Chapter 229: Lighters
He habitually reached out and took out a cigarette from his jacket pocket, and this action was so familiar that he felt frightened.
Relying on smoking to dispatch troubles and loneliness in his eyes is no different from the weak who can only escape from reality.
However, since he came to Sanliwan, he has always been accustomed to standing on the windowsill when he is alone, looking at the deep sea, and smoking cigarettes one after another.
He didn't like the smell of tar in his fingertips and mouth after the nicotine was burned, so he arranged for his men to find this cigarette with a mint smell.
Slightly crushing the popping beads from the cigarette holder, after inhaling it in his mouth, the cool feeling actually made him feel a little addicted.
However, after rummaging through his pocket for a long time, he did not find his usual lighter.
The unknown feeling of emptiness gradually magnified, and he felt that this feeling was getting stronger and stronger.
"Mr. Chen, if you don't dislike it, I have a lighter here."
Waiting for the red light, the driver, who was accustomed to looking at his eyes, had already seen the opportunity to hand his lighter to Chen Cheng very respectfully, Chen Cheng looked at the lighter in front of him, but still did not raise his hand to take it.
Not because of dislike of the driver, but because of ......
He kept holding the cigarette and thought about it for a long time, until the red light in front of him turned green again, and he didn't think clearly what the reason for his subconscious refusal was.
Growing up in Chen's family, he admits that he is indeed a person who has high requirements for food and daily life, and to some extent, it can be said that he is a very difficult person to serve, but he is not so harsh as to blame, so where does his sense of resistance come from?
Seeing that Chen Cheng didn't mean to take it, the driver smiled awkwardly and withdrew his hand.
"Back to the filming location."
Chen Cheng still spoke in such an indifferent tone, but the driver did not dare to delay for half a minute.
I was still there this morning, so I guess I accidentally left it on the shooting location.
Chen Cheng looked at the scenery flashing outside the window with calm eyes.
In fact, the lighter was not very valuable at all, but it was a finished product from the hands of an unknown craftsman in Europe, neither a limited edition, nor a unique item with no price, and even the craftsman was not a worthy artist.
Even the lighter itself was not worth mentioning, but in any case, he wanted to go to that rooftop and see the scenery again.
Thinking of this, his indifferent gaze once again fell on the stagnant picture on the side, where Su Jiarui was stretching her hands, and the long wind gently blew her black feather-like hair, obviously it was just a back, but it was thrillingly beautiful.
But what Chen Cheng didn't understand the most was that even though the camera was deliberately avoiding, he still accidentally photographed a little side of her, and at that cold moment, she was wearing a thin white dress, and the corners of her mouth hooked up a light smile.
What did she see at that time, which is why she smiled so happily?
Su Jiarui woke up again because of a terrible nightmare, and there was a hot pain on her body, and she unconsciously looked at everything around her.
She was still on the rooftop, and the fire beside her didn't know when it went out.
The sky slowly changed from a translucent blue at the beginning to a smoky gray that made people feel a little bad.
The perception in the dream was still vaguely in her mind, and she saw the terrible image from before.
It's just that Su Ru, who was originally so thin that she was not in human shape, finally became a normal appearance this time, and she walked in front of her with a smile as before.
What Su Ru was wearing was the light white dress she wore when she was dancing on the beach at the beginning of the shooting, and the skirt gently floated up with her movements, making her whole person look like a carefree and stunning elf.
The self in the dream still seems to be sitting in the corner of the wall, curled up.
This state is not unfamiliar to her, when she was in the Su family before, every time she was taught a lesson by Yin Hanmei, she always found a corner that she thought was safe as a safe haven, and tried to stuff her thin self into it, as if only in this way could she find a little psychological comfort.
And this time is the same, in the dream, she is wearing tattered clothes, even her body is a little dirty, in the dark basement, only Su Ru in front of her, like an angel, exudes a holy light.
"Sure enough, it's here again."
She sighed softly, as if she had long been surprised by the scene in front of her. As if he hadn't noticed Su Jiarui's unbearableness, he squatted lightly in front of Su Jiarui.
"Be careful, I heard, are you behaving badly again today?"
Although Yin Hanmei hates him, she never vents her anger for no reason, she still seems to be afraid of her noble birth, and always finds a reason for her to be disobedient, and uses her majesty as a stepmother to punish her.
Therefore, every time Su Ru came to see her, she would always ask this. Love more than the book city
Are you behaving badly again today?
It's like she's really made a mistake.
Su Jiarui didn't answer, she had to admit that now she was a little unfamiliar with the scene she used to be, she didn't know why she dreamed of the past again, but even if her brain was completely awake, her body was not under her control at all.
The mouth opened without authorization, and the words that came out were also submissive, with a little simplicity and cowardice.
"I ...... I came in today with my left foot and it's not right to do that because it's Wednesday. ”
When this sentence came out, Su Jiarui herself felt funny, but she knew that Yin Hanmei had to find a funnier excuse to punish her than this.
Now she only feels absurd, but at that time, she really felt that she had done something wrong.
She thought that these rules were the rules agreed among those high-class nobles, so every time she attended the banquet, she cautiously tried to hide herself, but she was afraid that she would do something wrong, and she would be punished by Yin Hanmei with an excuse when she went back.
"Oh, that's it, then you must pay attention next time, but I think my mother must be so strict because she wants you to be well-behaved so much."
It's clearly not like this, she didn't understand it at that time, but now she only feels that every word and deed in the Su family in the past now looks extremely ridiculous.
"I haven't eaten yet, I've brought some to eat."
Su Ru served the plate from the side, but when Su Jiarui saw the contents of the plate clearly, he only felt disgusted and unbelievable...... Fear.
The plate was not a delicate snack or dessert, not even food, on the delicate plate, there were all kinds of bloody kidneys lying horizontally and vertically, and the blood that flowed out had even stained the exquisite plate red, with Su Ru's smile at this moment, it looked extremely weird.
"Don't!"
She struggled to support her body, and subconsciously wanted to retreat again, but found that there was no way to retreat.
Su Ru still had a clean and pure smile, unaware of her series of abnormal behaviors, and even brought the plate in her hand closer to her.
"Don't do that, you still have to eat some."
Red blood flowed down Su Ru's fingertips, but she seemed to be unconscious.
"Be careful of your liver, if you don't eat it, then I'll do it."
Su Ru's voice did not change at all, but it seemed particularly strange at this time.
She gracefully picked up the blood-stained knife and fork on the plate, but instead of pulling the kidneys on the plate, she turned her head and pointed the knife and fork at Su Jiarui, who couldn't stop trembling, with a cruel smile in her eyes.
She raised her eyebrows slightly, and the tip of her scarlet tongue in the depths gently slid over her white teeth, and the whole picture had an indescribable weirdness.
"Be careful of your liver, others say that your heart and liver are already black, otherwise I'll cut it for you to see if it's okay?"
"Don't!"
Su Jiarui stepped back suddenly, but at this time, Su Ru, who looked soft and weak, had a powerful strength that did not match her appearance, she raised her hand and held her knife and fork, and approached her with a smirk.
"Be careful, liver, shall I tell you a secret?"
The current Su Jiarui had already panicked, and tried his best to block Su Ru's attack, and he had no idea of listening to her at all.
"Actually, when you came to our Su family, I ......"
In the next second, the gray light and shadow in front of him reappeared, obviously cold as usual, but Su Jiarui had a sense of smoothness that he had been rescued.
The dream before was really weird and scary, even though she knew that it was just a dream, she was still frightened for no reason.
The cold touch seemed to remain on his body, Su Jiarui gasped, but felt that the strange picture in the dream was actually full of real horror.
She subconsciously raised her hand and touched her still beating heart, as the saying goes, you think about it every day, and dream about it at night, probably because she hurt Su Ru for days, so she couldn't help but feel guilty in her heart.
But even so, she still felt that the picture in the dream was too treacherous.
Su Ru has suffered from congenital heart disease since she was a child, and the doctor said that if she can't find a suitable organ, she may not live too long, and now, Su Ru has successfully undergone surgery and has become a healthier person than her.
Whether it is Su Zhixin or Chen Cheng, it is impossible for them to press themselves on the cold operating table in the hospital again in order to save Su Ru's life, but even if she knows this, why would she still have that terrible dream?
Probably it's really just because of her own weak heart, after all, she hurt the only person in the Su family who was willing to be good to her twice.