Chapter 140: The Truth About Hate

In fact, before the slender jade hands were placed on his neck, he had already woken up.

He had always slept lightly, especially after last night, and his instinctive alertness had automatically increased.

She thought she was cautious enough, and all her movements were careful not to make the slightest sound, but how could she have expected that before he acted as Su Musheng's bodyguard, he had really gone to the relevant training class for hellish special training, and he was stunned to train himself into a first-class bodyguard comparable to a police dog.

"Do you dare to be so arrogant this time?" Zhou Yiyan gave a defiant sneer.

Guan Linyuan looked at her calmly, never making any moves.

She narrowed her eyes slightly, and the strength of her hand continued to increase, and a mouthful of silver teeth was almost crushed by her.

The handsome face like a stone sculpture gradually turned purple and red, but it was always as calm as water, without half an expression.

He seemed to be a robot with no pain perception, and his eyes had begun to fade, but he still did not show any pain.

That kind of calmness made her panic.

Guan Linyuan didn't feel the hand around his neck let go until the moment when he almost went into shock.

The sound of wheezing in the darkness was even heavier than the man he had almost been killed.

He paused for two minutes, then looked up at her.

"It's only three ......" She was covered in cold sweat, her eyes changed from gloomy to dazed, and finally fell softly.

The next day, Zhou Yiyan found that Guan Linyuan, who was never afraid of the cold, was actually wearing a high collar.

She subconsciously glanced at the bright sun hanging high outside the window, and said suspiciously: "Hasn't the temperature risen by five degrees today?" ”

Guan Linyuan let out a "hmm", and then covered his mouth and nose and sneezed.

"You have a cold?" Zhou Yiyan asked worriedly.

Only then did I recall that his voice was indeed a little hoarse when he spoke just now.

Guan Linyuan said: "I got up in the middle of the night last night, and I may have accidentally caught a cold." ”

As soon as he mentioned last night, Zhou Yiyan remembered the matter of the two of them brewing sauce, and his heart couldn't help but be shy and sweet.

"You...... Wiped me last night? When it was over, she fell asleep, but now she woke up feeling refreshed, apparently someone had wiped it for her.

Guan Linyuan showed a shallow smile and said "um" softly.

Zhou Yiyan was fascinated by him, and he wanted to hang both eyeballs on him.

Guan Linyuan reminded her: "Aunt Zhang has made breakfast, let's go downstairs to eat." ”

Zhou Yiyan raised his hand and gently pulled his sleeve, and asked the question that he wanted to ask last night but was afraid of ruining the atmosphere, so he held back until now, "You...... Don't want to have any more children? ”

Guan Linyuan was stunned for a moment, then raised his hand to hold her hand and said, "I want to, but not now." ”

"Why?" She looked up in confusion and saw his serious expression.

"Because the doctor said you weren't fit to have children right now." He raised his other hand and pressed it gently on her lower abdomen, "You forgot that you had a cesarean section, the wound here has not fully healed, at least until the baby is three years old, you can't consider adding a little brother or little sister to him." ”

It turns out that this is the case, so special measures have been taken.

Zhou Yiyan felt a warmth in her heart, she really didn't remember whether she was cut or smooth.

I thought that my body was so bad now that I couldn't even conceive a child.

"Don't be cranky." He lowered his head and kissed her forehead.

On this day, Zhou Yao came to the door again.

"Yanyan, Mom is not good yet, I'll take you to see her again."

This is the excuse he had told Zhou Yiyan before.

Guan Linyuan interjected: "Since my mother is so sick, I should also visit her together." ”

Where would Zhou Yao let him go, and said busily: "My mother doesn't want to see you, you were so unhappy before, and when she sees you, her condition will only worsen." ”

Zhou Yiyan also wanted to take this opportunity to explain it to Zhou Yao, so she also spoke: "Mom's illness is actually not that serious, she should just want to see me more." I'll just go back with my brother, and you stay at home with the baby. ”

Guan Linyuan looked at her deeply, his eyes deep and obscure.

For a moment, Zhou Yiyan almost thought that he had seen through something.

"Well, then you go early and come back early." However, Guan Linyuan didn't insist on following in the end, and turned to Zhou Yao and said, "You should be careful when driving, don't try to be fast, safety first." ”

"I see, I want you to remind me." Zhou Yao pursed his lips impatiently.

Guan Linyuan pushed the wheelchair to send Zhou Yiyan to Zhou Yao's car, and watched the car leave.

In the car, Zhou Yao glanced at Guan Linyuan's figure in the rearview mirror, which was gradually getting smaller and blurred, and said meaninglessly: "My brother-in-law is really good, and he cares enough about you." ”

The expression of the boat with a wild goose remained unchanged, and the heart lake stirred up a little wave.

Regarding Guan Linyuan's attitude towards her, she always felt that it was not entirely fake.

It's like she used to love Qin Haoran so crazy, but then she didn't empathize and fall in love with him.

Is it possible that he is also likely to fall in love with her day and night and gradually forget Wen Qian?

"Are we going to the psychiatrist again?" Zhou Yiyan asked.

Zhou Yao nodded and said, "Of course, treatment requires perseverance. Didn't you say last time that you had recovered most of your memories? If you do it again this time, you might be able to remember more details. ”

Zhou Yiyan shook his head, pursed his lips, and said, "I feel that the previous things are actually not that important, and it doesn't matter if I can remember them or not." ”

Zhou Ya was taken aback by her thoughts.

"How can a person have no memory? If you look at those people with Alzheimer's disease, it's a painful thing to not be able to remember anything. ”

Zhou Yiyan felt that his metaphor was really inappropriate, "Alzheimer's disease is often forgetfulness, I just cut off contact with my past self, and I don't even remember what I have done now." ”

Zhou Yao kept Qin Haoran's words in mind, and he had to take Zhou Yiyan to the psychiatrist on time for treatment, and he also patted his chest to ensure that he could complete the task.

So now that I heard Zhou Yiyan's words, I knew that she wanted to refuse treatment, so I was anxious.

"This treatment can't be done halfway, since the first step has been taken, let's keep going. Moreover, hypnotherapy can also adjust your mindset and make you rest better at night, which is a great help for your recovery. ”

Zhou Yiyan was still reluctant in his heart, but he couldn't withstand Zhou Yao's repeated persuasion, and finally compromised.

"This is the last time, to be honest, I feel very uncomfortable with the hypnotherapy, the whole treatment process is like I am having a sad dream, I really don't want to go again."

Zhou Yao had no choice but to coax her first: "Maybe it's just the first time I'm not used to it, and the second time definitely won't." Maybe this time you'll remember all the details, and you won't have to go a third time. ”

Dr. Lin Wenfan waited in the studio for a long time, and directly welcomed the person into the innermost treatment room.

Close the doors and windows to isolate the outside world.

Lower the curtains and dim the light around you.

Lin Wenfan sat down in front of her and said in a calm and rhythmic tone, "Let's start, Mrs. Guan." ”

At first, Zhou Yiyan couldn't enter the state at all.

She was resistant to hypnotherapy.

Lin Wenfan soon realized this, so he stopped hypnosis and chatted with her instead.

"Mrs. Guan, how old is your child now?"

Anyone who is a mother is happy to talk about her children when they hear others mention their children.

After the chatterbox was opened, Zhou Yiyan gradually relaxed.

I don't know how long we talked, but she felt a little heavy in her eyelids, and sleepiness hit her, and she yawned.

Lin Wenfan said gently: "Mrs. Guan, if you feel tired, you might as well close your eyes and take a nap." ”

She slowly closed her eyes as she was told.

All was silent.

The strong smell of alcohol wafted through the air.

The beautiful and delicate girl was carried to the bed by a tall man.

That face was supposed to be extremely handsome and charming, but there was a hideous scar on the left cheek, which ruined the original extreme beauty.

The girl looked like she was drunk, and kept repeating a name in her mouth.

Haoran ...... Qin Haoran ......

In the next second, the man pounced on the girl and did whatever he wanted without pity.

The girl seemed to realize something in the coma, trembling and weeping in horror, the blood on her lips faded, and Zhang Zhanghe kept crying in a low voice: No, don't, please...... Other......

She is a delicate flower in the greenhouse, unbearable to the wind and rain, but at the moment she is baptized by the storm.

Why?

Why is this happening to me?

It hurts...... I'm dying, right? Who's going to save me?

No matter how much tears flowed, he could not arouse a trace of pity from the man, and he was like a greedy beast, bent on satisfying his appetite, constantly biting, devouring, and pleasing as he pleased, completely ignoring her struggles and cries.

She has been afraid of pain since she was a child, and she can cry for a long time even if she accidentally gets caught in her hand by a clip.

And now, she was driven to the point of no retreat by the pain, and the pain was endless, with no end.

There was despair.

The more she struggled and sank in the endless pain and despair, as if she could not be relieved until death.

I don't know how long it took, but the pain in my body finally dissipated, and a different scene appeared in the picture.

The ruthless man took a piece of paper and told her coldly that my son was mine.

She didn't fight or grab, and responded lightly, then you can take him away.

But he had to inch in, and said in a cold tone, you are the baby's biological mother, and you must marry to take care of the baby.

She gasped, she didn't expect such a shameless person to exist in the world.

Why?

His expressionless face looked unusually terrifying and hideous.

I can pay for your family's debts.

She shook her head desperately, I don't!

He sneered, you don't have the freedom to refuse.

Hatred sprouts like a seed in the heart, sucking the nourishment called pain and despair, and quickly growing.

Her life's happiness was ruined at the hands of this demonic man.

Why, can't she be left with a way to live?

Why, kill her?

I don't want the baby, give me back my freedom!

"Yes, hate, hate can destroy everything." Lin Wenfan deepened this hint at Zhou Yiyan, who was in a deep hypnotic state.