When Wang Xi returned to his bedroom, it was almost 5 o'clock in the morning, and he was alone, stunned for a while, and went to bed.

But in less than ten minutes, someone opened the door and walked in, it was Xiaoyi.

She said that the bedroom was empty, and Senior Sister Yingying was not there, alone, scared.

Cheng Peng didn't say anything, got dressed, and left.

He didn't have the heart to gossip, and like all the leading teachers, he fell into deep self-blame.

He sat on the sofa in the suite, like a ghost, not saying a word, not turning on the lights, only a lit cigarette, flickering and dimming.

It was very quiet in the bedroom, Wang Xi gave up the bed and was about to go to Cheng Peng's bed to rest, but was gently pulled by a small hand.

He stopped, paused for two seconds, turned around and squatted down, covered Xiao Yi with the quilt, and said that he was not going anywhere, but seeing that Xiao Yi still didn't let go, he finally lay down and patted gently like a baby.

When Xiaoyi fell asleep, he walked to the window, took out a cigarette, and before he lit it, he crushed the cigarette again.

Such a courtyard is not the courtyard he knows.

He didn't like this kind of courtyard very much.

He knew that he was not a murderous person, but he had an impulse in his heart that made him want to kill all the people who had evolved into human beings, leaving no one behind, even those innocent people.

But he knew he couldn't do it.

So, he was full of hope, and the inner house would do the same.

And, the Courtyard will definitely do it.

The Seventh Courtyard should do the same.

However, it is not......

He didn't understand that what the courtyard did this time was correct.

I also understand that the reason why I have this thought is because of that lingering sense of guilt......

If it weren't for himself and Xiao Yi opening a boundary door indiscriminately, all of this would not have happened at all.

The inner courtyard of happy enmity, the inner courtyard of judging the situation.

The courtyard that must be reported, the courtyard that is generous and tolerant.

Which one is the courtyard in your impression?

Didn't you once tell yourself that a doctor heals the sick and saves people, hangs a pot to help the world, but also kills tumors and restores peace in the world?

Why?

Human evolution is a cancer......

Even if it weren't for last night's incident, they would have been doomed......

The courtyard obviously occupies morality, and it is even more famous, why is it not like the chivalrous men in ancient times, killing one person in ten steps, and not leaving a line for thousands of miles?

Eventually...... It's not a river and lake......

Wang Xi struggled.

His guilt and incompetence made him subconsciously want to put all the blame on the courtyard.

But in the end, it turns out that it doesn't help.

Because no matter what the courtyard does, it is the first to open the boundary door by yourself.

And the inner courtyard is just helping to wipe his ass......

Now the rubbing does not satisfy him...... He was going to complain about the man who wiped his ass......

This is not right.

He knew it wasn't right.

Ascend Mien, fight Mi Qiu. Every time I get used to you, I get used to it, and over time, all of a sudden, I can't fulfill your wish, that's someone else's fault......

But what can be done?

He is familiar with the courtyard, just as a widow knows the courtyard.

Every move it made was too easy to predict.

But this time, it's not so easy to guess.

The courtyard disappointed the bereaved and Wang Xi......

He's not the same as the elder brother.

In the heart of the senior brother, he values the Barbarian Dan more. But for him, it's all the dead colleagues.

How he wanted someone to bear with him.

In fact, there is indeed such a person - Xiaoyi.

But he couldn't bear to tell her this.

This girl is also tired.

She is so kind, she lives so simply and purely, she will never connect these things together.

Having said that, it may be even more uncomfortable than yourself.

Wang Xi didn't know what the upper echelons of human evolution had experienced in the Netherworld in the end.

Anyway, as I thought before, nothing happened that night.

It's calm, it's calm.

The remnants also disappeared, and no action was taken.

It was like a dream.

A very heavy nightmare.

In the dream, he didn't watch everything happen and couldn't do anything about it. It's that he is obviously not there, but everything is because of himself. Only after the fact can we know that nothing can be recovered. I didn't even have a chance to try to struggle.

The sky is slowly getting brighter.

He looked at Xiao Yi, who was still hiding in the quilt, one thigh sticking out of the quilt.

I didn't take off my clothes, and my wide handwashing clothes were dirty.

He could feel that Senior Brother Cheng Peng had not fallen asleep since he was outside, and the other party should have known that he was the same, but no one had said a word to anyone.

He's always like this, there's something that likes to be stuffy in his heart.

You don't ask, he doesn't say.

You ask, he wants to be hypocritical, he wants to hypocritically say, it's okay.

Unless you ask a few more times, he won't say it in a hurry.

Actually, he wanted to say it in his heart!

He sighed, looked very sad, walked over, and wanted to cover Xiaoyi's quilt, but he didn't think that a pair of round eyes met him.

"Wake up...... Awake? I...... I don't ...... anything Didn't want to do it...... I'm going to buy breakfast. Wang Xi panicked.

"Hmm...... Some hot ...... I've been awake for a while......"

"Do you want to sleep for a while?"

"Want to ......"

"Let's sleep a little longer, then. It's okay, I'm not leaving. Only then did Wang Xi stretch out his hand and take off Xiao Yi's dirty shoes.

"Hungry ......"

A simple word, like an umbrella, suddenly covered the heavy rain in his inner world, making him smile bitterly.

It's true...... It's very simple......

"Alright, I've got a new toothbrush here, let's clean it up and I'll take you to breakfast."

"I still want to sleep."

Wang Xi suddenly realized that he was not at all impatient because he was now caught in a dead loop, on the contrary, he stretched out his hand, pinched Xiao Yi's face dotingly, and said, "Then I'll see if Senior Brother Cheng Peng has a ...... Hey? You've been playing on your phone, huh? ”

"Well, talk to Senior Sister."

"What did Senior Sister Ying Ying say?"

"Senior sister said, thank you for the hairpin, she likes it very much."

"I told her you bought it."

"I don't know."

"What else are you talking about?"

"Senior sister said that you might be unhappy, but when I asked her why, she refused to say. Isn't she right? Are you angry? ”

"Uh...... Not...... No...... It's just a little sleepy. ”

The senior sister also said that the act of taking responsibility that does not belong to oneself on one's shoulders seems to be brave and responsible, but in fact it is just another form of cowardice, because there is no more to do, so there is only one way left to punish oneself and seek self-forgiveness and forgiveness from others. I don't know what I mean, but I feel like I'm talking about you. ”

"I'll see."

Xiao Yi obediently handed the phone to Wang Xi.

After a long time, Wang Xi figured out how to explain it from another angle, so he said: "Xiaoyi has become smarter, senior sister is really talking about me." Senior sister means that these days, we are in the underworld, in fact, we have calculated a lot of strength, even if the final result is not so perfect, but after all, it is not my own business. There are so many people in the courtyard, don't carry everything alone, everyone will find a way together, and the secret of the bereaved will always be solved. ”

After hearing this, Xiao Yi nodded and said, "Yes, yes, yes!" That's what it means! Senior sister is so powerful, I guessed your mind so accurately from such a distance. But actually, I thought so too, but I was too tired yesterday to say it, it's not that I didn't think of it! ”

Wang Xi saw that Xiao Yi was a little more energetic, and said, "Of course I know that Xiao Yi is also powerful." Not sleepy now? So we get up? Let Senior Brother Cheng Peng come in and sleep for a while? ”

"Then you say you're not unhappy, I'll get up."

"Okay, I'm not unhappy."

"No, it's fake, I can see it. Do it all over again. ”

"Well, I was a little unhappy before, but not now."

"It's a little better, so why are you happy now?"

"Because, I'm going to take my little pig to breakfast."

"Which little pig?"

"A little pig."

"Hmph, hmph!" Xiao Yi pretended to have two big ears with two hands, then arched Wang Xi with his head, and then plunged into Wang Xi's arms.

Wang Xi gently caught her and said, "Be careful, see how dirty your bed is." ”

"Really unhappy?"

"Well, I'm not happy...... You...... You're lying to me? Wang Xi helped Xiao Yi up, sat down next to her gently, and combed her hair with a somewhat messy ball.

"You're making me sore." A small one.

"Ahem!" A deliberate cough came from the living room.

Wang Xi immediately realized that Xiao Yi's words were easy to cause ambiguity.

However, he also understands that Senior Brother Cheng Peng doesn't know that nothing has happened here, but he is used to making fun of himself like this.

He stood up and opened the door.

"Senior brother, didn't you sleep?"

"Squinted for a while, doesn't this make room for you?"

Wang Xi glanced at the ashtray on the coffee table, and the cigarette butts were already piled up.

"Senior brother, then you can go sleep for a while."

"yes...... There will be no classes today...... There are no classes to ......" Cheng Peng got up, washed his face indiscriminately, and went out alone.

"Senior Brother Cheng, I know there is a steamed bun that is particularly delicious!" Xiao Yi tied his hair and went out the door.

Wang Xi looked back and smiled bitterly again.

Eldest sister, why did you take off your white coat again.

Now I am wearing a washshirt that is as loose as pajamas, and I come out of my room with my head tied up and let people see it......

The handwashing clothes do not show the figure, but Xiaoyi's hands are all stretched to the back of his head, which is equivalent to doing a strengthened version of the chest expansion exercise, and the fullness of the chest makes Wang Xi's eyes unconsciously stay on it, reluctant to move away.

"Won't the birds come?" Xiao Yi bit a rubber band in his mouth and slurred his speech.

"What? What are you talking about? Wang Xi retracted his eyes and looked at her a little strangely. Then he walked over and pushed her into the bathroom alone. He sat on the couch, picked up a cigarette butt, lit it, took a puff, and extinguished it again.

What are you thinking?

I have a cigarette.

Hey, what Senior Sister Yingying said, every word is heart-wrenching......

In fact, to put it bluntly, it is really a disguised evasion......

Because I was afraid of being told by others, I took the initiative to stand up.

But in reality, nothing can be done.

Sometimes a word of sorry is said to say it, and I really don't care about the attitude of others, just to seek self-redeeming comfort. But I really crave the forgiveness of others.

Wang Xi really wants to say, it's really none of my business.

But he's afraid that people will say, no, it's none of your business......

Senior sister is amazing, she guessed my mind, but in the end, if you are not so sad, you still have to rely on yourself.

"I just said, do you want to come and touch it?" Xiao Yi came out of the bathroom and signaled that Wang Xi could go out.

What?

"Dean Zhong told me that men like big pigs' trotters like this place very much, just like a monkey jumping and jumping when he sees a banana."

Wang Xi was helpless, so she went into the house and took out her white coat and put it on her.

"You know what? I used to be happy every day in the village......"

"I don't know, but I can imagine ......"

"Don't interrupt. At that time, I raised a litter of silkworm babies, which were fat and very fond of it. When I get up every day, when I've had enough, I think of them......"

"I don't feel like I'm taking too much care of it......"

"Oh, don't you talk. Because, everyone is raising Gu, and I'm raising silkworms. At that time, I was only eight years old. One day, when the sun was very strong, I took them to the sun to dry, and when Aggie found out, he said that it couldn't be like this, and the silkworm babies would be sunburned to death. I didn't listen, so Aggie insisted on robbing it. A lot of silkworm babies were scattered and trampled to death. I cried. Then the adults came out, and Aji sued me, saying that I wanted to dry silkworms, and I sued Aji, saying that he robbed my silkworms. ”

"And then?"

"Later, the adults all said that Aggie was wrong. Although he was not convinced, he apologized to me. But I just didn't forgive him and decided not to talk to him for the rest of my life. ”

"Heh, when I was a child, I said that my life may be one or two days, three or four days?"

"yes, I don't even know when I started playing with Aggie again, but I forgot about it. However, later I learned that the adults said that he was wrong, not because he said he was wrong, but because he robbed. As for me, everyone is just a kind of favoritism, looking at my Abba and Aunt's face, if I hadn't done that stupid thing, Aggie wouldn't have been criticized. ”

"And then?"

"Although I was young at that time, I was actually quite distressed. My grandmother comforted me, saying that although these silkworm babies are dead, their souls are still there, and because of this incident, I know that from now on, silkworms cannot be exposed to the sun, so that the remaining silkworm babies can be better protected. But when I grow up, I will understand that the silkworm baby, that little bit of soul, is going to reincarnate, and I don't know when I will go. Although it has been so long since things have passed, I will not be sad, but sometimes when I think about it, I will feel that many things, it is better not to know. ”

"There's some truth to that."

"I'm enlightening you, otherwise what do you think I'm telling you this story for?"

"Enlighten me? I can't hear it at all. ”

"Didn't Senior Sister Ying Ying say that you are unhappy because you didn't do your job well and failed to solve those mysteries?"

Belch......

"Well, what does this story say?"

"This is my own summary. First, sometimes a lot of mistakes are made because of ignorance. But ignorance is only a reason to make mistakes, not an excuse to avoid punishment. If you don't get criticized, there will always be someone who will. The second is what I just said, it is easy to make mistakes in ignorance, but sometimes ignorance can make one's life happier. ”

"Your first and second points sound contradictory. But when I take it out alone, it still feels a little reasonable......"

"Huh?! Is it!? This is the most powerful self-summary I have ever made! I've summarized two points! Still not right!? ”

"Yes, yes, of course! Because your first point and the second point, although in conclusion, are a bit contradictory, you are actually summing up...... Distinct...... What's the matter...... One thing is talking about Aji...... A...... Talking about silkworm ......"

Wang Xi's voice began to fade down, full of doubts......