Chapter 68: You're Not Really Happy
Ye Qingtu didn't think it was at all: "What is likeness?" ”
Qin Mo was amused by her, sat up from the bed, and then began to eat.
Ye Qingtu sat opposite Qin Mo and deliberately said some funny things to Qin Mo.
Of course, Qin Mo understood Ye Qingtu's intentions, so he smiled and said to Ye Qingtu: "Thank you so much, I really didn't make you a girlfriend in vain." ”
When Qin Mo said the first half of the sentence, Ye Qingtu was originally very happy, but Qin Mo still didn't forget to take advantage of her, and Ye Qingtu wanted to beat people again.
"Tell me about when you were a kid. I want to know what sustains you, and with such a character, you can live to this day. I think you must have a lot of friends around you who can tolerate you. ”
Qin Mo swallowed the fish meat in a big gulp: "Is it really good for you to talk about your boyfriend like this?" What do you mean by being? People like me who are generous and righteous are now very scarce, and you must know how to cherish them. Do you know how many people want to be friends with me? The reason why I didn't let them take care of me was because I wanted you to have a chance to perform. Didn't you see that Dr. Liu's eyes were full of envy when he saw you and me interacting? ”
Ye Qingtu replied coldly: "I didn't find it." I saw that his face was full of embarrassment, I should have never seen a faceless person like you. ”
Qin Mo was choked by Ye Qingtu and had no appetite, so he simply wiped his mouth with a tissue, and then said to Ye Qingtu: "Let me tell you, when I was in school, it was infinitely beautiful. At that time, my academic performance was not the best, but there were countless people who wanted me to be friends. This includes not only boys, but also girls. This is due to the unique charisma and leadership qualities that I have had since I was a child, and I am also very difficult. ”
"Can you speak human language? Believe it or not, I beat you up? ”
Ye Qingtu gritted his teeth and said this sentence.
Qin Mo smiled hesitantly, and then said to Ye Qingtu: "I was indeed not a good student before I was fifteen years old, but after I arrived at that glorious villa, a small incident changed my mind. I am determined to change my past mistakes and study hard seriously, so as to change my destiny and no longer let Shen Liuli look down on me. Then I was able to get into the university of my choice and make some friends who shared my interests. ”
Ye Qingtu said curiously to Qin Mo, "What is the trivial matter?" ”
"It's too small to be a little bit of a problem."
Qin Mo seemed to be deliberately selling Guanzi, and was unwilling to talk about it in detail.
Ye Qingtu pouted: "You think I really want to know." ”
Qin Mo said to Ye Qingtu: "Tell me about you." I wonder what kind of upbringing made you look like this. ”
When it comes to his experience when he was young, Ye Qingtu's eyes are full of some bright light.
The past is glorious. Although it is not perfect, when Ye Qingtu recalls it, it is full of happiness and joy.
"I was born in a small mountain village where a variety of ethnic minorities gather. There are more than a dozen ethnic minorities in our village.
Today is the festival of this nation, and tomorrow is the festival of that nation. So when I was a child, I was so busy with the holidays every day, and I was so happy that I didn't know what sorrow was.
I was only eight years old when I really realized that life wasn't all smooth sailing and that there would be hardships.
That year, something happened to my dad while he was working on a construction site. When my mom and I rushed to the city, we saw only my dad's cold corpse.
Although I was young and didn't have a clear idea of death, I knew that my dad would never be able to return to me.
After my father's funeral, I became more aware of what real life is.
The foreman saw that something was wrong on the construction site and quickly ran away. Developers are also reluctant to take responsibility. If we were to go to court, we would also have to bear a huge amount of legal fees. So my mom was only able to knock out teeth and swallow blood. While she is busy with farm work, she helps others do what she can to earn some money to support the family.
Later I found out that my dad had died in vain, and my mom had borrowed money for my dad's funeral.
Although our family is not particularly wealthy, our custom there is that the deceased is the greatest, and the funeral must be held in a beautiful manner. Otherwise, there will be gossip.
My mom became a widow at a young age, and I became a child without a father, and my happiness was completely gone.
And in the days that followed, my mom had to do everything she could to make money to pay off her debts. ”
When Ye Qingtu talked about those painful pasts, he did not burst into tears, nor did he show a sad expression, but was light and light, as if he was telling someone else's story.
Qin Mo had already listened to it completely, and he didn't urge Ye Qingtu to continue, but kept paying attention to Ye Qingtu's facial expressions.
When Ye Qingtu readjusted her emotions, she continued: "I don't know how I carried it during those days. All in all, when I go to bed every night, the thing I worry about the most is that my mother will hide under the covers and cry secretly. Because I didn't know what I should do to make my mom less sad.
Later I found out that my mom only smiled when she saw my carefree appearance. So then I started to learn to disguise, and no matter what unhappy things happened to me, I wouldn't show it in front of my mom. Over time, it was as if I had put on a mask, a clown mask. I'm always smiling, but no one knows the pain in my heart.
In the beginning, I was actually very unaccustomed to it. I also want someone to comfort me when I'm unhappy, and someone willing to tell me a joke when I'm feeling down. But then I realized that I had grown accustomed to the mask and could never take it off again.
I became the one who brought sunshine to others, and I felt that I had found value in my existence. And I've been sticking to this lifestyle, which has brought me a lot of benefits.
When I was sponsored by the good Samaritan to attend the best middle school in town, and then to college, my fate changed completely, and my family's financial situation improved.
My uncle made some money by undertaking renovation projects, and from time to time he subsidized our mother and daughter.
So life went on like this, and now our family has no foreign debts, so I can focus on my business without distractions. ”
After Qin Mo listened to Ye Qingtu's story, he gave Ye Qingtu a thumbs up.
"I used to think you were a useless piece of waste, but now I find that you are a positive piece of waste. At least you've raised a notch in my heart, congratulations. ”
Ye Qingtu really wanted to know why Qin Mo's brain circuit was so clear, he was always able to arouse the anger in her heart without much effort.
Ye Qingtu desperately suppressed the anger in his heart, and then stuffed a piece of fat into Qin Mo's mouth.
"Eat more delicious food and say less nasty things, and your injuries will heal faster. Otherwise, your old wounds have not healed, and you will have to add new ones. ”