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Waiting is also a kind of belief, the love of the sea is too deep, the time is too shallow, the autumn night withers in the sky full of fallen leaves, and the yellowed world fades away with the wind little by little.

Everything is empty, until I meet you, I don't understand the meaning of life, the sky is full of ice and snow, only you, and I am the same color.

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The autumn wind rises, gradually cooling, and people know the warmth and cold.

It was the year I was fourteen, and there were so many things that were too much to do. These things make people can't wait to leave, and they also make the waves of time can't wait to squeeze and push the two people in the water. Everything seems to be unintentional, and everything is providential.

Lin Tian happily spent the most important childhood in his life and was successfully admitted to the best high school in M City. However, in the first half of the first month of school, she lost her parents inexplicably, and Lin Tian was left alone in an instant from the originally harmonious petty bourgeois family, and the turning point of all this change came from another man, the man who wantonly broke into their family also left with the departure of his parents.

A lot of unreasonable things, just like Lin Tian can only watch the chaotic scene and call for help, just like Lin Tian can only believe in the truth that can't tell the truth or falsehood, just like Lin Tian can only watch everything slip away from his eyes, like, just like Lin Tian can only flee when he is in chaos now.

At that time, Lin Tianan quietly asked for leave, she seemed to have seen everything, she should be sad, everyone can see it.

When she stood in front of her parents' tombstones, she even felt that the three of them who were the culprits should be buried together, so that they could pull and struggle forever.

The picture of a woman and a man leaning on each other is smiling, the autumn wind blows away the heat, and the cicadas gradually stop, as if mocking the indifference of the girl. The thinness in the bones of a girl is not determined by the genes of women and men, but ······ What is it? No one knows.

If the days go by like this, day after day, day after day, it doesn't seem like a problem.

But she was tired of these days, tired of opening the empty room of the house, tired of the sympathetic and even frightened eyes of others.

In such a life, the air is viscous like a lump of honey, sweet and greasy, yellow, indulged in it, unable to breathe.

So, so, so today, go away with the autumn wind.

It's already evening, the sun has fallen for the most part, the red face is grinning, and the sun is waning with the rivers and the sun.

"You know what? You gave me life, you brought me into this world, but before I grew up, you disappeared, this is an escape from responsibility, are you really annoying, why do you make me so sleepy, so heartbroken? ”

Lin Tian lowered his head and said, with a cold light in his eyes, his brows twisted tightly, looking at the dirt under his feet.

"Hey, you woman, I brought you your favorite rose. Okay, okay, don't be picky, no thorns, no, you think you're still a little princess in a fairy tale, and you want the prince's roses. ”

The rose that a woman once loved the most, it is unspeakable, the girl-like life is hidden under the yellow-brown soil at the moment, and despite the brightness of the rose, it still can't set off the blood of life.

The rose was brought during the day, and at this time he drooped his head and lost too much water, just like Lin Tian, looking at it angrily.

"You're still laughing, don't gloat, didn't say you were, the boss is still so impulsive, be happy now, dead old man, don't worry about me, I'll live a good life myself." Why did you go earlier, this will say a lot of things, it seems that you care about me, and now I have to bring you food, there is really you, I am still underage, do you know? Laugh, laugh. I'm".

The photo of Father Lin smiled more obviously, and he was stunned and pasted in the black and white frame, making Lin Tian laugh as usual.

Lin Tian stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes, the more he looked at the photo, the more upset he felt, he should have taken a water-based pen and changed the brackets of this upward bend to a downward bend.

"Let's go, I'm free, I can finally live a life of one person and one horse fighting the world, don't envy me, don't look for me for anything, I'm in a good mood, I'll come back again."

Lin Tian frowned, sighed, and rode home on a swaying bicycle while the sun was still a little.

It gets darker and darker until the moon comes out completely, the clouds cover the sky, and the stars are dark.

Obviously, Lin Tian didn't go back.

Lin Tian didn't want to go back, that house was colder than the autumn wind. Riding a bicycle to a small park, sitting under a tree in the small park, indifferently watching the stars squeeze and squeeze the light for help, it was almost twelve o'clock in a flash.

"Okay, let's go home, don't chatter, I'll go back" Lin Tian said to the fastest star in the sky.

"What the hell is this weather, it's so cold in the middle of the night!"

Riding a bicycle, the autumn wind was swishing, Lin Tian tightened his coat, and he didn't want to be graceful.

"miao~" "Scare me" A cat suddenly appeared, and Lin Tian almost rushed out with a sudden brake.

Lin Tianxia came to look at the cat, and the cat, which was slightly dirty on the surface, raised his head proudly, gave Lin Tian a few glances, and then walked away.

Lin Tian's heart suddenly ached, he was still wandering outside in the middle of the night, you are a ghost? Why is it so uncomfortable at this time? Lin Tian squatted on the ground holding his speeding heart.

"Don't come to this, stop the meeting." Lin Angel pressed his heart that was about to gallop out.

Lin Tian's heart will always do things inexplicably regardless of the occasion, the hospital has no conclusion, just said to control emotions, but it is useless, even if the mood does not fluctuate, it still beats non-stop.

When he squatted on the ground and looked around to divert his attention, he saw a person lying on the ground in front of him.

"What's wrong today, I don't know what I encountered, and there is one lying on the ground." Lin Tian slowed down and pushed the cart over, ready to take a look at this person.

The lying man was wearing a denim jacket, a white shirt, and a large pants underneath. Thick eyebrows and big eyes, three-dimensional facial features, clear lip lines, and curling eyelashes, completely grown on Lin Tian's appearance.

"Well, I misunderstood, it turned out to be a drunkard, you said that you borrowed wine to drown your sorrows, and you lie down in the middle of the night and let the cleaning uncle put it into the garbage recycling station for you tomorrow morning." Lin Tian muttered, preparing to bypass and leave.

As soon as he raised his feet and wanted to get into the car, the "lying corpse" suddenly smirked and spoke: "You are a fairy, can you take me home?" ”。

"A ghost will bring a drunk man home! I'm not a fairy. After Lin Tian finished speaking, he rode away, ignoring this fool.

"Sister fairy, don't go, you're so beautiful." The man lying on the ground saw a bright light emanating from the girl's body.

Lin Tian didn't care about the drunk, he rode and rode, that person was always wandering in Lin Tian's mind, in the middle of the night, if there was any danger, I wouldn't be an accomplice, "Forget it, go back" Lin Tian persuaded himself in his heart, definitely not because of his face to go back, no!

So he turned around and went back, and he was still lying in that place, his eyes closed.

"Hey, get up, get in the car." The man staggered to his feet and consciously sat on the back seat of the fairy sister.

"Where is your home, I'll send you."

"Go ahead, go through three red lights, turn left, go through one red light, turn right, turn right at the first fork, cross a bridge at the second fork, and I'll tell you again."

Lin Tian frowned: "Your uncle, your home is so far away." ”

"Sister Fairy, I'm not ······"

Lin Tian rode fast, turning around and turning to the bridge, during which the boy grabbed Lin Tian's waist tightly, the fairy is the fairy, and a bicycle also soared, waking up most of the drunkard in the back seat.

In front of him was a group of villas, and the young man was quite rich, and he followed the guidance of the drunkard past the doorman and stopped in front of a dark house.

"It's here, let go of me, you're going to strangle your life-saving benefactor, stupid."

The boy got out of the car and said, "Thank you, me, I remember you, and I will repay the favor." ”

"Remember, don't you think you're tired of me, okay, I'm leaving." Lin Tian said viciously.

Riding on the bike, Lin Tian turned his head, "Hey, no matter what, you have to live well." ”

The boy thought to himself, "You are such a kind fairy" and replied, "Okay".

On the way back, Lin Tian suddenly thought that the boy was too tall and didn't look like anything.

Forget it, they have already decided to leave.

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When the boy opened the door at the door, he thought "What is this girl like, but this wind is really cool", this girl is like an autumn wind, why do you use cool to describe a girl, the cool breeze is in my heart, hey~ I shivered, it was so cold, this was the first time he was picked up and brought home, I don't know if I can see you again.

The home in front of him was dark, and he didn't want to go in at all, like a cold tide, swallowing everything.

I don't know how long it has been, there is not a single lamp to stay for me, and I don't know how long, this home has become empty, and only myself, like a ghost, wanders in this cold air.

It's just me.

Father, he is still the most respected father, and he is 100% good to himself. But I don't know when it started, and I will never be able to enter my father's life again.

Hate? Don't hate.

Since the death of his mother, this family has no color, Jiang Youxi has become a real gentleman, habitually drunk himself, habitually opening the dusty door, habitually, drunk and dreaming of death, habitually alone.

If this is the case, he may also wither with the fallen leaves, and if it is not for their stimulation, he will also bury his fate here with his own hands.

It's a pity that after so much time, I still can't forget my mother's warm face, and no matter how long it has been, I can still remember the cold voice that afternoon.

All this is stirring and entwining in my mind, I can't tell each other, I can't find a clue, after a long time, I don't know where the beginning is, and I almost forget who I am.

Now that the old man is gone, the new man Yingying, he is getting married, and this empty villa should be silent in the dust.

And I, too, should leave, go to a new place, meet some new people, and start over again in the same way that I once had fresh clothes and angry horses.