Chapter 181: Peony Tears (7)
The original name of the peony was Yu Qian, Fang Yu Qian.
Elm money is a kind of tree, and Peony originally had one in his home. The tree was so large that it could not only shelter the clouds from the sun, but also make people hungry. There are many ways to eat elm money, you can cook porridge, you can steam it, and you can also make stuffing.
In Peony's memory, when she was a child, her father and mother always stayed together in the small kitchen, her father was responsible for plucking elm money from the branches, and her mother made all kinds of food. At that time, there was no younger brother in the family. When he was done, Daddy would take her to his knees and tap her nose with his fingers stained with elm juice. While ordering, he said: "Our family's little elm money is going to eat elm money." ”
My father and mother are both farmers, and I haven't gone to private school, so I can't come up with any nice names. When she was born, she was just in time for the family to steam elm money, so she made her name with elm money. The mother said, this name is very good, at least the girl has grown up and is not hungry. Dad also said that this name is very good, because there is a word for money in the name, and when the girl grows up, maybe she won't have to be poor.
Peony's family is not rich, and her father and mother are always worried about money. Children who lack money love money, and peony is no exception.
When Miss Liuli met her, she only asked her two words.
This first sentence is that you want to learn to dance?
Her answer was, yes.
The second sentence is, what do you want to do after you learn to dance?
Her answer was that like the girl, she made a lot of money.
The glass girl smiled, reached out and touched her head and said, "Then you can go back with me." If you dance for money, you can dance well. ”
At that time, she didn't understand what Miss Liuli meant.
She loves money, just because she's scared that she'll go hungry without money. The feeling of being hungry is so uncomfortable.
After returning to Liulifang with the glass girl, she never went hungry again, but when others asked her what she liked best, she still subconsciously replied: "I like money." ”
"You like money!" Peony approached Peony: "Do you remember? It was you who told the master in person that you like money, and what you love most in this world is money. I like to be beautiful, I like beautiful clothes, especially the dance dress that the master danced "Hu Xuan Dance", so I begged the master to make me an identical one, and the master made it for me. You like money, so the master specially bought a beautiful jar and filled it with copper coins. Peony, oh, no, you don't deserve to use the name that the master gave you at all, I should call your original name, Fang Yuqian. Have you carefully looked at the jar of copper coins that the master gave you? Every copper coin placed there was specially asked by the master to come to different guests, who were either rich and rich, strong and strong, or long-lived. The master is giving you all the blessings and all the good. But what about you? But you think that the master is partial to me, towards me, and while resenting the master in your heart, you are planning to harm me. Fang Yu money, Fang Yu money, where is your heart? Have your hearts been eaten by dogs? ”
"No, it's not." Peony shook her head slightly.
"It's true." Wei Chi said lightly on the side: "Every one of the copper coins that Miss Liuli gave you was asked for by the girl herself. Some of the distinguished guests did not carry copper coins with them, so the girl begged them to bring them next time. Every time she asks for a copper coin, the girl has to return the gift. There were 100 pieces in total, and the girl returned the gift a hundred times. ”
Peony's eyes were full of tears, and those tears were like water that had broken the floodgates, flowing down completely uncontrollably.
"There were a hundred in that jar, and the girl took one out of it before giving it to you. The girl said, one hundred is a full number, too full, I'm afraid you can't stand it, it's better to give you ninety-nine, ninety-nine to one, for a long time. The rest of the one, the girl fell on the sachet, and put it with your new clothes. ”
Peony looked down at her waist, where she was hanging with a copper coin sachet tied to it.
"How so? How so? No, that's not what I think, it's not what I think. ”
"Of course that's not what you think." Peony sneered: "What do you think?" It was the master who was partial to me, and it was the master who deliberately gave me dance clothes, but gave you copper coins. Fang Yuqian, you never care what others think, you only care about what you think. ”
"I didn't, not like you said, I never thought like that." Peony said, coughing heavily, and the person staggered several times and wanted to fall to the ground, but he barely held on.
"Peony." Wei Chi stretched out his hand to support the peony: "It's all in the past." At that time, Peony was only thirteen years old, and it was normal for a thirteen-year-old child to have some thoughts of his own. ”
"It's normal for her to have her own thoughts at the age of thirteen, but what about me? I was only thirteen years old at the time, and who cared about me. Peony shouted.
"Wei Chi, no, no." Peony climbed to Wei Chi's arm: "I didn't think about harming peony, and I didn't really resent the master." ”
"You didn't? You don't, do I have? Fang Yuqian, over the years, have you seen the jar of copper coins left by the master? No, right? Not only did you not have it, but you even hid the jar of copper coins in a place that you didn't want to see. Why? Because you think it's your sadness, it's your scar, but whenever you see it, you will think of the master's partiality back then. Now, after knowing the truth, do you feel that your heart hurts and feels very uncomfortable? It's not that you don't want to admit it, but you're afraid to admit it, because if you admit it, you're no longer the peony in the eyes of these people, but Fang Yuqian. ”
Peony roared and pounced, pulling the peony away from Wei Chi's side.
"And you, and you Wei Chi, you are so good to the master for being so good to you, but what about you, you helped Fang Yuqian kill her."
"Peony, that's enough!"
"What? I was scared and didn't want me to tell the truth. Peony pointed at Wei Chi's nose: "Yes, the master was indeed sick back then." But how did she get sick? It's not because of you. Because you are infected with the wind and cold, the master is afraid that you will be sick and work hard, so he will take care of you personally. As a result, your wind chill healed, but she did. It's okay to get caught in the cold, just like you, take some medicine, and then rest well. Of course, it doesn't matter if you don't take medicine, you can get through it after a few days. But this Fang Yuqian didn't want her master's illness to get better, or in her own words, she didn't want her master's illness to get better so quickly. She heard the news out of nowhere, saying that the three princes of the dynasty wanted to pay a private visit, and she had admired the name of Liulifang for a long time, and planned to come and see it in person. The news was heard, but the specific time of the third prince was not clear.
Fang Yuqian knew that this was the only chance that would make her famous, even surpassing her master. She secretly summoned the master's medicine. This was originally a medicine for wind and cold, but it was changed to a cure for heat and heat. If the master is not such a strong person, rest and recuperate for a few days, and the body can also be relieved. But she is not, she insists on going on stage and insisting on completing every performance. It is conceivable that the master's illness not only did not get better, but became more and more serious, and in the end, he almost didn't even have the strength to rotate.
Fang Yuqian, this is the result you want.
Yes, you must have your own rhetoric, you always like to play yourself as pitiful, as if everything is not what you want to do, but what others force you to do.
My face is like this, and so is my master.
Obviously, you changed the master's medicine, but you think that you just want to perform on stage, you just want a chance, but Fang Yuqian, have you asked the master from beginning to end? Have you asked the master if the performance on stage in those days was equally important to her? You haven't asked, you only care about yourself, and you even think that the master's fame is big enough, and a few days of performance are nothing at all. Fang Yuqian, what you care about is exactly what others don't care about, and what others care about, you don't care at all. ”
"Wei Chi ......" Peony looked at Wei Chi with teary eyes.
Wei Chi relaxed his hand, he didn't move, and asked Peony in an extremely flat tone: "Is what Peony said true?" Did you change the girl's medicine? ”
"I ......" Peony opened her mouth, but only said one word.
"The girl did catch the cold because of me, and the doctor I asked to treat the girl, and I have personally seen the prescription for her, and there is no problem. At that time, I also wondered why the girl's illness did not improve. I thought it was the girl who was so focused on practicing dance that the wind and cold were difficult to heal, but I never thought that someone had changed her medicine. Peony, I have a good memory, I remember, at that time, you took the initiative to help the girl decoction. You are the girl's apprentice, I have never doubted you, and the girl has never doubted you. ”
"I didn't want to hurt the master." Peony sat on the ground in pain, and her whole body shrunk into a ball because of the incessant coughing.
"Peony, tell me, what Peony and Wei Chi said, is it true?" Tonight, I came to Liulifang to catch ghosts, but I didn't expect that this ghost was not seen, but - Xing Ruyi shook his head, walked to Peony, squatted down, and held her hand: "It's your own fault, you have to admit it, it's useless to escape." Rather than running away, it is better to face it. Ghosts are born from the heart, you should understand. ”
"I hate, I hate myself so much." Peony pounded his chest hard: "If I could ask when the master gave me a copper coin, ask why she gave me a copper coin instead of a dance dress, there would be no later incident." If I tell the master that I want to go on stage, according to the master's temperament, it is impossible for her not to give me a chance. I know everything, I know everything, but why didn't I ask in the first place, why couldn't I open my mouth. ”
"Because you have low self-esteem, because you don't dare, because you feel from the bottom of your heart that you are inferior to peony everywhere. You don't dare to ask, because you're afraid that the answer is not what you want. You don't dare to open your mouth because you are afraid of being rejected by your master. Peony, you have a demon, and this demon has lived in your heart for a long, long time. ”
"So, I'm a bad person, a bad guy who harms my fellow disciples and deceives my teachers and ancestors, right? I'm damned, I'm damned. Peony looked up to the sky and smiled, spitting out a mouthful of blood.