I didn't know if I was asleep that night, I was half-asleep and half-awake, I didn't know if I was in a dream or in reality, I began to hope that everything was a dream, but I knew that nothing could be changed.

I got up early in the morning, sat alone on the steps of the courtyard, staring blankly at the trees in the courtyard, not knowing what was going on in my head, maybe nothing, just wanting to stay alone in this cold morning.

"It's cold on the ground!" A robe was draped over me, but he didn't pull me up, but sat with me on the steps. My so-called husband is the man who should shelter this family from the wind and rain. Unfortunately, he gave up his obligation three years ago and lost this qualification forever.

"Why don't you speak?"

"I don't want to say it, I want to stay quietly for a while, and I'll be busy after a while." I gave him the respect he deserved.

"I thought you would be as happy as I was, and the joy of life can surpass everything, isn't it?"

"You said I wouldn't die, maybe I could be free, and now it's all meaningless." I smiled, I could imagine his face at this point, but I didn't want to laugh at him, I wasn't in that mood.

After a while, the people around me laughed, not the kind of hearty laughter, it seemed to me more like a dry laugh, I was still not in the mood to look at him, I really didn't have any mood for him.

"When I was in charge, I had been secretly supporting the Li family in terms of money, and when I got married, I received a letter that I needed to do something, and I thought I could come back soon, but ...... If you really resent me, resent me! But I'm really grateful to you, really, in this paragraph, you are really worried about your father and mother, and you love the children. There is also a second brother, you also care about him and hope that he is alive. In the past three years, there have been a lot of changes in the family, and you have contributed to all this...... "He counted my 'merits', and I was going crazy.

"I'm not doing this for you, I just want to be quiet in the morning, please don't say it, okay?" I buried my head in my knees. I wonder if I should go back to my mother's house once and for all because I need to know what they're trying to do. Why is it different from the history I know? Shouldn't she be the second daughter? Shouldn't her mother be surnamed Yang?

"What's my brother-in-law's last name?" I suddenly looked up at the rotten man.

"The surname is Yang." He sighed, looked at me, and was stunned for a moment, "You don't know? ”

I buried my head again, I stupid, how could I be stupid like this? To believe the words of those old fellows to study ancient human nature, I'm a fool! I hammered my head.

"Lady, are you alright?"

"Don't call me a, I'll be crazy." I said in a muffled voice, my ears finally quieted, I stayed quietly for a while before raising my head, he was still sitting quietly next to me, I glanced at him, there was no worry in his eyes, more of an inquiry, consideration.

"I'm sorry!" I apologized to him, and he smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes. I didn't bother to take care of it, and thought about it for a while, "There is no cash at home, and I have given all the money to my second brother, so from today on, my husband has to go to the shop to take care of the business, and the family's livelihood depends on it." Regardless of whether he agreed or not, he stood up and went back to the room to wash, and by the way, he called Shuang'er, no, it was Mei Niang. From today on, I have to get used to calling her Mei Niang.

Looking at the girl who was playing tricks in my arms, I couldn't connect her with the woman who would resolutely become the emperor sixty years later, sixty years? She entered the palace at the age of fourteen and spent sixty or seventy years of her life in that deep palace, fortunate or unlucky? Luck or misfortune is beyond my control, and I have come to understand that history played a big joke on me when I made a bold decision yesterday. I'm not the main character, yes! In the long river of history, I am not the protagonist, I can't control anything, I can only quietly watch it happen.

"Mother!" Mei Niang was calling me, I was stunned for a moment, but when I saw her calling that word to me very clearly, I was not excited and moved, but helpless, if she was not Mei Niang, if she was just my frost, would I be happy?

"Don't you like Mei Niang to call her that?" She was a little hurt, and that look was not supposed to be the eyes of a two- or three-year-old child, and I realized once again that she had been carefully observing, and that she had lost her true innocence since the day her brother-in-law died. She remembers last night's events very clearly, she knows that she is no longer Shuang'er, she is Mei Niang, and I am her mother. She's accepted and she's adapting.

"My mother likes it, my mother's favorite is Mei Niang, it's just ...... My mother is not used to it. "I looked her in the eye and told her clearly how I felt, I didn't want to lie to her, and from this point on, I was going to treat her like an adult.

"I'm not used to it, but I like my mother!" She stared at me for a moment, as if to determine if I was lying to her, before nodding cautiously. I threw her into my arms and I held her so quietly that I didn't want to say anything.

After breakfast, I took Mei Niang back to my mother's house, I have to make sure of something, I can be a fool, but I have to be a fool with the right to know.

The nominal father was not surprised by my arrival at all, Mei Niang was taken to play after getting the kiss and reward of the nominal mother, the three of us sat quietly in their bedrooms, I looked at them coldly, waiting for them to give me an explanation.

The nominal father took the tea leaves and began to make tea, as if he was waiting for me to speak first, and I was not in a hurry, I knew that whoever spoke first at this time would mean who was the final loser. When the tea was brewed, he personally put a cup in front of me, and I didn't move, staring at the orange tea in a daze. He couldn't help it, coughed lightly, glanced at the famous lady, and laughed dryly.

"If we don't know that the Emperor of Heaven is Frost, do you believe it or not?"

I was still silent, and looked directly at the couple. The nominal father put away his embarrassed smile, thought for a moment and continued.

"In fact, we want to observe Wu Zetian's birth and growth process up close, the first female emperor in the past, why is she her? Why was she able to do this? How dare she do that? And even after she really did it, there would be no second person for more than a thousand years? There are too many mysteries, so I am friends with Master Wu, and I want to know how such an ordinary family can cultivate an alternative woman like Wu Zetian. It's just that I didn't expect him to ask me to marry my daughter to his eldest son. We have all read history books, Wu Zetian's mother Yang is the step-wife of Wu Shi Tong, the daughter of the Longyou Dashi clan, the prime minister of the Sui Dynasty, and Yang Da, the Duke of Suining. None of this has anything to do with you? There is no information about his original match in history, only that it is Xiangli's, who is surnamed Xiangli? And there is a very important point that Mei Niang has an older sister Li Niang above, she is the second daughter, so we can't really guess that Shuang'er is Mei Niang, we have always guessed that Shi Tong has another family outside in recent years, and this return will bring back Xiao Wu Zetian. And Wu Zetian's personality will not let the history books record her mother as a concubine, so she will naturally change to a stepfamily, we haven't noticed that the maiden name of the second lady in the house is Yang, in fact, even if you know? There are many people with the surname Yang, who can know, this Yang is the other Yang! He shook his head and tapped his forehead with a fan.

"If it weren't for the news yesterday, we wouldn't have thought that Shuang'er would be Wu Zetian." The named lady took a sip of tea, turned the small teacup, and thought for a while: "We have been here for more than ten years, watching the heroes rise together, and what we do is to collect real information and restore the truth of history." But we can't participate, the old man told us the same as you said, we are not the protagonists, we are just bystanders. The old man knows nothing and won't really tell us, so you come to us angrily, and all we can say is that we don't know more than you, and we can't give you an answer. ”

"What should I do? Holding her, I can't help but think, this is the Empress, a cruel monarch with bloodstained hands, a ruthless ......"

"You are not in history, and it is her birth mother who will be remembered in history, not you. Do you want me to say it again? You are not the main character. ”

"How long am I going to stay?"

"I don't know, I've been here for more than a decade." The name girl shook her head and looked at me deeply.

I was speechless, I looked at them for a long time: "For more than ten years, you are a couple, you have always been together, no matter when, but what about me?" Ten years with the man I didn't know my name until yesterday? ”

"I don't know, really." The name lady gently shook my hand. I pulled it back, it reminds me of those vulgar main theme TV series, I'm not a fool who can sacrifice everything for the sake of ideals! But soon, I had no choice but to think that I could not help myself now, because I was already a fool.