Chapter 240: Don't be in a hurry, take your time
Beating her and scolding her eldest sister Niu can accept it, but which mother can accept that her daughter is sold, she tried her best to keep her daughter, but his ability is limited, and he was almost not beaten to death by her husband. Since that time, she no longer has expectations for this husband, Sister Niu couldn't stand it and ran out with her son, ran to Kyoto, where there was an overpass here and began to sell beef noodles, and the vein was more than ten years.
So Sister Niu was the one who always encouraged Sheng Ruxi when Sheng Ruxi was at a low point, and when Sheng Ruxi fell into the abyss, the eldest sister was always by her side, encouraging her to insist on making progress, one day the sun will rise, like her can get through such hardship, what is she afraid of a little girl's family, there is nothing that cannot be overcome in life, if there is, it is that you have not worked hard, this is a sentence that Sister Niu often says.
So Sheng Ruxi has now crawled out of hell, she has become a new self, so she deliberately brought her lover Lu Xingchen to be in front of Sister Niu, wanting Sister Niu to take a look, and now she is happy. I also want to thank Sister Liu for helping her at the beginning, in fact, those seemingly inconspicuous words of encouragement sometimes save the last straw.
And some people's bad words are likely to crush people's hearts, and the last straw will lead to many people who can't bear the pressure of society to commit suicide. At that time, Sheng Ruxi was a female college student who had just come out of society, in short, she would encounter a lot of unfair things, which made her not understand why this society was so unfair, and why she was obviously capable, but she would always miss her turn by mistake and lose opportunities.
But fortunately, Sheng Ruxi has always kept her own principles, without her parents around, in fact, many things and many truths need to be taught, and she often comes here to eat beef noodles. There are many things that Sheng Ruxi will come to share with Sister Niu without a choice, there are many late nights when Sheng Ruxi is eating noodles, Sister Niu is doing business, and the two of them are chatting about stories that others can't understand.
Of course, Lu Xingchen didn't know about these things, and he didn't have time to tell Lu Xingchen, but many years later, Sister Niu can see Sheng Ruxi, who was lively and cheerful before, and can solve things strongly after crying, has now become successful. The original dream, the dream that Sheng Ruxi told herself here should have come true.
Becoming a famous host, with a lover to accompany him, one room, two people, three meals and four seasons, isn't this the life that Sheng Ruxi dreamed of before? Therefore, people still have to persevere, persevere, and eventually meet the dawn of dawn, don't worry, meet slowly and take your time, Sister Niu will remember Sheng Ruxi, this girl.
Although many things are not controllable by yourself, if you work hard, there is at least a glimmer of hope, if you don't work hard, you can only be controlled by fate. There will always be a lot of helplessness, and I will be forced to do something I don't like because of life, do a job I don't love, and force myself to smile every day.
The noodles were also eaten, and the people saw them, Sheng Ruxi packed up her distant thoughts and prepared to go back with Lu Xingchen, knowing that this little sister Niu should also pack up and go home to cook.
"The money has been paid for you, I'm not a person who eats overlord meals~" Sheng Ruxi didn't look back when she said this, she pulled Lu Xingchen all the way forward, she was afraid to turn back, afraid that when she looked back and saw Sister Niu staring at her, she couldn't help crying. After so many years, she has crawled out of her painful life and made new progress, but she saw Sister Niu's white hair, cloudy eyes, and ...... Slightly wrinkled skin...... She knew that by the time Sister Niu got out of the predicament, she would already be old and have lost her crazy capital and age...... She's kind of out of it...... Is it true that Sister Niu is going to be unhappy all her life because she married the wrong person in this life, and she has been struggling to live a life of inaction?
One wrong step, one wrong step......
Sheng Ruxi scanned the code to pay just now, she paid 100,000 yuan, she knew that Sister Niu's son had reached the age of marriage, seeing Sister Niu's gray hair may be because of the house, although 100,000 is not much, but it always helps, Sister Niu She knows that she will not accept her money for no reason, one day Sister Niu will come back Although Sheng Ruxi did not want to ask Sister Niu to give herself, but Sister Niu She will not accept it, she has strong self-esteem. But Sheng Ruxi is worried, no matter how good her beef noodle business is, it is only a small business, when will she be able to get a house?
Anyway, it's a little bit to be able to help, even if Sister Niu doesn't want it, but this is a piece of her heart.
After getting in the car, Lu Xingchen always felt that Sheng Ruxi was weird and a little unhappy, but he couldn't tell what was wrong with her.
"What? Didn't you just eat beef noodles and want to eat them? Why are you still in a bad mood, looking at your unhappy appearance, depressed. Lu Xingchen kept wondering if he didn't do a good job just now, which made Sheng Ruxi feel uncomfortable.
"Don't think too much, it's not because you're in a bad mood, I'm really not very happy, it's because I thought of some bad things in the past. Sister Niu, in fact, there is another meaning for me, the eldest sister is my benefactor, the few months of working over there are actually the low points of my life, and I will tell Sister Niu that she will do her best to enlighten me. Sheng Ruxi, as she spoke, her thoughts had drifted far, far away, and her eyes looked out of the window blankly.
Lu Xingchen listened very carefully, because this was a story about Sheng Ruxi that he had not participated in.
"In fact, it is not easy to live a big life, he raises a son alone, and now the son should start a family, which son does not need a house and a car to marry a daughter-in-law, but how can the eldest sister afford it alone, so she can only earn desperately, desperately earn, now I have climbed out of my trough, and it is indeed thanks to the eldest sister who has encouraged me to educate me during that time. Let me go forward, one day I will see the dawn of victory, but she taught me to climb out, and I am still in that pit, as if I can never be saved, and I feel sad that the world is not fair to her. Sheng Ruxi's tone was full of disappointment, and the world seemed to have lost its color and became very unbeautiful.
Sheng Ruxi feels that she is very naïve and is about to be 30 years old, she still expects this real society to be fair, when has she not been treated fairly, why is she still expecting fairness?
"Everyone is born with their own destiny, sometimes because of your own choice, your life has a big turning point, and a wrong choice needs to take a lifetime to make up for it, or it is possible that you have saved yourself in the process of trying to live, but some people have fallen into it for a lifetime. For example, Sister Niu ...... "Even if Lu Xingchen doesn't know all the stories of the eldest sister, he can already guess why the eldest sister is a woman who pulls the eldest child alone, and the answer is already obvious, she married a very irresponsible man."
"Yes! The choice is very important, we originally agreed to get married, and when we got married, we said that we would automatically reconcile and leave after a year, but now we both have real feelings for both parties, do you think this is really reasonable? I always felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't explain what the problem was, and I was always uneasy. But it's not that I don't believe you, it's not that I don't believe in the relationship between the two of us, it's that I think it's happening so fast, it's a little incredible, and a lot of things I couldn't have imagined, but it just happened. ”
Sheng Ruxi was very scared, she was afraid that such a happy life with Lu Xingchen now was a dream, and when she woke up, it was shattered, and everything returned to the original point, and at that time she was afraid that she would not be able to stand it. During this time, there is no contradiction between the two people, only affection, and it is an endless period of love. Lu Xingchen was obedient to her, which made her think that she was dreaming, which was not real, but it was real.
There is no woman around Lu Xingchen, there has always been only Sheng Ruxi, a woman, and she is only special to her. has given Sheng Ruxi a sense of security, but Sheng Ruxi is still very troubled by gains and losses, Sheng Ruxi understands, it turns out that the sense of security is not given to you by the other party, but by yourself, you have that confidence in yourself, you can manage the relationship between you.
Lu Xingchen stretched out his hand and touched Sheng Ruxi's head, looked at Sheng Ruxi gently and said: "Believe me, believe in yourself, our previous relationship is also trustworthy, you are willing to agree to get married, I am in love with you, you also love me, wouldn't this kind of marriage be happier, there is already a condition that marriage has the emotional foundation, I think we have no problem at all, don't worry about it." "Maybe many failed marriages will more or less bring uneasy feelings to Sheng Ruxi's heart, but the feeling is just a feeling, and the reality is that they are very happy.
Seeing that Sheng Ruxi was not in a good mood, he decided to advance the plan, otherwise Sheng Ruxi might be in trouble and want to go back later.
"How can I not think about it, this is one of the reasons why I have never wanted to rely on you, if...... One day, we had a change before, and I wasn't too downset. Sheng Ruxi didn't want to have any problems between herself and Lu Xingchen, she became too bad, she had always been used to being independent, and suddenly let her let go of everything and rely on one person, she was afraid that she would form a habit and never return to her previous appearance.