Chapter 21: The Ending of the White Firmament Chapter
Bai Cang never thought that he would have such a day, there would be such a panicked time, once he would also be afraid of Ning Ke's departure, and he once thought that he would not feel this way because of other girls.
However, watching her run away, he began to panic. He didn't think he had that kind of feeling for her, and he couldn't have felt that way.
But he was slapped in the face by reality, since she ran out, didn't answer his calls, and didn't reply to messages, he seemed to be abandoned by the whole world, walking alone on the street, almost swallowed up by the night.
For the past few months, she has been as everywhere as she lives in the air around him. Surrounded by him, nurturing him, he had become completely accustomed to her presence, as if it were a necessity for survival. Now that she was suddenly gone, he was at a loss, feeling helpless about being abandoned, and he was so frightened that he couldn't breathe.
What kind of feelings is this?
He couldn't describe it with the thinking of a polytechnic, but the only thing he knew for sure was that he couldn't leave her!
He went crazy and walked down the streets, going everywhere she could, but she seemed to have evaporated from the world, and there was no news.
People live in this era, if there is no mobile phone and the Internet, those connections will be cut off. He didn't even know who her friend was, where her mother's house was, and he couldn't find her without her contact information.
He regretted why he didn't care much about her, why didn't he even know her friends, why didn't he know where her home was?
I searched all the way until dawn.
His heart was falling all the time, and he couldn't find her!
Because it was the weekend, she didn't go to work, and even the unit couldn't find her!
She is a girl, where else can she go?
How much he wanted to go to the police, but there was not enough time, and there was no reason for him to waste police resources.
Despondent, he returned to the apartment, he took a shower with cold water, forced himself to calm down and calm down, and many thoughts were already clear in his heart.
He thought, he knew what he was going to do. But only if he finds her.
"Knock knock!"
There was a sudden knock on the door.
Bai Cang suddenly stirred up, and his first reaction was that he would rather come back!
He casually put on a pajama and rushed out to open the door, however, the moment he saw someone coming to the door, the joy on his face disappeared without a trace.
"Xiaobai, what's wrong with you? I'm not glad I'm coming?" The person outside the door was none other than Ning Ke's mother, she was carrying a food box in her left hand and a big bag of unknown things in her right hand, which looked very spectacular.
Bai Cang shook his head, reluctantly squeezing out a pale smile, "No, no, I just didn't expect you to come over so early." ”
Ning Ke's mother squinted her eyes, glanced inside, and smiled meaningfully, "Is there someone inside......?" If it's inconvenient, I won't go in, hehe. ”
This early morning bath...... The expression is still so unnatural, it doesn't look right. Young people are full of energy, and it's understandable!
"No, no, Auntie, where do you want to go!" Bai Cang reacted to what she meant, and blushed at that time, and quickly explained: "It's just that I sweated when I slept last night, so I got up in the morning and washed it to be more comfortable." ”
As he spoke, he was afraid that she would think about something again, so he hurriedly took the things in her hand, "Come in quickly! ”
"Huh, is there really no one?" Ning Ke's mother walked in to take a look, it was clean and tidy, not like a girl had ever come.
It seems that she still thinks too much.
"I live alone, who else can I have?" Bai Cang couldn't cry or laugh, walked into the room, put things on the table, and said: "Auntie, you come here, why do you bring me so many things every time?" It stands to reason that I should be going to visit you, but now it's the other way around. ”
"Oh, it's all a family, what kind of polite words are nonsense, anyway, I'm retired, and I'm bored every day, so I love to cook or something. Hey, try it and see if it's delicious. Ning Ke's mother opened the food box, and there was soup and food inside, and the aroma was overflowing.
Bai Cang didn't eat much last night, and now he is hooked by the fragrance, and he feels hungry.
While eating, he was absent-minded, still thinking about Ning's whereabouts in his mind.
Ning Ke's mother watched from the side, and saw some clues, she looked at his side face, and asked carefully: "Xiaobai, you honestly tell your aunt, how are you with that girl? You haven't come to me these days, you should be with that girl, right?"
The chopsticks in Bai Cang's hand paused for a moment, and his eyes dimmed suddenly, Ning Ke's mother immediately noticed that something was wrong when she saw his expression, and asked again, "What's wrong? It's awkward? Oh, you said you, let's not be like a girl! Be generous, wouldn't it be good to take the initiative to admit your mistakes!"
"It's not ......" Bai Cang shook his head, not knowing how to say it.
Ning Ke's mother was anxious, she finally saw that he was a little better, and finally lived like a living person, but she couldn't be disillusioned again!
"Hurry up, what's going on? I don't think it's good to look at your face. ”
Bai Cang lowered his head and sighed lowly, finally telling the truth, "She...... Angry, gone, I can't find her anymore. ”
"What, disappear?" Ning Ke's mother stood up and said excitedly, "What did you do to make her so angry!"
"I ......" As soon as he said this, Bai Cang couldn't raise his head in shame, and his voice lowered more and more, "I rejected her ......"
"Oh! You stupid boy!" Ning Ke's mother slapped the table and said anxiously and regretfully: "How could you refuse her! Where can you find a girl like her! Also, don't you like her yourself? A girl takes the initiative to pull down her dignity and confess to you, how can you still refuse others!"
Bai Cang heard her words, "Don't you like her yourself", and slowly raised her head, "Do I like her?"
He has always felt that Ning Ke is still living in his heart, from thousands of years ago to the present era, the time is too long and too long, it has been deeply rooted, and he can no longer distinguish whether it is obsession or true love.
"Of course you like her!" Ning Ke's mother thought that his question was really stupid, and immediately knocked him out, "Otherwise, you can spend time with her often! I have heard from the people in your hospital, you often date together! If a person doesn't like each other, how can he do this?"
She looked at his distressed expression, and sighed unbearably, "It seems that you don't even know it!
"You really think I ...... her But I ...... "He couldn't understand it, so what was the matter with Ning Ke? Wasn't it love? But he couldn't forget her!
"You're right to Ke'er...... I can't say that I don't feel any emotion, maybe it's just a moment of curiosity, or maybe she's special, and the memory she left on you is too deep. Ning Ke's mother said: "But that's all in the past, you have to look forward!"
Bai Cang muttered the words she just said, maybe it was curiosity, or maybe the memory was too deep.
Suddenly, it was as if the mouth in my heart had suddenly opened!
Yes, the ancient Bai Cang was indeed deeply in love with Ning Ke, but he was not just that Bai Cang, he was still living in the Bai Cang of this era!
At that time, Ning Ke was lying on the hospital bed, and his feelings for her were actually the obsession left by the ancient Bai Cang, but deep down in his heart, he still had a sober self!
When he approached again and again, warmed again and again, the self in his heart awakened! Then he unconsciously fell in love with this warm and optimistic girl, but he didn't want to believe that he would empathize with him!
Once the knot in his heart was untied, his whole person suddenly became enlightened!
Right!
He just likes to be nice! The past is gone, and he should look forward so that he doesn't live in vain!
"Little white ......?"
Bai Cang stood up suddenly, looked at Ning Ke's mother with shining eyes, and smiled with a high-spirited smile: "I figured it out! I'm going to find her!"
"That's right!" Ning Ke's mother also laughed and encouraged him: "Since you are sure of your mind, don't give up easily, Auntie believes in you!
"Well, I know how to do it!" Bai Cang hugged her hard, "Thank you...... Mom!"
His "Mom" made Ning Ke's mother burst into tears instantly, "Okay...... Go and get my daughter-in-law back, my parents are waiting for your good news at home!"
"Okay! I'll go now!"
Bai Cang picked up a few mouthfuls of food, changed his clothes and rushed out directly, and Ning Ke's mother behind her silently wiped a handful of tears and said in a low voice.
"Ke'er, he's enlightened, you should be at ease on that side. ”
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Bai Cang drove directly back to the unit, looked for a while in the office, and finally found Ning's home address!
It's not too far, it's just in the suburbs, and if you don't get stuck in traffic, you can get there in an hour!
He hurried out of the office and drove to the suburbs. Along the way, he has thought a lot, and the things he has been obsessed with can finally be put down, leave the past safely, and welcome the future with a smile!
Greeting his ...... A new relationship.
An hour and a half later.
He finally arrived at the address that had been converted into a resort, and Ning Ko's home was inside, an inn called "Banxia".
The inn was on the sign, and he found it easily.
But standing at the door, he hesitated, and did not dare to push the door in.
There are a lot of tourists on weekends, coming in and out, and looking at him is like looking at a fool.
And he didn't care about other people's opinions at all, his eyes only focused on the back figure in the courtyard in a cotton and linen plaid skirt, she rolled up her sleeves, lightly building flower branches, the sun was down, warm and swirling, he couldn't see her face clearly, but he knew that it must be more beautiful than the flowers on her cheeks.
She trimmed from one end of the wall to the other, and didn't notice anyone watching her until she ...... She finished it all, gathered up the leftovers and prepared to dump them, and when she looked up, she happened to crash into his deep eyes.
"Bang dang!"
The barrel in her hand fell, and her eyes widened with tears in her eyes.
"White Firmament...... How do you ......"
Before she finished her words, she was instantly hugged into her arms, and he said in that low and gentle voice: "I'm sorry, I just saw my heart clearly, I'm sorry, I won't be stupid again in the future, please give me a chance, let me make up for it with my life, okay?"
She cried incoherently, unable to speak, only nodded stupidly, "Mmmmmmmm
He smiled, looked down, and kissed her tear-wet lips deeply.
"I love you...... Xiao Ke!"
"White Firmament", the successful conclusion of the "