Ji Feng couldn't say whether he wanted to think or not.

He has always cared for Qin Lili as a younger sister, until he realized her feelings for him, and then he realized that the two were not brothers and sisters in the real sense of the word.

At that time, there were already many girls around him who were chasing him, but he didn't have any special feelings for them.

Once, he accidentally bumped into Qin Lili being besieged by the girls in the school, and they all scolded her for being shameless, pretending to be sick and pretending to be weak and monopolizing the school grass.

Qin Lili was surrounded by so many people, she was not angry or panicked at all, but smiled calmly and said to them calmly: "If you are jealous, you will also be sick." ”

One of the grumpy girls raised her hand and was about to hit her, Ji Feng couldn't stand it anymore, rushed forward, grabbed the girl's wrist, took her aside with skill, and then stood in front of Qin Lili, looking around with a calm face at the group of lively and cheerful girls who looked quite normal on weekdays.

After that time, Ji Feng said in school that Qin Lili was his girlfriend, and whoever bullied her couldn't get along with him, so take it easy.

At that time, he may have really bred a little pity for Qin Lili similar to love, otherwise he would not have announced to the world that this person was his woman as recklessly as the hot-blooded boy who was dazed.

But I don't know if it's because they're too familiar or if he's really just a hormone secretion that he will have for the opposite sex during puberty, and then he and Qin Lili have always maintained a state of no guessing.

It's so pure that there's no ambiguity.

But even so, he has already decided that Qin Lili is his future wife, and she is the object of his lifelong care.

Oak was an accident.

He really can't deny that he is moved by this cheerful and smiling girl, because her life is like a fire, the color is bright from afar, and it feels warm when it gets closer.

It is the type that most boys will like.

But even though he knew that he was attracted to her, he still gave up the opportunity to be with her.

Because as long as he thought of Qin Lili's sad and crying face, he couldn't do anything to betray her.

He knew that he was her life.

But now, Qin Lili actually took the initiative to say that she wanted to let go.

And the tone is very calm, not like an impulsive decision, but well thought out.

It made him feel a little flustered.

When things go wrong, there must be demons.

Did something happen to Qin Lili?

"I don't care," Ji Feng finally opened his mouth to say his answer, "Whether there is a marriage contract or not, she is a woman I will take care of all my life." ”

Guan Linyuan glanced at him and asked again, "Do you love her?" ”

Ji Feng took a hard puff of his cigarette and groaned for a while, his expression was a little dazed, "I don't know, maybe that kind of love is not the love between men and women, but the feelings between relatives." ”

Guan Linyuan held the cigarette, his thin lips slowly exhaled the smoke ring, and nodded to show that he understood.

The advice he gave was, "Then you better let her go." ”

It was the first time Ji Feng had heard such a ridiculous statement, and he wasn't sure if he had made a mistake, so he repeated his words, "I let her go?" ”

Guan Linyuan hasn't smoked for a while, he doesn't have a habit of smoking, he only smoked fiercely after Ou Xu's accident, and now he just holds the cigarette between his fingers and takes a puff after a long time.

"Do you think you are great, even if you don't love her, you have always been good to her, take care of her, and respond to her needs. The two of you look like she trapped you with love, but in fact it was you who tied her up with cruel tenderness. Guan Linyuan has always seen through it without saying anything, in order to let Ji Feng figure it out for himself.

Ji Feng is mature and wise, but he is very dull in terms of feelings.

I thought that the appearance of Mai Oak would make him re-examine the relationship between himself and Qin Lili, but he didn't expect him to be able to go his own way so far.

Ji Feng frowned and said incomprehensibly: "Cruel gentleness? ”

Guan Linyuan nodded, "Hmm", "If you don't love, you won't love, if you love, you will love, your half-hearted gentleness makes the people who love you suffer day and night that they are not loved by you, but they are always reluctant to let go, do you say it's cruel?" ”

Ji Feng felt that this passage was a bit esoteric and needed time to digest it slowly.

Guan Linyuan snuffed out the cigarette butt, accurately threw it into the trash can in front of him, and then patted Ji Feng on the shoulder and said, "Don't think of that girl as confused as you, there is a saying, the more you live, the more painful it is." ”

Then he turned and went upstairs.

Ji Feng stood in the courtyard for a while, until the cigarette between his fingers became shorter and shorter, and finally the scarlet cigarette butt gave him a sharp sting, and he finally came back to his senses.

Guan Linyuan's words seemed to be enlightened, making him feel an unprecedented shock.

This night, some people sleep sweetly without heart and lungs, and some people toss and turn all night without sleep.

The next day, Ji Feng asked Guan Linyuan for leave and returned to Licheng again.

When I came to Qin's house, Qin's mother opened the door, and I was a little surprised to see that it was him.

"Lily, she's out." Qin's mother's attitude towards him was the same as usual, making him wonder if Qin Lili hadn't informed her elders of the decision to dissolve the marriage.

In other words, she may not have really made up her mind yet.

"Is it going downstairs to bask in the sun? I'll go find her. After Ji Feng finished speaking, he wanted to turn around and go downstairs, but was stopped by Qin's mother.

"She's not downstairs, she's on a trip."

Ji Feng was stunned and said suspiciously: "Didn't she just be discharged from the hospital?" It's still so cold outside, how can she stand it? ”

In normal times, Qin's mother would definitely be more worried than Ji Feng, but at this moment, she just said calmly: "I have already asked the doctor, and the doctor also said that the short trip is not in the way, and her spirit in the past two days is very good, and it is not a problem to be bored at home, so I agreed." ”

Ji Feng was a little unbelievable, Qin's mother used to be very strict with Qin Lili, even if she went downstairs to bask in the sun, she would not leave an inch, but now she was unusual, which had to make him wonder.

"Did her uncle go with her? Where to travel? Ji Feng asked.

Mother Qin's answer shocked him again.

"She went alone, didn't say where to go, but promised to take care of herself. My daughter has grown so big, and for the first time, she insists on her own opinion so much, and it is useless for me to persuade her. Mother Qin finally sighed, showing great helplessness.

It turns out that it is not that there has been no objection, but the opposition is invalid.

Ji Feng was silent.

Mother Qin looked at him, suddenly smiled, and said, "Ah Feng, it's really hard for you all these years." ”

Ji Feng was taken aback, and hurriedly said, "What's the matter, I'm not embarrassed." ”

Mother Qin patted his hand and signaled him not to be nervous, "I'm from here, I can see everything clearly, you are so good to our family Lili that I really have nothing to say, my daughter is a realizer when she is young, and she refuses to look back if she recognizes it, she is my only daughter, as a parent, she is selfish, so I have always indulged her, followed her, and I hope that everyone will accommodate her and cherish her like me." But I didn't expect her to suddenly understand one day. In fact...... It's pretty good, too. ”

At the end, Qin's mother lowered her head and sobbed, her expression was sad and sad, but also relieved.

Ji Feng comforted her and said, "Auntie, Lily is already hurting, I really want to be good to her......"

Mother Qin looked up at him and interrupted him with her eyes.

"You're a good boy, I get it. But from now on, you don't have to worry about Lily anymore, and she doesn't need your mercy. ”

"It's not pity, Auntie......"

Mother Qin raised her hand and continued to stop him from continuing.

"Alright, it's useless for you to say anything now, please don't come back in the future." After finishing speaking, he made a gesture of please leave.

As a parent, her heart is biased, she knows that she shouldn't complain that Ji Feng doesn't love her daughter, but Lily is disheartened because of him, she is not so open-minded, she can be regarded as nothing.

Being able to maintain a superficial level of calm when meeting is already her limit.

Ji Feng had no choice but to take a step back, and Qin's mother "snapped" the door in front of him.

He stood downstairs at the Qin family for a long time, thinking about where Qin Lili would go.

There are many far ones that can't go, and there are many near ones, and there is no clear goal to refer to.

In the end, he simply dialed Qin Lili's phone number.

He guessed that Qin Lili might not answer his call.

Who knew that there were only two rings on the other end, and it was connected.

"Ji Feng?" is no longer the familiar title of "Brother Ji", and Qin Lili's tone is less eager and affectionate, which makes him a little unaccustomed.

"Lily, I'm in Licheng now." He got straight to the point.

Qin Lili was stunned for a moment, and then asked with concern: "...... at home?"

"No, it's not something at home." Ji Feng raised his head, his eyes fell on the floor where Qin Lili lived, and found the windowsill of the bedroom where she was.

He left this unit building countless times, and as long as he looked up, he could see Qin Lili lying on the windowsill watching him.

But today the windows were closed, and he was no longer the visitor that the director of that room was eagerly watching.

"I'm here to find you." Ji Feng simply said, "The incident you mentioned on the phone last time, I still want to talk to you in person." ”

Marriage is not child's play, and his family is also happy to see this marriage come to fruition, and it can't be decided through a few words on the phone.

If you say you don't tie it, you won't tie it, and if you say you separate, you will separate it.

Qin Lili was a little surprised, and after a deep sigh, she said, "But I'm not in Licheng, I'm going out to play." ”

I could hear that her tone was very relaxed, and she seemed to be having a good time.

Ji Feng asked, "Are you alone?" ”

Qin Lili said: "Yes, I have a travel strategy. ”

Ji Feng was habitually uneasy, "But you are a girl and have no experience in going out alone, it is too dangerous." ”

Qin Lili said nonchalantly: "Everything has a first time, I am in my twenties and an adult." ”

Ji Feng didn't know why, he felt that her confident tone had a little bit of innocence that she was obviously a little girl but wanted to pretend to be mature, and she was helpless in her heart, and she felt a little cute.

"I'll go find you." Ji Feng went straight into the tunnel with a single knife.

I thought that if she refused, she would have to use a little of his well-hidden connections to find out how her credit card was being used, and then find out where she was at the moment.

But she didn't expect that she just hesitated for a moment, and then told him, "I'm in Tongcheng." ”

Ji Feng was slightly stunned, "Where are you going, what are you doing?" ”

Qin Lili said: "It's close, and there is a famous block with Ming and Qing dynasty buildings, and many travel apps have recommended it." ”

Ji Feng was silent for a moment, and then said, "Then I'll go there to find you and wait for me." ”