Chapter 184: Brother and Sister
Princess Shengping seems to be immersed in memories that have been gone from along. Indeed, it was long enough, more than thirty years ago.
"In order to fight for my brother, I listened to Concubine Wei Xian's words and put abortion pills in Tao Zhuo's soup bowl."
She paused for a moment, as if the bloody and cruel memories still made her feel depressed.
That night, her baby was gone, and it was more than six months old, and she became a baby girl, and she was bloodied in front of her brother. My brother was so insane that he even executed several doctors. She herself almost didn't come back to life, and later, Doctor Liang saved her, but she never saw her brother again......"
Later, she knew that Aunt Wei left the imperial city and fled to Yangzhou. And her best friend Xie naturally later took a child from Shengping Mansion and gave it to Aunt Wei to raise.
The mother may not know at first who the child will eventually be raised, but then she must have known. So she must also know that the words of the grandfather are actually just Xie naturally casually reciting nonsense.
In other words, her mother actually knew that she didn't have a grandmother, and she didn't have any so-called natural phoenix fate. It's just that the child raised by her Wei Taozhuo, her mother may never be able to face that incident, so she is alienated from her......
All this has nothing to do with her, but it has also changed her fate.
Princess Shengping sighed deeply, and the hand held by Nian Yun backhanded her hand, "Child, Guo family...... I'm sorry for you. ”
Nian Yun lowered his eyes slightly, "Mother, there is no need to say this, there is nothing to live with, and the third brother is here." ”
Princess Shengping raised her eyes and looked at Guo Yan, but the worry in her eyes became more and more serious, and she leaned back tiredly.
Nianyun didn't know why, so he turned his head to look at Guo Yan, but Guo Yan didn't know why, he turned his gaze slightly and avoided her gaze.
"Mother's ......"
Princess Shengping held her hand with one hand, pulled Guo Yan with the other, was silent for a while, and slowly exhaled, "Over the years, Fu'er's mind has ...... How can I, a mother, not know ......?"
Nian Yun raised his head again in amazement, and saw that Princess Shengping was still half-closed with her eyes closed, and her face was calm, so she went to look at Guo Yan. Guo Yan's expression was also very indifferent, as if she was just stating a simple and clear fact.
The mind of the third brother?
Sounds like it has something to do with her?
Princess Shengping said as if it was another topic, "You are Your Majesty's concubine, don't make a mistake." The Guo family owes you, but you have also taken it back from Jin'er, what is the blood of the Guo family in your body......"
Naturally, this was said to her. Although she has not been close to her mother over the years, she has never forgotten that she has the blood of the Guo family in her body, and she has never turned her back on the Guo family behind her. What does Mother mean by that?
Princess Shengping suddenly opened her eyes, looked at Guo Yan aggressively, and the indifference on her face instantly turned into a sad and indignant accusation: "You rebel, rebel!" She is your own sister and the concubine of the Tang Dynasty, how can you give birth to such a dirty mind, so that my Guo family has no successor and no successor! ”
Her words were full of pain, the emotions that had accumulated over the years finally exploded, and there was a kind of helplessness that could not be lived.
Nian Yun's brain sounded as if it had been struck by lightning. Finally, this sentence strung together all the content she didn't understand. What my mother said was that the person who the third brother admired in his heart was actually her......
The third brother remained silent, never refuting or explaining.
He acquiesced.
For so many years, there were only Chang'er and Chu'er by his side, Chang'er was stuffed to him by her and them, although Chu'er was the person he fancied, he didn't see him very concerned, and even for more than ten years, he was only regarded as an outer room, even if she gave Chu'er the identity of Rong'an County, he never welcomed him home.
She always thought that he was just getting older and busy with the affairs of the court, so she faded the love of children.
How did she know that all his enthusiasm was given to her, the sister of his mother's compatriots!
She didn't know before, and she only thought that everything he did was the friendship between brother and sister. Looking back now, everything in the past ten years, every word he said to her, how could the word brother and sister be interpreted!
Mother always refused to come to see her, avoiding her like a flood beast, not only because of Aunt Wei, but also because she was indeed a flood beast in her mother's heart, and she actually caused the Guo family's most favored sister-in-law to cut off her children and grandchildren!
Nianyun's tears fell as soon as she brushed it, and her mother had to see her at this time, just to make this matter clear, so as not to cause endless trouble.
If my mother hadn't said it today, she wouldn't have thought about it all along. But recalling the crazy words that the third brother said when he was drunk in the past, she knew that if she continued like this, sooner or later he and Li Chun would really break out into conflict.
At that time, no matter how Li Chun treats her, the confrontation between His Majesty and the Guo family is doomed. At that time, no matter whether His Majesty destroyed the Guo family in the end, or the Guo family killed the monarch and rebelled, it would not be of any benefit to her, and it might not allow others to take advantage of the loopholes and benefit the fisherman.
If His Majesty destroys the Guo family, at most he can remember her past feelings and leave her an empty shell of a concubine. And if His Majesty fails, the Guo family can only support You'er, and she can only be the queen mother. In any case, the third brother can't sit in that position, and she must not really be with the third brother.
Instead of losing in the end, her mother chose to let her know in advance. In the end, she is still a princess who knows the way of the palace and knows that long pain is better than short pain.
Princess Shengping looked at her silently for a long time, then suddenly pulled out her hand and pointed at Guo Yan tremblingly, "You, you rebel, in front of your sister...... I want you to swear, swear poison, everything is based on the overall situation of the Guo family, and in this life and this life, you will never do anything that is rebellious, and you will never do anything that is against human ethics! ”
As a mother, she has worked hard to raise several children, but slowly discovers that her most important child has such a dark and unspeakable mind buried in the heart, which is not a kind of torture for her.
Judging by the appearance of the third brother, he should have known that his mother was aware of this, and his mother must have warned him at that time. But he still didn't restrain himself, so his mother had to take a salary from the bottom of the kettle and asked her to expose all this on her deathbed.
Guo Yan didn't know, and even when he understood that his mother's purpose in calling Nian Yun to come today was to explain the matter, he knew that from now on, he and Nian Yun could only be polite from a distance, and they could no longer be as intimate as before.
He clearly felt that his mother was holding a sharp knife at the moment, and he slashed out the part of his heart that belonged to Nianyun alive, and the pain was so painful.
But how can he rip it off, his whole heart is full of her! In the past ten years, she has long taken root in his heart and grown into a lush area, if there is no her in his heart, he will have no heart!
"Boom!" Princess Shengping's voice trembled, as if she had exhausted all her strength.
With tears in his eyes, Guo Yan knelt on the ground with a "poof", and slowly raised his right hand, "Mother is above, I, Guo Yan, swear...... Never do anything for the sake of rebellion, never do it...... Rebellious...... The matter of humanity must protect the Guo family and protect ...... The concubine Niangniang, for a lifetime, if there is a violation, if there is a violation...... then life after life...... Never lose your love, you can't be born! ”
Word by word, slow and heavy, every word seemed to be watching Nianyun turn his back to him, and take another step away, step by step, stepping on his heart, hurting his bone marrow. In the last few words, he gritted his teeth and didn't dare to look at Nian Yun, but finally said it.
If there is a disobedience, you will never lose your love in life and life, and you will not be able to be reborn.
Nian Yun was already crying on the other side of her mother's bed, although she had no love for Guo Jun, but he was her dearest third brother, and Li Chun was far from being good to her. This man was born to be her own brother.
After listening to Guo Yan's oath, Princess Shengping reluctantly put her mind at ease, and reprimanded tiredly: "What are you crying about, Your Majesty treats you well enough, be content!" ”
She should indeed be content, she married an emperor who was still a good person, was the concubine in charge of the six palaces in the Daming Palace, raised several well-behaved and intelligent children, and had a brother who held her like a jewel in the palm of her hand, in the eyes of many people, her life can be considered complete.
She watched her tears fall to the ground in amazement, and she got wet, picked up her skirt, took two steps back, knelt down and kowtowed: "Daughter...... Mother Xie mentioned. ”
Princess Shengping seemed to answer vaguely in her throat, and leaned back in a deep voice.
Nianyun suddenly remembered something, got up and leaned into Princess Shengping's ear, and whispered: "Mother, in fact, the third brother already has an heir, raised in the palace, he is a little lang, and he was born very well......"
Princess Shengping looked at her in disbelief, and the green tendons on her thin fingers burst out, as if they were about to grab her.
Nian Yun knew that she had misunderstood, and was afraid that she thought that she really had something to do with Guo Qian, so she quickly explained a few words about Guo Fei and Zheng Qiaoqiao, and told her that the child was now raised in the palace as a prince and was safe.
"Okay, okay."
Princess Shengping relieved her heart, said two good words in a row, sighed lightly, patted the back of her hand, and exhaled with a gurgling breath in her throat, looking extremely tired, and closed her eyes.
After waiting for a long time, Princess Shengping didn't speak again, as if she was asleep. Guo Yan walked up to her on his knees and called softly twice, but he didn't answer.
Nian Yun probed his finger to her nose, and after a while, he withdrew his hand and looked at Guo Yan through hazy teary eyes, "Third brother, mother, she ...... went. ”
Guo Yan did not raise his head, but gently leaned on the edge of the couch and held his mother's hand in his arms.
Nian Yun hesitated for a long time, walked over slowly, and gently put his hand on Guo Yan's shoulder.
No matter what Guo Jun thinks about her, no matter what happens to them in the future, they are the closest relatives in the world, and after their mother passed away, they still have to support each other, support each other, and jointly protect the Guo family's big ship.
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