The eldest princess was stunned in place, the regret, suffering, and self-blame in her heart almost overwhelmed her whole person, and when she heard Su Mian's words, she suddenly felt confused that she didn't know what day it was.

However, this confusion quickly dissipated, and her eyes instantly burst into a scorching light, and her hands gripped Su Mian's arm tightly, and her nails almost sank into her flesh.

She seemed to grasp the last straw, with hysterical madness, "he...... Hongu's son is still alive?! ”

Suspicion appeared in her eyes again, "How is it possible, this palace saw him fall off the cliff with his own eyes, it was a bottomless cliff!" He was ...... He was still a newborn child, he was so small, so soft, even this palace didn't dare to use force, he was so fragile......"

The scene of a little baby crying in her arms came to mind.

She had also looked forward to his birth with great hope, and she vowed to send him all the best.

But......

After all, everything is just a vain.

The eldest princess even suspected that what she heard was hallucinated by herself because she missed her son too much.

She lowered her hand in frustration, the vitality on her face faded, and she muttered to herself, "That child, he shouldn't have suffered these pains, he shouldn't have been born in the first place, he wasn't loved, he wasn't blessed......"

As she spoke, her tears fell silently.

The originally arrogant and arrogant eyes were full of regret, regret that he was too presumptuous at that time, and regret that he threw away the child in order to cut off the past.

If she had chosen a different path, would everything have been different, would her children still be alive?

It seemed that a bright young man almost as tall as her appeared in front of her, and he smiled at her, and called her mother in a clear voice.

The corners of the eldest princess's lips were slightly raised, with a strong bitterness.

Su Mian looked very unbearable, and now in front of her was no longer the arrogant eldest princess, nor was she a cold-faced woman bent on revenge.

She was just a mother, a poor mother who missed her children so much.

Su Mian bent down, held the eldest princess's hand, and relaxed his tone, "Eldest princess, I didn't lie to you, I can vouch for it with my own life, everything I said is true!" I didn't lie to you! ”

She increased the force on her hand and repeated: "Su Lianshui is your son, if you don't believe it, after you meet for a while, you can drop blood and recognize your relatives." ”

Beichen Yu behind him heard Su Mian say such serious words to the eldest princess, and he also looked at the two of them slightly.

Although he didn't understand their feelings, he also knew that the eldest princess must be uncomfortable now, and maybe she regretted it a little.

"Eldest princess, what Su Mian said is true, although I don't know if that child is yours, it is exactly the same as what you just described."

Beichen Yu's sudden opening made the eldest princess stare at Su Mian in a trance, feeling the warmth on the back of her hand, and the stability that was almost transmitted to the bottom of her heart.

In the end, she believed, she was willing to believe, and she was willing to confirm it.

Bright light shone into her gray eyes, and the eldest princess quickly got up, grabbed Su Mian's hand, and held it firmly, as if she was afraid that she would run away, "I... Can I know the story of Su Lianshui in your mouth? ”

Su Lianshui ......

In the impression of the eldest princess, she vaguely remembered that she had seen Su Lianshui, and now that she thinks about it, it seems to look a little similar to her, but at that time she was full of hatred, and she didn't have the idea that her son might still be alive, and she even thought viciously, I don't know what kind of reaction he will have when he dies.

The eldest princess looked like a smile and a cry, a little hideous, and kept asking: "How is he now?" Have you been looking for Hongu? Is he doing well? Are you well fed and clothed? My mercy should have been glorious and rich, and I was pampered...... Blame him! ”

When the eldest princess thought of the first emperor, she was full of hatred, and her fingers pinched her skin hard, as she had done countless times in the past.

"Shhh Su Mian suddenly wrinkled his eyebrows, "Eldest princess, can you let go?" You're pinching my arm. ”

The eldest princess was immersed in her own thoughts, and did not hear her words, and even, her pinching force increased again.

"Hey, it hurts." Su Mian struggled with his arm, trying to pull out.

Without waiting for her to move, Beichen Yu, who was guarding next to her, quickly made a move, Su Mian didn't see him click somewhere on the eldest princess's body, she lost her strength, fell to the ground, and the hand holding her arm also let go.

Su Mian hurriedly took two steps back and looked at his arm, which was already blue and black.

Blowing two mouthfuls in distress, Su Mian looked at the eldest princess who fell to the ground, and couldn't tell whether it was sympathy or something else.

Beichen Yu stood behind her, raised his arm, and firmly protected the person in his arms, his eyes were cold, and he was filled with a bitter cold, "Eldest princess, you are no longer the eldest princess who was favored in the past, you still have something to ask us for, it is better to restrain your temper." ”

The eldest princess had regained some senses, and raised her eyes to look at the two of them hugging each other as if they were beautiful people, and her heart felt as if she had been pricked by a needle, and she felt a fierce pain.

She staggered her gaze, no longer looked at them, and tried to suppress the resentment in her heart, "Su Mian, can I ask you to be the main palace...... Tell me about Hongu's son, Hongu really wants to know. ”

Su Mian never thought that the eldest princess would think like this, and she was a little stunned for a moment, but then her heart was full of joy.

The eldest princess wants to hear it, so naturally it is okay, Su Mian and Beichen Yu glanced at each other and asked silently.

Beichen Yu nodded with a solemn face, Su Mian puffed out her cheeks and then compromised and agreed, she leaned back, pressed all her weight on Beichen Yu, and found a very comfortable position for herself before looking at the eldest princess.

After her movements, Beichen Yu carefully raised her arm and took out a small cyan porcelain vase from the placket.

Pour out something milky white and apply it to Su Mian's arm.

As soon as Su Mian looked at her with warmth and excitement, the eldest princess turned her head away, and her long hanging hair covered her face, making it impossible to see her emotions.

Only she knew that her hands hidden under her sleeves were clenched tightly together, and her sharp fingertips sank into the flesh of her palms.

Once upon a time, he had treated her like that.

She still remembered that it was a prosperous season on a sunny day, and he took her among the flowers, and he half-hugged her, just like the posture of the two people in front of him, and he said that he was willing to be her shelter and protect her forever!

She believed, full of tenderness and expectation, but it turned out to be a bleak ending, he had already died, and she lost her son, forever living in self-blame and self-pity.

The son should be the most innocent one, but because of her......

Thinking of the state of the child that he had inadvertently seen before, his heart felt like he had been cut by a knife, dripping with blood and pain.

"Mercy is what I met in the Tatars." Su Mian took a deep breath and said slowly: "When I met him, there seemed to be something wrong with his brain. It was difficult for him to understand something very complicated, and others said that he was a fool, but those people said it secretly, and they did not dare to say it in front of the pitiful water. ”

"Why?" The eldest princess asked subconsciously.

"Because ......" Su Mian organized the language, she glanced at her, trying to speak as lightly as possible, not wanting to stab her.

"At that time, the Taar were in the midst of an extinction crisis, and they lived in a place where it had not rained for a long time, and the drought almost wiped them out. In order to solve this matter, the Taal sorcerer led people to the priest at the bottom of the cliff, and happened to see the merciful water falling from the sky. ”

"So they saved the water?" The eldest princess couldn't wait to ask, she wanted to know everything about her son, all the things that had happened in the years that she had not been around, who he had met and what he had experienced.

I want to know if he's doing well, and how he got to be the way he is.

As for the Tahrs......

She is a princess of the Tar tribe herself, and she is very familiar with some of the customs of the Taar tribe.

The shamans have a great deal of power in the Tahr clan, responsible for priests and guarding the entire Tahr clan, and the people of the clan are respectful and reverent towards the shaman.

If the sorcerer saved Lianshui and protected him, then Lianshui's situation should not be counted, how could he be insulted and rejected by others, or even cut off his tongue?

"Yes. The sorcerer saved the water because he had come down from heaven and thought of him as a messenger from heaven. He brought him back to the Tar tribe and enshrined him. Su Mian said, thinking of some of the things she learned later, she suddenly couldn't say what she could say.

"And then? And then what? The eldest princess couldn't wait to know more, and she slammed into Su Mian, trying to grab her and tell her to quickly say more information.

However, before her fingertips touched Su Mian, Beichen Yu's figure flickered and took Su Mian to another place.

He looked down at the eldest princess condescendingly, "Eldest princess, I hope you calm down and don't hurt Su Mian anymore." ”

The eldest princess showed an expression that seemed to cry and laugh, her body trembled, her eyes were red, and her rouge-stained face was a lot paler, "I ......"

She took a deep breath, closed her eyes, and suppressed the strong fluctuations in her heart, "This palace knows, Su Mian, please continue, don't stop suddenly." Forgive a mother for caring for her child. ”

Beichen Yu sneered when he heard this, "If you really care about your child, how can you throw him off the cliff?" After all these years, you just want to make up for the guilt and insecurity in your heart. The kid has been growing up alone for decades, and he already has his own judgment, even if you want to recognize him, will he be willing to recognize you? ”

I have to say that Beichen Yu's words hit the softest place in the eldest princess's heart.

With a moment of dazed despair, she looked at Su Mian and Beichen Yu, her lips moved, but she didn't make any sound.