It's just that the current self, even if he is full of anger, has nowhere to vent for a while.

Su Jiarui dragged her tired body, step by step, slowly walked up the steps, at this moment, in the depths of her heart, countless black thoughts mixed with grief and despair emerged from her chest, as if in the vast night, a pair of invisible hands violently tore a scarred opening from the outside, so that all the cold air rushed out.

She wanted to try to curb those bad thoughts, at least in the current situation, to maintain a semblance of peace and decency.

She even couldn't help but think, today, Chen Cheng is not clear about all these things?

If he was so clear from beginning to end, wouldn't he be living like a self-pitying joke in his eyes from the beginning to the end, and he couldn't do anything about himself?

The distance from the first floor to the residence, which is not too long, was forced out by Su Jiarui as if it were light years. Along the way, she had mixed thoughts, and she thought a lot, only to find that the memories of the past, which were originally full of unease, ugliness, and even darkness, were all in an instant, little by little, gradually in her mind, like maggots on tarsal bones, and became clear again.

She seemed to finally understand why Su Zhixin seemed to be looking at an insignificant person whenever he saw her.

There is no love, and there is no remorse.

finally understood why Su Zhixin would vent his dissatisfaction with her every time he came back drunk.

Because from beginning to end, the reason why she was brought to the Su family was just that Su Ru needed an organ that could be adapted, and in Su Zhixin's eyes, she was just a tool that still had some use value.

Don't say anything about the daughter of blood relationship, I'm afraid that few people in the Su family treat her as a living, emotional and cognitive person.

She should have known a long time ago, a villain like Su Zhixin, who has exhausted all his organs, in order to achieve business, in order to cling to the powerful, in order to maintain his face as an upper-class person, how could a person like him allow himself to get drunk on such an important occasion, how could he allow himself to work so hard all the way to the status of the slightest wavering?

There is only one possibility that can make him drunk and unconscious, and that is to always worry about the condition of his precious daughter, Su Ru.

It was only at this time that she almost pieced together the whole picture of her cruel childhood, and she realized that her strength when she was a child was too weak, almost like a marionette that others could dispose of at will, at that time, what she was most worried and afraid of was Su Zhixin's red eyes, which was a sign that he was drunk.

And now, after careful analysis, he realized that every time Su Zhixin was drunk, there was originally a pattern to follow. It turned out that every time Su Zhixin borrowed wine to drown his sorrows, and when he was drunk and punched her in a daze, it was almost always when Su Ru's condition deteriorated.

The reason why he looked at her angrily was just resentment, why was the person lying in the emergency ward of the hospital at this moment not her as a tool person, but his daughter Su Ru, who he did not cherish and was extremely precious.

Before she knew it, she had finally walked to the familiar door, and today she had eaten nothing but a few bites of dessert. After Gu Nian told her what she had seen and heard, she didn't even have the idea of eating, and returned here like a wandering spirit, only to feel a familiar colic pain in her stomach.

As she unscrewed the door in front of her, she suddenly felt a wave of nausea in her stomach for no apparent reason.

"Hmm-"

She covered her mouth with a pale face, stumbled all the way, and rushed straight to the small bathroom.

Although the bathroom is said to be shared by two people, the shelves are almost full of cheap cosmetics and skin care products, and there are even a few fake high-quality imitations that can no longer be fake.

Su Jiarui almost fell to his knees on the dirt-covered floor tiles, bent down and vomited heartbreakingly.

In fact, she didn't eat anything at all today, and this time, she poured everything she had eaten before in one go, and her stomach was empty, but she was still nauseous.

Until the spit turned into sour water, she still felt uncomfortable all over her body.

I don't know how long she was lying on the ground, Su Jiarui tried to adjust her breathing and calm her mind, she already knew that the next second she opened the door and rushed to the bathroom to make a sound, there was a sound from the door of Fangfang's bedroom.

She even knew very well that at this moment, Fang Fang was probably leaning against the door frame with a cold face, and could even be said to be leaning on the door frame proudly, looking at her embarrassed appearance and laughing.

"Have you seen enough?"

Su Jiarui was in a bad mood herself, and she naturally knew that she didn't return all night, and the first time she went home with a pale face was lying in the bathroom and vomiting, no matter how you look at it, it looks like she had experienced a ravage last night. 652 Literature Network

In Fangfang's eyes, I am afraid that Brother Hui has achieved his goal.

Although Su Jiarui didn't know what kind of transactions between Brother Hui and Fang Fang were about her, she obviously didn't want to be distracted by these inconsequential things now.

At the moment, she has more important things to consider.

"Tsk, what's your attitude? I just saw that you were uncomfortable, and I just came to care about you, and besides, you vomited so badly, I felt sick when I saw it. ”

Fangfang said this, but her face looked like she was watching a good show.

Su Jiarui supported his body and barely stood up, washed his face briefly next to the pool, and then raised his head, and saw Fangfang wearing loose pajamas on his body, looking at her with a malicious face.

She originally didn't plan to confront Fangfang because of what happened yesterday, but Fangfang's face didn't have a hint of schadenfreude, on the contrary, there was some schadenfreude, and Su Jiarui couldn't help but sigh that in this world, the most difficult thing to look at is really the heart, except for the sun.

"Instead of making sarcastic remarks about me, why did you say you went to the toilet last night, and the person on it disappeared?"

Su Jiarui's expression was extremely calm at this moment, and even in addition to the abnormal pale and lingering tiredness on his face, he didn't look insulted or looking for death at all.

The calmness of the person in front of her made Fangfang a little suspicious, did Brother Hui not do anything at all last night?

But no, according to yesterday's situation, Su Jiarui can be said to have no possibility of escaping, coupled with her cautious appearance, Brother Hui can cry and give up resistance when he is a little scared.

Besides, if nothing happened last night, why did she run back to her apartment in a panic the next day?

None of this makes sense.

In Fangfang's imagination, Su Jiarui should be embarrassed, frightened in front of her after such a heart-wrenching night, and may even die because of humiliation.

She never thought that Su Jiarui would question her so calmly, but even if she questioned herself, she had no reason to be afraid of such a helpless woman as her.

"Huh? No, I went to look for you after going to the toilet, but I looked around, but I didn't see you, I thought you two had some private arrangements, then I was going to disturb you, how bad. ”

Fangfang's words were clearly talking nonsense with her eyes open, obviously she was at fault, but she still had a meaning in her words, as if Su Jiarui had ulterior motives and tried to frame the blame for her, obviously she was not afraid that Su Jiarui would come to her to confront her face to face.

She was never afraid that Su Jiarui would be angry and come to her for a theory, and it can even be said that she was still vaguely looking forward to such a picture.

The person who was originally spotless and like a kaolin flower slowly withered and fell under the impetus of her own hand, and she couldn't help but laugh when she thought about it.

Why is she the only one who suffers! She's just doing whatever it takes to get there, so what's wrong with that? Those men can't eat grapes and say that grapes are sour, and those women envy her appearance behind their backs, but they can't wait to scold her to death on the surface.

She just wanted to get what she wanted, and exchanged it with what she could exchange, she didn't steal, she didn't rob, why should she be scolded by someone poking her backbone behind her back?

There's nothing wrong with her!

As if thinking of something interesting, Fang Fang raised her eyebrows slightly, slightly tucked the pajamas that slipped off her shoulders, and the corners of her mouth brought a trace of contempt and ridicule, looking at Su Jiarui's eyes, as if she was looking at a defeated subordinate who resisted stubbornly and refused to admit it.

"But don't be in a hurry to say me, the one who didn't return last night was you, it seems, you have another place to go?"

Su Jiarui glanced at her coldly, only to feel that she was like a noisy and inferior crow now, arguing with her was just a lot of words, so he stopped talking, didn't want to argue with her anymore, turned around and walked to his room.

"You don't have to worry about my business."

I don't know where this sentence touched Fangfang's brows, she suddenly stared at her, stepped forward and grabbed Su Jiarui's hair directly, and pulled it vigorously to the back, her eyes showing a fierce light.

"It's all at this time, you're still fucking pretending to be cold in front of me, I'm really a little princess who is not deeply involved in the world, it turns out that you are not a bitch who twists her waist and takes the initiative to ask for pleasure when she gets into bed. It's all about this time, and you're still putting up a shelf in front of me? I don't know how many times I slept with that man last night, and you deserve to say that! How else can I let a slut like you bully me over my head? ”