CHAPTER 40

The scene is more awkward.

Liu Ying is a little like a child who makes an inappropriate joke. Wang Xi buried his head there, listless, and looked like he was aroused by the story. Gauss didn't need to mention it, his face stiffened, and he stared at the surveillance intently.

And the suspected protagonist of the story lies there, his eyes closed, not saying a word.

No one knows how to break the silence.

At this time, the guy named Xiao Chen opened the door and came in and told everyone that the room was open. By the way, I put lunch on the stool and spread it out, and it was a very decent lunch.

Zhou Ke got up, took the lunch box and room card, thanked him, and walked out. When he was about to walk to the door, he stopped and said: "Liu Ying is talking nonsense, it's really not me, with my violent temper, does he dare to say it in front of me if it's me?" Look at the old high, you guys are nervous. Eat quickly, and I'll go to rest. Senior Brother Liu, little junior brother, can't you leave? ”

Talk nonsense? Story or people?

Liu Ying shook her head and smiled bitterly, patted Wang Xi's shoulder, and also took the lunch box and walked out.

Wang Xi naturally followed all the way, but quickly adjusted from his depressed thoughts, Senior Brother Liu had dry goods for himself.

When he came to the next room, Zhou Ke sat down and took a few mouthfuls of food, then lay down, and after setting up a soundproof formation to leave a back door for Liu Ming, he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Liu Ying didn't go straight to the point, but asked, "Wang Xi, lost love?" Wasn't it all okay yesterday? ”

Wang Xi didn't expect Liu Ying's words to be so tough, straight to the heart, a little flustered, and subconsciously wanted to cover it up, and said again and again: "No, no, no, no, it's just ······ Just ······"

It's just that there was "just" there for half a day without a follow-up.

Liu Ying said: "What's the matter, tell my senior brother." ”

Wang Xi raised his head and looked at Liu Ying, with an indescribable gloom in his eyes.

He was very aggrieved, very sad, and the person he felt was important to him was gone. But he has nowhere to say it, it's not that he doesn't want to say it, he wants to say it to death! But he wanted to die, he wanted to pretend to be strong, even if the person couldn't see it, he still wanted to do it.

At this time, if you care about him, he will be very happy, but he will also be more aggrieved.

Why do you care about me now!?

It's not that he can't tell the difference, it's just that the wayward little boy in his heart finally couldn't help it, like being robbed of his beloved toy, and he was about to cry after holding it for a long time.

Wang Xi pursed his mouth again and again, and finally said, "Senior Brother Liu, I fell out of love, and my girlfriend doesn't want me anymore." ”

There are thousands of emotions in it, but the tone is flat in the end.

After saying that, he buried his head lower.

got the expected answer, and no matter how inappropriate it was to talk about this, Liu Ying stood up, walked next to Wang Xi, and patted him on the shoulder.

He has experience with this kind of occasion and has already experienced it twice.

But this time, he didn't do it.

Liu Jin's experience is to drink with her, but she doesn't have this condition at the moment.

He didn't continue to ask for more details, patted Wang Xi's shoulder again, and said, "When this matter is over, senior brother will accompany you to take a look." If it's a good girl. Then don't give up. ”

He didn't say the rest of the sentence, so it's okay to leave a good thought for Wang Xi.

Wang Xi hummed and nodded. It's as if someone has finally backed me up.

Liu Ying continued: "It was me who was inappropriate just now, slapping you Senior Brother Zhou in front of outsiders. But now that I think about it, why did everyone laugh when they talked about it at every time they had a party? Especially the senior brother, he doesn't look like a senior brother at all when he laughs at this. ”

Liu Ying just didn't want to be cold, but Wang Xi took it seriously: "Maybe it's someone else's story, so for others, it's just a story, or a joke." ”

yes, will it be the same in the eyes of others. What you see is very important may be worthless to others.

I thought that the relationship for a few years was very long and deep, maybe it was just a joke in the eyes of others.

For so many years, I kept saying that I had paid a lot of affection. But feelings are the most precious and cheapest things. You can't see it, you can't touch it. Everyone can say how much emotion they have paid, and in the end, how many people can distinguish between true and false, false and true?

His own decadence and sadness are neither visible nor audible to others. So what is the purpose of making such a bitter look?

She has been so resolute on the phone, can she really soften her heart when she sees her like this, and she will be reconciled as before? Is she so worthy of her distress? Yes? Have it?

Maybe not, Wang Xi wants a positive answer, but he is not sure.

Liu Ying saw that Wang Xi was still very wilted, and knew that this kind of thing would not be able to come out immediately for a while. He just wanted Wang Xi to release a little bit of it. In his opinion, the little junior brother's luck is a bit back. Originally, this kind of thing should have been done step by step when he first entered the courtyard to brush up on the three views, but the little junior brother was brought into this world in a violent and barbaric way.

It's like walking down the street, rushing out of a bunch of people, holding him up, opening his mouth, stuffing a stick into it, and telling him that this is a carrot!

This is not counted, and it is chosen when the little junior brother is emotionally unstable when he is out of love. Yesterday afternoon, the little junior brother was fine, and that thing must have happened in the evening. In other words, the life changes suffered by the little junior brother are almost seamlessly connected with two consecutive blows.

At this time, if he doesn't want to understand some things, or thinks too much about some things, it is not good, and it is not good for his future growth.

After getting along for two months, Liu Ying found that Wang Xi is a very resilient person. Just talking about what happened that day, he also followed back and forth, although he was tired, he could grit his teeth, knowing that he was useless, but he still didn't want to drag his feet.

The little junior brother sometimes has to pump his brain, but he usually doesn't do this, maybe he does it on purpose. He just wanted to hide his very sad and sad self in this way.

Liu Ying said: "Since Senior Brother promised you, I will definitely accompany you when the time comes." In addition, speaking of which, we haven't drunk wine together, and after the formal apprenticeship, the master will set a table, there are not many people, just our Zhao Jiajun's, and we will drink two glasses together when the time comes. ”

Wang Xi nodded solemnly and said, "Thank you, Senior Brother Liu, I'm fine." ”

Liu Ying smiled: "It's strange if it's okay!" It's all fine, you're too heartless. Okay, I'll sleep for a while, you said earlier that you wanted to learn a trick and a half, but you really can't help it at the moment. You have learned to master the spiritual consciousness yourself, but you don't know the essentials. The things that may be used for dry fighting, none of them are quick, whether you are fighting knife skills or spell formations, there is no foundation at all. The most important thing is to use these to be powerful, you must have spiritual support. This is not the same as the warrior mage in the game. In our place, any combat skill needs spiritual support, even if it is pure hand-to-hand combat, it still needs to be consumed, otherwise it will become a showcase. Here, there's no such thing as a pure red-blooded blue devil in the game. ”

"To take the simplest example, in the game, if you are attacked by a monster, you will lose blood, but you will not lose demons. However, here, if you are injured by a single sword, your spiritual power will also be lost in large quantities along with your blood. Therefore, we do not hold back the practice of making big moves in battle, and as soon as we come up, we must use powerful means to try to kill the enemy with one move, and at the worst, we also seek to hurt the opponent so as to weaken it. ”

"This world is very cruel, it won't give the protagonist a chance to slowly fight monsters and level up, and it won't give you a match with an opponent of the same level just because you're weak. However, the strength of its own strength can only be slowly accumulated step by step. It is precisely because of the existence of this contradiction that there are many geniuses in history who have been destroyed by strong enemies in their twenties. Saying this to you is not to scare you, nor to discourage your faith. Rather, I want you to have a real understanding of the new life you are about to face. ”

"Because my generation, in particular, has been instilled too much by novels and games, and in the face of this situation, there will definitely be doubts and some other thoughts. For example, when I first started following my master, I thought that one day, I would save the world in front of everyone's attention. These similar thoughts are actually quite normal. However, after you have slowly experienced some things, you will understand that it turns out that God has given you such special abilities and circumstances, and it is really not for show. Even those guys understand this truth! Slowly, you will feel that you really want to protect this world, even if you don't have this ability, but you still have this belief, because you know that behind you, there is a courtyard that has stood for thousands of years, and they have been silently guarding this world for thousands of years. If you drop the chain here, then what face will you go underground to see those seniors in the future, then you will react that this sentence is not a metaphor, but you will really see those seniors after you die! ”

"In the past few years, I have learned a sentence on the Internet, low-key luxury has connotation, I love this sentence to death, which genius summed it up. It turns out that the low-key pretending is so cool, so cool that you will be proud to the sky! ”

"So you really don't need to be anxious, no one treats you as a burden, Lao Zhou and I have gone through this process. You also don't really need to prove yourself to anyone by doing something. You are the youngest junior disciple of Zhao Jiajun, and with this identity, you are enough to prove yourself. If you think that others don't know what this identity represents, you can think about the sentence I just said. ”

"For the same reason, Lao Zhou and I won't let you go into danger. Back then, the master and the elder brother also protected our growth in this way. Everyone says that the master protects the short, but it is not accurate. Because the entire courtyard is short, but the master is particularly prominent. In the courtyard, as long as they are newcomers, they have this treatment, and in this big family, the understanding of the elders of the division has reached an unprecedented unity. Even on the title page of the standard manual of the physicians of the hospital, such a sentence is directly printed: It refers to being poor for salary, and the fire is passed on, and I don't know the end. When you slowly read this sentence, you will understand. ”

"Okay, with all that said, maybe you don't think it's useful, but I hope you think about it." Liu Ying was too addicted to her senior brother and was about to end the conversation.

Wang Xi was still reminiscing about Liu Ying's words, which he hadn't thought about.

He raised his head and asked, "Senior Brother Liu, thank you." I'll be fine. Hearing you say so much, although it's all about the courtyard, I even seem to be relieved of the knot of broken love. Finally, I have a question······"

Liu Ying hurriedly interrupted: "Don't ask!" You've just said what's the problem, wait until we get up! ”

Wang Xi finally showed a natural smile and said, "Senior Brother Liu, don't worry, I won't ask some nonsense." I just want to ask, you just said that this world is very cruel, and you won't let us slowly fight monsters and upgrade and wear equipment, but what if we really encounter defeat, what should we do? ”

Liu Ying was quite decent when she heard this question, but she still said angrily: "Won't you run!" ”

Wang Xi continued to ask: "But if I run away, the matter will be very serious, or to be more specific, what should I do if I am now with my strength and a group of ordinary people and encounter an evil spirit with a high Taoism?" ”

Liu Ying was silent for a moment and asked, "Are there any people who are very important to you?" ”

Wang Xi said: "Is there a difference? ”

Liu Ying thought about it carefully and said, "If you ask casually, it's really no different." ”

Wang Xi said: "Then Senior Brother Liu, the answer is?" ”

Liu Ying said: "I have already told you the answer before. ”

"Otherwise, what do you think those geniuses who died young are for?"