Outside, the cold wind was howling, and the white buildings seemed to be erratic in the rainstorm, like something falling from the sky.

In the hospital, the smell of disinfectant water reaches the mouth and nose, and the wards on the second floor are the rooms of seriously ill patients, each room is filled with the smell of death, and the hanging bottles are ticking, as if counting down the life of everyone wearing a striped hospital gown.

Although there were optimistic children who tried to spoil the dreary atmosphere, it was never enough to beat the smell of death.

In the ward, a woman had just experienced a life-and-death struggle, her breath was dying, but her eyes were full of determination. Death shrouded the white building, the torrential rain poured down, and the sound of the rain outside the house added a little more despair to the ward.

"Miss Xi, congratulations on giving birth to twins." Xi Lingyan propped up her weak body and tried hard to see the child in the hands of the nurse.

And Qin Shaojing, who was standing next to him, looked at all this coldly, but he didn't reach out to help her, "Heh, for Xiao Zicheng's sake, you don't even want the lives of children, how can you want to hug them." ”

Qin Shaojing thought of this, and hated Ling Yan very much in his heart, but looking at her painful and weak appearance after giving birth, he couldn't help but feel distressed. But no matter how distressed you are, what can you do? She has pushed herself away, can their relationship go back?

"It's so cute." When Xi Lingyan took the child in the nurse's hand, a smile unconsciously appeared on her face, and the sound of the child's hoarse voice made her eyes full of love.

Her feelings for these two children in her heart are very deep, when Xi Lingyan wanted to give Xiao Zicheng a blood transfusion, how could she not feel sorry for the child in her belly, and how could she not feel guilty about Qin Shaojing, but yes, Ye Jinlan forced her to the cold, she was afraid that because of her own reasons, the people around her would lose their lives.

Since she has this opportunity to bear the pain on behalf of the person she cherishes, of course, it is incumbent on her, even if she will have a miscarriage or even lose her life, she will not care.

But if you don't care, how can you really not care? After all, it is her own flesh and blood, and she will also feel distressed.

Fortunately, the child was born safely, and he was able to take care of his body under Qin Shaojing's arrangement, and these two children suffered a lot with themselves, so when they saw that the child was healthy, they were very relieved.

She wanted to make a request to Qin Shaojing that she thought was not too much, but she was not sure that he would agree to this request, but after thinking about it, she still mustered up the courage and looked at Qin Shaojing on the side, "I want to keep one of the children by my side to raise them." ”

Although his voice didn't sound so powerful because of his body's weakness, Qin Shaojing still really heard it.

He raised his eyes to look at the resolute appearance of the woman in front of him, and he was very sarcastic in his heart, obviously she was the one who didn't care about the child in his belly so much, and even disregarded his own life to give Xiao Zicheng a blood transfusion.

She didn't care about his Qin Shaojing's flesh and blood at the beginning, but now what does she mean by saying such things. The lives of these two children were still forced by herself to send a nanny to take care of her body so that she could give birth to the child safely, why and what qualifications did she have to say such things.

"Xi Lingyan, do you think it's appropriate for you to say such things?" Qin Shaojing no longer called her Ling Yan affectionately like before, her full name and surname, and she was very ruthless. The tone is also indifferent.

When Xi Lingyan heard such a tone, she felt sad in her heart, she closed her eyes and breathed a sigh of relief, her eyelashes trembled slightly, unable to bear these sudden changes.

After a while, she slowly opened her eyes, and the eyes that looked at Qin Shaojing also became resolute, "This is also my child, don't I have the right to keep one by my side?" ”

Xi Lingyan wanted Qin Shaojing to understand that she also loved these two children deeply, she was not greedy, as long as she could have one, of course, she also knew that Qin Shaojing would definitely not let the two children be by her side.

Although Xi Lingyan gave Xiao Zicheng a blood transfusion regardless of the safety of the child, this was not her intention, she is also taking care of her body these days, no matter how busy she is at work, she will go to bed early according to the requirements of the nanny, even if the morning sickness is uncomfortable and strong, she also forces herself to eat, why don't she want to give birth to the child healthily, this is also her flesh and blood.

During childbirth, the surgical light in front of her became more and more dimmed, she also bit her lip to make herself sober, telling herself that she couldn't faint, she was afraid that the child's life would be in danger when she didn't work hard, Xi Lingyan worked very hard, this effort seemed to be full of guilt for the child, and of course, guilt for Qin Shaojing.

She knew in her heart that everything that happened to Xiao Zicheng had nothing to do with Qin Shaojing, and even looked back and thought about it carefully, it had always been Qin Shaojing who had been under tremendous pressure to protect herself, but she still failed to do a good job.

Xiao Zicheng almost lost his life, and Qin Shaojing's heart was also broken by himself.

In the operating room, the unbearable pain caused by giving birth seemed to hallucinate herself, and she seemed to see Qin Shaojing by her side.

When she was at her most powerless and desperate, she saw Qin Shaojing's worried face, Xi Lingyan's frightened heart was comforted at once, and in the chaos, she held Qin Shaojing's hand tightly, and Qin Shaojing could only hold her hand tightly when she looked at her so painfully that she couldn't do anything.

This gave her a sense of security and confidence, and when she tried to hear the child's cry, she immediately felt relieved and fainted.

When Xi Lingyan woke up, she saw Qin Shaojing, who was standing aside and looking at her coldly, she was even more sure that what she saw on the operating table was an illusion, heh, how could it be him, now that he hates himself to the bone, how can he be by my side.

"Xi Lingyan, what if I don't agree? What will happen to you? Will you fight with me because you can't get a child? Like with Xiao Zicheng. When Qin Shaojing said these words, he was full of cold irony, and he was even more uncomfortable and worried to death, he wanted to rush over and ask the woman in front of him in her heart, what was the most important thing.

Xi Lingyan was stunned, she didn't know how to answer, she was very disappointed and blamed herself, her hand holding the child subconsciously tightened, as if the child in her hand would be snatched away by Qin Shaojing in the next second.

She looked at Qin Shaojing's eyes with more anxiety and more pleading, the hair on her head and sweat were intertwined and stuck to her face, and she didn't care about combing it with her hands, she looked embarrassed and pitiful at the moment, but her eyes were extremely firm and unquestionable.

The child in her hand reached out to grab something, and the little hand waving in the air made Xi Lingyan even more reluctant, she may have been very sure in her heart that Qin Shaojing no longer loves her now.

He really hurt him thoroughly, but why didn't Qin Shaojing understand her.

Obviously, he also loves Qin Shaojing deeply, so Xi Lingyan tried to use the feelings of the two people to get Qin Shaojing to keep one of the children by his side, but he didn't succeed, as if in Qin Shaojing's heart, this child would suffer a lot with him, and he didn't want his child to make any mistakes.

In this case, Xi Lingyan could only use their first and most ruthless method to get custody of this child.

I saw Xi Lingyan hand the child to the nurse and comb the hair stuck to her face with her hands, so that she could look more decent, since Qin Shaojing thought that she was ruthless, then she would break the jar and break it, live up to his evaluation of herself, and be an indifferent and unkind woman.

"Mr. Qin." Xi Lingyan called him in the same tone and in the most unfamiliar way, looking like he was businesslike.

Qin Shaojing narrowed her eyes when she heard her call herself like this, this title, heh, is very in line with her style.

"I remember that the contract we signed did not mention that if we gave birth to twins, we would give you both children, so we will follow the contract, and it is not impossible for the custody of this child to belong to me."

Xi Lingyan swallowed her saliva after saying these words, she wasn't sure if she would be able to get the child back if she said this, and she wasn't sure if it would make Qin Shaojing feel that she was what he imagined in his heart, and that he could get custody of the Qin family's child in such a ruthless way, but she had no choice but to try like this.

After hearing this, Qin Shaojing was silent for a while, he still thought that Xi Lingyan would be reluctant to give up this child, and would beg him to give her custody of this child.

Even when she asked her if she would fight with him because she got the custody of this child, just like Xiao Zicheng, Qin Shaojing was still expecting Xi Lingyan to answer affirmatively, it turned out that it was nothing more than that, even her own flesh and blood were not as good as a Xiao Zicheng?

Qin Shaojing didn't say a word, just stared at Xi Lingyan's expressionless face for a long time, he wanted to remember Xi Lingyan at this moment forever, Xi Lingyan who was ruthless at this moment, or, he wanted to remember this woman he loved so hard forever, and he would have nothing to do with it in the future.

The child in the nurse's hand suddenly burst into tears, breaking the dead silence, as if he knew that his father and mother were going to be separated forever, as if he knew that he was going to be separated from his brother, and he was also feeling sad that they had forgotten each other, or he felt sorry for these two stubborn people who were unwilling to say what they thought about each other.

"Huh!" Qin Shaojing sneered, laughing at himself for loving the wrong person, laughing at his son for following the wrong mother, and finally glanced at Xi Lingyan, leaned over and picked up another child and turned to leave, without looking back.

The moment Qin Shaojing turned around, Xi Lingyan's tears burst out of her eyes, and she couldn't stop it, biting her lip to prevent herself from making a sound, she wanted to retain her last dignity in front of this man.

used the contract to refute Qin Shaojing, how could she not know that this undoubtedly stabbed Qin Shaojing's heart again, but Xi Lingyan only did this to make Qin Shaojing hate her even more, disappointed in her, and no longer had the idea of loving her, in this way, Qin Shaojing would live a good life, and without her, his life would be much simpler.

In this ward, children are crying, women are sobbing faintly, and outside the window, the rain is pouring down, and the whole city is plunged into deep sadness.