throat, and blood from the corners of his lips rolled downward, making Xu Qingchen's whole person appear dead silent, and there were also some broken jars and broken openings.

"What does Qingchen want, the general really doesn't know?"

As he said this, he stared at the young man who was looking at him condescendingly with an indescribable look, and his dead face was sickly distorted.

"The general is so smart, he has always been invincible, and he can even create miracles, save the people of a city, and protect every inch of the country, so such a general really doesn't know what it means to clear the dust?"

"Dust!"

Just outside his words, a trembling and frightened shout came from outside the door, which made Xu Qingchen look sideways at his father and master outside, with a strange expression.

"Ah, it's my father and my master, speaking of which, my father and my master also know what Qingchen means, right? And—"

"It was precisely because of what Qingchen meant to the general that the master took Qingchen away, and my father watched Qingchen leave, and even didn't mention it, so that Qingchen said goodbye to his mother and Jiaojiao, and wanted to come——"

He let out a low sigh, as if in a trance.

"I'm afraid that I can't help worrying about Qingchen, and Mother Di and Jiaojiao say something they can't bear, which also makes the Xu family fall apart and even fall apart, but——"

"Obviously, Qingchen has compromised, the compromised didn't say anything to his mother and Jiaojiao, the compromised went away, and even made plans to not return for the rest of his life, but why is Jiaojiao still gone? Why? Why, exactly? ”

This rhetorical question made Lord Xu and the old monk speechless.

yes, why?

Why, exactly?

Why is this child retreating step by step, and he is suffering unimaginably by himself, and the happiness he wants to give his sister has not come?

Lord Xu closed his eyes in pain, leaned on the door frame, and couldn't stand trembling.

"Ah Chen, don't be like this, delicate things are not what we want to see, it's really not what we want to see, besides, we can't arbitrarily influence the thoughts of His Majesty and the general——"

"Don't do to others what you want, you know better than anyone else, so you should understand, even if Jiaojiao likes General Feng and likes General Feng, but General Feng is unwilling to marry her, she can't impose it on others!"

"Not to mention, the general's marriage may not be his own decision, it also depends on His Majesty's attitude and will, these things, we all know and understand, but because of delusions and delusions, Jiaojiao was given unrealistic thoughts, and it came to the current situation——"

"If it's wrong, we're all at fault, not only Jiaojiao, but also my and your mother's fault, so, Ah Chen, don't be like this, really don't be like this, Jiaojiao is gone, you and I and your mother are the only ones, if you have another accident, what should me and your mother do? But what to do? ”

Speaking of this, Lord Xu couldn't help but squat on the ground and cry, like a child.

This made the old monk on the side look sad and helpless, he stretched out his hand to pat Lord Xu's back, and looked at the mood with a sigh, as if Xu Qingchen, who had stepped into the darkness, moved his mouth.

"Ah Chen, open your eyes and take a good look, born as a human being, where is there no parting from life and death? Whether they are old or young, they all have to go through some sadness that they can't bear at their age—"