Chapter 232: Dissecting Feelings
"I know, I know that I don't need you to remind me. Grandma Sun, when you are old, you still care about so many things, be careful that people can't hold on, and they will fall down unconsciously, and then they will be out of breath. Chu Jiayin turned around.
Mama Sun quickly became alert and stood still.
Chu Jiayin chuckled and said, "Do you know why you can only follow me now?" Do you know why I called you to the east, and you did not dare to go west? If my grandmother is gone, guess where else do you have the ability to tell me to do things? ”
As she spoke, she walked forward, pressing this grandmother step by step, forcing her not to retreat. Mama Sun gritted her teeth slightly, a little dissatisfied, and then the Chu family, she is also a respected elder, not to mention the grandchildren's girl and son, now the master of the big house, two rooms, three bedrooms and four rooms, which one did not listen to her when she was young.
Now, Miss Six, who gave her the most headaches, that uncontrollable little girl, lived up to her expectations and grew into a state that she couldn't control at all. She used to think that Chu Jiayin was not well educated, and she would definitely lose the face of the Chu family in the future, and she would not be like a young lady at all.
Now it seems that I guessed correctly.
Mama Sun said: "The girl does not obey the discipline, and I, as a slave, naturally dare not say anything." But I also want to warn the girl, good medicine is good for disease, and good advice is good for action. If the girl continues to behave like this, I'm afraid that no in-law will accept you. ”
"Humph!" Chu Jiayin seemed to hear a huge joke, "Do you think that a woman has to rely on her in-laws in this life?" ”
Grandma Sun raised her head and asked, "If you don't marry as a wife, you won't be able to raise your head in this life and be criticized." Girl, are you really not afraid? There used to be women who wanted to change their lives against the sky, but how many women could really get rid of the fate of their husbands and children. Men protect their families and defend the country, guide the country, and mix in trade routes, in order to support their families, glorify their ancestors, and glorify the lintel. can be replaced by a woman, dare to ask which woman can do it. Girl, stop being obsessed, women are women after all. ”
"Self-proclaimed lowly, no wonder he has served people's lives all his life!" Chu Jiayin sneered, "Wait, there is no precedent for weakness, or there are few precedents, then I will try to become a precedent!" Even if I want to become a woman who teaches her husband and children, I am also the woman who can not regard her husband as the sky, and even open the world alone! ”
"Girl, you're so naïve." Mama Sun, an old-fashioned and pedantic, how could she understand Chu Jiayin's beliefs and ambitions.
Talking more to her is tantamount to playing the piano to a cow, so it's better not to say it!
"Am I naïve? Yes, 1 I am naïve, but I am naïve and more glorious than you in this life. Chu Jiayin turned his back to her, and then walked forward.
Not far ahead is Fu'an Hall, grandmother called her over at this time, and it is estimated that the purpose is the same as that of Grandma Sun. I haven't seen each other for two years, and Chu Jiayin can also feel it, and there seems to be a gap between their ancestors and grandchildren.
Maybe it's these old women's maids with broken mouths, and the trouble caused by that stinky mouth!
In Fu'an Hall in the middle of the night, the old lady thought that the candles were too dazzling, and there were three or two lamps in the room, so that as soon as people entered the black hole.
"Yinyin, you're here?" My grandmother's voice was much older, and in fact, my grandmother herself was much older.
The domineering old lady Chu a few years ago seemed to be about to fall. She may be able to be tough for two more years, but Chu Liangshan's identity and Chu Liangshan's attitude towards the Chu family and her are enough to crush the pride and calculation that this woman has accumulated over the decades.
In terms of calculation, Old Lady Chu is afraid that she is not as good as Chu Liangshan. Even if he can compare, his identity is suppressed by him, plus Chu Liangshan is young, and he is a person who is angry and does not pay for his life, and his grandmother is lucky to die on the spot if he is not angry.
However, in the past two years, Chu Liangshan should rarely come over to provoke Old Madam Chu.
"Grandmother." Chu Jiayin stepped forward and knelt on the edge of the bed and looked at Old Madam Chu.
She knew that her grandmother was old, even if she was not angry with Chu Yun's mother and daughter like in her previous life, she would not have much time left, but she still chose to leave home for two years.
Maybe she thinks that if she doesn't see her grandmother's old age, she will always be like her grandmother in her heart. A person who respects and worships in his heart will one day have to bite his self-esteem and bow his head, and neither that person nor the person who respects and worships her can accept it.
Old Madam Chu let out a long breath before she raised her hand, held Chu Jiayin's hand, and said, "Did you just come back from Linglong Pavilion?" ”
"yes." Chu Jiayin didn't dare to show her inner affection and other feelings now, but she didn't want to refuse to admit her heart when everyone doubted Chu Jingyan, who she liked, and even ran to Chu Jingyan to shout blindly.
She just wanted to wait for her second brother to say that she also liked her, and under the hints of others, she tried to see the slightest sign of liking herself from this person.
She didn't dare to say it herself, she was afraid that the second brother would just treat him as a sister, and others could laugh it off as a joke when they said it, and when it came out of her mouth, everything would be different. If the bet is wrong, that is, you can no longer be close to each other as a brother and sister, and you can never be close to each other as a lover, and the relationship between the two parties is bound to deteriorate and will not be the same as before.
Old Madam Chu sighed, her face was a little displeased, and she said, "You really like your second brother as those people outside said?" Do you know that even if your second brother is not his own brother, he is also your uncle's righteous son, which is not polite. ”
"I didn't expect us to finally get together, does Grandmother want Yinyin to deprive her of the opportunity to be by her sweetheart's side now?" Chu Jiayin gasped for cold air, the tip of his nose was sour, and his eyes were slightly wet.
It turns out that it is also a very heart-wrenching thing to confide in another person what he has always dared not show to outsiders. It's like exposing a wound with a lot of cuts to others and showing it to yourself, and those who feel sorry for themselves should feel distressed and feel uncomfortable.
"You know it's impossible, so what are you doing with him?!" Old Madam Chu didn't know how to get the strength, and actually got up, her momentum was just like when she faced Chu Yun, she was aggressive.
The old lady hated that iron could not become steel, so she waved her palm, wanting to fan Chu Jiayin's face to make her sober and sober. But before this slap fell, Chu Jiayin's tears fell first, and the old lady saw that her heart was tight, and this slap couldn't be beaten after all.
Chu Jiayin realized a problem, he liked the matter of the second brother, and the result in exchange for the ending might not be as good as being killed by Chu Yun in his previous life. was killed by Chu Yun, humiliated and tortured. Now I am deeply tormented in my heart, and life is better than death.
If one day in the future, she wants to watch her second brother marry a wife and have children, what would it be?
In an instant, Chu Jiayin finally understood why she missed her grandmother after staying outside for two years, and why she was a little excluded from going home.
Grandmother has always looked down on her second brother, even if she doesn't have to think about it, she can faintly realize in her heart that she and her second brother will eventually go the same way. No one blesses, no one calls the shots. She was running away, as if she was running away, her grandmother wouldn't dislike her second brother, and she wouldn't be excluded from sticking to her second brother all day long.
Chu Jiayin knelt in front of her grandmother's bed with a "poof", and her tears fell like beads of broken threads, and she couldn't stop it. She felt deeply tired and said weakly: "When I liked Song Shuming before, Yinyin just wanted him to be her husband, and wanted to lead him to show off in front of him, so that outsiders could see how handsome her husband looked." Also, when I was very young, everyone was saying that my grandfather's family was so powerful as the Hou Mansion, and I also subtly thought that Song Shuming, who was in the Hou Mansion, was the first-class husband in the world, just because he was in the Hou Mansion and wanted to attack the lord. ”
When the tears were almost gone, Chu Jiayin raised his head and said with a smile: "Now that Yinyin has grown up, I also know that I have to look at the character of a person, and I can see Song Shuming's family clearly." But he accidentally stepped into the bottom of another deep pit, but he was willing to step into it himself. ”
Scenes of getting along with Chu Jingyan came to mind, and the more sensational words Chu Jiayin said: "Liking the second brother is different from liking Song Shuming, Yinyin likes the second brother, because she wants the second brother to live well, because she wants him to be happy every day, and she wants him not to be looked down upon by anyone." So I tried my best to find a master who knew martial arts to enter the house, and the second brother wanted to take the imperial examination, so I accompanied him to study. I was afraid that he would be alone in the exam, and he would be unhappy and affect his grades, so I ran all the way to the imperial city. ”
Looking back on the past scene by scene, one by one, it turns out that everything is reduced to love, and it becomes so natural.
"Yin Yin actually doesn't like to study at all, let alone practice martial arts. At first, I studied and practiced martial arts for myself, but over time, I couldn't stick to it. Later, my second brother left, and I never studied again. Why do you still insist on practicing martial arts with your master, and even go out to practice despite the opposition of your family, probably because you are afraid that you will see your second brother again one day, that it will be difficult for the literary talent to come out of your mouth, and that you will not be able to lift a sword and dance a single move, and you will not even have half a common topic against the person who has been reading for a long time. ”
Speaking of this, Chu Jiayin exhaled deeply. Even she didn't know that she was so affectionate when she opened her heart.
"Now, I can accompany him to practice martial arts, piece together the bits and pieces of what I have learned in my head, and I can also talk and argue with my second brother. I can't keep up with him, but at least I can be by his side. Unlike those vulgar women, I only deserve to say, I am interested in Chu Jingyan, so I can trouble the matchmaker to talk about it. I, Chu Jiayin, am different, I am interested in Chu Jingyan, I can be by his side, I can make him laugh, and I can also help him solve some small troubles. ”
The last sigh: "Caught in love, it is difficult to turn back." ”