Chapter 389: I Want to Go Back
Jin Se sat on the edge of Zhou Zimu's bed, falling into deep thought.
How can she go back to ancient times, to her father-in-law and son?
Do you want to die once?
In the TV series, the traversal is basically a car pot, a plane crash, falling into the water, etc., and it is inevitable to die. But how did she dream when she died.
Jin Se thought that Zhou Zimu was crossing in a coma.
I'm here now, can I be in a coma to reach the conditions of crossing, this is a hospital, and I don't have to worry about no one to rescue me.
But after a while, Jin Se denied this plan, not to mention whether he could cross through the coma. If you can't control the strength of hitting the wall, you may die.
She crossed in her sleep. If she falls asleep, she can travel back.
This method was good, and Jin Se soon began to try it himself. tried to sleep next to Zhou Zimu, but Jin Se closed his eyes and lay on his stomach for a long time and still didn't react at all.
How can this be, obviously I should be able to cross as long as I sleep.
But she was upset and didn't feel sleepy at all, since she couldn't sleep, how could she go back.
Suddenly, the mobile phone in his pocket rang, and Jin Se had to get up and answer the phone. Because of the alarm Zhou Zimu, Jin Se walked to the corner of the room to answer the phone.
"Jinse, won't you come back for dinner at noon?" On the other end of the phone was my mother's concerned voice.
"I won't go back to eat at noon." Jin Se wanted to go back to eat, but after glancing at Zhou Zimu on the bed, he decided to stay.
"Okay, then I'll eat it with your dad. Remember to come back early in the afternoon for soup. "The mother didn't ask in detail, the daughter has her own life, and she respects her ideas.
"Well, I will." Because Jinse couldn't cross, her voice was weak, and her mother quickly hung up the phone, but she still hadn't found a way back.
Jin Se was lying on the side of Zhou Zimu's bed in a daze.
If she can't go back, what will Zhou Zimu do, what will her children do.
She had to figure it out.
The sun outside the window shone into the room, and Jin Se felt the warmth of the sun. Last time, she crossed after going to bed at night, and if the same conditions were created this time, wouldn't she be able to cross.
She reached out and held Zhou Zimu's hand, and said softly, "Zimu, I'm Jinse." ”
Zhou Zimu, who was originally unconscious on the bed, suddenly reacted, his lips moved slightly as if he wanted to say something.
Jin Se put her ear to Zhou Zimu's mouth, and she only heard two words from Zhou Zimu's mouth.
Jinse ......
He was calling his name, and although his voice was weak, Jinse heard it so clearly that she burst into tears of excitement.
No matter what, she wants to return to Zhou Zimu's side and go back to ancient times!
Tears slipped from the corners of Jin Se's eyes and disappeared onto Zhou Zimu's sheets.
Jin Se, who made up his mind, kissed Zhou Zimu's forehead and waited for me!
Jin Se walked out of Zhou Zimu's ward and asked the nurse to take good care of Zhou Zimu. She knew she might not come back once she left here.
She went outside the hospital to grab a bite to eat and got on the bus home. She was going back to say goodbye to her parents.
Everything at home is still so familiar, and my mother complains that she doesn't come home for dinner and has to waste money outside. Dad beckoned her to watch TV with her.
Jin Se silently helped her mother prepare the evening meal together.
"You kid don't see you so diligent on weekdays, why do you want to help your mother pick vegetables today." Mom laughed and joked.
Usually Jin Se eats by herself, because she is an only daughter who doesn't let her work much.
"I'm willing to help my mom." Jin Se knew that if he crossed over, he would not have much time to spend with his parents. She will probably be as unconscious as Zhou Zimu.
Thinking of this, Jin Se felt sad for a while, but she still held back her emotions and didn't let her mother find out about it.
A table of home-cooked food with all the colors and aromas was quickly served on the table. Three dishes and one soup, with mother's chicken soup in the middle.
Mom scooped a bowl of Jin Se and handed it to Jin Se: "Taste the saltiness, I have been simmering this chicken soup for a long time." ”
Taking the soup, Jin Se took a sip. Chicken soup warms her stomach, she hasn't drunk chicken soup made by her mother for a long time. I probably won't be able to drink my mother's chicken soup in the future, and Jin Se's eyes are red.
"Why are you crying?" Dad was nervously concerned about Jinse.
"I accidentally burned my mouth, it's fine." Jin Se wiped away her tears and forced a smile, "Mom's soup is the best in the world." ”
"The soup has to be blown, why is it so urgent." Mom asked with concern.
Jinse nodded, and she quickly finished a bowl of chicken soup.
"Mom and Dad, I had a dream yesterday. In my dream, I traveled to ancient times and became my own son in ancient times. Not only did he have a home, but he also opened his own shop in ancient times. Jin Se told his parents about his experience in the dream.
"Your dream is quite special." Dad didn't care, he just thought Jinse was talking about his dream.
But her mother carefully noticed that Jinse's mood changed.
"Jinse, what do you want to say to your parents?" She sensed that there was something in Jinse's words, and she didn't just want to talk to them about her dreams.
"Mom, I'm doing well in my dreams. In the future, if I don't have you guys, I'll live a good life. Jin Se couldn't bear to tell his mother that he was leaving, so he could only smile and tell his mother that he would take care of himself wherever he went.
Jin Se gave Mom and Dad a hug respectively, Mom and Dad, don't worry, I will live well.
When she first traveled to ancient times, she missed her parents all the time and wanted to return to modern times. And now that I've come back, I want to go back in time.
Zimu is still waiting for me, my Yongxi still needs my mother, mom and dad, please forgive my daughter's unfilial piety.
"Silly girl, what you said is a dream. No matter what, Mom and Dad want you to live well. Mom's tone was relaxed, and she smiled and handed Jin Se an apple, "Go wash the apple, and we'll share this apple together." ”
The topic did not continue, and Jinse silently washed apples in the kitchen. The sound of water from the faucet drowned out her crying, parents and lovers and children, she could only choose one.
That night, Jin Se wrote a long letter to his parents. She hid the letter under her pillow.
In the letter, she says goodbye to her parents and tells them the truth of her dream. I hope they don't worry about themselves, they have a good life in Tianyao.
Lying on the bed, Jin Se couldn't fall asleep for a long time.
She relaxed her mood and took a deep breath, thinking about Zhou Zimu's face in her mind. Jinse closed her eyes, and her eyes were dark again. She fell into a deep sleep.
I don't know how long it took, but the dazed Jinse felt the pain, and the cry of a baby came to her ears.