After sending off the eldest brother and them, she also had to rush back to the dormitory, and waited at the bus stop for a long time, but did not see the car coming. After that, I realized that there was no car at this point.

She felt in her pocket for the change she had just found for dinner, and made sure it was still there. I thought to myself, "Fortunately, I still have money, otherwise I would have been displaced today."

When she returned to the dormitory, her roommates had already slept, so in order not to disturb her roommates, she didn't turn on the room light, only turned on the bathroom light, and went to wash lightly.

When I came out, I heard the sound of the opposite bunk turning over and driving the iron bed to shake. Jiang Xihong turned over and poked out her head, and greeted her in a whisper, "I'm back."

"Well, did I wake you up" I was afraid that I would disturb them to rest, so I was very careful, but I still woke up Jiang Xihong. I was a little reluctant to go.

But Jiang Xihong said, "No, I haven't slept yet" before the words fell, the person had already come down from the top bunk, put on a coat, and walked silently to Chaoyangtai.

I haven't slept so late, I work hard during the day, I'm tired when I go back to the dormitory, and I have to get up early tomorrow. Why haven't you slept yet? It seems that she is not the only one who has something on her mind today, but I don't know why she is there.

Then Zhang Xiaohua also took a coat and followed Jiang Xihong to the balcony. The two of them meditated on the spot on the balcony, without beginning, without asking, just wanting to vomit as soon as possible.

Zhang Xiaohua said to Jiang Xihong, "My eldest brother came to see me today, but after coming for a while, he left again, and he was very sad and reluctant."

Jiang Xihong said, "Anyway, you still have a big brother to see you, and your mother is thinking about you at home, you are already happier than many people, you should be satisfied."

Unlike some people, whether at home or in the field, they are all alone, no one will remember her, let alone visit her. ”

Hearing Jiang Xihong's words, Zhang Xiaohua felt a little relieved. At the same time, the mood has become a little heavy. Because she remembered Jiang Xihong's life experience.

Although I don't have a father, I still have grandparents (although my grandparents have old feudal ideas and always scold themselves for being a money-loser).

But since she was a child, she has not been much less cared for than her brothers. On top of that, she also has a mother and two older brothers who love her.

But Jiang Xihong has no relatives, whether she is in the field or at home, she is the only one who is isolated. Aunt Ju said to Aunt Lan that she was her aunt before, but it wasn't true.

At that time, in order to prevent her from being bullied by others, she deliberately deceived the three women, and when Aunt Ju told her the truth, Jiang Xihong was disappointed for a while, and it could be seen that she was very eager to have relatives for herself.

She even suspected that some of the people in Jiang Xihong's mouth actually meant most of what she meant herself. She didn't have any hatred for her mother who abandoned her at the beginning.

She also said that she would go to find her mother when she had saved enough money, and told her mother that she was now grown up and didn't need her mother to take care of her, and she could still take care of her mother.

I just hope that her mother can return to her side, and she will be satisfied. However, she is also worried that it has been more than ten years, and she does not know where she is now, and she does not have any clue where to look.

She was only 8 years old when her mother left her. Her grandfather died before she was even born.

Her grandmother also rarely talked about her mother, and it was obvious that her grandmother didn't like her mother, so it was no wonder she didn't want to mention it.

Later, at the third grandmother's house, the third grandmother often sighed in her ear, "What a good couple, just say it and disperse."

At that time, she wondered how his father's stupid appearance and her mother could be a beautiful couple, and his father was not worthy of his mother at all.

Later, during her wanderings, she heard others pointing behind her back, "Look, this is the daughter of the educated youth, this educated young girl is really ruthless enough to drive her husband crazy, and now she has left her daughter alone and made her daughter a beggar." "It's not, it's really evil."

At that time, when she heard others comment on her mother like this, although she didn't know if what they said was true, she was very grateful to them from the bottom of her heart.

Because they finished commenting, after a while, they would kindly bring her a bowl of hot rice to eat. After eating, I asked her if she was full, and if she was not full, she would be served another bowl.

And some passers-by, although they didn't judge, but at the same time, they didn't look at her properly, and even hid far away, as if they were a plague and avoided it.

Later, I heard that her father, as the only high school student in the village, was recommended to take up the position of accountant in the production team. At that time, she was young and talented, and there were many girls who admired her.

But because of his poor family background, few people are willing to talk about marriage when it comes to marriage. There is no one to talk to him, so he is still alone when he arrives.

At that time, it was the time to promote the "educated youth go up the mountain and down the mountain", and her mother was one of the educated youths and was assigned to their village to learn agricultural knowledge. Later, her mother met his father and fell in love with her father's appearance at first sight.

After that special period, the educated youth who went to the countryside returned to their hometown, but her mother chose to stay in the countryside and insisted on marrying her poor father despite her grandmother's opposition.

I heard that when I got married at that time, I didn't have anything at home, not even a towel or a basin, and I still asked my relatives to borrow the pot for stir-frying. But her mother is also willing, without regrets.

Her mother thought that his father also graduated from high school, and as long as he was diligent and did things well, it would not be a problem to support the family.

After the production team was disbanded, his father had nothing to do. I am idle at home, I don't get my hands dirty with farm work, I don't go out to find things to do every day except for eating and sleeping.

After a long time, her mother began to get anxious, so she persuaded his father to go out and find something to do, but his father not only did not listen to the persuasion, but felt that her mother looked down on him and disliked him for having no ability.

Then the contradiction between the two began to come. After three days of quarrels, his father would put up with it at first.

Later, he directly stopped it. And the hand is heavier than the other. I heard that once, when they were arguing outside, his father was angry and slapped his mother to the ground.

And picked up one of her mother's feet, and dragged it forward, a few kilometers at a time. Her mother's whole body was rubbed on the ground, and there was no good piece of meat on her back and arms that were rubbed by the ground, and she was drenched in blood along the way, and she couldn't move at home for more than a month.

Hearing this, Zhang Xiaohua seemed to understand a little that Jiang Xihong didn't hate her mother, and there was a reason why she left her young. Because his dad is also hateful.