Chapter 124

In the last sentence, Lu Ning said word by word, and his tone was unwavering.

Luo Ling pinched the handkerchief, her fingers were entwined together, Lu Ning panicked every time she said a word, and when Lu Ning's words settled, her whole person became flustered, and her breathing became short.

It's as if the most secret thoughts in my heart have been opened in the sun all at once, and it's so shameful.

Scenes of scenes that she was unwilling to face, words of condemnation seemed to be in front of her, as if they were in her ears.

Luo Ling shook her head, but she couldn't say a word, she unconsciously began to scratch herself, very hard, and several blood marks appeared on the back of her hand.

Lu Ning hurriedly grabbed her hand and comforted softly: "Take a deep breath - come, take a deep breath, it's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, you're fine, you're right-"

Although her practice of directly opening the scar will stimulate the patient, Lu Ning is not a professional psychologist and does not have a deep understanding of depression, but one point, Lu Ning knows that the complaint of depressed patients and the listening of doctors are effective ways to enlighten patients.

Let her recognize the fact of illness first, and then enlighten her, is the best way Lu Ning can think of at present.

Luo Ling's excited emotions gradually calmed down under Lu Ning's comfort, and she looked at Lu Ning fragile with a pair of beautiful eyes: "Am I really right?" But they ...... They ......"

Lu Ning patted her hand: "They all think you're wrong, don't they?" ”

"Hmm." Luo Ling suddenly felt very aggrieved, and responded slightly: "They said I ...... Say I ......" and then he lost his voice, lowered his head, and bit his lip desperately.

"Say what to you? It's okay, I'm a doctor, it's my duty to protect the patient's privacy, you can tell me, I don't talk about you. Lu Ning guided softly.

Luo Ling's mouth moved, wanting to say but not wanting to say back and forth, Lu Ning didn't urge her, just waited quietly, for a while, Luo Ling seemed to have plucked up courage, lowered his head, and his voice was so light that he could barely hear it: "Say me...... Shame. ”

"They say you're ashamed, do you feel ashamed?" Lu Ning whispered softly.

"I ......" Luo Ling tilted his head, and his voice was mournful: "Isn't it?" ”

Aren't you a sinner of the Luo family? It was she who made the Luo family a laughing stock in Yangzhou.

"It's not." Lu Ning smiled: "As long as you don't feel ashamed, you are not." ”

Maybe it was the first time Luo Ling had heard such words, and she didn't know what kind of reaction to give for a while.

If you don't feel embarrassed, isn't it embarrassing?

She sat dumbfounded, her pupils were out of focus, as if she was caught in her own thoughts, Lu Ning didn't interrupt her, just looked at the hands that were still holding together, and felt that something was not good, but it was not appropriate to spread out.

After a long time, Luo Ling looked at Lu Ning: "You just said, I'm sick?" What is the disease? ”

"Heart disease, overthinking." Lu Ning thought for a while and said.

Depression is not something that can be explained casually.

Luo Ling frowned: "Isn't it...... Thinking too much? Is this also a disease? ”

Lu Ning nodded: "Naturally, yes." Things must be reversed, and if you think too much, you will get sick. ”

Luo Ling nodded and stopped talking.

Seeing this, Lu Ning asked more, and only said: "It is not easy for a woman to survive in the world, how can she come to this world for nothing?" If no one loves themselves, then they should cherish themselves even more so that this life is in vain! Why condemn yourself for some unnecessary people and things, who is happy to do this? ”

Lorring's silence.

yes, who's happy?

No one was happy.

Whether she was divorced or committed suicide, no one in the family was happy, and her father and grandmother were furious to know that she had committed suicide.

But so what?

They still don't like her.

"If you can't open the knot in your heart, you can't let go of your mind, and you can't relax yourself, do you want to live like this for the rest of your life? Or do you no longer love yourself and your unique life? ”

"Unique?" Luo Ling muttered.

"Yes. People are unique in this world, and if Luo Ling dies in this world, there will be no second Luo Ling, you are precious. ”

Luo Ling's eyelashes trembled slightly, and tears fell on the table one by one, since she was dismissed, she had not heard any words of praise from anyone, except for ridicule, only ridicule, and she had to be tapped before she stopped.

But the person in front of her said that she was unique and precious.

"My illness...... Can it be cured? Luo Ling asked in a hoarse voice with a crying voice, suddenly, she wanted to live, but she was afraid that she would be too sick to control and kill herself.

"I will do my best to let Luo Lingpiao live beautifully and chic in this world." Lu Ning said firmly.

The treatment of depression is very complicated, of which biological therapy accounts for a large proportion, but there is no Western medicine here at all, and Lu Ning is not very sure of a complete cure, but she is dedicated to every patient.

"Thank you." Luo Ling burst out laughing, she was really happy to laugh.

"Look at you, how beautiful you smile." Lu Ning also smiled.

Luo Ling was praised and lowered her head a little shyly, although his face was swollen now, she still had an impression of him, wearing a scholarly robe, a handsome son.

"Yikes!"

Luo Ling withdrew her hand like an electric shock, and she only now realized that she was actually with this doctor......

His face suddenly flushed.

"What's that...... There is no distinction between men and women in the eyes of the doctor. Lu Ning said dryly.

Although he said that, Luo Ling still felt that he was too unreserved like this, how could he have a skin-to-skin relationship with a foreign man!

Lu Ning touched her nose, although she was a woman, it was really not good to be exposed like this, so she could only cough lightly twice, and said with relief: "If you feel uncomfortable, you are in need of treatment as we just did, do you feel better now?" ”

Being mentioned by Lu Ning like this, Luo Ling felt that his mood was indeed better, at least he would no longer feel that this world was boring, and there was always a sense of anxiety that he didn't want to stay any longer.

He only blushed and nodded.

Lu Ning smiled, to be honest, this is not how much of a role her "treatment" plays, it is in the evening, and the mood of depressed patients will be better than in the morning and evening.

"That's ......," Lu Ning gestured to the carriage.

Luo Ling also looked at the carriage, and finally curtched: "Thank you, Childe, I'll go back with you." ”

"Okay." 113

Lu Ning asked Chunxiao to find Tu Yu back, and made a "please" gesture to Luo Ling.

Luo Ling thanked her and stepped on the pedal, but when she bent over the carriage, she couldn't help but glance at Lu Ning under the carriage, Lu Ning smiled at her encouragingly, and she went in.

Lu Ning originally wanted to go in with her, but after Tu said, "You actually want to ride in a carriage with Miss Renluo", she could only rest her thoughts, men and women can't kiss! I just pulled someone's hand! How embarrassing other girls are, aren't they?!

But I still couldn't hold back a "bah" in my heart, go to you Lingtang The men and women in the hall don't kiss!

"Doctor Lu, it's okay, come in, you have injuries on your body." Luo Ling said empathetically.

Although it is not in accordance with the rules, this is someone's carriage, and she is always not good at taking the lead.

Lu Ning thought about it, and felt that there was really no need to get along with her body, so she responded to her request, after all, there were still Chunxiao and Xibao, how could there be any lonely men and widows.

Luo Ling sat in the corner, glanced at Xibao after Lu Ning came up, and then looked at him and lowered his head.

It was Xibao, seeing that there were guests in the carriage, he bowed his hand very politely, and after sitting down, he looked at Luo Ling curiously and asked Lu Ning: "Daddy, who is this beautiful sister?" ”

"Uh-"

To be honest, Lu Ningnu didn't know how to introduce it, to be honest, they really didn't know each other, and it didn't matter, saying that she was her patient didn't seem to be very good.

"I'm your father's friend, you can call me Sister Luo, what's your name?" Luo Ling asked with a smile.

Xiao Xibao stood up again: "I've seen Sister Luo, my name is Xibao." ”

"Xibao? What a good name, what a sound. Luo Ling was still smiling, and his expression became smart.

But Lu Ning knew that this was not her disguise, and besides, she was used to disguise, and no one knew what kind of pain and suffering she was suffering behind her back.

Xibao was also very happy to see people praising him, he sat next to Lu Ning, his little short legs swaying, lifting the curtains to look outside for a while, and holding Lu Ning's arm for a while to eat some pork jerky.

"Your Aunt Xiao has just dealt with it, and she hasn't done it yet, how can there be any pork jerky to eat, listen to the wind and rain." The deer snapped back to his senses and nodded his head.

Xibao grinned and fell into Lu Ning's arms, moving his small mouth, as if he had already eaten.

Seeing this, Chunxiao hurriedly helped him up: "Little boy, my son is injured, don't touch it." ”

Xibao sat up straight and asked his father with a worried face, "Did you touch it?" ”

Lu Ning spread his hands: "That's not true." ”

Xibao looked at Chunxiao: "I didn't touch it." ”

"You!" Chunxiao was extremely helpless, and there was nothing she could do with him, so she could only say: "You can eat it when the slave maid makes the pork jerky, can you wait a few more days?" ”

"Okay...... Let's do it! Xibao replied mischievously.

Luo Ling looked at the three masters and servants, with envy in his eyes.

In her environment, the master is the master, the servant is the servant, even if it is a personal maid who grew up since childhood, it is never allowed to be so presumptuous and unruly, let alone make trouble.

Lu Ning always paid attention to Luo Ling's emotions, and seeing that her expression was wrong, she poked Xibao's little fat waist, and her eyes signaled.

Xibao looked at Luo Ling, although he didn't know what Daddy meant, but his little butt moved over, and a pair of big round eyes blinked: "Why didn't Sister Luo speak, aren't you happy?" What do you usually do? ”

What can he do as a child, coax adults to be happy, and talk to adults.

The span from "unhappy" to "what" is a bit big, but it makes sense for a child to ask like this.

Hearing Xibao ask her, Luo Ling smiled again, but as soon as she laughed, the smile froze on her lips.

Because she didn't know how to answer, then she realized that she had been doing nothing all day, and there were many, many thoughts in her mind every day, but when she thought about it carefully, she found a blank, all in all, it was muddy.

Looking at Xibao's pure and flawless eyes with a smile, Luo Ling glanced at Lu Ning and said, "Painting, I used to like painting very much. ”

Lu Ning nodded at her.

"Drawing?" Xibao's eyes lit up: "Sister Luo can draw?" How do you look at my drawing? ”

As he spoke, he began to rummage through his small schoolbag, and handed a piece of drawing paper to Luo Ling with both hands, with a solemn expression, I don't know if I thought he was holding a national treasure in his hand!

Luo Ling took a look, was stunned for a moment, looked at it carefully twice, and gave an evaluation: "Very interesting." ”

Lu Ning Fu forehead: It's hard for you.

"You think it's interesting, don't you?" Xibao seemed to have found Bole, and almost jumped up: "I just said that I painted well, but my father actually said that I painted ugly!" ”

As he spoke, he glanced at Lu Ning with an expression of "look at others".

Lu Ning: "......"

I said it once, why do you have to remember it for so long?

When I realized that I might hit my son's hobbies, I immediately changed my tune!

Besides, don't you have a point in mind about what you draw? Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple stones are piled up together, and you tell me that it is a house?

Your brain hole is too big, right?

As a mother, I can't keep up with you.

Playing and laughing all the way, Luo Ling was also very active in it, but in Lu Ning's opinion, she still wore a heavy mask, did not open her heart at all, and even hid her true self deeper.

Smiling depression refers to the fact that patients smile and greet others most of the time during the day because of "the need for work", "the need for face", "the need for etiquette", and "the need for dignity and responsibility".

But this "smile" is not a real feeling from the bottom of my heart, but a burden.

Over time, it becomes emotional depression.

Luo Ling is the same, and her ideological burden is heavier, in this ancient time, being divorced was a fatal blow to women, coupled with the incomprehension of the family, it was undoubtedly another mountain on Luo Ling's shoulders.

In addition, Luo Ling's idol is overweight and has an unparalleled pride in being the daughter of a famous family, in order to make his parents and elders feel relieved, in order to maintain his beautiful image in the eyes of others, he deliberately concealed his emotions and forced himself to smile.

However, "habitual smiling emojis" cannot eliminate the stress, worries, and sorrows brought about by work, life, and other aspects, and even make them accumulate depression and pain more and more.

The most serious consequence is that the patient is at risk of self-harm or even suicide.

Luo Ling's suicidal behavior is not once or twice, without guidance and treatment, suicide and survival are just a thought, because the suicidal thoughts of depressed patients are often fleeting, she thinks so, then do this.

Therefore, the psychological intervention of psychologists for patients with depression is very important, because in the psychological counseling of each other, it is possible to save the lives of people who have suicidal thoughts due to pain and lack of understanding.