Hong Lingling looked at the school gate where the car shadow was no longer visible, pursed her lips and nodded vigorously, she inhaled hard, and then slowly spit it out, feeling that her heartbeat was not so intense, and her body was not so uncontrollable shaking, before she raised her feet and walked towards the dormitory.

The recording of the show ended, and she and her classmates were also sent back by the car arranged by Lin Yourou, but she felt that her mind was still filled with everything that happened at the scene.

Especially Lin Yourou's.

This was the first time she watched the recording of the show live, and she finally understood why so many people like to go to concerts and so many people like to go to the drama......

Appeal.

This kind of intuitive impact felt like she hadn't had before.

Hong Lingling felt that her thinking had also changed a little.

Lin Yourou's words and deeds, from the overall to the details, every look, every expression, every opening...... to the song at the end...... All made her irrepressible, excited.

Not only Lin Yourou, but also others......

In short, everything today has had a big impact on her, she has to think about it and have a good time.

"You're not back until now, are you?"

As soon as they walked into the dormitory, Lin Qiwu opened the dormitory door and stretched out his head to look at them. The light in the corridor was a little bright, and the group of them suddenly walked from the dim outside to the bright corridor, the light was a little uncomfortable for a while, and they didn't see Lin Qiwu's face clearly.

However, no matter whether she can see it clearly or not, when Hong Lingling sees Lin Qiwu again, she no longer has the urge to bite the other party a few times before.

Seeing Lin Yourou treating Ding Xinling today, Hong Lingling watched Lin Qiwu again, and suddenly felt that the other party's methods were really not on the table, and settling with the other party was really lowering her own level.

Her life should be serious and above board, how can she waste time on someone who makes her so disgusted?

Hong Lingling walked straight past Lin Qiwu's side.

The classmates who were with her, seeing Hong Lingling's attitude, glanced at each other, ignored Lin Qiwu, and went back to the dormitory directly.

Today's ticket was given by Hong Lingling, and after the show, all of them also saw Lin Yourou shouting Hong Lingling and asking her if she wanted to take a group photo...... All of them followed Hong Lingling to occupy the light, how could they get close to Hong Lingling's opponent again?

What's more, they do not have such a good relationship with Lin Qiwu.

Lin Qiwu saw that everyone was gone, and slammed the door with a cold face.

Tian Quanxin heard the door ringing, opened the door and took a look, saw the empty corridor, closed the door again, looked at Hong Lingling, who was a little silent, and asked, "What's wrong with you today?" ”

When she was on the show, she didn't think Hong Lingling was anything unusual, but after she came out, she arranged a car for them until Lin Yourou met Lin Qiwu, Hong Lingling basically didn't speak.

In the past, Hong Lingling didn't say that she would repay her, at least she would never let Lin Qiwu go like this.

Hong Lingling shook her head and muttered, "How about you say I go to study clinical practice?" ”

What the?

Tian Quanxin looked at Hong Lingling in surprise: "What are you talking about!" ”

They're studying math now, they're going to medicine?

"Huh?"

Hong Lingling seemed to have just come back to her senses, she looked at Tian Quanxin's surprised face, thought of what she said unconsciously, and suddenly calmed down.

She finally understood what the excitement and trembling of the day were all about.

From elementary school to junior high school to high school to university, it was all arranged by her family.

The family said that as a girl, being a teacher and a doctor is the best choice, but she doesn't like either, she has always thought that she purely doesn't like those two professions, no matter what the family says about countless benefits, reality, work, marriage, etc., all kinds of things have been said, but she just doesn't like it, not only does she not like it, but in the end she is very disgusted, she doesn't want to do either of the two industries.

In the end, the family chose this for her.

Now she knows.

It's not that she doesn't like those two professions, she just doesn't like being placed.

Since she was a child, she has always been ignorant, according to the road planned by the family, go forward, she has no thoughts of her own at all, that time of resistance, it is just that the family talks too much, she instinctively resists, when the family is changed, she responds, she doesn't know what she wants at all.

But how can man not have a mind of his own?

Today, I heard what Lin Yourou said.

You can disagree with me, but I don't need guidance from others.

She was suddenly cleared of the fog.

Yes, her own life, why should others point fingers?

Do you think what is good will be suitable for me?

"You said you were going to study medicine!" Tian Quanxin glared at Hong Lingling, "We study mathematics, you said you went to study medicine, study medicine...... This kind of interprofessionalism, I heard that the medical requirements are very strict, it should not accept this kind of interprofessionalism, is it possible that you have to retake the exam? ”

Retake?

Hong Lingling instinctively retreated, but Lin Yourou's words suddenly sounded in her mind, and she gritted her teeth and said, "It's okay to retake the exam." ”

She grew up so big, for the first time, she felt that she was not ignorant, she felt that she had seen her own path in life, she didn't want to lose it, and then go to the ignorant and confused life, and mix until she died of old age.

"Are you crazy?"

Tian Quanxin looked at Hong Lingling in disbelief.

It's hard to get through the college entrance examination, is it difficult, she has to go again?

It is not always possible to walk through it again.

Hong Lingling said: "You just think I'm crazy...... Hey, Xiaoxin, have you ever thought about what you want to do in the future, continue to research in this industry, enter the research institute, or go back to be a teacher? Or stay in school? Our major seems to have a relatively narrow employment scope in the future, have you ever thought about it? Or are you just ready to listen to the family, graduate, get married? ”

Tie the knot?

Tian Quanxin was so excited that she was suddenly speechless.

Her mind flashed back to the people in her family, those in her elementary school, her junior high school classmates...... As they walked, they were gone, and when they said goodbye, they already had children.

Why did she study so hard at that time and have to do everything by herself, wasn't it because she didn't want to live those days?

"However, my family can't let me repeat it."

Tian Quanxin said.

"I'm not saying you have to repeat it, or that you have to study medicine...... I heard her say that more than 30 knives, and I felt that I would not be bullied in the future...... Think about what you want to do, let's go to the school, maybe we can transfer, after all, we're only freshmen. ”

Hong Lingling said.

"You're just for her?" Tian Quanxin felt incredible, "I think you should think about it again." ”

"No need! I'm well aware. ”

Hong Lingling's attitude was very resolute.

For the first time, she had made up her own mind, no matter what lay ahead, she wanted to go.