Chapter 65: Every time I think about it, I despair

Gu Xiaobei took a deep look at Qi Yuan, who was walking beside him at the moment, and felt a lot of emotion in his heart, but he could only be silent, letting his thoughts continue to recall.

It may be that he is far away from such a family environment, although Qi Yuan's "notoriety" in school is far and wide, in fact, he has been much more restrained in Shencheng, most things are basically not taken to heart, and there is nothing unpleasant, and the whole person is lazy. Gu Xiaobei could feel that Qi Yuan was much more relaxed in the deep city, even when he was fighting, he was at most fierce, with a bit of gangsterism, not so heavy.

Gu Xiaobei suddenly wanted to laugh a little: It was all because others didn't beat him, and he turned off the fire in a few clicks, and Brother Yuan hadn't really done it yet. The slightest thing can make our brother Yuan so terrible at every turn, and our Dayuan is obviously very gentle.

The street lights embellished the smile in Gu Xiaobei's eyes into soft starlight, he cast the starlight in his eyes on Qi Yuan, and said silently in his heart:

Brother Yuan, a sturdy man like Gu Xiaobei is not a hypocritical person, but I still want to tell you this in my heart silently.

I know that the unruly you in front of me are still the undescriptive teenager back then, the amazing genius.

Although I Gu Xiaobei is stupid, sluggish, and often digresses and can't grasp the point, but I take you very seriously, I didn't understand why you deliberately let yourself become a ruffian in other people's mouths, and after so many years of mixing with you, I found out that you did this precisely because you were too smart.

Grandpa Qi has never given up on cultivating you, and you have never failed him, all aspects of cultivation training and teaching and learning, I know you will, but you don't want those anymore, your heart is hurt and broken, you don't want to show your excellence, you disdain, those suddenly lose their meaning to you.

You silently responded to Grandpa Qi's expectations, and carefully and quietly hid from everyone, protecting the perfect little gentleman who couldn't go back but still lived in the depths of your heart.

I followed you to Shencheng, not only because you are half of my father's son, but because of you, you dislike me, but I know that you really treat me as a brother. You've always been that sparkling little prodigy in my heart.

Although my Gu Xiaobei's IQ and EQ are not high, I know that what I say in my heart will always be true.

Being stared at by Gu Xiaobei's scorching eyes, Qi Yuan was such a smart person, he turned his head sideways to Gu Xiaobei with a lazy smile, stretched out his pocket hand, and patted Gu Xiaobei's shoulder, "Okay, Xiaobei, you pondered all the way, and looked at me with this kind of eyes, I know your thoughts and intentions, it's all good, it's not a big deal." ”

He put down his hand again and put it back in his trouser pocket, "Xiaobei, let's go." We're almost home. ”

No longer looking at Gu Xiaobei, Qi Yuan raised his foot and used the posture of shooting the goal with a standard goal, and beautifully kicked away a small stone on the road, walking in front first, leaving Gu Xiaobei with a free and slender back. The breeze of the summer night in the deep city blew away, blowing away Qi Yuan's already messy hair, and he couldn't see the gloomy expression on his face clearly. Qi Yuan couldn't help but laugh at himself.

The despair of the past was not what Gu Xiaobei thought, and he was pushed into the pool by his beloved mother. Since childhood, his own world has been his mother, but the affectionate and dependent mother doesn't know when she began to become strange, one second she was full of love to play with herself, and the next second she looked at his face and became crazy, scolding her father with all kinds of vicious words, and cursing herself, to this day, she can still recite those bloody words word for word.

Many times she couldn't help but go to Ms. Ren Suyun, but she saw that she was very emotionally unstable, and she didn't know at what second she would become crazy, just like she raised a knife and stabbed not only herself, but also her favorite baby. When she grows up, she won't take the initiative to see her mother, and she will be easily excited when she sees herself, which is not good for her.

Everyone thought that they hated Ren Suyun because of that incident, but when he grew up, he realized that he had never really hated his mother, the fierceness and hatred in his eyes were because he felt hurt and uncomfortable, because he had deep feelings and expectations for his mother, and no one in the world knew better than him how much Ms. Ren loved herself. It's just her own father, the man named Qi Chengchuan, who makes her miserable.

In fact, what I hate is the father who does nothing, he was young and ignorant, he once thought that the other party was a father's love was as deep as a mountain, and now he understands that the handsome father just doesn't care so much about himself, just trying to cooperate with his mother on the surface to do his father's responsibilities, creating a happy family, and also giving Ren Suyun a happy fantasy.

It's just that now I'm disappointed in that Mr. Qi Chengchuan to the extreme, and I'm disdainful.。。

Gu Xiaobei followed behind Qi Yuan, and the back in front of him was still lazy and dashing, but Gu Xiaobei always felt that Qi Yuan's heart was very sad and desolate. Every time Qi Yuan thought of it, he despaired.