He Chang sat on the chair, Lu Yunsheng sat at his feet, and the two chatted about what they had seen and heard in the past ten years. The temperature in the room gradually returned to normal.

Within two hours, the whole room was filled with the smell of cigarettes.

Lu Yunsheng was originally very disgusted with the smell of cigarettes, but for some reason, he felt that this smell was inexplicably reassuring at the moment.

Sitting on the carpet at He Chang's feet, Lu Yunsheng flipped through the script, and suddenly felt a burst of upset in his heart, threw the script at his feet, got up and didn't take a few steps and threw himself on the soft big bed.

He Chang had a cigarette in his mouth, picked up the script that Lu Yunsheng threw on the ground, and looked through it casually, the lines belonging to the characters played by Lu Yunsheng were all drawn with an orange highlighter, and the notes were densely written with a gel pen next to it, so he posted a post-it note on it.

The post-it notes were full of Lu Yunsheng's self-understanding of the scene. He Chang looked at the powerful notes on the paper, and could feel that the homework from childhood to mainland Yunsheng must be a model homework.

Lu Yunsheng lay on the bed for a while, suddenly kicked nervously for a while, roared a few words in his mouth, and stared at the ceiling with empty eyes.

He Chang was so frightened by Lu Yunsheng's sudden crazy behavior that he didn't spit out a puff of smoke rings, stuck in his throat, and He Chang's face was flushed.

I didn't take a breath and coughed a few times.

Lu Yunsheng heard He Chang's coughing sound and immediately stopped his crazy behavior. Rushed down from the bed, threw himself beside He Chang, and asked with concern, "What's wrong?" It's okay, so you don't usually smoke, you have to smoke, you see that you can't cough now, right? What should I do if I get lung cancer? ”

He Chang's coughing sound that was about to stop was not swallowed by Lu Yunsheng's sip of saliva from Lei with lung cancer, and he coughed even more.

Finally stopped coughing, He Chang slapped Lu Yunsheng violently, and said angrily: "If you shut up for me, can't you say something good?" ”

Lu Yunsheng looked at He Chang and said aggrievedly: "I'm not worried about you!" Eh, don't be angry, okay? ”

Lu Yunsheng wriggled around as he spoke, touching He Chang's body.

He Chang looked at Lu Yunsheng, who was as coquettish as a child in front of him, and a certain lock in his heart seemed to be loosened.

Looking at such a heartless Lu Yunsheng, He Chang really couldn't imagine that he would be so painful in his heart, and he had been working so hard against such a big devil.

Holding down Lu Yunsheng's messy hand on his body, Lu Yunsheng's hand paused, and looked up at He Chang.

He Chang's obsidian-like eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of white smoke, making it impossible to see what he was thinking in his heart.

His eyes were like a big whirlpool, firmly sucking Lu Yunsheng's eyes, Lu Yunsheng's heart, and Lu Yunsheng's soul.

Suddenly, Lu Yunsheng's heartbeat skipped a beat, as if a small shoot that had been suppressed for a long time finally resisted the hard ground, broke through the soil, and was exposed to the sun.

He Chang sat on the chair, Lu Yunsheng half-knelt beside He Chang's legs, and the two looked at each other's eyes like this, thinking about each other in their hearts.

He Chang's eyes flickered, avoiding Lu Yunsheng's eyes.

Lu Yunsheng's eyes were too hot, and when he looked at it, the heat seemed to be able to burn his heart through his eyes, and he burned his body to the ground.

At that moment, Lu Yunsheng felt He Chang's dodge, felt He Chang's avoidance, and realized that he might be a little too much.

He Chang's eyes were really attractive, as if he could suck Lu Yunsheng's whole person in.

Suddenly, with a "snap", the thread in Lu Yunsheng's heart broke, as if he was in love with He Chang.

After realizing this, Lu Yunsheng's face turned red all of a sudden. hurriedly twisted his face to the side, and used his long hair to cover his panic, for fear that He Chang would see through his heart.

What do you like about He Chang? How do you like it?

Employee vs. Boss? Friend to friend? Still is...... The kind of liking that lover for lover?

Lu Yunsheng couldn't think about it, now he just wants to stay by He Chang's side and do his best to help him get everything he wants and needs.

When Su He was sure that he liked Qi Bing, he once said to Lu Yunsheng: "I like him, just because it's him, not what kind of him is." It has nothing to do with wealth, nothing to do with looks, nothing to do with gender, just because he is the one I like deeply. ”

I don't know why, Lu Yunsheng has been haunting this sentence in his heart, "It has nothing to do with wealth, has nothing to do with appearance, and has nothing to do with gender, just because he is the one I like deeply." ”

It's just because he's something I like so much......

In an instant, Lu Yunsheng was sure that he was not an employee's liking for his boss, nor was he a friend's liking for a friend, but really an adult man's liking for another man.

But what does He Chang think?

This society is not very tolerant of homosexuals, and even thinks that liking for the same sex is a disease.

Does He Chang like men or women? Even if he likes He Chang, He Chang doesn't necessarily like him!

In case He Chang also likes him, how can the two face the eyes of the world when they are together.

What's more, all of this is Lu Yunsheng's own thoughts in his heart after his heart was moved.

If there really is a day, you can leave everything behind and meet the worldly words. What about Ho Chang? He has carried so much, how can he let go?

He Chang is such an excellent person, and he deserves a perfect woman to spend the rest of his life with him.

This woman can give him a normal warm family, and is willing to wash his hands and make soup for him after work. gave birth to a lovely child for him, and the two of them worked hard every day for their love to crystallize together. At nightfall every day, the two told bedtime stories to the children and fell asleep together.

After sunrise, this scene repeats itself.

Many years later, when their children grew up and had their own families, He Chang took the woman who had been with him all his life to bask in the sun hand in hand on the balcony, watching the cats and dogs raised at home be mischievous.

imagined the best ending of He Chang's life, Lu Yunsheng couldn't help laughing, if he didn't intervene, he would definitely have such a happy ending.

What if I intervened? He Chang, who was originally the pride of the sky, was pointed at and put on a hat with psychological problems, and he couldn't straighten his waist.

Lu Yunsheng let out a long sigh and thought to himself: "That's it, as long as he is good, it doesn't matter what he does." As long as He Chang's life is safe and smooth, he can have a bad fate. ”

After He Chang stabilized his mind, he looked at Lu Yunsheng, who was squatting in the corner of the wall for a while, laughing for a while, and sighing for a while. What's wrong with him, he just got into the water in his brain while filming?

opened his mouth and said, "Lu Yunsheng, are you coming?" ”

Hearing He Chang's voice, Lu Yunsheng's heart jumped. Turning his head to look at He Chang, his eyes widened.

What I thought in my heart was: "Don't go over, don't go over, Lu Yunsheng, don't go over." But the body did not obey the call, and passed hand and foot together.

He Chang pulled Lu Yunsheng into the living room and sat on the woolen carpet between the sofa and the coffee table.

Lu Yunsheng was still in a state of confusion, his brain was in a state of inability to think, and he let He Chang pull him away.

He Chang took out a few beers from the Xiaoice box in the living room and put them on the coffee table.

opened a can of beer and handed it to Lu Yunsheng's face. In an instant, the tip of Lu Yunsheng's nose was the smell of He Chang's fingertip cigarette and beer.

Lu Yunsheng mechanically took the beer, took a sip, and was choked and coughed.

, He Chang took a sip to help Lu Yunsheng pat his back and give him relief, and said, "Yunsheng, let's have a good chat." Let go of this layer of relationship between you and my boss and staff, now you and I are just simple friends, and the two of us are like friends who have been reunited for a long time, okay? ”

Lu Yunsheng nodded after passing his breath and said, "Yes." ”

He Chang looked at the smoking beer in front of him, and felt a sense of loss in his heart, as if he had gained something and lost something.

After taking a sip of wine, he said to Lu Yunsheng: "I didn't expect that we would be able to meet again in ten years, and we would still be able to sit here and chat with beer like we are now." ”

As if thinking of something, he chuckled and continued: "Looking back now, when I first met you, you were still a stinky little radish head. I said three sentences, and you replied to me. ”

Lu Yunsheng carefully recalled the scene of the first meeting between the two, and also laughed, and said: "Hahaha, that night, they made a mess of my bedding, and the dormitory was also smoky, I didn't want to trouble the old dean, I originally planned to squat in the courtyard for a night, but I didn't expect to meet you." ”

The two looked at each other and smiled, recalling that short month, and the memories were full of laughter and laughter between the two.

The two clinked their glasses, and Lu Yunsheng said: "Thank you very much, if it wasn't for you standing up for me in that month, I don't know if I would have survived until now." ”

He Chang asked, "Have you been ...... since then?"

Lu Yunsheng took a big sip, stared at He Chang's eyes, and said word by word: "At that time, my forbearance became an excuse for them to bully me even more. I was wronged, and no one talked to me. No one in the whole orphanage liked me except the old director. ”

Lu Yunsheng smiled, took another sip and said, "The old dean, he doesn't accept the old, and his feet don't touch the ground all day long. I saw his hard work, and I couldn't bear to trouble him. ”

He Chang said: "So you just want to digest these negative emotions by yourself? ”

Lu Yunsheng nodded and admitted: "Yes, I thought I could digest it, but I didn't expect that I overestimated myself." Slowly, I found myself yearning for death more and more. Before you came, I was already mentally troubled. ”

Thinking about his stupid past, Lu Yunsheng sneered: "Originally, what I wanted was to secretly leave the orphanage and find a place where no one was around when I couldn't hold on. ”

Turning his head, he pulled his long hair behind his ears, looked at He Chang with unblinking eyes and said, "Fortunately, you came, and in the darkest time of my life, you came to my side, protected me, and stood up for me." At that time, you were my hero. ”

He Chang looked at Lu Yunsheng like this, and his heart trembled fiercely, it turned out that he was in such an important position in Lu Yunsheng's heart.

"The month you spent in the orphanage gave me a reason to keep alive." Lu Yunsheng put his arm around He Chang's shoulders, pulled him into his arms, and said, "So, thank you, brother." ”

If you can't stand in the sun with him openly, then love him in the name of a brother.