Up to now, she has already taken these things lightly, her background is not blessed with any blessings, Su Zhixin naturally doesn't need to say much, if it weren't for saving Su Ru, I'm afraid she wouldn't have spoken out at all, and her careless birth has also become ironclad proof of her mother's shamelessness and watery poplar to some extent.

Therefore, now Fangfang is self-righteous and threatens her with the so-called reputation, but she doesn't know that she is now, and naturally she doesn't mind that she can't have a good reputation in this crew.

After leaving Fangfang, Su Jiarui hurried all the way, and in the end, he was inevitably scolded by Sister Wang for being late and dirty on his clothes.

"Xiao Su, I said that your work efficiency is too low, other groups of clothes have been sent over early, clean and tidy, what about you? Not to mention the low efficiency, the clothes sent over are the same as those picked up in the garbage heap, but some of these clothes can't even be dry cleaned, and all of them will be scrapped as garbage after today. ”

Sister Wang said as she put the ash on her suit jacket on Su Jiarui's face.

"Look at it, look at it, I know, your Chris is amazing, he wears clothes sponsored by those big brands, and there is no shortage of such a few new styles of the season, and now they are only temporarily stored with me, but what about your clothes? I lent it to your group at the time, but it was cleanly washed, and now it's like this, will the female number one wear it? I see that you little girl is clean and decent, how can you do such a careless thing? ”

“……”

Su Jiarui knew that he was at a loss, so he simply lowered his head, didn't say a word, and tried his best to put on a modest posture of clothes and let Sister Wang spit fly, anyway, as long as she suffered silently, there would be no big problem with horizontal and vertical.

Until Su Jiarui returned to the lounge with a familiar way, her boxed lunch on the table was already cold.

In fact, this is a small thing, but it is often the last straw that breaks the camel's back.

Su Jiarui's emotions that had been withholding showed signs of gradually collapsing, her thin body trembled slightly, and many of the negative emotions that she had tried to suppress before seemed to smell her out of control, and gradually surrounded her.

She thought that she chose to be the heroine's stand-in because she was worried about being targeted by the crew and worried that Chris's would be involved. In winter, she wore a paper-thin skirt, so she maintained a standing posture and took one shot after another.

In fact, at the end of the shooting, her legs and feet were a little uncomfortable, but just when she wanted to sit down and rest, she heard a very small laugh from the other end.

"Cut, it's just that you can only participate in the filming because you are Chris's assistant, you can get so much extra pay for standing there for nothing, obviously you haven't done anything, and you're so squeamish."

"That's right, who wouldn't do that kind of work, if I want to say that she is a star with a good personality like Chris, if she is followed by those difficult masters, won't she secretly cry her nose every day."

"Haha, sure enough, you still say, but it's just that the makeup artist put on a makeup for her, you look at her score, I really think how beautiful she looks, I can't help myself."

In fact, those people don't know, standing in the cold wind and maintaining a motionless posture will let the cold penetrate deep into the bone marrow.

She thought that at this time, no matter who heard others slandering her like this, she should rush up angrily to refute a few words, but she didn't have the courage to refute.

From childhood to adulthood, every time she argued with reason, all she got was her own losses.

When she was a child, others scolded her for being a wild child without a father, and she rushed up to argue with others, but in the end she was pushed into the mud pond by the other party with a smile, and barely got up from the slippery and greasy mud pond.

Later, she was brought to the Su family by Su Zhixin, a father who had no sense of morality, where even the subordinates dared to stand on top of her head and treat her as an uncivilized savage.

And those difficult etiquette, although she didn't understand very well, but in the end she still worked hard to learn patiently, to be honest, at that time she still wanted to adapt and integrate into the Su family.

But she clearly followed what Yin Hanmei said, holding a knife in her left hand and a fork in her right hand, but Yin Hanmei just laughed at her for not knowing anything about a wild seed from the countryside, but her mouth turned over badly, and when she wanted to say something more, a slap of the carrier of a fierce wind was crisply slapped on her face, and before she could react to you, she was scolded by Yin Hanmei and dragged to the basement like an animal.

Since then, she has gradually understood what it means to be dignified on the surface and dirty on the inside.

After that, the world said that she was scheming, that all those evil deeds were from her hand, and she tried to reason with them, but in the end she was only scolded by others for being cheeky and forceful.

To this day, she never dared to have any superfluous arguments, who knew that today, in the face of the crew's filming requirements, even if she agreed to it, she still inevitably suffered the fate of being suspicious of others.

After that, all the bad luck was like a snowball, one after another, and it got bigger and bigger.

Fang Fang's straightforward threats and questions, Sister Wang's cynicism after being framed and falling, until now, when she dragged her tired body back to the lounge, she still had to be cold to the scraps in front of her. One eight

In fact, the loss of control of adults is often only in an instant, but it is made up of thousands of unwillingness and grievances, and the world can only see the moment others explode, and they feel that she is a cowardly person, which is not correct in itself.

Su Jiarui sniffed, took the cold lunch box, and threw it into the trash without mercy.

Now she has no appetite and just wants to cry well.

Everything in front of me gradually became blurred, and tears burst in an instant.

Fortunately, she is now in the closed lounge, as long as she cries out in a suppressed voice, no one will listen to her cowardly emotions at this time.

"Sue?"

There was a thunderclap on the ground, and before Su Jiarui could wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, he was forced to crash into Chris's worried look.

"Did anyone bully you?"

Chris's aura at this time is completely different from the past, which makes people inexplicably feel a sense of security that they have never felt before.

Su Jiarui sniffed and quickly touched his face, trying to make his emotions look barely calm.

"I'm fine."

She's not a good actress, never has been.

The expression had not yet been managed, and the trembling voice rushed up and intervened, making her look stupid that there were no three hundred taels of silver here.

Looking back on some of her stupid experiences in the past, in fact, since she came to the undercurrent of Cloud City, she has been looking forward to it every day that she can become a so-called adult who hides all her emotions deep in her heart.

At that time, she was faintly aware of Su Zhixin's dislike for herself, so she was eager to become an independent adult, and naturally hoped that she could be more like Su Zhixin, a person who was moody and invisible, and looked like a person who was not easy to bully, rather than like Aunt Li in the town, because of the problem of land division, I couldn't wait to greet the eighteen generations of the ancestors of the steward.

However, in fact, when they really live under the same roof, these so-called adults that she once longed for, and even tried to become, when all their emotions that they originally disdained to hide in front of her were exposed, she realized that adults were sometimes just children who were good at acting and good at disguise.

"Since it's okay, then don't cry first, can you eat first?"

Chris's voice was low, even with some hints of coaxing that he had never had before, although in front of others, he had always seemed to be a master of flirting with girls, but I don't know why, he couldn't show those skills at all when facing Su Jiarui, who was out of control.

Regarding Su Jiarui's loss of control of emotions, he somewhat guessed that it might be related to that man.

When he thought of Chen Cheng, his thinking couldn't help but diverge, thinking of the chance encounter between the four of them on the set at that time, and thinking of the name of the heroine of this play, which happened to be called Chen Chen.

Although he guessed it, he could only patiently pretend to be stupid.

Su Jiarui felt that her cold hands were wrapped in warmth, and she paused slightly, only then did she see a warm lunch box appear in her hand.

If the one in front of you is your own, then who is it that was just placed on the table?

Chris obviously read something from Su Jiarui's subconscious glance at the trash can, he followed the other party's line of sight, and naturally saw the box lunch lying in the trash can, overflowing with juice, and the face that was still a little nervous and concerned at the moment collapsed a little bit, and the light in his eyes dimmed a little.

"Hey Su, you're going too far, you can't deliberately retaliate for me because I hurt you to be a humanoid backdrop for too long in the winter, and secretly throw away my half-eaten lunch box while I'm not there, right? Today is my favorite filet mignun. ”

Chris had dissatisfaction and grievances on his face, Su Jiarui hadn't sorted out his clue, and Chris had already pressed her to the seat.

"You disappointed me so much, besides, we are not abusing you, you also took the money according to the standard of 500 yuan a day, how can you pick up the bowl and scold your mother, and tear down the bridge when you cross the river?"