In the next few days, the children seem to get along better and better, Mei Niang will laugh, and Li Niang will call me Niang. It was like it had grown on my arm, and as soon as I opened my eyes, it would throw itself into my arms, which was so cute. I love being with them and watching them, and I think it's really blue.

Sometimes the nominal lady played with us, and when she was tired of playing, she looked at me and said, "You really like children so much?" But what do you do if you can't have children? ”

"I know that if I stay, I may not have children, but when I go back, will I really be able to give birth?" I asked her rhetorically.

"Actually, sometimes I feel like you've gone from one extreme to the other." The nominee shook her head and sat down next to me.

"I just felt scared, and I didn't know how to react if I went to an unknown world. I know all these things, and I can control them, but I am so tired that I am dead and alive, and I really don't know how to deal with them in an unknown world. I'm actually a person who likes simplicity, and the simpler the better. ”

She looked at me for a long moment and shook her head: "Why not, if you don't know anything maybe happiness?" I never know what will happen tomorrow, the soldiers will block, the water will flood, and I don't have to think about right or wrong to deal with it by instinct, don't you feel a lot of happiness? Haven't you thought that all your troubles are because you know this history, you know what will happen, so you will be helpless and miserable? ”

"What do you want to say? Persuade me to go back? ”

"No, in fact, Madam Jun is right, you never thought of leaving the martial arts family, you just wanted an excuse to stay, and I just told you that you should face yourself." She waved her hand and smiled, a light and clear appearance.

"Why?"

"You had a quote that struck me that day, you said, 'At least I know that I have a few years to go with that man, and we can do a lot of things. Moreover, this man loves me. You yourself are a student of human nature, and you know better than you what the meaning behind this sentence is. She smiled and patted my forehead gently.

Qiang Er saw it and thought it was funny, so she also learned to pat my forehead vigorously by the famous mother. After the shooting, she smiled happily, and she didn't know what she was happy about. I touched her forehead lightly and said softly, "You stupid guy! ”

The named lady laughed, patted her forehead lightly and said, "What a stupid guy!" ”

Like last time, my in-laws personally came to the house to condole, but they didn't dare to say that they would take me back, only that they would rest for a few days, not be in a hurry to go home, when they would rest enough, and when they would go back. I don't know what they think, anyway, my nominal father and mother have a cold face and ignore them, so they had to leave. I didn't go out, the nominee said, I will not be able to deal with it in the future when I go out, now they sing white face, and in the future I will sing red face. I shook my head, tired! But I know that the name of my father and mother is for my own good, and can fight for my greatest interests.

Shi Tong still came to see us every night, but always waited for the children to sleep, and I don't talk to him through the window now, but when he came, I put on my clothes and went out, and sat with him on the steps and sometimes we talked, and sometimes we sat quietly and watched the dead branches of the yard rustle in the wind.

"I don't have that much time to wait for you, the day of saving relatives is almost over, these days I have been thinking about what you want, thinking about what I can give you. You've decided to go back with me, but you still want to test me, why? ”

"Because I want a reason to go back, I can't go back because of habit, because of the child, because of my father and mother, I hope you are the reason for me to go back." I looked up into his eyes, "Shitong, everyone is telling me that you are my father-in-law, and you are also saying that I am your wife." Okay, I accept my fate, you are my father-in-law, the three in the room are our children, I will be Yang in the future, I will live my life with you, after death, the mourning hall will say Wumen Yang, and no one cares who I am underground. Even the children don't know who their mother is, and all this, why would I say yes, just because I resigned myself to my fate? ”

"You know I like you, there are many things that I can't control, if it's possible, I want to give you all this, but ......"

"Shi Tong, the point is not there, I'm asking you why I did this?" I'm going crazy, it's a wooden head.

"yes!" He was stunned for a moment, he really looked like Qiang'er. I laughed and looked at him, "Isn't Qiang really your child?" ”

"Do you think I dare?"

"You don't dare, and you won't. You are loyal to your Emperor Taishang, I know you like me, the last time you came back, you actually came back to see your father and mother and second brother for the last time, you know that Li Shimin can't sit still, and you decided to be loyal to Li Yuan from the beginning. Me and the children are your variables, so you want to send us away. Even if you take the life of the whole family, you have to help him. In the end, because of me, you gave up, you decided to help Li Shimin, you knew that your chance to get rid of the Yang family came, and Li Shimin gave you this opportunity. You are Li Yuan's close guard chief, you can help Li Shimin stabilize Li Yuan and give him enough time to deal with other things. You came back for the second time, and you just wanted to hear me say that you have a wife and children, and that you would be fine. And that day I was thinking, your wife and children are Yang and her children. And your letter, you asked Xiao Mo to send letters and gifts, in fact, I was very moved, even if it was only one word, I was still very happy. I didn't hear from you last month, so I'm actually worried. I left the house and fainted with so much sadness that you asked me if it was because of you. I said at the time, no, yes, I always thought it wasn't, a husband I don't even know the name, a husband who has never met a few times in total, what is there to be sad about? But I still accepted the children, and kept fighting with myself, whether to go back or wait a few days to send the children back to you, and let you go alone in a hurry. I laughed, I knew I shouldn't say these words, I said it calmly, I looked at his face quietly.

"Come back with me, let's leave early, take a boat to Lizhou, I'll take you along the way to have fun, you haven't been to Shudi yet, right, I'm very familiar with this way, the scenery is very beautiful, more beautiful than paintings, you can paint a lot of good paintings."

He didn't seem to hear my analysis of the two returns just now, he just tricked me into going home with him, I buried my head in my knees and was about to laugh crazy, this is one of the heroes of the dynasty? It's similar to cheating a child with candy.

"I can't change your surname, but I can write your name in the family tree, really, I promise, let the children know that their mother's name is Xiuyun."

"What else?" I finally looked up at him.

He thought for a moment and looked at me, "I don't know what you want, and I don't want to guess, there are too many political suspicions, I want to go home and live simply, tell me what you want, I too, at home, let's live a simple life." ”

"Really?" I asked softly. He was stunned for a moment, he didn't know what I was talking about, he looked at me fixedly, and I said again: "Can you really live a simple life?" ”

"I can guess so many things from my words, your wisdom is not owned by ordinary women, if you were not born as a daughter, you will definitely be eloquent and beneficial to one party. But you are not greedy for perfection, but only seek peace for a small amount of wealth. I like that you are exactly that, you are smart but unassuming, gentle but not weak, and those playful little paintings, which surprise me and want to spend my life with you. He looked me in the eye tenderly and smiled, I thought his 'just' should be coming, "But don't think so much, as you think, how can there be a feasible way in the world?" ”

"Don't you think I'm annoying? Thinking too much and worrying all day? ”

He stretched out his big hand, I wanted to put my hand gently on his palm and hold it gently, in this cold and snow, the warm body temperature came from his hand, I think I knew what he meant, he was reassuring me, and I didn't have to worry so much about the day again.

"Pick me up tomorrow!" I chuckled softly, and he pulled me into his arms. It was very difficult for two people sitting on the steps to really get together, and I just had my upper body on his shoulder, and he wrapped me in his cloak, and the heat came to my face, and I knew that I would be his wife when I went home.