Chapter 41: Awakening
Ye Qingyu said to herself that she always had to work hard to change her fate. The current bald head did not cause harm to her, but she took the initiative to attack. Is this the right thing to do? What is the difference between her and a bald person who treats human life like a mustard? If people don't offend me, I won't offend people, but she first took the initiative to provoke, and then chased and killed other people's homes, what is she doing?
She was afraid, she was afraid that she would be forced by a bald head like Ye Qingyu in the novel; She is afraid of the corrective effect of the plot in the so-called world of fiction; She was afraid that her hard work was to make a wedding dress for the heroine; She was afraid of being affected by Hua Mengyao's luck and heroine's aura, and finally became cannon fodder.
So, although on the surface, she doesn't seem to care, in fact, she cares to death. She said that she firmly believed that she could change her fate, but the pressure in her heart was also great. Because she was shocked by the kind of situation described in some novels. The heroine in the novel has an invincible aura, her luck is soaring, and she will turn into good fortune when she is vicious. This also led to her cultivating desperately all the time, and she had very little time to rest.
She thinks that there is space and breaks the heroine's golden finger. She can change the fate of cannon fodder, but she is not at ease and not confident. Now he ran to the heroine again and played a sense of existence.
When he met the bald head, he did not hesitate to cut off the palm of the bald head. Subconsciously, she hoped that after provocation, the two sides could fight, and she would take advantage of this to kill the bald head. After all, the bald head in the novel broke Ye Qingyu's body, and she had to kill the bald head to feel at ease. It's just that she didn't expect the bald head to be bearable, so she was even more worried about letting the other party go.
And after discovering that the heroine has space and abilities that have never appeared in the novel, the fear in my heart is getting stronger and stronger.
So at that moment, although there was no performance, Ye Qingyu's subconscious had already made the decision to get rid of all the people who threatened her. That's why I made the move to catch up with the bald stronghold tonight.
Ye Qingyu was shocked into a cold sweat, did she turn out to be so vicious? In this way, how is she different from the image of Hua Mengyao portrayed in the novel? No, it's different. Hua Mengyao is the one who gets rid of all the people who are better than her and makes her jealous. And Ye Qingyu is ready to get rid of all the people who will threaten her safety, and even these people are not good people.
But this also violates Ye Qingyu's principle of being a man. Her principle should be: If people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone, and if people offend me, they will be punished even if they are far away. Therefore, she should not take the initiative before the other party has made a move against her. Otherwise, one day in the future, she may become unbelievable and become the same as Hua Mengyao.
Moreover, she shouldn't be so flustered, she has cultivated ancient martial arts, she has space, she has three abilities, and she has brains better than Ye Qingyu in the novel. She also has Shen Ye, yes, she has Shen Ye. Ye Qingyu in the novel didn't know Shen Ye.
According to the plot in the novel, at the time when Shen Ye was saved, Ye Qingyu should have stayed at home, how could he meet Shen Ye? There is no such person as Shen Ye in the novel, either Shen Ye is not in the storyline, or Shen Ye did not escape from the ambush. No matter what it was, Ye Qingyu changed Shen Ye's fate. At the same time, her own fate has been deviated.
At this moment, Ye Qingyu clearly realized that if she worked hard, if she had the heart, her changes would change the plot little by little, and eventually add up, which would reverse the situation that was unfavorable to her, and would definitely change the fate of Ye Qingyu's cannon fodder in the novel.
Now Ye Qingyu understands that she should be confident, and she should enjoy life with Shen Ye. This world, so big, she should go and see it. Why did she trap herself around Hua Mengyao. In addition to the central base, there are five other bases in the Great Xia Kingdom, where can she go? The Great Xia Kingdom can't stay, isn't there still abroad? She has space, where can't she live?
If it's really like what is described in the novel, wherever she goes, where the heroine goes, it's a big deal to fight again. What's more, there is a reborn female partner, where the original heroine and the reborn female partner are located, is the main battlefield.
She, Ye Qingyu, is too self-righteous as little cannon fodder, she shouldn't have that much energy. Ye Qingyu felt that his spiritual platform was light, and his mood suddenly brightened.
Ye Qingyu turned his head to look at Shen Ye, but found that he was looking at him worriedly. It turned out that they had already returned to school. It's just that Ye Qingyu fell into a demon barrier for a while because he killed someone, or he fell into a demon in his heart.
On the way back, Ye Qingyu sat there in a daze. Her eyes were flustered, and then her face began to turn pale, and her forehead was sweating. No matter what you called her, she just sat there motionless.
Shen Ye felt that Ye Qingyu was a little caught in the feeling of being demonic, but he could only look at Ye Qingyu, and he couldn't do anything except help her wipe her sweat. Ye Qingyu could only come out by himself.
Shen Ye had also had the experience of killing someone for the first time, and he knew what it was like. Some of his comrades-in-arms will also fall into nightmares, and some of them will not even be able to pass the threshold in their hearts and will be forced to retire. Shen Ye couldn't stop regretting it, he knew that he had helped Ye Qingyu kill people. Like some battle-hardened soldiers, they need a mental assistant after the war.
After all, the little girl is only sixteen years old, I really don't know what he was thinking at the time? Shen Ye didn't realize it himself, many times, he got along with Ye Qingyu, and he treated Ye Qingyu as a peer. Indeed, Ye Qingyu's soul age was only five years younger than Shen Ye.
Seeing Ye Qingyu walk out, his expression relaxed, Shen Ye's anxious heart finally relaxed, "What's the matter?" Are you okay? ”
Ye Qingyu: "Shen Ye, I'm fine, I have figured out a lot of things." It's a big world, and I shouldn't be trapped in a certain game. Why do I have to dive headfirst into that maelstrom? I can also have my own life and pursuits.
If the enemy really doesn't let me go, chases me, and strikes at me, I just fight back. There's no need to chase after me before everything happens, it's tiring. I...... I kind of regretted killing the bald head, after all, he hadn't attacked me yet, but I killed him at his house. As he spoke, the bright eyes just now dimmed.
Ye Qingyu really regretted killing someone, after all, it was a human life. Ye Qingyu has an awe of life.
Shen Ye gently took Ye Qingyu into his arms and stroked her back, "Don't be afraid, don't think about this problem from yourself, you have to think about the person who was killed by a bald head." The bald man has killed a lot of people, if you don't kill him, he will continue to kill. There are also those who were robbed of supplies by him, without which those people would not survive. And those women, it's hard to guarantee that they didn't die at the hands of bald heads.
Think about it, because of a bald person, how many people will die. In these last days, there is no law to punish him, and we will act as the one who sanctions. In this way, we have saved a lot of people from the bald hands. ”
Ye Qingyu is still a fragile girl after all, Shen Ye is okay if she is not comforted, after being comforted, Ye Qingyu's nose is sour, and tears are left.
Ye Qingyu: "Shen Ye, thank you." ”
Shen Ye felt the villain in his arms, a little stiff. In order to comfort Ye Qingyu just now, he hugged the person into his arms so casually, and it felt inappropriate at this time. It feels good, though, he admits. At the same time, Shen Ye was also a little worried about Ye Qingyu's condition. Obviously the background experience is so simple, what happened at what point in the end? No hurry, he's a patient guy. He won't break the casserole to ask the end, he will observe for himself, believing that one day in the future, he will know.
Shen Ye: "Silly girl, we are a family. ”
Ye Qingyu: "Well, we are a family. Shen Ye, you decide which base we go to in the future, I don't have any ideas about the central base. Let's find a comfortable place to fight monsters and level up, and there is no need to play tricks with them. When our strength comes up, we provoke us, and if we are unhappy, we will fight back. All conspiracies and tricks are paper tigers in the face of great strength. ”
Shen Ye hooked the corners of his mouth, his eyes were full of smiles, "Okay, don't worry, let's take a look around first." It's only half a month after the end of the world, and everything is still undecided, so let's gather supplies outside. After the apocalypse erupted, there were so many survivors left. There will definitely be competition from the six bases. Now some soldiers who have not returned to the army, and the state is only calling for rejoining the army.
It is conceivable that even the soldiers in the base have completely changed their policies. It can be said that the environment in which we live today may become a society in which martial arts are respected in the future. Policies are bound to change over and over again. Therefore, we will wait for the policies of each base to be decided before making a decision. ”
Well, Shen Ye is the one with a long-term vision. What's more, after all, Shen Ye is a native of this world, and she is still a special soldier who knows more about state institutions, and she still listens to Shen Ye's arrangements in the future.
Ye Qingyu: "Okay." ”
When they returned, it was already past eleven o'clock in the evening, and everyone was resting. Although it was winter, it was unusually hot. The students all slept directly in the cafeteria. Three of the students were on duty at night, chatting quietly.
Ye Qingyu: "Shen Ye, you rest first, I'll go talk to my classmates." ”
Ye Qingyu's spiritual power swept away, and he found Qi Le Dan in the corner. whispered hello to the three vigils, and walked towards Qi Ledan. Ye Qingyu shook it gently, and Qi Le Dan woke up vigilantly. In these last days, no one can sleep with peace of mind.
Qi Ledan saw that it was Ye Qingyu, and only then did he breathe a sigh of relief. Ye Qingyu pointed outside, and Qi Ledan followed Ye Qingyu out of the restaurant. Ye Qingyu pulled Qi Le Dan until he walked out of a distance before stopping. Ye Qingyu thought for a moment, it seems that a person with spiritual power can set up a soundproof enchantment? Find a time to give it a try.
Qi Ledan saw that Ye Qing's expression was serious, and he didn't speak along the way. It wasn't until Ye Qingyu stopped that Qi Ledan asked, "Qingyu, what's wrong?" ”