I came out with Qiang'er in my arms, Mei Niang followed me honestly, and the visitor was of course my only friend in ancient times, Mrs. Jun. Aoxue also followed, smiling and greeting the cool Mei Niang. I smiled, grabbed Qiang'er's hand and greeted Mrs. Jun's mother and daughter. Ao Xue jumped over, "Young lady, there are so many cute babies in your family, give one to our family!" After saying that, he teased Qiang'er.

"This is our family!" Mei Niang below was not happy and screamed loudly. I don't know if I should be moved, because she has already admitted that this child belongs to 'their family'.

"Bad boy, I wouldn't play with you if I knew I wouldn't have played with you, let's go, take me to your backyard to have a look." After speaking, Ao Xue led the puffing Mei Niang out of the small hall.

After Mrs. Jun and I watched them go away, we found a comfortable place to sit down, and the maids brought tea and refreshments and retreated, and I quietly hugged Qiang'er and was stunned.

"The young lady left the Wufu yesterday, and the whole city was in an uproar." She looked at me deeply.

"Does Madame have any advice?" I finally looked up.

She shook her head, looked at Qiang'er and smiled at her, and then looked at me.

"Yu thought that Madame had a plan."

"If you know it's a mistake, do you want to move forward?" I looked at her intently, wondering what the wise woman would give me in reply.

She laughed, looked around at the furnishings in the small hall, and thought for a moment, "I thought that the young lady didn't like flashiness in the martial arts family because she had no roots and no fate, but at this time, it should be that the young lady is simple and unpretentious." ”

I really don't like the ancients sometimes, when they can make things clear in two sentences, they just have to go around in a big circle, what does she want to say?

She looked at me, smiled again, clapped her hands, and Qiang'er didn't recognize her life at all, and immediately threw herself into her arms. I almost didn't hold it, but I hurriedly hugged her, walked up to Mrs. Jun, and carefully put Qiang'er in her hand.

She teased Qiang'er for a while, and she didn't seem to want to continue the topic, so I was helpless and smiled bitterly.

"Madame, please make it clear?"

"Yu knows everything, and there is no end to it." She learned from me to greet me with Qiang'er's little hands.

I looked at the surrounding arrangements, and then thought about what she had just said, for a while: "Madame wants to say that Xiuyun is really the master of the martial arts family a long time ago, but I don't know it?" ”

"The young lady is very smart, of course, this is only one of them, I don't know if the young lady has noticed, Yu knows the young lady for more than a year, and Yu has never seen the young lady have no children in her hands. The fellowship with the young lady is also because of this. The young lady is open-minded, kind and polite, which Yu has never seen in her life. Even at this moment, when everything is unclear with the martial arts, the young lady can still accept and love this child, and there is no jealousy, can't it explain the young lady's intentions? ”

"How innocent the child is, no matter how virtuous Xiuyun is, he will not be embarrassed by the son. As for home, after all, the martial arts family is the place I once thought I would spend the rest of my life, and it was the home of Xiuyun. Xiuyun said the same thing last time, but it has nothing to do with the eldest young master, the person Xiuyun is going to leave is the eldest young master. ”

"Oh!" Mrs. Jun let out a long oh, but she didn't seem to take it to heart, she still teased Qiang'er with great interest, Qiang'er didn't seem to value her so much, ecstatic, giggling and laughing, and her chubby little hands danced wildly, and I couldn't help laughing.

"What kind of person is this child's mother?"

"I don't know." I saw her look at me in surprise, and I smiled, "I really don't know, I didn't ask, and I didn't go back to my parents' house because he brought the child back." I was just too tired and knew it was wrong to move forward. ”

"Why does the young lady think that it is wrong to go back to the martial family, it seems that you don't hate the eldest young master, and you also love the children?" She stared into my eyes, I can't say that I know that the eldest young master won't live for a few days, I don't want to be a widow! I smiled, shook my head, and thought about it for a moment.

"The first three years of the martial arts family were very good, Xiuyun was telling the truth, although there was no father-in-law, but the in-laws cherished it, and the brother-in-law and his wife were very kind. There have been too many changes this year, and the immortals of my younger siblings have gone; Qiang'er's premature death, and ...... There is also the second brother who left home twice, and Xiuyun is really exhausted. Think about the days to come, the eldest young master is an official in the court, but he is living a precarious life; The in-laws are old and more suspicious; There are also these three children, not from a mother, all of them have to be raised by Xiuyun, good is what Xiuyun should do, a little late, my stepmother is not blind? If Mrs. is me, how to deal with it? ”

"Will the young lady never marry again?"

I thought about it and nodded, of course I wouldn't marry again in ancient times, I went back to have a vigorous love, and I made up my mind to marry beautifully. My firm gaze made Mrs. Jun look in her eyes, and she thought that I had really made up my mind, and I was lonely and old from now on, and her eyes were dark.

"If the young lady has already decided, Yu will not say anything anymore, but which is more bitter in the arms of the family for life or the lonely old man all day, has the young lady ever thought about it?"

"So Madame still hopes that Xiuyun can return to the martial arts?"

"If the young lady wants to find another lover, Yu does not agree, of course the young lady can find a good family, but who is not the same for her in-laws, family, and precarious things? The young lady should have also seen this, so she decided to die alone, but can this be the place where the young lady will die? At this time, Ling Zun Lingtang is alive, of course the young lady can live here, such as after Ling Brother marries a wife and has children, this is Ling Brother's home, but it is the wish of the young lady to send people under the fence? Back to the martial arts, the Ming media is marrying, the name is right, the young lady is adding a strong man, and she has a lifetime to rely on. ”

I know that she said everything carefully, all because I was thinking about it, and if it weren't for the fact that I was a modern person and could go back to live a normal life, as an ancient person, there were really not many paths to choose. I was silent, she thought she had touched me, reached over and patted me gently, and continued.

"The young lady kept saying, 'I know that I am wrong, but I dare not move forward', which is also wrong. What's wrong? What if you know that tomorrow's samurai will be burned? Today's young lady is really holding Jiao'er! ”

I was stunned for a moment, looking at her, I didn't quite understand, but vaguely, I felt that it was important to me.

Yu Du believes in Buddhism, and often thinks, why did the Buddha still turn into human form to feel the sin of reincarnation when he knew that birth was suffering? And you know that the world is difficult, but you have a kind heart to cross the world? ”

"Embroidered clouds have no great compassion for hell." God, she won't let me learn what kind of bodhisattva says, 'If I don't go to hell, who will go to hell?' ’

Mrs. Jun smiled and pointed at my forehead, "Be merciful to others, be merciful to those who have been." Even if the young lady leaves the martial arts family, even if she can live here for the rest of her life, how can you know that there are no disasters and no dangers here? Buddhism talks about fate, Mrs. planted cause and effect, and returned to the martial family to have cause and effect in the martial family, but if you go all the way, you can avoid it? If Yu is a young lady, it is better to go all the way to cause and effect, at least this cause and effect is knowable and controllable by the young lady. It is right to be prepared for danger in times of peace, but it is wrong to worry about the sky. Young lady! ”

I looked at her in a daze, yes, I wasn't repeatedly played by fate, I thought I was making the right choice, but I was told it was wrong. So who's right and who's wrong? If, according to Mrs. Jun, if I had chosen another path, I might not have been able to go at all. Maybe you'll have to send me back at the turn of the corner, and now I'm ready to shoot whether I agree or not. Being forced back to the martial arts family, it is better for me to take advantage of the situation, at least I can take the initiative. I let out a long sigh again,, I was really played to death by fate. Once again, I feel that the most common thing in life is helplessness, not that you are choosing life, but that life is choosing you.