Chapter 31-40 Chapter 36 Sister and Lover
When she saw Weiwei, she knew the difference, Huangshan and the butterfly had a very polite distance, that is, it would not embarrass her at all, properly maintain a gentlemanly demeanor, and hold her arm without touching any sensitive parts, but take good care, this is the subtle difference. People who really love each other have a kind of intimacy to the extent that they don't care, that is, they won't be too polite, and they won't care too much about physical contact, and there is no discomfort in both sides at close range, and the couples are getting closer and closer when they meet and talk, and the other people next to them become like strangers, and there is no gap in their private conversations to interject. Although real couples will not think too much about whether the other party accepts it, and to what extent it can be accepted, they show their truest selves in front of each other, and still live their own lives, but they consider each other's feelings more than taking care of their relatives, and they intend to take care of each other extremely while hesitating to give up themselves, and finally they will always give up themselves categorically in the contradiction between self and altruism, and fulfill each other. But he will not give up on his relatives, and he does not need to hide his emotions, but there will be no subtle fluctuations in emotions and physical contact needs, this is the difference between Huangshan Butterfly and Weiwei, one is purely a sister, and the other is of course a girlfriend.
When the butterfly went to see her mother, she brought the little white cat, and when she looked at the frozen adoptive mother sadly, it lay directly on her body, and gently massaged her throbbing heart, and the soft feel of the cat's paws brought her a very relaxed mental effect, which seemed to be the mother covering a warm quilt in her sleep, and it naturally played a hypnotic role. It seems that it looks at the world coldly, does not panic, and as long as it is by her side, it will never give up and will not leave. The butterfly gently kissed its tender cat ears in a requesting manner, and said to herself in the quiet and empty space, "Now that I only have you, don't go, okay?" Don't leave me alone. A strong butterfly on the outside, her inner fragility is only occasionally seen by her pet cat, as in today's situation.
But it fell asleep silently on the way back from the plane, in a spaceship-like backpack-like cage that the butterfly had prepared for it. There is also delicious cat food prepared inside, but it seems that the kitten is not hungry at all, and the cat food with solid particles is not much or less. Butterfly looked at it and began to worry that it was sick, because the cat with a bad appetite might be sick, and there was no veterinarian on the plane, which really made her anxious to cry without tears.
She hugged the cat, and it seemed that it was beginning to fall asleep from the cage, because she saw the butterfly sideways, and suddenly her eyes were shining, and the cat's eyes of two different colors, blue and green, opened wide, like two colorful gems, comparable to the twinkling stars, dazzling light. Very long and unusually supple beautiful cat hair, all over the body, round cat head with two cute cat ears, flawless hair smooth to the skin, small and round, naturally cute. The thin and slender cat's limbs bring out flesh-colored little paws, which seem to be waiting to be stamped on the white canvas, like a "Give me Five!" that heralds victory. Lying on the butterfly's arm, the cat covered its eyes with its paws, pretending to surrender, and then suddenly took it away, revealing a chubby cat face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, just like the game played by the adoptive mother and the butterfly when she was a child, in fact, she wanted to make her laugh.
The butterfly overlapped the cat's face with the smiling face of her mother in her childhood memories in her mind, and hugged it tightly in a state of sleep, and at the moment when her eyes fell into the abyss of sleep after a long period of fatigue, it secretly kissed her slightly swollen eyes crying, just like a man, a kiss to love, affectionate confession. The strange private behavior of the cat outside the veil of mystery was seen by a passenger who was as hard as iron in the aisle seat next to him, and the cat's healing behavior softened his heart, this old American lawyer who has dealt with all kinds of felons for many years for high fees, never married, and is determined to return home and raise one or two kittens after returning to the United States after dealing with the Chinese affairs entrusted by the customer. At least there is a little animal in this world who will love him, and he will return the deepest secrets in his heart to his future pet. It's like separating a passage, and the beautiful little girl sitting next to her and her cute cat get along quietly and elegantly. In the eyes of foreigners, the butterfly that has just turned 22 seems to be the appearance of a high school student, compared to the European and American girls who are more mature than their actual age, Asians are completely like children, and they will never grow up, which is amazing! Many years later, in the twilight of his life, the old lawyer still remembers today's moment, when she and the kitten met by chance on a certain flight, black and white, love and hate. Hepburn-headed, wearing a black retro-style small round neck A-line skirt, elegant and quiet, not surprised.
The little white cat that fell asleep peacefully in the arms of the butterfly also raised the corners of the cat's mouth, and the semicircular cat's eyes suddenly opened, and the crystal crystal cat's eyes flashed slyly, and then closed silently, as if to understand all the thoughts of everyone present. The lawyer also fell asleep, the corners of his thin cold mouth rose slightly, and in his dream, a gray kitten approached him. The cabin fell silent, as if nothing had ever happened, and the interaction between humans and cats only remained in the memories of butterflies, white cats and lawyers, like a photo, gradually displayed clearly in the ripples of the development potion, the characters and the cat's eyebrows, outline, details, before and after, scenery, shades, contrasts, and finally picked out by a clip of time, freeze frame the picture in a certain moment in the past, never fade.
When the butterfly returned home, the 12-storey residential building with a very ordinary appearance was the dormitory of the bank unit that the adoptive parents chose to allocate to her mother's work unit ten years ago. The butterfly family is on the tenth floor, with a middle household, three bedrooms and two living rooms, and a usable area of more than 100 square meters. This piece of land in Tianhe District, Guangzhou City, has been speculated to a very high housing price, if it is only a social freshman like Butterfly, he will definitely not be able to afford this kind of house type and area. Looking out from the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, the high-rise buildings outside are towering, the night is charming, the colorful neon lights are flashing constantly, the city is radiant and lively, but entering the floor elevator is a very quiet residential area, which is very suitable for staying away from the hustle and bustle of the bustling city.
The four walls are like snow, and the interior decoration of pink and white is also the first choice for butterfly adoptive parents, that is, a coherent and smooth pattern of blessings is drawn on the wall with a thick black line, and a lot of blessings form a balanced line, which is very classical Chinese taste full of intellectuality. In the bedroom, it is painted with a string of small clouds like a wishful pendant, and like a wave, the posture of the back waves of the Yangtze River pushing the front waves, which is very flowing and watery, showing the atmosphere of cultivation. Closing the door, it seems to return to another world, classical, distant, historical cultural heritage, avoiding all the hustle and bustle, only quiet, smooth, comfortable, endless gyrations, and silent time, surrounded by blue sky and white clouds under the sunset of the long river, the feeling of a small and quiet home.
The butterflies turned on all the lights one by one, snapping, snapping, snapping, a very rhythmic and monotonous switching sound, which sounded from time to time in the house. Then she sat down, opened a DVD box, pulled out any of them, and pushed them into the DVD player connected to the TV. Next, Butterfly turned on the TV and DVD switches, and slowly, the human voice sounded, it was the sound of her adoptive parents and her daily home, it was a summer day, Butterfly was in the fifth grade summer vacation The video recorded by her adoptive father was her birthday, cake and a simple celebration of the family of three at home.
Butterfly quickly watched it once, then set it to play on a loop, repeating it over and over again. Butterfly turned up her voice a little louder, so that she seemed to hear the adoptive parents in the next hall talking in a low voice as usual, she cooked in the kitchen, and returned to the hall to sit on the sofa to eat. In the corner of the wall, he played a game of hide and seek with an electric mouse toy, constantly holding a simulated mouse to the butterfly's feet exaggeratedly, supporting the butterfly's calf with a cat's head, lying on the ground, and demanding the butterfly's reward. The butterfly touched its smooth fur, and under the rhythm of its constant stickiness to her palm, it kept stroking the cat's head with its hands, skimming the cat's ears and neck, slippery, soft and soft, very comfortable.
Go back to your room, close the door so that their voices can continue to be heard, and in the midst of these noises that are gradually moving away, the butterflies lie on their beds, lonely and cold! No more parents walk into the bedroom late at night, when she comes back to lie down and fall asleep on a tired night at work, her mother will gently help her change out of the hard uniform-style work skirt, help her put her head on the soft large king size pillow, apply a hot towel to her face, and help her wipe her sweaty skin, so that she can sleep leisurely and easily. Tonight, she was the only one at home, sleeping on an oversized latex pillow, trying to make herself lie in the most comfortable position, like an overtired quilt, rolled into a ball, holding a plush toy big white bear that she had played with since she was a child, and she was half-asleep and half-awake.
The TV outside continued to play music and the voices of her parents, and the memories of the beauty had begun to enter her dreams, unwilling to wake up. In the dream, the butterfly began to live with her parents from childhood to adulthood, ordinary and happy, she doesn't seem to want to wake up again, sometimes she thinks, it's better to go back, and her parents can meet again in the sky, but her life does not have much experience, the future is so unknown and beautiful, she is really reluctant to leave the world, eating, drinking and having fun, fresh clothes and angry horses, all kinds of fun, different food, rich creativity, wild imagination, all kinds of different things, all kinds of interesting characters, infinite possibilities of life, is waiting for her to experience. How can you be willing to leave the world?
Suddenly, the picture on the TV becomes a scene from a butterfly's dream, and she is reminiscing about the happy times, the days of childhood, adolescence, youth and parents together. The DVD in the hall actually played these once real images simultaneously, no one had recorded them before, but they were still in her memory. What's going on? Why is this so? When exactly will butterflies stop being lonely? For more information, please see below!