This is the first time he has hung the emblem of King Shu's Mansion with great fanfare and taken her to walk on the streets of Chang'an, facing the rising sun, but there is no hope.

For some reason, she felt a little lighter. Yi still understood her after all, she didn't explain anything, but he seemed to guess everything. So this ease is mixed with a heavy sourness.

The carriage stopped at the side entrance of the East Palace.

After being silent for a long time, Li Yi didn't tell her to get out of the car, and she didn't say that she wanted to get out of the car, as if she was greedy for that little bit of time to say goodbye at the end.

If you have to go, you still have to go. Finally, Li Yi sighed, jumped out of the carriage, lifted the curtain, and held her hand to help her get out of the carriage.

The fingertips of both of them are cold, and the moment they hold it, it is like a farewell, knowing that every inch of their skin is a joke promised by time, but they greedily pinch their fingertips and refuse to let go.

She lowered her head slightly, and mustered up the courage to speak: "Yi, can you promise me one thing?" ”

He didn't think about it: "Okay." ”

At that moment, no matter what she said, asking him to live or die, he would agree.

She said, "Live well." ”

She is not a ruthless woman, she has decided to stand on the opposite side of him, but she is ruthless to tell him to give up the fight for the throne and tell him to die.

She can't just like she did when she was a child, giggling and kissing him on the face, saying, we'll meet again, because I'm going to find you, and I'll have to marry you when I grow up.

Now that she is married to someone else, maybe she doesn't know it, but he can see that she is about to fall in love with that person, and she has grown up.

Li Yi smiled, as if he had heard something happy, a smile spread from his eyes, and the whole person exuded an aura, that is, he didn't make a sound, but you could feel that he was laughing.

In his smile, Nian Yun suddenly felt that standing in front of him was the general Shu Wang, who looked down on all living beings, and thousands of red dust were just a handful of loess under his feet. He laughed so wantonly, and so carelessly.

He walked past her, lowered his head, and whispered in her ear, "Don't worry, only you can take my life." ”

The tone was calm and calm, as if he was making a promise to reassure her.

The two stood side by side, and Li Yi finally spoke: "You go in, I'll watch you go." ”

Nian Yun's eyes were red, and tears were already rolling in his eyes, but he was so stubborn that he raised his head and didn't let the tears fall. In front of him, she has always been obedient, but this time, she gritted her teeth, "You go first, I'll see you go." ”

He was extraordinarily gentle, "Good." ”

So he took a step forward, her fingers slipping from his. He hesitated for a moment, then turned and jumped into the carriage, looked back at her deeply, and spurred his horse: "Ride! ”

Gone from the dust.

When he used to teach her to ride a horse, every time he took her home, he would stand there and watch her enter the door before leaving.

This time, she watched his back and the carriage with the emblem of King Shu's mansion disappear at the end of the vast long street, and they both knew in their hearts that this might be the last time they would see and say goodbye alone in this life.

The general's brother in her dreams when she was a teenager faded away from her life at this moment, just like his back that was fading away. One day, she found the person in her dreams, but she pushed him away with her own hands, destroying those innocent fantasies with her own hands.

Just because, this world is no longer the innocent it was at the beginning.

At this moment, what she chooses is not only a man, but also a position, a completely different life, and a fate.

In order to marry her, Li Chun can ignore that he is already engaged, regardless of the fact that she has been promised to others, he does not hesitate to bully the king, and he hides in the deep alley to save her at all times. It doesn't matter if he is true or fake, no matter how many concubines he has, let her believe that he will win and will protect her.

Eryi, who didn't dare to disobey Concubine Wei Xian, didn't dare to denounce this crime of bullying the king, and saw her marry someone else, but she had to ask someone to meet secretly. If Li Chun and Concubine Wei Xian really didn't let her go, could he take her away? is that he is decisive on the battlefield, but he is so indecisive emotionally!

Nianyun stood on the long street and sighed.

At that moment, two completely different destinies were nothing more than a turning distance.

In front of her was the East Palace, and when she walked in, she was still the lady of Guangling County who held the golden seal.

She walked towards Yiqiu Palace without stopping, as if she was fleeing. She knew very well that Mrs. Guangling County had to keep moving forward and going on.

When he returned to Yiqiu Palace, there was no sound in the dormitory, and the messy brocade quilt on the couch had not been cleaned up.

Even though he rested today, he has always gone to bed late and got up early, and he has no habit of snoozing.

Nian Yun was startled, "Chun, why haven't you gotten up yet, but you're not feeling well, do you want to call Doctor Liang?" ”

Nian Yun's exclamation suddenly sounded in the quiet room, he knew that he was dreaming, he didn't dare to open his eyes.

"Chun, Chun!"

She sat down on the edge of the couch, tore open the brocade quilt, and reached out to touch his forehead.

The hand was soft and warm, and the touch was incomparably clear. Li Chun was stunned for a long time, and suddenly opened his eyes.

"Nianyun!"

When he got it back, he lifted the brocade quilt and jumped up, rushed up in ecstasy, picked her up, and spun around.

Nian Yun was so stunned by him that he stretched out his hand to hit him: "What are you doing!" ”

Li Chun was wearing only a thin middle coat, holding her in his arms, and the pearls and gold threads on her robe were on his skin, but he felt that she was more real than ever at this time, and refused to let go.

He murmured like a child who had finally found his family, "Nianyun, you're back......"

Nianyun was helpless: "Yes, I'm back." ”

He buried his face in her neck and complained coquettishly: "I thought you would never come back." ”

Nianyun patted him on the back funny: "Okay, don't make trouble, I will call Yuzhu to serve you to change clothes and wash, look at you, grandpa, let Ning'er see what it looks like!" ”

He was only afraid that she would still have to leave, so he held her shoulders and asked urgently, "You won't go?" ”

Nian Yun rarely didn't push him away, but only said softly: "Where else am I going?" This is my home......"

Yes, it's her home, his and hers' home.

As long as she doesn't leave, fine.

Li Chun became happy at this time, got up and washed, until he used it early, and kept holding her hand childishly and refused to relax. His hands were not wide enough, but they were warm, and his fingers were slender and powerful.

The little servant who stayed next to the prince came to call him, saying that he had something to discuss, so he was a little embarrassed, put on a jade crown, and went to Chongren Hall to discuss matters.

Nianyun didn't go to the inner house, sat in front of the dressing table, thought about it, sighed once, and unconsciously rolled down tears.

She is not sincere to Yiyi, but she has no way to follow Yiyi without worry. At this point, there is no way back.

"Fennel, bring a charcoal brazier."

Where did the charcoal brazier come from in the middle of summer, fennel was staggered, Nianyun ordered it again, and she went to ask the kitchen to burn one.

The charcoal fire is red and bright, jumping with tiny flames, looking festive. Although the weather was hot, her heart was cold, but she didn't feel hot.

"Go out and keep watch, don't let anyone in."

Fennel was a little stunned: "Twelve mothers ......"

"Fennel, you see, I'm back in the East Palace again, maybe I won't be able to get out in this life. There are some things that are useless to keep them, they will only harm people. ”

Fennel didn't say anything more, silently walked out, and lowered the curtain.

Nianyun took out a carved wooden box from the dark compartment next to the couch, which was full of letters that Yi had written to her in the past. One by one, one by one, it is the mood of a teenager.

Konoha, I look forward to you becoming the mistress of King Shu's Mansion as soon as possible, and I will definitely protect you from using what you have learned.

When he saw one, he threw it into the brazier. Dry rice paper is very easy to ignite, and it is already burning before it touches the red coal. In an instant, a blue flame rose up, devouring the beautiful flying white body, devouring all the warm and affectionate words.

The charcoal fire seemed to burn in my heart, watching that stroke disappear into black ashes, and every second was painful.

The flames licked the paper, slowly crumpling, and in an instant, only a small piece of ash remained. The handwriting is still visible on the head.

Nianyun greedily glanced at it again, took the fire clip and flicked it slightly, and it was broken one after another, scattered between the red-hot charcoal and the silver-white charcoal ash.

Konoha, I can also teach you how to arrange your troops, as long as you like. However, I hope you enjoy learning these things because you like me.

Konoha, I always felt that the you I saw during the day didn't seem to be the same as the one who wrote to me, but when I think about it, it blends together wonderfully, and this kind of you is the most real you. I am not only infatuated with you in the letterhead, but also admire you in front of me.

Konoha, the hibiscus flowers of King Shu's Mansion are grateful. However, the cinnamon is still blooming very well, and I remember that there are several cinnamon trees next to your yard.

One by one, they were stacked in order, with those received first at the bottom and those received later at the top.

Nian Yun looked at it from top to bottom, as if the timeline was slowly regressing, from before the sudden change, slowly, until the beginning of the family affairs, just followed Guo Li and rode with him outside the city.

One burns the infatuation, and then burns the infatuation. The Three Burning Monarchs don't know, and they will never see each other again.

At the bottom, he said, I was alone outside the city today, and I saw that the maple leaves were still red. Thinking of the beginning of spring, the flowers on Mo are blooming, which must be very beautiful. So, I thought of you again.

I think of you again.

Burned one by one, and the mood regressed little by little. If you retreat to the beginning, you will be satisfied. retreated to the time when she never began to fall in love with him, and never had any more entanglements with him.

It was the last one, and all that was left was an empty wooden box underneath. Nian Yun pinched the thin piece of paper, and his heart throbbed.

Friendship, friendship, in this life, I never know whether meeting you is a beautiful mistake, or the most tender gift of fate, but I know that I have no chance with you.

There was also a fiery red maple leaf in the letterhead, which had dried in the paper, but the color was still red.

Nian Yun pulled out the maple leaf and gently placed it on top of the charcoal fire. The blue flame engulfed the red leaves, and only the meridians of the leaves remained, and soon disappeared, and the red of the maple leaves merged with the red of the charcoal fire.

Nian Yun slowly threw the letterhead into the brazier.

Since then, Xiao Lang has been a passerby.