Chapter 199: The Period of Ignorance
Lily looked at their expressions now, and knew in her heart, thinking about what she would say.
"Since I tell the story of my relationship, in fact, there is nothing, you may not know much, I came out of the countryside, and my parents died relatively early, since I went to college, I have hardly returned to my hometown, at that time, I only thought about going to school, how can I have any effort to like someone."
"So my first love is the person I like now, and he is Jin Beichen's friend, but the other party doesn't seem to like me."
"The two of us have not made any progress until now, and he is still his playboy, and I am still my urban white-collar worker, as if there are all kinds of interactions, as if there is no intersection."
When she said this, Zhao Xiao's heart was calmer than ever, she didn't expect that one day she would be able to tell the story of herself and Zhanfeng to others so lightly.
This in itself is a love that ends without a problem, they have not started or ended, and he doesn't even know whether Zhanfeng knows his heart.
Thinking of this, Zhao Xiao inexplicably began to feel sorry for herself, she felt that after so many years, she didn't know what she was insisting on, persevering, hoping that Zhanfeng would be able to change her mind one day or insist on it, she didn't tell him all the things on her mind, did she hope that Zhanfeng could understand his thoughts?
The inexplicable Zhao Xiao felt that she was a little ridiculous, and tears came out of her laughter and laughter, and she took a sip of her drink to hide her sadness.
It's just that An Xiaoran and the others have been watching Zhao Xiao all the time, so they can see the changes in Zhao Xiao clearly at this moment, and several people are not comfortable in their hearts.
Lily took out the paper and handed it to Zhao Xiao, and then said: "Don't be too sad, feelings have always been like this, don't worry too much, but I think if you have the opportunity, you should tell him what you think." ”
"From your words, I feel that maybe he doesn't know your mind, and you don't actually know his mind, right?"
Originally, Lily thought that Zhao Xiao and An Xiaoran's boyfriend had withdrawn from the friend, and the two of them had been together, but because that friend was too attentive, they broke up.
It is precisely for this reason that Lily has been persuading Zhao Xiao not to be with that person, but when she heard her say this just now, she realized that everything was just thinking too much.
Zhao Xiao doesn't seem to have confessed to that boy, if it's like this, then the other party is likely to not know Zhao Xiao's heart, so how can he understand it very clearly?
Hearing Lily's words, others also agreed, but Zhao Xiao smiled and didn't say anything more.
then calmed down, and instead said to An Xiaoran: "Okay, my story is shared, now it's Ran Ran, I know, Ran Ran and Jin Beichen should be the first love, I haven't been with anyone else before." ”
Looking at An Xiaoran's puzzled eyes, Zhao Xiao explained: "I noticed your youthfulness from the feeling that you and Jin Beichen were in love, so I thought you should be your first love."
It was because of this that she made a guess, and then, she didn't expect to hear a completely different answer.
"Sister, you guessed wrong, our family Xiao Ran is not the first love at all, don't you know, Xiao Ran has a childhood sweetheart boy between them, and the two of them fell in love before going to college."
"It's just that because of some problems at home, Xiao Ran broke up with the boy, the most important thing is that the boy didn't have any responsibility at all, he ran abroad by himself, and threw Xiao Ran into the country alone, and she didn't care about it, anyway, I personally don't think I like that boy very much."
Before An Xiaoyaran could say anything, Ji Yinan was here chattering to Zhao Xiao and telling them the story of An Xiaoran and his first love.
Hearing this, Lily and Zhao Xiao's eyes widened at the same time, and they didn't expect An Xiaoran to have such a rich love history.
Although there is only one paragraph, listening to what Ji Yinan said just now, it seems that the relationship between the two people is still very deep, and An Xiaoran must have been hurt at that time.
Suddenly, Zhao Xiao felt a little distressed about Jin Beichen, "An Xiaoran, you can, I thought you and Jin Beichen were each other's first love, but I didn't expect you to be in love, but let me tell you the truth, you are definitely Jin Beichen's first love." ”
This is what she can guarantee, she and Jin Beichen met when they were in college.
They also learned and met in the club, and their personalities are a little similar, when they first started playing together, Jin Beichen told her that he had never been in love, so Zhao Xiaocai said such a thing with such certainty.
I have to say that after An Xiaoran heard Zhao Xiao's words, she was very happy in her heart, but she still felt a little guilty.
"The matter between me and the brother next door has passed, in fact, the two of us said that falling in love means that we want to be together, and we haven't done anything else, and I can't wait to even hold hands."
"At that time, I was too young, I was like a child, and I was thinking about going to college, how could I have so much thought about falling in love, and then there were other things, and the boy went abroad."
"The two of us haven't been in touch again, yes, he sent me a message some time ago saying that he asked me out, but how could I go out with him, this is not a realistic thing, not to mention that I don't have feelings for him anymore, that is, I won't go out with him anymore."
happened to mention that his first love, An Xiaoran, wanted to tell Zhao Xiao about the previous incident, and at the same time, he indirectly assured Zhao Xiao that he would get along with Jin Beichen.
Won't be in touch with that guy or say anything else.
And after hearing An Xiaoran's words, Zhao Xiao nodded, with a smile on his face, like a Maitreya Buddha.
"Hehe, I don't have much to do with these things, mainly about you and Jin Beichen, I'm a friend because of the two of you, I hope you both can be well."
"Jin Beichen is definitely a good man, and you and I like it very much, and you are a good girl, so I hope that the two of you can go to the last step under the witness of everyone, and don't separate like this because of misunderstandings or some other small problems, if this is really the case, we will all feel very regretful."
Regarding the matter of An Xiaoran and Jin Beichen, others did not have much say.
Zhao Xiao is familiar with Jin Beichen, so she can still say certain things, so she said such a thing to An Xiaoran, which can be regarded as a blessing for her.
Hearing her words, An Xiaoran nodded and smiled at her, An Xiaoran herself knows that the things that have been in the past have passed, there is no need to dwell on the past, and the likes of youth are not necessarily real liking people?
Only after experiencing maturity can you determine what exactly you want.
Now she can be sure that she just wants to be with Jin Beichen, if she has the opportunity to spend the rest of her life with the two of them, give birth to many, many children, and accompany them until they grow old.
This is An Xiaoran's truest thought in her heart, but she can't tell them this idea, how embarrassing it is to say it, so she can only think about it in her heart.
For Ji Yinan's love history, it is even more pitiful skills, it is simply a lifetime of singleness, and the mother has been single for 18 years.
finally met Zhang Hao, who knew that he was also a scumbag, and before he could sprout the sprout of love, he had already been strangled in the cradle.
For Ji Yinan, this is a past that I don't want to mention anymore, and I don't want to tell it anymore, so I just filtered it out.
"What about Lily? Lily seems to be indifferent to the world, but I always feel that her inner world must be rich. Ji Yinan looked at Lily and then said something like this.
She and Lily had only known each other for a short time, but they felt like they were at home at first sight.
At this time, Lily was already immersed in her past, and she didn't really want to talk about the past, but since An Xiaoran wanted to hear it, it didn't hurt for her to talk about it.
It's just that it will definitely not be told in such detail, and after roughly telling the story of the past, everyone looked at her with a shocked face.
"I can't imagine that our lily's love is really full of twists and turns, which can be called a storyline."
After hearing Lily's story, Ji Yinan was the first to say such a thing, and the eyes that looked at Lily also changed, turning into a secret amazement.
She never thought that Lily looked soft and weak and turned out to be a decisive woman, if Lily was allowed to do business in the future, it must be an iron-blooded boss, Ji Yinan thought silently in her heart, but she couldn't say this kind of thing.
"But it doesn't matter, now everything is over, what was once is not so important, people, the most important thing in life is to look forward, come and we toast again, I hope we will have a smooth road in the future, happy and happy, whether it is a career or a relationship, all aspects of the family are complete."
The three of them raised their glasses together, and then continued to eat and drink, the business of this shop seems to have not changed, from the point of noon to now, it is almost the time to eat in the evening, and there are still so many people.
It seems that it has never decreased, Zhao Xiao and they also began to marvel, sure enough, it is because this store has a good reputation, otherwise how could there be so many people coming? The most important thing is that so many people who have free time come here to eat.
"Have you eaten everything? When we're all full, we can go and visit other places. If you haven't eaten yet, you can add some extra food. ”