Chapter 174: Can You Come Back?
Xinghua Village.
Lin Zhen stayed in the field from early morning to almost noon, and the whole land after the summer harvest was loosened, and then he went to the barren field where the flowers were planted. He took care of it according to the method that Lin Xiaowan taught him, and then he was ready to go home.
This time, his clothes were already soaked with sweat. Wiping the sweat from his forehead, he walked back.
There weren't many people on the road, and a few of them said hello and went their separate ways. When he was about to reach the entrance of the village, someone stopped and said to him: "Lin Zhen, although you have separated from each other and severed your relationship. But anyway, it's also your own father and mother, and now, your father's life is not easy. Take advantage of the fact that your daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law are not at home, go back and have a look. ”
In a word, Lin Zhen said a little embarrassed.
Originally, he didn't think about breaking off his family, and he was forced, but in the end he ended up like this. Is he willing? Of course not, but who thought about his feelings.
Yes, now Lin Zhen still feels that neither the Liu family, Lin Xiaowan nor his father and mother have considered his feelings.
He was caught in the middle, tormented.
Finally, he has become accustomed to not thinking about it, and has accepted his current life, wanting to live a good and stable life. But I really didn't expect someone to say such things to him.
Lin Zhen only hummed, then lowered his head and left.
Looking at Lin Zhen's departing figure, the man sneered: "Huh...... It's really a white-eyed wolf, I used to think that this Lin Zhen was an honest and filial person, but now it seems that it is not as good as Lin Tang who doesn't care about it. ”
Lin Zhen couldn't hear these words, otherwise he would definitely have an argument.
I went home and washed my face. I made some food casually, sat at the table, thinking about all the things that had happened in these days, and the words I had just heard, I only felt sad, and what I ate was no longer tasteful.
It's like chewing wax.
He doesn't think about these things at home on weekdays, but that doesn't mean he's relieved. Now the emotions swept over, and he was a little caught off guard, chewing on the food, but tears were rolling down.
He hurriedly wiped it with the back of his hand, but he couldn't wipe it clean, so he simply let it flow.
Tears flowed and began to whimper again.
Who can understand the bitterness in his heart? As a man, a father, and a son, who understands his sadness. It's good that these emotions don't appear, but when they do, they will be like a river bursting its banks, surging endlessly.
After a long time, Lin Zhen calmed down, took a few deep breaths to calm himself down, and then finished his meal quietly.
There was a jar of water drying in the yard, Lin Zhen scooped out half a large basin, then locked the courtyard door, found a place where he couldn't see the crack in the door, and scrubbed himself in the yard to wipe off the sweat smell of his body.
Dressed, cared for.
Standing in the room, he hesitated for a long time before he made up his mind to go to the Lin family's old home to have a look.
Of course he knew about Zhou's expulsion, and he always wanted to go to see Lin Fu, but he didn't have the opportunity. Moreover, he also felt that he had no face to face Lin Fu again.
In this way, while hesitating and convincing himself, Lin Zhen walked to the gate of the Lin family.
The courtyard door of the house is ajar, so you can clearly see the situation in the courtyard. It was no different from when they left, it just seemed much more deserted. In the past, the Liu family would be busy in this courtyard.
But Lin Zhen stood in front of the door like this, no matter how difficult it was to take a step forward with his feet, he tried several times, but he could only hang his feet in the air, and he couldn't fall for a long time.
Lin Zhen struggled for a long time, and finally exhausted his courage, turned around and was about to leave.
As soon as he turned around, he heard someone inside shouting: "Is it Zhen'er?" Why don't you come in. ”
Lin Zhen turned his head to look at Lin Fu, then slowly turned around and paced inside in silence. He was thinking in his heart, how to talk to Lin Fu, and what to say?
Lin Fu looked at Lin Zhen with a sad face, stepped forward and opened the half-open door, his voice was calm, and said to Lin Zhen: "Come in, don't stand outside." ”
After saying that, he walked inside, lay down on a deck chair in the courtyard, faced the sun, and closed his eyes. It looks quiet and serene, without the mania of Lin Zhenlai when he broke off his marriage.
Lin Zhen walked up, blocked some sunlight for Lin Fu, and said softly: "Dad, the sun is too strong, don't bask in the yard, go into the house." ”
Lin Fu was unmoved, and said angrily: "It's okay, I'm old, my body and bones have been cold over the years, and it's still good to bask in the sun." If you feel hot, go in first. ”
"Drink a bowl of water."
Lin Zhen just stood in place and didn't leave. He kept looking at Lin Fu and didn't speak, the expression on his face changed, but it was not very good.
Lin Fu closed his eyes, and he could feel that Lin Zhen had been staring at him. Time passed, but finally he couldn't bear it anymore and said, "Help me up and go into the house." ”
"Huh!" Lin Zhen responded, hurriedly went up to help Lin Fu up, and then walked towards the house with him in his arms.
Lin Fu didn't refuse, let alone shake him off, but said, "My body is not so bad that I have to be held by someone." Just take it easy, this was your home before. ”
"It's my home now, too." Lin Zhen blurted out, but soon reacted again, there was no room for him here, and this sentence was really not quite able to speak.
Lin Fu was stunned and didn't say anything.
was so resolute at the beginning, it was really angry. When the dust settled, he couldn't sleep for I don't know how many nights. Thinking about his mistakes over the years, he will feel more and more sorry for Lin Zhen's family.
But he still has to be face-saving after all...... Even now he has no face.
And just like that, the two were silent again.
The two walked to the hall and sat down on the two chairs at the table.
After a long time, Lin Fu opened his mouth and asked, "You came, is there something wrong?" ”
Lin Zhen replied to the question, he said, "Why are you alone at home?" Have you eaten lunch? ”
"I've eaten it." Lin Fu said lightly, "Your mother ......"
As soon as he exited, he paused. After a while, he spoke again: "Zhou Dani and Li Qiao'er have returned to their parents' house, and Lin Tang has gone back to take care of his business." Speaking of which, he was able to support such a business, thanks to you and the couple. ”
"That's the eldest brother's own ability, and it has nothing to do with us." Lin Zhen said.
"If it weren't for your daughter-in-law's embroidered handkerchief, he wouldn't be able to stand in Fengxiang Tower. Not to mention that you can still get so much silver. Lin Fu said bluntly. He lowered his eyebrows, pouted his teeth lightly, and said, "This family really owes you." ”
Seeing that the atmosphere changed sharply, Lin Zhen hurriedly said: "Whatever you owe or not, it's all a family." And now that the matter is over, let's pass, there is nothing to mention. ”
"Well, you're right." Lin Fu nodded and asked again, "You came, what's the matter, right?" ”
Lin Zhen saw that he couldn't hide, pondered for a moment, and replied: "I heard that you are going to divorce your mother, so I want to come over and persuade you." You're all that old, so don't make a big fuss. My mother's person is used to this, and I believe that this time she will also learn a lesson, and she will not do nonsense again. ”
Lin Fu listened calmly and did not make a statement.
If it were another person, he would not have sat so steadily, and he would have shouted out all the anger in his heart before he stopped.
Zhou Dani's actions, he really can't tolerate it.
Seeing that Lin Fu didn't speak, Lin Zhen breathed a sigh of relief, and then continued: "Mother was indeed too much before, if it was just me, I wouldn't feel anything." But Xiurong and Xiaowan, the mother and daughter, were indeed wronged. I know you're going to blame me for being a white-eyed wolf, but I can't help it. Now that I'm just separated, I'm really afraid that I'll become an enemy after a long time. ”
Lin Fu listened patiently, but responded impatiently: "What's the point of talking about this now." ”
Lin Zhen opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.
"Zhou Dani deserves it, such a stupid woman, I can't stay with a poisonous woman." Lin Fu said, he stared at Lin Zhen, and then said, "Hugh her so that I can close my eyes when I die in the future, as for the previous events, they have already passed, so I won't mention them again." ”
"Dad, you really can't think about it anymore?" Lin Zhen asked unrelentingly.
"I don't want to." Lin Fu sighed, "Zhou Dani broke up this family, it's not enough to break up, I have to force you to go the road, I can't keep her anymore." Since she didn't want to, get out, it's as simple as that. ”
"I'm sure my mother regrets it now."
Lin Fu's tone was full of helplessness and gloom, and he said, "Regret? What's the use of regretting. Will you still be able to come back......"