(Cat pounces Chinese If he hadn't said something like this, if it hadn't been for Nanxingzhi supporting me with his hands behind me, I would have stumbled back, and I would never be able to stand up straight anymore......

"Are you threatening me?" I looked at Jiang Yisheng with disbelief in my eyes, "Are you threatening me, if I don't go back with you, will you snatch Yun Lang?" ”

"I only have one relative, you!" Jiang Yisheng's star-like eyes were dark, like the bottomless abyss, "Now that I have one more relative, I don't want to be separated from you, it's not that you don't want to return to me, Jiang, I was wrong, as long as you return to me, you can do anything!" ”

His eyes were red, his nose was sour, his head was held high, and he tried his best not to let tears fall: "You use him to threaten me?" Jiang Yisheng, I won't come back to you, you are my most important person, you are my faith, but you have broken all the expectations in my heart with your own hands, and my broken heart can't stick to it. Love or not, I can only be your sister! ”

Jiang Yisheng hooked the corners of his mouth and sketched a smile: "You have never been my sister, never, I love you, from the beginning, I only love you, for you, I don't care about anything, I can suffer anything, I don't want you to be my sister, we have children, why do you still want to be my sister?" ”

The self-esteem of an emperor has now been completely put down by him, for so many years, he has been obsessed with me alone, but I ...... him I don't know...... I don't know what kind of feelings it is, I don't know if it weren't for the one after his enthronement ceremony, I would have fallen into his calculations!

Because after that time, all my expectations of him turned into hatred, and all my beliefs turned into bubbles, into hatred that accelerated hatred......

The person I love the most, the person I care about the most, the person I treat him as my life, no matter how much I plead, he still insists on me like crazy......

His lips were white and trembling, and as soon as the words came out, he trembled: "Jiang Yisheng, we can't go back, you are no longer my life, you are someone else's life...... "He is no longer my life, Feng Guifei named him Jiang Yisheng, just hoping that he can become our life's dependence...... It's a pity that he is no longer my life...... It won't be my life's dependence!

Jiang Yisheng's face turned white in an instant, his hands were clenched tightly, and his voice was filled with endless coldness: "It turns out that you really don't want children, aren't you afraid that the child will follow me, and I will torture him?" ”

At this moment, even with the support of the southbound movement behind me, I couldn't stand steadily, biting my lip stubbornly, and my heart seemed to be being pulled and pulled by a hand......

It hurt so much that I couldn't breathe: "Jiang Yisheng, this child, I can raise it myself, all this has nothing to do with you, don't force me, really, I'm not afraid of death at all!" ”

The curvature at the corner of his mouth turned into a decisive yin owl, "It's okay, you're dead, the child and I are with you, you won't be lonely on the Huangquan Road!" ”

I was so greedy for breath and heart that I was about to suffocate to death, and finally I couldn't stand up and fell to the ground......

The flowers flying in the sky slowly fell, and the white petals were like sacrificing my aching heart......

I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, and they fell like a river embankment bursting and heavy rain fell......

"Don't cry!" Standing in front of me on the side of Nanxing's body, his glass-colored eyes looked at me condescendingly: "Don't cry, Jiang!" ”

The child in his arms, he turned around, put the child in Jiang Yisheng's arm, and stretched out his hand to me: "Get up, it's cold underground!" ”

My eyes were on Jiang Yisheng, his cold expression, even if he was holding the child, there was no trace of warmth......

I shook my head in resistance, as if I dreamed back to eight years ago, Nan Jiyun died, I squatted at the door of his mourning hall, sad in my heart, unable to cry or laugh...... Can't stand up either.

Now I am crying, silent tears like my face, but I can't stand up......

"Bang!" One of the southbound punches Jiang Yisheng on the corner of his mouth, beating him back again and again, Chu Longguo dodged, snatched the child in Jiang Yisheng's arms, patted his chest and said: "The adult's matter is solved first, don't hurt the innocent, the child is the most innocent, you have to fight, there is an open space over there!" ”

The child cried loudly in the struggle, Chu Longguo hurriedly gave the child to Qiang Qing, hid far away, and looked at the child vigilantly...... It was as if a child's cry had frightened her.

Qiang Qing held the child in his arms and patted it, shaking, the child's crying gradually stopped, Qiang Qing stood on the side, like the calmest spectator, looking at us......

"What the hell do you want?" The glass-colored eyes of the southbound eye, the ruthlessness in the eyes suddenly emerged.

Jiang Yisheng licked the blood on the corner of his mouth with his tongue, wiped it with the back of his hand, and picked up his star-like eyes: "What are you?" What does my words to my wife have to do with you? ”

"She's not your wife!" The corners of Nanxing's mouth curled slightly, and he said shamelessly: "Your wife, your queen was demoted to the Middle Palace by you, and she was waiting for you in the Cold Palace, who are you shouting at here?" ”

Jiang Yisheng looked at the blood on the back of his hand, and said slowly: "Whether she is my wife or not, it's not your turn to judge!" King of Southern Xinjiang! ”

Nanxingzhi's slender finger pointed at me, "See what you've forced her to be?" Don't you love her? Is your love so narrow and selfish? Great Prince, you really disappointed Lonely! ”

"Her life and death are up to me, and it has nothing to do with you!" Jiang Yisheng clenched his fists and smiled: "She is willing to live and die with me, she is willing to die by my side, I have passed, unless I die, otherwise, no one will want to get her!" ”

"If you want to die, Lone can fulfill you!" In Nanxing's indifferent eyes, killing intent spread and spread, "She, she has her own life that she wants to live, for you...... She has never laughed in the past eight years, for you, she is just sharing the joys and sorrows of a stable life in southern Xinjiang, and what did you give her? ”

"Bruised? Pain in the heart? Let her not even have the courage to live, this is your promise to Lonely, promising that she went to Jiang Country, and you took your life to protect it? You look at your so-called protection, she fell to the ground and couldn't get up, this is your promise, is this your promise to Lone? ”

Jiang Yisheng laughed, and his voice was like a beast, "She is my life, she doesn't stay by my side, what's the difference between taking my life?" Rather than this, someone else wants my life, it is better for me to find out with my own hands! ”

"That lonely is going to kill you now!" Nanxingzhi waved his hand, Leng Wenhao stepped forward and handed over a long sword, pointing at Jiang Yisheng: "No one can force her, this is Lone's promise to her!" ”

Jiang Yisheng glanced at me, the tip of the previous sword, and when he stretched out his hand, a sword fell into his palm, and the sword body slowly stood up, holding both hands on the handle......

With a bang, the sword bodies collided and emitted huge sparks, and in the eyes of both of them, there was a surging emotion of putting the other party to death......

Tears were confused, but they were killed, and the sword went to the vital point of the other party's body, Chu Longguo hurriedly came over to help me up, and said anxiously: "Your Highness, you go and stop it, Emperor Jiang Guo is a practitioner at first glance, and the king of Southern Xinjiang is only a three-legged cat with his fists and feet, and he can't beat it!" ”

The two of them don't want to die, you have a sword, I have a sword, and the body doesn't dodge much, Nanxingzhi said indifferently: "The eldest prince is not a big husband!" ”

Jiang Yisheng said coldly: "If the eldest husband can't get the love, what if he becomes a human?" At least I love above board, and I never hide my heart! ”

Burst... With a sound of cracking flesh and skin, Jiang Yisheng slashed through Nanxing's neck with a sword, and the sword slashed and cut off a piece of meat, Nanxingzhi aimed at his heart and stabbed it without hesitation......

I couldn't help but widen my eyes, pushed Chu Longguo away, pounced at once, hugged Jiang Yisheng, Nanxingzhi's sword passed through my shoulder, and the tip of the sword touched Jiang Yisheng's chest, without stabbing in......

Jiang Yisheng was stunned on the spot, his dark eyes were full of shock, the long sword in his hand was thrown to the ground with a bang, reaching out to touch me, but I retreated...... Retreat and turn his head to the southbound road: "King, pull out the sword, I don't hurt!" ”

Nanxing Zhi looked at me deeply, his hand was strong, the sword left my body with the sound of flesh, Qiang Qing threw a bottle of medicine to Nanxing, and poured the medicine on my wound before Nanxing......

The sound of snorting and lala, like the pain of being rubbed with salt, Jiang Yisheng's eyes drooped slightly, and his eyelashes trembled slightly: "Jiang, you don't want me to die, who wants to go back with me?" He asked, pitiful, sad, and sad......

I endured the pain, the physical and psychological pain, and shook my head: "I don't want you to die, so this sword, it's your life, it's mine, live well, the two of us won't meet, we can only go our separate ways!" ”

"Why?" Jiang Yisheng asked with difficulty: "You obviously love me, you obviously treat me differently than others, you can forgive me, even if you don't forgive me, it doesn't matter, as long as you stay by my side, I can see you everywhere I look, and I am satisfied!" ”

"It's too late!" I smiled slightly and stepped back, as if he was the poisonous snake and insect ant: "There is no going back to the past, I have been with you many years ago, you can calculate me, as long as you inform me, it doesn't matter." You can hurt me, as long as you tell me the reason, it doesn't matter, but you don't, no matter how you calculate, no matter how you hurt, you have never spoken to me, in your eyes, there is nothing that is not okay, it doesn't matter if you sacrifice me! ”

"I just want you to come back to me!" Jiang Yisheng had a pair of black eyes, dyed red, and stepped forward to stretch out his hand to me: "Jiang, I just want you to stay by my side, I will be your life's dependence, I am your Yisheng, I am your life!" ”

"You're not my Yisheng anymore!" My heart was covered by sourness, covered by pain, and tasteless and mixed together, but I couldn't taste what it was, I kept retreating, retreated to Qiang Qing's side, and reached out to take the child......

For more than a month, the originally wrinkled and red child really became pink and jade carved in Qi Jiuling's mouth, white and lovely......

Qiang Qing put the child on the crook of my arm, and the murmuring voice sounded calmly: "Go, he has nothing to do with you after all, it's okay to get along for a long time, and it's even more difficult to give up!" ”

The heartache is about to suffocate, so what, if you don't really die, you have to bear it, full of tears, step by step, put the child in Jiang Yisheng's hands, and hide reluctance in his eyes: "He is your child, whether he lives or dies is always up to you." Even if I think he shouldn't have been born, he came unexpectedly, even if I want him to be with me all the time, you don't want to, then, give birth...... Die...... You bring him to me, you let him appear in my world, it's up to you to decide, I won't go back with you...... If you insist, take my corpse back! ”

Jiang Yisheng's whole body trembled, stretched out his hand, put it on the child's neck, and was extremely cold: "Jiang, I will kill him in front of you, you don't want to go back with me......"

I lowered my body slightly, and with my tear-filled cheeks, I pouted the child's smooth face, and cried and laughed: "Your child, you have the final say!" ”

After turning away, he bit the corner of his mouth fiercely, and ran on the path outside Qionghua, tears blown by the wind...... The hazy sky is filled with a drizzle, drizzle and mist like a psychedelic ......

A heart-rending roar came from behind him, "Jiang, I hate you!" ”

I hate you, ginger......

I hate you...... Ginger ......

These five words, echoing in my ears, became an eternal melody, and kept echoing in my head, echoing, ginger, I hate you...... Ginger, I hate you......

I couldn't run anymore, I fell to the ground, the smell of the earth, the fragrance of the grass, I lay on the ground, tears wet the ground...... I don't want to get up anymore, under the dirt, is the final ruin, I don't want to get up, I can't get up.

Child, Jiang Yisheng.........

I can't get over that hurdle, I can't get over it.........

Pounding desperately on the grass, I got stuck on a hurdle again, and I couldn't get over......

Last time, Qiang Qing stretched out his hand to me and said: "Jiang, you don't love him, since you don't love him, his death has nothing to do with you, you have to stand up by yourself, no one can help you, only you stand up by yourself, understand?" ”

"When he died, it was his life, not your life, your life is still alive, you can't intertwine your life with his dead life!"

He, "You still have a long life to go to, you can't be tied to the life he lost, aren't you still waiting for the eldest prince of Jiang Kingdom to pick you up?" How could you pick you up when you're like this? ”

Nan Jiyun is dead...... I fell to the ground and couldn't get up, Qiang Qing stiffly used the three words Jiang Yisheng to pull me up......

Now that I have broken with Jiang Yisheng, who can pull me up? Nothing, raw? Die? Expectation...... Nothing......

The ground was stained with blood, and I pounded it in pain, and the flesh and blood of my palms were blurred...... The empty hazy drizzle turned into raindrops, and the big ones fell, like my tears, falling and shaking like a curtain of beads.

Suddenly, my body was light, and Nanxingzhi picked me up from the ground, looked ahead, and walked away with me: "It's okay if you can't stand up, Lone can be your two legs, you can hold you, keep moving forward, Lone won't leave you!" ”

He won't leave me...... In this world, who really won't leave me, Qiang Qing's child is still shallow with me, because he knows Jiang Yisheng too well......

Tiger poison does not eat children, Jiang Yisheng can reach out and pinch the child's neck in front of me, I .........

I wept silently and said, "Your Majesty, put me down, I can go by myself!" I don't need anyone to hold me, I don't need anyone to take me forward, I can walk ...... myself."

Nan Xingzhi hesitated for a moment, Qiang Qing followed behind him and said coldly: "Put her down, she has to live for herself after all, since she lives for herself, she should stand by herself and walk by herself on the next road!" ”

"Why go on your own? Why don't some people take shortcuts? Chu Longguo extremely disagreed with Qiang Qing's words, "Let's learn to have mountains to rely on mountains and rivers to rely on water, and mountains and rivers to rely on ourselves, this is the ultimate in life, isn't it?" ”

"Shut up!" Qiang Qing reprimanded: "It's okay to go back to the Infinite Pavilion, rely on your mountains and rivers, and see when the mountains and rivers are exhausted!" ”

Chu Longguo snorted: "Can you not catch someone who is a dog and bite whom?" I am kind enough to remind that there are many roads in this world, in the eyes of you men, especially in the eyes of men like you, the road is to walk out by yourself, fall to the ground, and you have to get up by yourself, but have you ever thought about it, these so-called roads are originally you...... You set it for her. ”

"A woman, not all women are like great-grandmothers, and not all men are like great-great-great Chu Qiangqing, the most selfish person is you! ”

"You don't want to love you, you don't want it to belong to you, you don't take all your responsibilities, since you can't bear it, you don't agree to it, you can't do it if you promise, let others stand up on their own, it's not you who suffer, you move your mouth here, do you empathize?"

The rain fell on Qiang Qing's head, turning into crystal clear raindrops, following his green silk thoughts, his expression was obscure, the light in his eyes flickered twice, returned to calm, and slightly self-deprecating: "This is fate, everyone has their own limitations, everyone has their own specific circle and can't get out." What's the difference between you and me? ”

Qiang Qing walked over, his voice as thick as a morning bell, "Put her down and let her go by herself!" ”

Nanxingzhi lowered his eyes, looked at me for a moment, and said, "I can walk by myself, I don't need anyone to help, I don't need anyone to hug me, and I don't need anyone to pull me again!" ”

You have to learn to be strong, don't you? You have to learn to go on your own, don't you?

Who can be your support? Who can make you rely on it for a lifetime? It's all on your own...... Someone else's life is not your own......

Nanxingzhi slowly put me down, stepped on the ground, the rain fell on my body, cold and cold, and I didn't have a cool heart......

I walked slowly on my own...... Moving step by step, the funny thing is that I have experienced so much and hurt so much before I know ...... The so-called one who can rely on it is the only one who will not betray himself now.

Years later, the rain has become an indelible mark on my heart, making me reluctant to recall today's scene.

Chu Longguo didn't listen to Qiang Qing's words, he didn't go back to Wuliang Pavilion, he didn't go back to Xiliang, and he didn't go back to Chu's house.

She walked with me in a carriage, the carriage walked slowly, the wounds on my body had been properly treated, only a slight tearing pain, how could the second disciple of the Divine Doctor Sect make me feel uneasy?

Chu Longguo didn't have a trace of a smile on his face, "Why be stubborn?" At least I have walked the rivers and lakes for many years, listened to a lot of stories, sent a lot of lipstick, Emperor Jiang, Jiang Yisheng made me very moved, and I couldn't wait to accompany him to cry! ”

I leaned on my fingernails and muttered, "Because I have heard too much, watched too much, and seen too much, I will feel different!" ”

The corners of Chu Longguo's mouth hooked up a faint wry smile: "Last year, the mouth fat kiss of Wuliang Pavilion was a gift from me to the prince of Jiang Guo...... Long ago...... Long ago...... Chu Qiangqing traveled through the wilderness...... I'm afraid that you have no one to take care of you in Southern Xinjiang, so you sent me to take care of me secretly, Nan Jiyun is dying, so I summoned him...... He stays with you just so that you don't fall......"

"After Nan Jiyun died, I hid in the funeral procession, but I saw a figure in the funeral procession, no need me, you should know who the figure is, your younger brother, the prince of Jiang Guo!"

Indifference was also formed in an instant, disheartened, and also suddenly became hard-hearted, "He never told me, what he did, never told me, I was a person, I don't like the feelings that are counted and calculated!" ”

Chu Longguo's eyes were a little gloomy, and his momentum suddenly became fierce: "At the beginning, his eyes were eager to stick to you, it was a child who was only eight years old, but his eyes were like twenty-eight years old, I was curious about what kind of person he was...... After Nan Jiyun is buried, your world is no longer smiling...... There was more hatred in his world! ”

"I've been keeping an eye on him, so when he grows up, I'll leave him a box of lipstick...... Because I don't believe that a child who is eight years old has bitter love in his eyes, I want to prove that the look he looks at you when he is eight years old is fake......"

"Obviously, I lost this bet, his eyes on you have never changed since he was eight years old, he has never regarded you as a sister, he has always regarded you as a beloved!"

I know that Jiang Yisheng has worked hard for half his life, relying on his own strength to achieve the current situation, and relying on his own strength, he has planned so many things, how hard it is......

But what do I know? I can't face him, I just can't get over the hurdle in my heart, maybe it's not deep love...... Maybe from beginning to end, because he treats him differently, it's just different, not ****...... In the book, because love is dead and alive, everything can be forgiven...... But why, this kind of thing doesn't always work for me......

is with the prayer of Jiuling, we are too rational, and there is no room for a grain of sand in the eyes of reason, so now such a heart-rending cry.

"You just ran away! I didn't see his dead eyes! Chu Longguo stared at me for a long time before saying, "Go back, go back to him!" ”

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