One day, Du Ming took her to see a rough room, in the unformed empty house, when he told her that he wanted to build a painting studio and living room in this place, first with a plain high wall to enclose this large open space, the front yard should have camellias, peonies and ginger flowers, the back yard is full of peach blossoms, plum blossoms and pear blossoms, high and low, full of spring. In this way, there will be a large number of flowers to watch and fall in each different season, and you will not be lonely.

He imagined "when the wind blows, the snow-white pear blossoms fall to the ground, and the ancient beauties dance under the moonlit night..." She continued, "You play the guqin, I dance, what a beautiful artistic conception!" ”

When he went back to the house, he talked about his design ideas, "It's all glass curtain walls here," "But the reflective material, you can't see the glass curtain wall inside..." She continued, "And then the roof of the wide master room is two large pieces of glass that can be opened and closed... Tall and dense fruit trees are planted on both sides of the house, and the ceiling-like glass is surrounded by low-hanging fruits that can be picked at your fingertips. He continued to imagine, "When it rains, you can watch the raindrops hit the glass, making a crisp sound, just like natural music, on a clear summer night, you can completely open the glass ceiling, you can lie on the bed and watch the starry sky without any obstruction, and sleep with the breeze and stars all night.... It's like living in the wild. She blurted out along his train of thought, and suddenly found that he was a person who knew how to live very well, and he would not feel bored living with this kind of person. They are the same kind of people and want things that are too similar, so it's easy to understand! It's a pity that she is married, and she doesn't know where her love begins, and she has always been in love. What should she do? Stay away from him, or keep getting closer?

She decided to stay away so as not to get lost, she should respect her family, love her husband, and think about her children, so she tried to quit. Under the pretext that she was too busy with daily dance practice and didn't have time to help him model again, she introduced a young and beautiful ballerina in the troupe to make him a new model and left. I thought that in the future, they would cherish each other and be well, but who knows the fate arrangement, they still can't get out. Du Ming didn't stalk either, he quietly left her world, but he didn't paint any more figures, he just politely refused the actress she introduced as a model, he knew that he was not interested in other women.

Precocious, he had been lost throughout his middle school years, and no one had ever known that he had been there to watch every performance she had performed at home and abroad, applauding her from the seat of a regular audience, and silently watching, he knew it was strange, but he wanted to grow up, and he knew that he wanted to go all over the world with her, except that he was naturally curious about the world, and wanted to explore and adventure whatever he had not done. Du Ming just kept silently buying tickets for an ordinary audience to watch every one of her performances in a certain corner, without needing her to know. Watching her performances from a distance is a pleasure for him, and one of the most relaxing ways for him to spend his time outside of work. She will always be his goddess, his only desire from the first love of intuition and hazy at the age of 14 to the stage of adult maturity, in front of her, he seems to have never grown up, in his eyes, she never seems to grow old, the years just give her better modification, her inner unique temperament more penetrates the skin, and is integrated into her dance art to show. Like a cup of pale and clear Longjing, drink the first cup of love, the second cup is more aftertaste, the bottom of the tongue is fragrant, and finally he can't give up, he must have a pot every day.

Du Ming's parents are a beautiful couple, a model of loving couple. It is precisely because they love each other too much that they often ignore their sons, and their two worlds do not seem to need children to fill the emptiness, because both parties are in love all the time, and they notice that each other has occupied most of the time, they get up at eight o'clock in the morning, close the door at eight o'clock in the evening to rest, except for going out to work, they stay at home together the rest of the time, and the children seem to be bystanders who do not disturb them to show affection at any time. Du Ming lived most of her childhood at her grandparents' house, and only returned to her parents' house during the holidays. His parents gave him enough money and material rewards, but they rarely cared about what he was doing or thinking. Such a family environment caused him to be independent and precocious, and also made him yearn for the attention of his beloved Yaya.

He looked at psychology himself, from Freud's "Dream Interpretation" to "The Art of Love", and confessed whether he lacked maternal love, but he would not necessarily fall in love with other older women. He was shocked at a glance, and saw her performing on the stage, young and beautiful, elegant and generous, he couldn't help but be attracted, he only knew that he wanted to watch her performance often, and finally evolved into a desire to see her all the time, and he didn't understand why, love, it happened naturally. He sometimes wonders if there was another swan sister on the stage, not Yaya, would he still fall in love with the heroine? Is it because she dances well, is she vividly interpreted, and the artistic charm of the black and white swan conquers him, or is it because as long as it is her, no matter what role she dances and what dance drama she plays, it will resonate with him? Is it her performance that he falls in love with, or is it herself? It's really hard to tell.

Then she heard that he had finally built his studio and lived in a room, and that the city's celebrities secretly hoped that he would invite them to his family feasts or balls, but he never had a party at home, nor did he refuse to visit, preferring to concentrate on painting behind closed doors, and during this period he painted a series of blues works, using only large blocks of deep colors and strong contrasting compositions to express tension, which later generations can understand as his blue period, melancholy and imaginative. He later became an avid extreme sports enthusiast, keen on skydiving, bungee jumping, freehand climbing, pushing the limits, conquering mountains and rafting. His natural sense of adventure, as well as the loneliness of losing her company, may be the main reason behind it, which pushes him to constantly challenge himself. However, it is often very dangerous to act alone, and finally on a solo expedition to Lop Nur, it is announced that he is missing, and his fate is unknown.

She finally had a chance to know how she felt, when the news of his disappearance leaked through the circle of friends. When he was safe and sound, alive by his side as an ordinary friend, even if they didn't meet again, she was at ease, didn't care, and just knew that he was safe. But when his life and death were unknown, she couldn't help but think of the days when they got along in the past, plain and silent, relatively silent, professional actor-style posing, changing into beauty clothes according to his requirements, and helping him complete a work, but it accumulated over time. She liked him so much that she had to withdraw in order not to affect him and her family. The moral bottom line is the logo of urban life, and she has seen the phrase "return the pearl to tears" since she was a child. But when she learned that he might have been killed, she became restless, and went to the Lop Nur area under the pretext of collecting wind to join the search team to rescue him. When people found him unconscious and half-trapped in a quagmire, she rushed to the scene, not afraid of hardships and dangers. When she saw his haggard face, she found that she could never leave it again, constantly calling him to come back and not leave in his comatose state, she was too afraid that he would give up his life, she had just awakened to his importance in her life and not allow him to be lost. In this way, they recognized their love affair with each other, and let go of moral self-blame in wandering on the edge of life and death. If tomorrow we are going to leave this world, today you will choose the people you love to be with, without fear of any worldly vision or moral standards, because, except love, in the last moments of life, anything else, including social norms, will not play any role. The person you love the most is the one you will choose to spend the last day with, when you know that maybe tomorrow is the end of the world. The person who loves you the most will also choose to join hands with you until the last moment, inevitably. People who love each other can hardly be said to be a selfish, moral and love dilemma, the only solution to reduce the harm to other people is to choose a good partner after a peaceful divorce, do not try to maintain a dangerous triangular relationship, one-on-one or divorce to avoid real mutual harm. Later, she confessed to Cheng Xu that she didn't like to follow him as a label of Mrs. So-and-so, wearing a mask in hypocritical interpersonal interactions, and she also understood that his background needed to be sophisticated and tactful in handling things, he was a standard good husband, but he was not the perfect match for her. She also loves Cheng Xu, but she can't have two men at the same time, she has to choose one of the two, and the pain is that she has to give up one. She is more similar to Ming, getting along more naturally and comfortably, and respects and admires Lao Cheng more for his way of doing things, and her love is not as much as he has given her. Cheng Xu's job requires him to be stationed in the local government, and Du Ming's freelance profession allows him to accompany her to perform anywhere at any time, it is unfair to ask Cheng Xu to give up his ideal life, Cheng Xu is determined to serve the people, give back to the society, and benefit mankind, although it sounds quite old-fashioned, but he is so upright and noble in his heart. In fact, Du Ming has secretly appeared at every one of her performances after he was 19 years old, silently supporting her, even if she helped him model, it was also in the local area where she performed, and it did not affect her daily work, he rented or owned his own studio, and after becoming famous, he bought properties in almost every European city where she performed all year round, following in her footsteps. Cheng Xu and her have been separated for a long time due to their respective ideal jobs, and they have been together for no more than three years after more than ten years of marriage. Gathering less and leaving more is also the biggest problem of her marriage with Lao Cheng itself, the main reason for the cracks in the marriage is not due to the appearance of Du Ming, Du Ming is just a shoulder that fate arranged for her to rely on when she was tired. When love is a thing of the past, the best way to solve it is to break up rationally and become friends. Ming's appearance was just a catalyst, in fact, she was not very comfortable with the lively and high-profile social occasions as Mrs. Cheng's life, she wanted to live another peaceful semi-secluded life, where she could rest and recuperate freely after the performance. Therefore, after much deliberation, they later decided to divorce secretly and reorganize their new families.

Even if they divorced, Weiwei still occupies an important position in her heart, Du Ming took the initiative to decide not to have children in the future, so that Weiwei became her only child, which made her feel at ease, she felt that she had chosen the right person, Ming really loved her, for her sake, regardless of sacrificing personal interests, and completely abandoned the traditional concept of inheritance. Because they don't want Vivi to feel like they've lost their mother completely. When one party thinks that she/he can choose a good person to marry and have children like the world, marriage is not considered whether they are extremely in love, lack of a solid emotional foundation, and think that they can live a peaceful life with only unilateral love or financial resources of both parties, education and family background. But the divorce of parents will more or less have a bad impact on the child, Maomao heard a girl who grew up in a divorced family say, "There is nothing wrong with it, if there is no love with my husband in the future, it will be divorced immediately, no need to force yourself." Maomao feels as if the divorced parents have influenced the children, and the children will easily divorce. Children who grow up in divorced families may also be influenced by their original families and feel that divorce is the only way to live. This is just the personal opinion of the cats, and readers are welcome to have their own opinions and freely choose the life they see fit. Maomao has seen some friends who grew up in divorced families and are also growing up healthy and happy, but the divorce of parents does have a great impact on children. Weiwei's view of love was negatively affected by her parents' divorce, but neither she nor her parents knew about it and didn't realize it. Cats and cats bless the world to have lovers who eventually become married, and marriage is cautious, only because both parties have deep enough love to get married, is the key to ensuring that there is no divorce or reducing the possibility of divorce.

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