Chapter 491: Treating Eye Diseases (2)
When Lin Xiaowan knocked on the door, Feng Chuyao was sitting by the window. The window was open, and she looked so tranquil and quiet as if she was enjoying the scenery outside the window, with her hands on her cheeks.
She didn't turn her head, and said lightly: "You're here." ”
"Well, look at your eyes." Lin Xiaowan walked to Feng Chuyao and sat down opposite her, and asked her, "How is it, is it comfortable to live here?" ”
"It's good, it's quiet." Feng Chuyao said indifferently.
"You're saying that the business of the Tongyuan Inn is cold." Lin Xiaowan joked.
"yes, Menko." Feng Chuyao turned her head and looked at Lin Xiaowan. Those eyes, as if they were able to see.
It's just that Lin Xiaowan knows that the state of Feng Chuyao's eyes has not changed, but her mentality doesn't seem to be the same now.
"You're in good shape." Lin Xiaowan said.
Feng Chuyao smiled and asked, "How does Sister Xiaowan plan to treat my eyes?" ”
How are you going to do it?
Lin Xiaowan had no intention at all. The results of the last examination were already obvious, Feng Chuyao didn't want to see it, and chose to blind herself. If you want to restore your eyesight, you still want her to lift the magic barrier in her heart.
Even if it does, it will take a long time to recuperate, and it is impossible to recover completely at the beginning.
The most important thing is this first step.
But Lin Xiaowan hadn't figured out how to tell Feng Chuyao yet, there were too many things in the past few days, and she didn't have time to think too much. At this time, Feng Chuyao asked, and she went through the rhetoric in her mind, and then said, "Let's talk to you." ”
Feng Chuyao's expression was quite surprised.
Lin Xiaowan didn't pause and continued: "I checked you last time, and there is nothing wrong with your eyes. That is, there is no cause of the trauma that blinded you, and you should have been able to see it. But ......"
Lin Xiaowan didn't say the latter words directly, just stared at Feng Chuyao.
Feng Chuyao asked, "But what?" ”
"But you don't seem to want to see it." Lin Xiaowan looked at Feng Chuyao with a serious face, "Do you remember what I told you last time?" I said that good and bad are not in the mind, but you are not in me. All I can do is restore your eyes, I can't do the rest, only yourself. ”
Lin Xiaowan didn't say it too bluntly, she felt that with Feng Chuyao's intelligence, she must be able to understand.
In fact, it is.
After listening to Lin Xiaowan's words, the indifference on Feng Chuyao's face was no longer there, and she was a little more worried. She said faintly: "I still don't dare." ”
Lin Xiaowan didn't respond, waiting for her next words.
"These days, I often sit here, bask in the sun, listen to the conversations of passers-by, and even imagine in my mind what the street scene is like that I can't see. Life seems peaceful, but I can feel that there are always one or two pairs of eyes looking at me. ”
"You know what it feels like...... It's like, once my eyes can see, my life is no longer my life. So, I don't dare. ”
After that, Feng Chuyao didn't continue.
Lin Xiaowan looked at her and wanted to ask, but she didn't open her mouth.
This is not a topic that Feng Chuyao is willing to expand, otherwise she would not have stopped talking abruptly. If it's not good, or it's painful, then why bother trying to understand.
Even if it is beneficial to the treatment, Lin Xiaowan is reluctant to do so.
Exposing people's scars is too cruel, too ruthless, and the other party is too painful.
Moreover, even if he forcibly revealed it, if Feng Chuyao couldn't open his heart completely, it would be useless. Worry-free Literature Network
You can only take your time.
Lin Xiaowan didn't say anything for a long time, and Feng Chuyao said as if talking to herself: "This place is really nice and safe. I can even get a good night's sleep here. ”
There was a kind of satisfied smile on his face.
"What kind of danger do you face every day?" Lin Xiaowan was finally curious and asked.
Wang Wenxuan had a few words, but it didn't let Lin Xiaowan understand Feng Chuyao's situation. Moreover, Lin Xiaowan didn't know what Feng Chuyao's identity was and what the secret was about. The only thing that can be guessed is that Feng Chuyao's family originally had a good status, but it suffered a major change.
What a change?
It's nothing more than a ruined family...... But why was Feng Chuyao able to stay?
Could it be because of her eye disease......
But it doesn't make sense, the family is gone, why do you want to leave one. Don't you understand the principle of cutting the grass and eradicating the roots and never suffering in the future?
Feng Chuyao tilted her head and thought about it, then shook her head: "I don't know, it's just a feeling." ”
The two then fell silent.
Lin Xiaowan was thinking about how to make Feng Chuyao completely open her heart, so that she could accept or face these crises that she didn't know if they were imaginary, so that she could face her heart and slowly open her eyes.
Feng Chuyao was reminiscing, recalling the dazedness, fear, and helplessness of being in the darkness for many years, as well as the longing for light that pressed down on the bottom of her heart.
As for the past...... She didn't dare to think about it.
However, I inexplicably wanted to say it to Lin Xiaowan. Talk about what she went through, what she heard, what she saw.
"If I could stay here forever, maybe I could." Feng Chuyao said suddenly.
"What can be?" Lin Xiaowan didn't turn her head for a while, and she didn't understand the meaning of Feng Chuyao's words.
But as soon as he asked, he reacted.
"Can you let go of your obsession and restore your light?" Lin Xiaowan asked again.
Feng Chuyao hesitated for a moment before nodding. "Yes," she said, "but only here." ”
Lin Xiaowan was puzzled and asked her, "Why can you only be here?" ”
"Because it's safe here." Feng Chuyao said without thinking, and then said, "Or you can go to Fengli City." But the distance is long, and there are too many desolate places, and it will definitely not let me go. ”
Lin Xiaowan knew it was safe here, but she didn't know how safe it could be.
Even if Ah Fu is powerful, but this is only a small county town, if there are really some monstrous characters, this Tongyuan Inn can not be an impregnable fortress. Don't say much, find some people to surround you, and the food will be out of food in a few days, what will you do then?
Feng Chuyao solved Lin Xiaowan's confusion, she said: "Yong'an Hou lives here, you should know, right?" ”
Lin Xiaowan nodded, and then hummed softly.
"General Lu Yuan, have you ever seen it?" Feng Chuyao asked again.
"Yes." Lin Xiaowan said. The general is known, but does not know what the name is. But there is no one else who follows Yong'an Hou.
"General Lu Yuan and Yong'an Hou have been here." Feng Chuyao looked out the window again, "They said that some things have passed, but they are not over yet. And something is about to start, and if I can, hopefully I'll see it. ”
"It's safe to stay here, reassuring me."