CHAPTER XXI

The two of them walked in the peach blossom forest one after the other, neither of them spoke, so quiet that they could hear the sound of the breeze shuttling in the forest. The pink peach petals were swept up by the wind and fell to the ground leisurely, and the red was piled up all over the ground, and it was a fluffy piece when you stepped on it.

Fu Xinian walked in front, and Yu Xie followed uneasily, wondering what he wanted to say?

Well, she probably knew what he was going to say.

It's just that I'd rather not know anything.

Tangled all the way.

Fu Xinian suddenly stopped, his long body stood under the ancient peach tree with intricate roots, the rain stopped dangerously, and at a glance he saw the stone tablet with moss under the peach tree behind him, engraved with the word "pottery", the font is strong and clearly recognizable.

The pottery warehouse is the treasure place of Qingqiu, and it is also the burial place of the nine-tailed fox who has been respected for generations. Although demons have a lifespan far beyond that of humans, they cannot live forever after all, and death is still an inevitable result. The fox dies on the first hill, and it is the right way to enter the soil for safety.

Another point is that the pottery library is a forbidden place in Qingqiu...... It is also because it is a forbidden place, so few people come on weekdays.

What is there to talk about in such a sparsely populated place? It's unsettling.

Yuxie's scalp was numb for a while, and he didn't know whether to step forward or retreat for a while.

After a long period of speechlessness, Yu Xie only felt that he was in a dilemma and could not sit still. I couldn't stand it, and finally wanted to open my mouth to break this unspeakable silence, to beat, to scold, to slaughter, to cut everything he wanted, but not to take her so frozen!

"Yuxie, I've never liked you...... You know. ”

Suddenly such a sentence came, Yu Xie was stunned for a while, and it took a while to react. Such a wonderful environment...... Do you want to say such a bad thing?! Even if you don't like it, don't say it so bluntly! It's really ...... What a faux pas!

Rain was silent, "I know, this is already a well-known thing. ”

In addition to Mu Shengsheng's blind person, he kept saying that Fu Xinian was special to her, and anyone with a little long eyes could see it. His resentment towards her is definitely not a little strong, and if it is really special, it can only be said to be particularly discriminatory...... No, it should be ignored.

He slowly listed her crimes, "You are average-looking, you don't have anything outstanding, you have poor qualifications, you don't want to work hard, your magic is not strong, you just want to get by, and you often get into trouble, and you don't even have a very likable temperament." ”

Yu Xi is silent, how much you should hate her!

Fu Xinian turned to look at him, there was a faint cold light in his eyes, and his tone was flat.

"I've always felt that you didn't deserve him, he was that kind of person...... And your presence will only drag him down. ”

was stabbed in the death hole by a knife, Yu Xie lowered his head softly, and his tone instantly weakened, "I don't want to ...... either"

He obviously didn't want to hear what she said uselessly, so he unceremoniously interrupted her, "You already know about that incident back then...... He gave too much because of you. And that's not what he should bear. ”

Yu Xie was very frustrated, "I know......" Mu Shengsheng told her.

Fu Xinian stared at her, as if he had seen through her thoughts, "Mu Shengsheng told you that he ruined Yeshuiya for you, right?" ”

Yu Xie stared at the tips of his slightly upturned boots, "Yes......"

He calmly asked her, "Did she tell you why he went to destroy the Wild Waters?" ”

Yu Xie's body stiffened, and he only felt a chill all over his body.

He put away a trace of mockery in his eyes, and his tone was aggressive, "Do you know what kind of existence Wild Water is like?" He doesn't care what price it will pay if he destroys it? Do you know that he clearly has hundreds of ways to lift the ban, why did he choose the most extreme one? ”

She reflexively raised her head, her mouth open, unable to utter a syllable.

"Then do you know that he is clearly so worried about you, why would he leave you alone in the demon world at that time?"

“…… I do not know. ”

For the first time, she felt that the language was so pale and weak, that even she could not believe such an argument.

He approached her, his eyebrows sharp. "Don't you want to know?"

Yuxi retreated unconsciously, trembling slightly. She is not weak, but she is afraid at this time. The feeling of the moment when the truth was revealed in front of her eyes in a bloody manner was never pleasant, and she was already scared.

"Fu Xinian, don't talk about it......" she was pleading with him.

But he ignored her weakness and stepped on her sore feet and refused to let go, "You are afraid! What are you afraid of? What are you afraid of! ”

She trembled all over, and her voice unconsciously raised a little, "Fu Xinian, don't say it!" ”

He approached step by step and came to a conclusion, "Yuxie, you're running away." ”

He lowered his eyebrows coldly, "Don't you think you can really escape?" ”

Yu Xie was forced to retreat step by step, until there was no way to retreat, and when her hands touched the mossy stone tablet, she realized in a trance that she had unconsciously placed herself in the same direction as him, and was forced into a dead corner by him. She took a deep breath and pushed him away.

"Fu Xinian, it's time for me to go."

She didn't make it, and Fu Xinian didn't want to let her go. He grabbed her shoulders with force enough to crush her shoulder blades.

"You've never thought about it."

He said coldly, almost freezing people into ice cubes, "Even if you sense something is wrong, you never want to think about it, do you?" For those who are irrelevant, even if they die, what does it have to do with you? You don't care, do you? The speed of his speech was not fast, it could almost be said to be slow, and the words were like a little awl, knocking into her heart one by one, echoing in her ears over and over again.

How can you not care? How can you not care!

Yu Xie was finally forced to red-eyed, and Wuxian buzzed in his body, "Don't force me!" ”

She is not a masochist. If it weren't for the fact that she had already decided that Mu Shengsheng Fu Xinian was her friend, if it weren't for the fact that she was indeed at fault and the first to blame, if it weren't for the fact that they really cared about that person, they had enough positions to complain for him...... She categorically wouldn't have wronged herself so much. Unless she is willing, there is no one in this world who can make her feel wronged.

She loves herself too much.

He sneered, slowly let go of her, and stood up straight, "You are really ruthless, cowardly and pathetic. ”

Yu Xi closed his eyes and smiled bitterly, "I'm cowardly and pathetic...... Even if you force me like this now, I won't dare to shut you up. Fu Xinian, you are not Mu Shengsheng, you are more ruthless than her and know how to hurt people. A thousand years ago, you wanted to say this, why wait until now? You've been depressed for a long time, haven't you? What's the pain? You are suffocating, I am waiting for this day, and my heart is also panicking. ”

He bluntly said, "I just want to see if you still have a heart." ”

Yu Xie curled the corners of his lips, a little self-deprecating, "See it now?" Do you think I have a heart? ”

"Yes," he gave her a rare reaffirmation, "but not enough." ”

Yu Xie looked at him in silence and did not speak.

"I've always felt unworthy for him. There are many women in this world who are better than you, why did he choose you alone? ”

Yu Xie said expressionlessly, "I don't know this question either. ”

He raised an eyebrow, "I asked him, do you know what he said?" ”

…… She didn't want to know.

He said...... No matter how good they are, they are not as good as you. ”

Fu Xinian lowered his eyebrows, "His expression at that time, I think I will never forget, such a high-ranking person would actually ......"

Yu Xie's hand clenched into a fist under his sleeve, "Enough! ”

Fu Xinian lowered his eyebrows, and his gaze swept over him sharply, "Yuxie, he doesn't need your guilt." ”

But what else can she give but guilt?

He suddenly withdrew his gaze, "Put away your expression, I'm not him." ”

"Fu Xinian, if you hate me like that, you can kill me directly. Is that interesting to you? ”

"It's boring...... I originally wanted to kill you and send you to accompany him. He said bluntly, "But it doesn't matter where he is, or if it's not him, he doesn't want to see you hurt." I will not go against his will. ”

Yu Xie looked at him weakly, "Fu Xinian, I didn't expect this to be the result. If I had known from the beginning that there would be such a price, I would ......"

"What if you know? Will you give up your original choice and watch your master die? He looked coldly at her stunned expression, "Yuxie, don't deceive yourself." Not to mention that in your heart, he was just an irrelevant person all along. Even if it's related, who can compare to your master? ”

Yu Xie suddenly raised his head, and his voice couldn't help but tremble a little: "You...... You were there that day? ”

"If I hadn't been there, I wouldn't have known the real reason...... Yu Xie, it was you and Si Ming who hurt him together. ”

"I hurt him...... I hurt him. "Yuxiu closed his eyes and covered his exhaustion." Fu Xinian, I already understand what you want to say. If you think hurting me like this will make you happy, you've done it. I'm tired, so let me go today. She never wanted to kill him, but in the end, he was ruined by her hands. is so shocking, how can she not feel uncomfortable in her heart? The heart made of meat hurts, and she is not hard-hearted, and if the person treats her like this, if she is not moved at all, it is impossible. It's because of that little touch, that little guilt, and ...... The promise he exchanged for his life, in the past thousand years, he has not been good, how can she be comfortable?

Isn't it good to be a heartless little demon? How she wished to go back to the past, to the carefree years when she was kept in the dark. Love hurts people the most, whether it is loved or loved, they are all hurt in this chess game.

She is not a virgin, she has a grudge in her heart...... But who can she blame?

I wish I was a person who dared to love and hate...... But she wasn't. Neither dare to love nor hate. The wrong person was her from beginning to end, and she couldn't even find an object of resentment. It's sadly desolate!

Ignorant people are indeed the happiest.

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