Chapter Thirty-Eight: A New Beginning
"They didn't embarrass you, did they? Are you alright? ”
Sister-in-law Zhou thought she was going to Mi Cui's house, but she didn't know that she was going to get a divorce!
"Nope! I'm fine! ”
Mu Li wanted to tell Sister-in-law Zhou but felt that she couldn't help but tell Lan Gong Ye, she couldn't resist Lan Gong Ye's many tricks, so she chose not to say it.
"Please go look for a house again in the afternoon! Found the house and we moved! We moved to a place where no one could find it. ”
Mu Li and Sister-in-law Zhou talked about their thoughts.
"Okay!"
Sister-in-law Zhou is used to trying her best to be satisfied, and she will do what Mu Li says, as long as Lan Gongye does not object.
"What kind of house are you looking for? Is the price location still near the hospital? ”
Sister-in-law Zhou asked Mu Li's wishes.
"As long as it's close to the hospital, it doesn't matter how old it is, I don't have much money, and the board house is fine! As long as it's close to the hospital! Don't look for a place to live with the landlord! It's okay to live in a mixed house, but it has to be a woman who can take care of us. ”
Mu Li thought about her difficulties, and she didn't want to trouble Lan Gongye, she was really poor! She still has to live for more than half a year, and she still wants to have some money left in her card to have children, but in fact, she thinks about it herself! How could Blue Palace not even pay for her to give birth?
Sister-in-law Zhou felt that Mu Li was a bit embarrassed by herself, she was not suitable for such a toss in this situation, and she was a little ambitious to say that it sounded good! It's too confusing to say that it's ugly!
If she doesn't accompany her, she is really on her own, if Lan Gongye doesn't help her son pay for hospitalization? I guess she's going to sleep on the streets and beg on the streets? It is not certain that the child will not live in the hospital, and Xiaobao is long gone! She still doesn't accept the Blue Palace Night, she is really favored and fearless!
"Xiao Mu, I want to talk to you!"
"So serious? You say! What's the matter? ”
Mu Li is accustomed to Sister-in-law Zhou's company, Sister-in-law Zhou's care is like a mother who warms her all the time, but she was sent by Blue Palace Night, she can't help but have reservations, she is afraid that Sister-in-law Zhou and Blue Palace Night will definitely fall, in fact, those who are afraid are not afraid of Blue Palace Night, but Mu Li deliberately ignored this fact.
"Xiao Mu, in fact, you have relied on Blue Palace Night from the beginning, whether you accept it in your heart or not, the facts are the facts, right?"
"That's right! You're right! I just can't get along with myself, it's too hypocritical, isn't it? ”
Mu Li faced up to the fact that she didn't want to think about it, she felt that she had been defeated by the facts.
"It's not hypocrisy, it's the contradiction of emergencies! People's hearts are flesh and blood, and there will be feelings between people for a long time, in addition to the love between men and women, there is also friendship, family affection, Jinlan love or something! You have met suddenly, and at the beginning, you directly crossed the friendship that ordinary people first met, and before the transition, you have crossed the family relationship, and you have become the most intimate person with flesh and blood, which is too violent! It's good that you can face it up now! ”
Sister-in-law Zhou had to be tactful, Mu Li didn't really face up to her situation, so she wanted to wake her up, and she couldn't hurt her.
"Sister-in-law Zhou, do you understand me? Don't you think I'm a bad woman and look down on me? I've been living for so long, and I really don't feel real! It feels like a dream all the time! I lost myself in a daze, and I felt that I was really myself, and one step later, I became the self I am today. ”
"Of course you're not a bad woman anymore! A really bad woman can't wait to marry into a wealthy family as soon as possible, and she can't wait to get married as soon as possible, how can she escape like you? Mr. is very willing to marry you, of course you have to be willing, Mr. will not force you, why don't you get to know him as an ordinary friend again? Multiple friends, multiple paths! ”
Sister-in-law Zhou continued to enlighten Mu Li.
"I have no friends! My only sister friend also suddenly deleted me! I now find that I have been abandoned by the world again! What exactly am I doing wrong? What iniquity have I created? ”
"Don't do that! Don't be sad, everyone has their own reasons and difficulties, she must have a hard time, if you really want to find out, go to her and ask her to find out, it won't be so uncomfortable! ”
"There is no banquet in the world that will not be dispersed, since you want to disperse, why do you have to meet and get together? Don't force it! ”
"I believe that your original friendship must have been sincere, and now there is an old relationship, but after the strongest time, the moon is lacking! Anything can flourish and decline, and everything changes. ”
What Sister-in-law Zhou said is really reasonable, as long as she observes it carefully, but Mu Li understands it and doesn't want to accept it, what she thinks about is friendship that lasts forever, and what she thinks about is that the earth is long and the sky is long and forever.
"Thank you for taking care of me during this time, when I have the ability, I will definitely repay your care, you can leave at any time if you want to! I don't need people, I don't need pity, I don't need sympathy I don't need anything, I'm going to rest! You're at your own convenience! Mu Li was in a bad mood in an instant!
"You're tired! Then you rest! ”
Sister-in-law Zhou didn't say anything about leaving, she was also very tired at this time, she really wanted to leave ruthlessly, and no longer paid attention to this confused and stubborn Mu Li, but on the one hand, she was entrusted by the Blue Palace Night and on the other hand, Mu Li's pity was pitiful, and she still didn't say it.
Her heart is inferior to the point of self-loathing, thinking that I don't need anyone to care about me! I don't need anyone to pity me, it's just that one day I was like a stray dog on the street, I was rejected and expelled, and even chased and beaten and abused! I also came to this world by a misunderstanding! It's a mistake! I also have to endure the pain of many calamities.
Mu Li once thought that if she had no relatives and friends, she would exchange her sincerity for friends, she was doubly good to those who were good to her, almost to the point of pleasing personality, until she finally found that some people were very polite to themselves on the surface, but behind them they looked down on themselves and despised and even played, that disdainful expression, that attitude of being friends with you is a gift is really stinging.
But Mu Li still played with that female classmate after that, she had to know and make friends with this kind of gifted person who played with herself, otherwise she would be isolated, and at the age of ten, she would face the horror of human nature, she flattered everyone, so as not to be excluded and isolated, until Wu Wei appeared, she found that she wanted to help herself from the bottom of her heart, and she was the kind of powerful woman who was beautiful, amazing and loving in martial arts dramas.
Wu Wei was the first true friend to enter Mu Li's heart, and then met three generous and friendly friends through Wu Wei, the five of them agreed to be good sisters for a lifetime, and they would miss each other for a lifetime, and they would continue to be friendly with the children when they were old forever.
At that time, everyone sincerely wanted this rare friendship to last forever, who would have thought that they would grow up and go to college, until Mu Li Wang Zhi got married, Wu Wei went abroad to study for further study, and some of the three went to college to work in other big cities, some married to other places, and some became national civil servants, only Mu Li, she stayed in Meishi, and she was still an ordinary kindergarten teacher.
She knew she was getting farther and farther away from her friends! She complained that she didn't have a good mind, she couldn't go to a good university, she complained that she didn't grow, she couldn't learn anything, no matter how good her friends were, she couldn't withstand the gap between them, and she had a friendship in her heart, but she couldn't help but be estranged when she saw Mu Li, who had not grown up, and established a new friendship with her new friends at a level, Mu Li understood that she didn't complain about them, and it was a humble friendship to please them, so she had to let go!
There is nothing to complain about when fate comes and fate, and there is nothing to complain about, but Wu Wei, she is reluctant, she really wants to pray for her, even if she hugs her thighs, she doesn't want to be abandoned by Wu Wei, she cherishes Wu Wei who has been good to herself all these years, Wu Wei's WeChat deletion is like a punch to Mu Li's heart, every time she thinks of it, she feels distressed, she doesn't want to give up, but she can't pull it back, her heart hurts badly.
Mu Li thought about it for a long time and forgot that she was tired, she got up and decided to go to Wu Wei to see what Sister-in-law Zhou said, she couldn't lose this good sister, and she had to die to understand, I wanted to see why Wu Wei ignored herself.
"Xiao Mu is hungry, right? Drink some porridge, eat some stewed vegetables, and braised pork ribs! ”
"Me! Sister-in-law Zhou, I'm sorry, I was wrong just now! I'm not supposed to be upset with you, I just feel sad! I don't have any good friends around me! ”
Mu Li apologized to Sister-in-law Zhou for losing control just now.
"Nothing! Everyone has a bad mood, but it's better to relax and be in a good mood, right? ”
"I want to go to Wu Wei's house for a while, if she is at home, I will ask her why she deleted my friend, I want to understand whether it is short-term or forever? I don't want her to leave my life. ”
"Eat, rest! Wait a little later, I'll go with you! It's really good that if a sister gets angry, it's a while, and it won't be for a lifetime. ”
Sister-in-law Zhou encouraged Mu Li.
Mu Li ate well, her heart was full of hope, she believed that as long as Wu Wei said that she wanted to be quiet, only for a while, then she would not be sad in vain? Maybe I'm too sensitive during this time? Too scared to lose!
Mu Li had nothing, with Wang Zhi and Xiaobao, seeing that Xiaobao was seriously ill and dying, Wu Wei broke off relations inexplicably, just divorced and lost Wang Zhi, Xiaobao and what was in her stomach were the only ones in her life, in fact, Wu Wei and Wang Zhi were as important, she didn't want to lose, she wanted to work hard again to get Wu Wei back!
Mu Li and Sister-in-law Zhou packed up and prepared to go to Wu Wei's house, calculating the distance, it was estimated that they would arrive at 5:40 without traffic jams.
"It's five o'clock! Wu Wei should get off work! Let's go to her house now! ”
"Good! When you see her in a while, you will definitely be reconciled, there must be a misunderstanding in this. ”
"Good! I'm going to clear up the misunderstanding! But when I called her, she didn't answer, so let's touch it! ”
"Let's go back tomorrow morning! In case she hides from you, she won't be home at this time! ”
Sister-in-law Zhou felt that Mu Li would make a phone call to let Wu Wei hide.
"I can't wait! I just want to see her now! Go now! No, I'll go later, I want her to know my sincerity, I want her as a friend. ”
Mu Li was not afraid of running away, she was afraid that Wu Wei would ignore her when she saw her.
"Good! Then let's go. ”
Mu Li and Sister-in-law Zhou went out to take a taxi to Wu Wei's house, and sure enough, as Sister-in-law Zhou expected, they knocked on the door for a long time, rang the doorbell a few times, and shouted Wu Wei's name a few times but did not respond, it seems that Wu Wei is really not there, Mu Li had to take out the written message and stuff it into Wu Wei's house.
After Mu Li and Sister-in-law Zhou left, Wu Wei inside the door blamed herself.
"Mu Li, I heard you! It's just that I'm sorry for you! How do I deal with you? I wanted to be a good sister with you for the rest of my life, but I accidentally became pregnant with Wang Zhi's child..."