Chapter 292: The Clown Who Suffers from Persecution Paranoia
"You don't have to worry about that."
Su Jiarui said this almost with resentment.
It seems that since she announced to Chen Cheng in the office that she would take all the responsibilities and leave the Chen Group, the heavy shackles that originally bound Su Jiarui seemed to have slowly disappeared without knowing when.
This had to be placed before, she never had the courage to say such disrespectful words to Chen Cheng, firstly because she didn't dare, and secondly, because Chen Cheng would definitely torture her fiercely because of her resistance.
Therefore, at this time, the two of them were in a small space in the carriage, and when Su Jiarui realized how bold his words were, it was already too late.
She habitually bit her lower lip, although her heart was already in a mess, but on the surface she still had to maintain a precarious calm.
Chen Cheng looked at Su Jiarui with such complicated thoughts, shook his head, and laughed lightly, as if he was happy to see Su Jiarui's dying and struggling appearance, and then turned around and looked at the scenery on the other side, so good that he let her say such words, and didn't pay attention to her at all.
And without Chen Cheng's order, the driver in front of him was like this, driving all the way to the villa.
Su Jiarui looked at the street lamps in front of her one after another like meteors, and the tiredness of the past few days suddenly surged, she originally thought that when she saw a bus stop, she would strictly ask Chen Cheng to stop, but she didn't expect that the person who first closed her eyes and took off all her guard was herself.
Sleepiness came like a tidal wave, perhaps because the saddle was too comfortable, or because her car was already very familiar to her. Therefore, Su Jiarui slept very peacefully all the way, and she even saw a lot of extremely cherished and joyful past in her dreams.
On her birthday, her mother put it on the table and added poached eggs to the longevity noodles, she sat down excitedly at the wooden table, picked one up with chopsticks, and kept pulling it upwards, wanting to see how long the noodle could be......
In the mud pond, for the first time, she defeated the children with broken mouths with her thin body, and looked at the children with dirty faces and crying noses to show her her vulnerability, as if she had defeated the children in front of her, she could shoulder the responsibility of protecting her mother......
And, that night, the moonlight was just right, and she was on the outdoor balcony stretched out, and the moment she met the eyes of the young man Chen Cheng who came over......
……
Although the two of them have now fallen into such an embarrassing situation of looking at each other and hating each other, it was not until Su Jiarui really witnessed the various calculations and realities of this world that he was also a little relieved of Chen Cheng's calculations and use of her, and even the harm.
Even if there is a choice, after learning the price she has paid for this and all the hardships she has endured, she will definitely come to a specific place at a specific time and firmly to see the demeanor and shining eyes of the young Chen Chengyinglang.
In the haze, she felt as if a soft feather slowly brushed her cheek, and then, a burst of warmth came to dispel the cold on her body.
When Su Jiarui woke up from her sleep, she found that she was covered with a blazer, and the familiar smell made her cheeks hot.
She sat up in a daze, and when she saw the familiar scene in front of her, she already knew it in her heart.
Chen Cheng has always been so arbitrary, how could he listen to her slightest opinion.
"Now that you're awake, let's get out of the car."
Chen Cheng's cold voice came from the side, and then, he didn't squint, and his eyes didn't intend to have even half a bit of nostalgia on her, so he took the lead in opening the car door, took a long step, and walked into the familiar villa under the welcome of the housekeeper.
Su Jiarui bit his lower lip, hesitated for a long time, but still got out of the car, met the stunned eyes of all the subordinates, and stepped into the villa again with a cheeky face.
"Thank you."
Her voice was very soft, but she knew that Chen Cheng in front had already heard it, and his tall figure paused slightly, but he still didn't mean to look back.
"You should thank you for having a sister who always cares about you."
Su Jiarui naturally heard the ridicule in his words, but he was under the roof and had to bow his head.
In the face of Chen Cheng's contempt and sarcasm, she could only choose not to speak.
The scene in front of her seems to have become a re-screening many years ago, when she was just an inconspicuous student with the purest secret love in her heart, who was misunderstood by the group of girls because she helped Su Ru deliver a lunch, and she couldn't help but say that she was surrounded in the middle and was almost about to suffer a catastrophe.
At the critical moment, Chen Cheng appeared, and after learning that she was Su Ru's sister, he not only rescued her, but also sent her to the school gate.
And now, when she was about to encounter someone else's murder, Chen Cheng rescued her and brought her back to the villa, just for Su Ru's sake.
People like Chen Cheng have always scolded people without dirty words, but Su Jiarui clearly felt his disgust for himself. wonderful
Because in Chen Cheng's eyes, she is the ignorant and vicious sister who has repeatedly pushed her sister into the fire pit because of her jealousy and hatred.
If it weren't for Su Ru's face, he wouldn't have cared about her.
She knew very well that what Chen Cheng wanted to express to her was what it meant.
"Now, you won't believe anything I say anyway. It's just that if you can, can you please raise your noble hand, at least let me barely find a job in Cloud City to make ends meet? In this way, I will not appear in front of your eyes and dirty your eyes like I do today. ”
After saying this, Su Jiarui felt that the self-deprecation in his words was too decisive, and he regretted it for a while.
She shouldn't expose her weaknesses in front of Chen Cheng because she is arrogant, which will make him more proud.
It's just that the picture that Su Jiarui was looking forward to did not appear, and instead of it, there was a trace of doubt rising in Chen Cheng's eyes, and a sudden realization.
Obviously, after listening to her words, his first reaction was not smugness, but astonishment.
It's like......
It wasn't something he was instructed to do.
Su Jiarui knows that Chen Cheng is such a perverse and arbitrary person, if he does it, there is no reason to deny it.
So, didn't he arrange those things?
Su Jiarui was also a little flustered for a while, only to feel that the atmosphere between the two of them was a little stagnant now, so he lowered his head at the moment, walked up the stairs in embarrassment, and entered his previous room.
This villa, no matter how it looks, is tens of thousands of times better than the place where she lives now, and the room she is in now alone is the size of the whole house.
Su Jiarui threw himself into the soft bed, feeling everything familiar in front of him, and suddenly, he felt a bitterness for no reason.
She has never envied the luxurious life of these drunken gold fans, but she just feels that her current self, in Chen Cheng's opinion, is probably like a clown with persecution paranoia.
Because of the unpleasantness in his life, he imposed those mistakes on Chen Cheng, mistakenly thinking that he was still secretly controlling his life, and wanted to see himself admit his mistakes and submit to his softness.
But in fact, the other party has long been unable to show any interest in the bits and pieces of her life, Chen Cheng really let go of his hand, the unreasonable person is herself.
Su Jiarui did not suffer until the next morning, she was very aware of Chen Cheng's schedule, and she also desperately wanted to avoid the possibility of colliding with Chen Cheng unexpectedly.
After a night of tossing and turning, she took advantage of the dawn to sneak out of the villa like a deserter fleeing from the wilderness.
In the process of running forward aimlessly with her head down, Su Jiarui seemed to bump into the housekeeper, and in a trance, the scene in front of her seemed to be similar to a few months ago, and it seemed that she bumped into the housekeeper in the deep corridor.
But unlike now, it was the butler who volunteered to wait for her in the hallway, just to talk to her.
What did the butler say to her at that time? It's been so long that she doesn't remember it very well.
However, at this time, the two people seemed to be tacit, the other party had a cold face, but looked up at her lightly, and his eyes were similar to Chen Cheng's indifference and alienation.
It's as if such a condescending look is a Peugeot that belongs to the Chen family.
The butler obviously saw the person in front of him clearly, and he took a step back without moving, making way for her, and did not say a word the whole time. Naturally, she didn't have any need to greet the people in front of her, so she simply didn't say a word and rushed towards the door.
She knew that after she left, if Chen Cheng hadn't taken the initiative to ask, the housekeeper would definitely never mention her whereabouts, and the people here had never liked her.
And what makes her uneasy is that even she herself is not sure, and now she hopes that Chen Cheng can ask her where she is, or it is better to simply ignore her completely.
Su Jiarui walked along the almost endless villa area for a long time, and it was not until the sky that was originally white gradually cleared up that she finally saw a few familiar taxis.
Chen Cheng's previous sarcasm was indeed not wrong, and now she does not have much spare money to spend on transportation, not to mention that yesterday she was equivalent to a busy job in vain, not to mention that she did not get the salary, and even made herself frightened, like a grasshopper who was chained to a line and was terrified.
After last night's thrilling moment, she now just wants to hurry back to her small room and get a good night's sleep.
Don't pay attention to anyone, anything, just simply, let yourself be able to have a haven of rest for your body and mind.