00986 Books & Notes

[Synopsis: After Guan Dehou was banned from management, Zhuo Zhiwen originally thought that things would come to an end, but she didn't expect that all this was just the beginning. M. Mystery Man tells Zhuo Zhiwen that things are far more complicated than she imagined, and the key to uncovering the truth of all this is on a photo (corresponding to Chapter 875). The three people in the photo are Chu Yanran, You Gege and Betty. The mysterious person who gave these clues also left Zhuo Zhiwen a USB flash drive that could be locked and tracked in one direction to collect evidence, but when Zhuo Zhiwen went to get it, the accident happened again......]

ps: The key figures in this part are Zhuo Zhiwen, Guan Dehou, Chu Yilin, You Gege, Zhang Fengyu, Nashapova, Li Shaoan, etc.; The specific time node is mid-August 2030******

The sudden explosion of the fish tank did startle Zhuo Zhiwen, but it did not hurt her.

But when Zhuo Zhiwen saw the blown apart goldfish, Zhuo Zhiwen understood, this was to prove to her, those guys had the ability to take away her son.

Fortunately, the explosion was not very powerful, and Zhuo Zhiwen's son was just stunned for a moment and was not scared to cry.

But Zhuo Zhiwen was panicked in her heart, and she didn't know how to face this situation.

It stands to reason that the most appropriate way is to do what the other party asks, but ...... That means that Zhuo Zhiwen has betrayed the National Security Department, and it is very likely that she will fall into an abyss that she cannot struggle.

Night.

After putting her son to sleep, Zhuo Zhiwen turned on her personal computer and began to retrieve information about Chu Yanran, You Gege and Betty through the public network.

Among the three, there are very few reports about Chu Yanran and Betty.

In contrast, You Gege is like a big star, retrieving more than 10 million pieces of information.

"This You Gege is not simple...... Zhuo Zhiwen didn't care too much, put You Gege aside for the time being, and first read the reports on Chu Yanran and Betty on the public Internet.

One of the articles published by the international scientific journal Weekly introduced Chu Yanran in detail, including her personal information, her university and the honors she received.

But looking at these, it is not too much to describe Chu Yanran as a genius.

But there is nothing new, before Zhuo Zhiwen joined the National Security Department, she knew that there was a Chu Hongjun in China, and this top scientific giant had a granddaughter named Chu Yanran.

After roughly browsing these, and then looking at Betty's, she is also a genius girl, but compared with Chu Yanran, Betty's honor is much less, but it is more like an elite talent who works hard, but is still a little less aura.

Finally, I will return to Yougege.

Zhuo Zhiwen knew a lot about this woman before she took over Guan Dehou.

A great writer of realistic reflection, her books sell well all over the world, but they are also listed as ** in many places, such as China...... In China, you can't buy the copy of "Self-Consciousness" written by You Gege, and only after graduating from college can you have the opportunity to find the official abridged version of it on the Internet.

However, Zhuo Zhiwen does have this book in her hand, and it is a collection with a manuscript version.

Zhuo Zhiwen had read this book before, and I didn't know what to do at first, and then I saw what was inside, but when you really read it carefully, you found that you couldn't see through what the author was expressing at all.

Finding the book again from the bottom of the bookcase and spreading it out on the table, Zhuo Zhiwen found that it still contained the notes she had made before.

This is her reading habit, no matter what the book is, like it or not, notes can help her complete the reading better.

It's easy to do with notes.

Zhuo Zhiwen opened her notes first.

At the beginning, she saw her previous dismantling and analysis of the book.

The book consists of two volumes, with a total of 195 chapters.

The upper volume can be divided into three parts.

The first part is You Gege's gloomy life before her first suicide, through her diary, the reader can clearly feel her unwillingness and sorrow, in general, it is a very dark and negative energy bursting part.

The second part is an anecdote of Youger's life after she was rescued from her first suicide, mainly about how she was reborn with the help of a good friend, and this part is very short, recording only a few things that may seem special to the author.

For example, the first time I participated in a group wedding, the first time I completed a skydive without the help of a professional instructor, and the first time I climbed Mount Everest but failed......

Anyway, there are many firsts in this record.

Regarding this part, Zhuo Zhiwen's conclusion is that You Gege has always been eager to break through himself after being rescued from suicide, and has been challenging all kinds of impossibilities in life.

And she herself wrote clearly in the record.

"For most people who live on this planet, it is possible that he will never leave the city where he lives, or go skydiving, climb Mount Everest, or watch the sunrise and sunset on the uninhabited coast of Iceland...... The world is big, but our lives are often crowded into a narrow corner. ”

Zhuo Zhiwen remembers this passage vividly, and even copied it twice separately, which is clearly recorded in her notes.

Looking at this excerpt again, Zhuo Zhiwen couldn't help but sigh.

Once as a special forces, she never thought about anything other than the mission, and she felt that what she did was something of great honor.

Until she was captured by extremists.

During the days when she was captured, Zhuo Zhiwen finally understood what life is worse than death, and completely understood that pulling the trigger by herself did not kill fresh lives, not cold "targets".

Maybe You Gege, as the author, wants to express more, but Zhuo Zhiwen can still understand very little.

She turned the page and continued to look down.

In the third part of the first volume, You Gege recounts his journey of thought after his body was dragged down due to his failure to climb Mount Everest.

During the recuperation period, You Gege repeated reading books every day, reading paintings by masters, and looking at the days of pedestrians at the intersection.

She reads both classical classics and current scientific magazines, which can almost be said to be inclusive.

But she said it herself.

"If you like it the most, it is still the delicate human feelings in "", the observation and thinking angles in "A Brief History of the Future", the magnificent scene when Zhizi was first etched in "The Three-Body Problem", and the uninhabited deep space in "Time Journey...... Marveling at the beauty of words, and even more impressed by the beauty of human wisdom, although my body no longer allows me to go far, I have found a wider world, where the universe is just a landscape. ”

If you don't know who You Gege is, you may still be amazed by her courage, but when you see the photos of You Gege herself, you can't help but sigh that this weak little girl's tone is really not small.

In the first volume, You Gege records several turns and transformations in his life.

At the end of the first volume, she hand-painted a painting that is not found in the book that is not accompanied by a manuscript edition.

You Gege drew a tree, a pale book, on white paper.

The texture of its branches resembles the lines of the human cerebral cortex, and if you look closely, you will find that these branches are actually made of human bodies, they are integrated with the tree, or hug each other, or rely on each other, the form and movement are different, the only thing that is the same is that they all have their eyes closed, the whole body is white, and they can't find a complete human form, that is...... This is a complete tree made up of crippled people.

Regarding this painting, the analysis on the Internet is also different.

Some people expressed disdain for this, thinking that You Gege was just a brainstorm, and she drew such a strange picture with no connotation and beauty for the sake of novelty, which was very suitable for her neurotic way of thinking.

But there are also people who feel deep fear and uneasiness about this painting, they think that the inner meaning embodied in this painting is very real and **, depicting the mind in the form of a tree, and building the branches of the mind with the fragments of man, which is like the human being in the eyes of the Creator, which is the human being who has not evolved and has not surpassed the previous appearance.

They even believe that the blind, mutilated and imperfect characteristics of human beings with closed eyes are different, and they are interdependent, and that the walls of the heart that still exist after the individual form a whole have not yet been broken, and that the reason why so many people are used to form the brain, or constitute the embodiment of thought, is because each person's mind is independent, single, and biased, and only under the fusion of thoughts can it be complete, and there is hope for the fruit of Eden.

Zhuo Zhiwen also made a brief record of these two points of view, and her own opinion on the painting is relatively simple.

In Zhuo's opinion, she may be more inclined to the former disdain, but she can't help but guess the inner meaning of the painting, which is a very contradictory feeling, unless you disdain the whole book, you really can't ignore its existence.

So Zhuo Zhiwen simply went to read the second volume of the book with her guess about this painting.

The second volume of Self-Consciousness is also divided into three parts.

The first part is inheritance and development.

Here you elaborate on your views on history and human development.

Although there are many immature places, it is also very realistic to tell a lot of big truths that politicians under the fig leaf dare not say, so the supporters of this part of the content are far greater than the detractors.

And one of the most impressive sentences is the one written at the end of Chapter 127 of the End of Glory.

In this chapter, You Gege mentions the Crusades, the fall of feudal dynasties, the two nuclear bombs at the end of World War II, the collapse of the Soviet Union after the Cold War, and the rivalry that followed the rise of great powers.

"Right and wrong, good and bad, dialectical view and contradiction, are these ourselves? Those in power shouted that the sky was dead, and in the end it was still the yellow sky that stood up. Who is in charge of the future that the people do not see, and what is the difference between nobilism and utopianism? This is still an inferior performance, an inferior manifestation of self-amusement and self-deception. ”

Many people can't understand the inner meaning of Yougege's words.

Is she laughing at the whole world?

Listen to the tone like this.

She felt that all of this was inferior.