Chapter 56

Heaven and earth are vast, where is the place to return?

I felt a little dazed for a moment when I was resting on the rain, and I really didn't know where to go for a while. Feel...... It seems to have been abandoned.

Hua Luoxuan - she is very hypocritical, and she still doesn't want to go back in a short time. Although she doesn't have a fragile and fragile girl's heart inside, her aunt's heart is actually not tough enough to be so invulnerable - it's still a little hurt! The most important thing she should do now is to find a quiet corner to lick her wounds, instead of looking at the person she once liked, who has not completely forgotten her feelings now, and another woman, you and me, and you and me, and go away with more love! The most hateful thing is that the woman is better than her in everything...... Isn't this looking for abuse?!

The Great Wilderness - the rain rests and looks at the sky, and it doesn't seem good for such a weak girl to go to that kind of murderous place alone...... It's not safe. I am used to living a secure life and suddenly lose my reserve armament, and I always feel not so at ease. What's more, when something like that happened, she didn't really want to go. It's strange to be interested, it comes and goes so quickly, it's unpredictable. The only thing that is certain is that she is really not in the mood right now.

It is said that the baby who is injured outside will want to return to his home, and Yu Xie obeyed this law, and with a wave of his paw, he made a decision, and ran back to the realm of Xuanxu.

In the past, she was too weak to go to the Void Realm alone. Right now...... It's still weak, but it's barely able to break the boundary. Seriously, she really regretted it a little, she knew that this was the case, she shouldn't have pretended to be innocent at that time, and threw the Bodhi in the house like a child. If that thing helped, she wouldn't have had to exert so much effort.

In fact, I don't think it's just being ...... Did you kiss it for a while? - Although she didn't like that gesture very much! As an innocent girl, she never likes to be forced to eat tofu! She is a normal person, and she is not an SM physique.

Even if she is a snake demon now, even if she is no longer the same person she used to be, even if she has really lived for too long...... She still hasn't forgotten her dreams as a girl.

Although it is a little vague, it has also faded. But she has never forgotten, because from beginning to end, this standard has not changed much.

- She is a girl with her own persistence.

In other words...... There may be a tendency to drill the tip of the horns a little ==!!

Yu Xie was also young, and he once fantasized about the attributes of his future partner.

At that time, before her girl's dream bubble was completely burst, she firmly believed that her future man should be gentle and considerate, and understanding. It's better to be older than her, so that she can feel relied on. He trusts her and unconditionally supports her decisions, even if they are wrong. Even if everyone in the world gives up on her, he will always stand by her side and support her unswervingly, and never give up.

That person doesn't care about her looks, he doesn't care about her identity, he only cares about her as a person.

She didn't care what he looked like...... Of course, it can't be too ugly. No young girl's dream prince has a potted face! Although she is realistic...... But...... At least that person can't challenge her nerves and eyeballs too much, and it's only right that she wakes up in the middle of the night and turns on the light without being scared! Otherwise, night after night, she will have a nervous breakdown before she gets used to it!

She didn't care who he was—but not too much. She can't afford to be too high, she will have low self-esteem when she is under a lot of pressure, and she will be perverted after a long time...... The status is too low—does that person still expect her to provide for the family?! =Convex=!! That must be impossible!

She didn't want him to be a hero - because she was an ordinary person herself, without incomparably strong nerves or indomitable spirit, she knew very well that she couldn't be the bitter woman behind the hero.

But it can't be a bear – otherwise, that's terrible! It's terrible to have a man like a bear! She's really not the kind of person who can help others clean up the mess, and it's pretty much the same when others clean up the mess for her! Besides, she didn't want to do it either.

If he's a good guy – she hopes he's not overdone! Our Lady and Father's brilliance was too powerful, and if she wasn't careful, she would be blinded by the titanium alloy, enough to keep her away. In Yuxie's cognition, the so-called good people are always good to others, and they always ignore the people close to them. This is not unfounded. Shakyamuni gave his wife to a stranger at his request...... If her future men dare to do this, she will destroy both men mercilessly! Another two people will be given a cucumber plug \\ after the explosion \\ garden flowers! In contrast, although the Buddha's act of cutting meat and feeding the eagle is a bit stupid, it is not so disgusting.

She wants her future men to be good only to her. As for that kind of passer-by, what do they do? Is it important to have a woman or a passerby? This kind of question doesn't need to be thought about at all. What's the use of a man who can't tell the difference between primary and secondary! It's time to get rid of it directly.

If he's a bad guy - she'll support him, but she wants him to be completely bad. According to experience, bad people who are not completely bad basically do not end well.

In fact, she only cares about him as a person, although there is a lot to consider.

Thinking about it this way, she was really tired when she was a girl.

According to the above criteria, the golden cicada doesn't seem to meet the same criteria?

And to put it bluntly, this is actually not a big loss for her...... Well, she has nothing to lose. The golden cicada looks better than her, has a better view than her, has a more noble identity than her, and even has an advantage over her in height ==!! How to calculate how to cost. Under such an obvious gap, it should not be her loss to say that the loss is not a loss, but the golden cicada is more at a loss!

Besides, the difference between her and Jin Chanzi is too great, and it is impossible to do anything. Even if the golden cicada has a ...... Against the law! There are attempts to do this and that to her! Don't say she doesn't want to, even if she does, there are thousands of people who don't...... A demon, and a Buddha...... How can we be together?! Even if it's going to be interracial, it can't be such a cross-law!

So......

So...... What the hell was she struggling with? Could it be that this is the so-called human reserve engraved in the depths of her bones, why has it not completely faded?!

It's so helpless!

- She finally paid the price for her hypocrisy!

Boom~

When he came out from under the nine abysses, Yu Xie didn't care about any image or disfigurement, and directly lay on a clump of velvet grass on the side of the road like a dead dog. She is now suffering from excessive exertion, her chest is heaving a lot, and her face is ugly when she is panting. Sure enough, even if she is now a genuine seven-thousand-year cultivator, it is still too difficult to break through the boundary or something. It's no wonder that the old man told her that the realm of Xuanxuan was a place where there was no return-she used to think that the old man had tricked her, but now it seems that in fact, this statement still has a certain degree of credibility - but a premise must be added.

With her original cultivation, breaking the boundary is simply wishful thinking, isn't it just that there is no return?

Sure enough, it's still the same sentence, strength is king! If you don't have the strength, everything is!

Jiuyuan has not traveled much distance to the sea cave, and Yu Xie has walked on this road tens of thousands of times, even if he closes his eyes, there is no reason to go wrong.

The physical strength is not fully recovered, and the speed of walking during the rain break is not fast, and even a little slow, much like a walk after a meal.

- But no matter how slow it is, there is an end, and there is no end to it.

Yu Xie stood at the entrance of the sea cave, stiffly staring at the dead immortal tree, the body of the tree that originally occupied most of the sea cave had shrunk and dried up, the trunk was broken, and the leaves were completely gone...... A dead tree straightens its lifeless trunk, as if telling the endless sorrow of the years.

After a long time, Yu Xie slowly moved his steps and walked over step by step. There was a depression between the raised and tangled roots, which she had slept in for thousands of years. She squatted there, leaned her face against his cold, rough torso, closed her eyes, reached out to hug a hanging dead tree trunk, and murmured in a low voice, "Grandpa Jiangxian, the rain has returned." This is the first time she has seriously called him Grandpa Jiangxian, without strange voices and slander.

It's a pity that the old man can't hear it anymore.

Pity......

The bitter taste that Yu Xie's heart can't say. After all, she is not stupid, she had a faint premonition before the old man entrusted her to Xiaoruo, knowing that his longevity was about to end. The goodbye to him before she went to Hualuoxuan was supposed to be the final goodbye...... It's a pity that even that farewell was messed up by him giggling. She knew he had sent her away because she didn't want her to see him fall...... But what does it matter? She had already seen it, the demon life was long, how could there be no parting of life and death? has a long demon life, how can you be less born and die?

If you can't see it, it's better to seal yourself up, and it's better to be clean without touching anyone.

It was the old man who raised her since she was a child, and he always regarded her as a child. After all, in front of him, no matter how she grows up, she is still small.

And Yu Xie knew this very well and did not refute it. Since he didn't want her to see how he died, she didn't.

Yu Xie knows that he has always been a cold-blooded and cold-hearted person, unkind, and not a good person. For example, she knew that the old man would die, but she didn't even say a word. Knowing that he was dead, he never came back to see him and see his body, okay? Have you been ruined by other monsters that don't have long eyes...... Although at that time, I didn't cultivate enough and couldn't come back on my own, but that wasn't an excuse. If she had asked the master, the master would not have allowed her—but she didn't, not once.

She thought that she wouldn't be so sad to see all this with her own eyes, at most she would feel a little touch. After all, as a monster, sooner or later you have to experience this day, today you die, tomorrow I die, everyone is the same, it's just a matter of sooner or later. Most of the fate of the monsters is like this - they are either replenished by more powerful monsters, or they are accepted by Taoist priests who don't have long eyes...... If you're lucky, you're like an old monster, and you really don't have to pick when you end your life.

So there's nothing to be sad about.

But now, she really feels sad. The sadness seemed to rise out of thin air, drowning her there. She felt as if a hole had been broken in her heart, and suddenly she felt empty, as if she had lost something important.

- It turns out that she doesn't feel anything at all.