Chapter 120: Never Have I Ever Hated You
"You get up!" Feeling someone's turmoil again, Bernice finally roared in annoyance, but this seemed a little painless to April, and it didn't have much effect. In addition to the left hand that Bernice used to imprison him, April's right hand continued to roam in those indescribable parts, and the accompanying itching made Bernice gradually lose his strength.
"Hurry up~" Bernice roared again, but with the red cheeks and the soft tone, it gave people the illusion of wanting to refuse and welcome.
"Hate?" Aprili pursed her lips as if she was worried about something, and the movements of her hands stopped at the same time.
"Well, I can't say I hate ......."
"That's like?" April tilted her head, still not showing half of her expression, but for some reason, Bernice actually felt that she had read the feeling of "happy" on this three-no face, and it was extremely happy. Well, she must be stunned, otherwise this is the case......
"Like?" Aprile repeated, and as if to overturn Bernice's thoughts, the eyes that stared at Bernice suddenly softened a lot, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly, although not very obvious, but it was easy for those who knew Aprily well.
"Not like."
Bernice reluctantly denied it, but in the next second she noticed someone's obviously low mood, like a puppy abandoned by its owner......
"Hate?"
Yes, it's coming back again.
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Hello everyone, my name is Bernice, I was born in an aristocratic family, I am twenty-two years old, I follow the imperial princess Dalena Olnes as a bodyguard, and I have never been in a relationship without a boyfriend. I thought that my first love must be beautiful, and no matter how bad it is, I can find a man who looks okay to spend my life with, after all, as long as I can be good to myself, it is a good marriage.
But reality is often cruel, you often don't know where its lower limit is, when you think what you think is already the worst, but it can inadvertently give you a sharp stick, so that you know that this is reality.
Well, off topic.
Anyway, I'm panicking right now, because just now I lost my first kiss that I had kept for twenty-two years, and it was a girl my age (emphasis added), girl!
And now this face-paralyzed three-nothing girl named April is pressing on my body, while repeating "Do you hate it?" "Do you like it?" These two sentences.
Actually, it's impossible to hate it, but if you like it, it depends on that aspect, at least for Bernice, her feelings for April have always been the kind of love between sisters, but it's obvious that this is not what April is asking at this time.
"I said~" Bernice sighed, and at the same time subconsciously wanted to raise her arm, but after twisting it twice, she suddenly reacted, and her two wrists were still grabbed by April.
"You let go of your hand first." Bernice frowned, she hadn't noticed it because her attention was not here before, but she didn't expect that her two arms were numb, and there was a trace of pain in her wrists.
"Ah, I'm sorry." Probably noticing Bernice's strange appearance, April's hand instantly contracted back as if she had been suddenly electrocuted.
"You'd better get up first." Looking at someone who was still sitting on her, Bernice twitched the corners of her mouth a little speechlessly, she really didn't expect that a person who is usually so indifferent would actually make such a move now, if she hadn't seen it with her own eyes (personal experience), she wouldn't have believed it anyway.
"Sorry, I just ......"
"Stop!" Bernice sat cross-legged on the ground while looking up at April, who was already standing up, and made a "stop" gesture, "Before I listen to your apology, I want to ask, who gave you the idea?" ”
Bernice has been thinking about this since she just calmed down, after all, as far as April's usual behavior is concerned, it is abnormal to think about doing such a thing suddenly, although she does not deny that someone's heart does want to do this, but it must be because someone is "advising" behind her back, if she knows who that person is...... Then she will definitely make that person understand why the flower is so red.
"Angel."
Bernice: "......" so you didn't even hesitate? Suddenly I feel that girl is a little pitiful, what's going on?
"There was a time before...... After that, I asked Angel and she said that I had someone I liked, and asked me who I was. ”
"You said it?" Bernice subconsciously asked this sentence.
"Nope."
"It's good if you don't have it." Seeing Aprily nodding, Bernice breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't dare to imagine what would happen if Angel's girl knew about it.
"But she told me to go for it if I like it, and if I don't know the other person's attitude, then try it."
"So that's the temptation in your mouth?" Bernice pointed to her red lips that had been swollen by someone, and the bruises on her forehead jumped.
"Well, Angel said that this way is the most direct, and it is also the most able to test the other party's attitude." Aprili replied honestly, but the expression on her face did not change in the slightest from beginning to end, and her flat tone seemed to be recounting an incident that had nothing to do with her.
"And then there'......"
"That's it?" Bernice raised an eyebrow, looking at April's pale red cheeks in surprise, why did she think that the latter words would be a little inappropriate?
"That is, if the other party does not agree, you can use some strong measures, like ......"
"Stop, stop! No, let me slow down for a while. Bernice put one hand on her forehead, and reached forward with the other hand to make a stop gesture. She now wanted to pry open Angel's little girl's head to see what was in it.
"April." After taking a few deep breaths, Bernice suddenly stood up, and then both hands pressed on April's shoulders at the same time, with a sincere face, "Stay away from Angel's girl in the future." ”
"Why? Did Angel do anything? ”
"There's no why, you just remember to stay away from that girl, it's okay to talk, but there must be a distance, don't ask her about things like today." Although Bernice doesn't know whether it will be useful for her to do this, she has to try any way, otherwise if she lets the person in front of her contact Angel, it is estimated that it will not be long before the whole person will be led crooked, and judging from the current situation, she will be the unlucky one at that time. As for the source of evil...... Bernice felt that it was useless to say it herself.
"Can you only go and react with Sister Ye......" Bernice muttered softly, and then looked up at April, who looked puzzled (don't ask her how she saw it), "Also, you forgot all what Angel said before." ”
"Those...... Is it wrong? ”
"That's right, no, half right and half wrong! The front half is fine, but the back ...... What the hell is that tough tactic? It's no problem to have a favorite object, it's okay to be direct, it's okay to have a tough attitude, but you have to pay attention to the reasonableness of the way for me, and I forgot all the tough methods that Angel told you, and I can't remember a word in my head. ”
"But ......"
"It's nothing, if you don't obey, then I, then I'll ignore you in the future!" Bernice raised her head and made a very tsundere look, God knows how she did it, and with that delicate voice, she even suddenly had the idea of slapping herself unconscious, if not for the effect.
"I see, I promise you."
"That's right." Bernice nodded with satisfaction, it seems that her status in April's heart is still quite high, and she can still influence the decisions she makes, but ...... She must not be happy, well, as long as the thought of April's thoughts about herself, Bernice wanted to cry a little.
"What's wrong?" Looking at the look on Bernice's face, Aprile suddenly felt a little cloudy in her chest.
"It's nothing, it's just that there's something I want to ask you all of a sudden."
"What?"
"Do you really like me?"
"I like it."
"You really don't hesitate at all." Bernice held her forehead, obviously speechless at April's answer, "Do you know what that means?" No, do you know what it means to like? ”
"I ...... Do you like it...... I don't know, but Angel says it's like. Aprili lowered her head and put her hands on her chest, it was the first time she had experienced such a feeling, but she didn't hate it.
"Well, since you have your own ideas, and I can't keep watching you all the time. But one thing you have to be clear about is that as a woman, even if you really like my feelings, you are destined to be impossible. Bernice felt that there were some things that had to be talked about with the person in front of her, otherwise she would fall deeper and deeper.
"Why? Why can't we be together? Hey, Bernice, can you tell me why? Aprile looked at Bernice as tears rolled in her eyes, "Why don't you answer me?" Or is it ...... Do you really hate me? ”
"I didn't!" Perhaps a little upset by April's questioning, Bernice subconsciously replied angrily, "I didn't, I never hated you!" Now it is! It used to be too! ”
"You know what?" Bernice looked at April, and at the same time the corners of her mouth hooked a smile, but this smile was with obvious sadness, "Actually, every time I quarrel with you, I don't want to, but if you don't quarrel, you can't do it, who made you so cold to me." And when I first met you, I was curious, obviously a partner in the team, but it made people feel a clear sense of distance, at first I thought it was because you were afraid of life, but I didn't expect that even after getting along for a long time, your attitude towards everyone has never changed, as if it has been the same as when we first met, and this further intensified my curiosity. ”
"In order to get to know you better, I began to observe, of course, although it is observation, it is more appropriate to say that there is a little more mind, after all, your strength is on par with me, if you behave too deliberately, you will definitely be discovered at that time, so it is better to take it slowly."
"Gradually, I found that your apathy is only due to not knowing how to get along with other people, because every time people touch you, your whole body stiffens, am I right?" Speaking of which, Bernice winked mischievously at April, as if she had found something interesting.
"I'm ......" Aprile opened her mouth, she wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it, she was really not very good at getting along with other people, whether it was before or now, this has never changed, if it wasn't for the people in front of her who broke into her world regardless of it, I'm afraid she would still be the same as before, living a mechanical life.
"If you don't know how to say it, then you don't need to talk about it for the time being, and it's not too late to tell me when it's organized." Bernice smiled, "After all, I'm not saying this to know anything about you, but just to let you know my attitude towards you, because I've never hated you." ”