She didn't know what kind of feelings Zhao Xiao had for Zhanfeng, but she thought that she could insist on liking it for so long, after all, she was secretly in love with this kind of love in her heart.

She was afraid when she loved too much, and she didn't dare to tell her love to the person concerned, because she was afraid of being rejected by others.

This is what An Xiaoran thought in her heart, she herself has not experienced such feelings, and Jin Beichen is the same, listening to Jin Beichen's words and following the direction of her heart, so it has always been smooth.

I liked my first love before, but it wasn't really liked, it was just an ignorant and youthful love.

It's more likely to be just the feeling of her relatives, so she doesn't really understand Zhao Xiao's psychological activities now, and she doesn't know how to persuade them.

An Xiaoran looked at Zhao Xiao, and was also very distressed in her heart, not knowing what to say.

"But don't you feel bad that you like him like this and get no response? And such a liking is also worthless, after all, the other party doesn't take you to heart. ”

"I saw him this afternoon and he was quite considerate to the girl next to him, and I noticed that the girl's eyes were also full of love when she looked at him, so are the two of them a couple? Zhao Xiao, you can't do things that are against morality. ”

The reason why Ji Yinan said such a thing was completely to take care of Zhao Xiao, she felt that there was no lack of love and love from others to have such an excellent girl.

There is no need to waste your time and your feelings on such a scumbag, not to mention that the youth of girls is relatively short.

She didn't want her good friend to waste her youth on such a person, so she would give Zhao Xiao such an instruction.

Hearing Ji Yinan's words, Zhao Xiao raised his head and looked at them, and finally said to them with a cold smile on his face.

"You don't have to worry, I know in my heart how much he likes, because there are other feelings, if it was really something that wanted to happen, something would have happened to us a long time ago."

"So don't worry, I'm not going to do that kind of anti-moral thing, am I probably going to be that kind of person? Come, let's drink drinks, and now we still feel a little uncomfortable, so let's drink instead of wine, let's drink today. ”

Zhao Xiao knew that they were for their own good, but feelings were really not so simple in the eyes of outsiders, she also wanted to let go of everything, but this thing couldn't be let go easily.

Zhao Xiao has been warning himself once or twice not to put too many feelings and too many thoughts on Zhanfeng's body.

But she always can't control her emotions, if she can control it, she will really be terrible, she still thinks in her heart, but she doesn't show any irritability on her face, and she still smiles patiently at An Xiaoran.

Seeing Zhao Xiao like this, An Xiaoran felt that he really couldn't watch Zhao Xiao like this anymore

So she didn't match what Zhao Xiao said, she put down her cup directly, and then said to Zhao Xiao with a serious face.

"Xiaoxiao, you come out, I have something I want to tell you."

After An Xiaoran's voice fell, all of a sudden everyone looked at her.

Lily and Ji Yinan are not clear, so it is not clear why An Xiaoran is called Zhao Xiao alone.

But looking at An Xiaoran's serious face, she suddenly knew in her heart that she must have something urgent to find Zhao Xiao, and there was something about Zhao Xiao, and the two of them must not be able to participate.

That's why Zhao Xiao was allowed to go out alone, and for a while, Ji Yinan and Lily looked at each other, not knowing what to do, so they lowered their heads and didn't say more.

And Zhao Xiao heard An Xiaoran's words even more different, did he think that An Xiaoran would look at himself so seriously and say such a thing.

She looked at An Xiaoran and found that the other party's face was very unsightly, and for a while, some bad conjectures flashed in Zhao Xiao's heart, but in the end, they were all denied by herself.

What else would make her feel terrible now, she looked at An Xiaoran in some surprise, and then asked her, "What's wrong?" Is something happening? ”

"No, it's just that there are some things I want to tell you, so now you come out with me, it's not convenient for them to hear about it. So Lily and Anan, don't worry too much about the two of you, you keep eating, we'll be back, don't worry. ”

After saying this, An Xiaoran stood up, and then pulled Zhao Xiao up, and pulled Zhao Xiao out of this place, and the two of them came to another private room.

Zhao Xiao was a little at a loss for An Xiaoran's series of actions, and she didn't know what was going on, she was just surprised and curious.

Why is An Xiaoran so serious, Zhao Xiao was very puzzled, looking at An Xiaoran's face was also full of questions, and finally chose to ask.

"What's the matter, I noticed just now, it's a little strange that you came back from the phone call with Jin Beichen. The second phase looked at me very strangely, so could it be that something happened about me? ”

"Tell me directly not to worry, my inner capacity is still very strong, so don't worry that I won't be able to bear it."

Zhao Xiao looked at An Xiaoran's face, and there was a vague conjecture in his heart, he and her must be very likely to be a matter of himself and Zhanfeng, and seeing that An Xiaoran is so serious now, An Xiaoran knows that it must not be a good thing.

If it was a good thing, An Xiaoran would definitely be very happy, it would definitely not be like this, so for a while, Zhao Xiao also breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

"Do you still like to show off your style? Did you want to put him down, or did you lose it so much, didn't like him that much? ”

An Xiaoran pulled Zhao Xiao to sit on the sofa in the box, and then asked him such a thing.

After hearing An Xiaoran's words, Zhao Xiao's heart suddenly fell, she knew that it must be about Zhanfeng, and at this moment, whether it was good or bad, he could accept the result.

The breath that was hanging in his heart just now was put down, Zhao Xiao looked at An Xiaoran with an indifferent face, and then explained to her.

"You should understand the relationship thing, many times it doesn't mean that I can let go if I want to, and I don't want to like him at all in my heart, but I can't control my own heart."

"I've discussed this many times before, and I've made it clear to you."

"Now of course I do like him, but when I see him with other girls, I also dislike him in my heart, and I don't think he deserves my liking."

"But I like such a scumbag in my heart, what can I do? I was also desperate, of course sad, but there was nothing I could do about it. ”

"At that time, I was even thinking that if one day I was allowed to see his more scummy side, would my heart be hurt very badly, and I would never like him again."

"But every time, Zhanfeng will give me a feeling of being separated, sometimes he is really good to me, sometimes he seems so ruthless, with other women I never know that there is such a thing in secret, I like him silently."

"But don't you think it's too humble for you to like it now? In my impression, you shouldn't be like this, you have to live proudly forever, how can you lose yourself like this for a man? ”

"Zhao Xiao, I don't think you should give up a better version of yourself for the sake of a person like that."

The reason why An Xiaoran wanted Zhao Xiao to give up first was not because Zhan Feng didn't like her anymore.

An Xiaoran wanted Zhao Xiao not to waste his youth for the sake of showing his style, but he didn't expect Zhao Xiao to refute this statement.

"However, you are still too young to know how torturous feelings are, and many times it is not that I want it to be what it is."

"I have to admit that what you just said is what my heart desires, but can I really be what you say? It's not possible. I can't control my feelings, so I don't have any way, and my own feelings just like this, just wither. ”

"If Zhanfeng tells me one morning that he doesn't like me, then I may give up gradually, it's just a matter of time, but now I always have some expectations in my heart, so there is no reason for me to give up at all."

"I told myself to give up, but there was always a consciousness in my head telling me that you don't give up, there is hope. He didn't say he didn't like you, you see he's pretty good to you, it's another personality in my mind, I can't control it. ”

Hearing Zhao Xiao's answer, An Xiaoran's eyes widened suddenly.

She didn't expect that feelings were such a magical thing, and she and Jin Beichen didn't seem to be as entangled as she said.

An Xiaoran was also very helpless for a while, and then said to Zhao Xiao seriously: "The reason why I called you out is that there are indeed some things I want to tell you, and this matter is about Zhanfeng." ”

"Tonight, Jin Beichen found Zhan Feng and told him that you like him, but Zhan Feng didn't have any reaction, and even he directly told Jin Beichen that he didn't like you."

"This is also what Jin Beichen told me, so let me tell you, don't hold anything too big for him when the wind comes, and don't show other ideas, it's different from usual."