At the beginning of Su Jiarui's consciousness, a faint disinfectant water poured into her nasal cavity, a smell she was once familiar with, but now she only feels redundant.

She was originally a person who begged for death, she only hoped that at this moment she would open herself up again and see that it was heaven, no matter how bad it was, hell could also be, it was better than living in the world and torturing each other with Chen Cheng.

"Drip ...... Drip ......"

The sound of machinery echoing in her ears, and she slowly opened her eyes, and there was a blinding whiteness in her eyes.

And Chen Cheng stood by the window with his back to her, and even Wei An's back revealed a chilling sense of oppression.

Su Jiarui sighed in his heart, it seems that this man is not wrong, her life is indeed very hard, even if she does, she can't die.

The man obviously didn't realize that she had woken up, and he couldn't see any emotion in his back, just like when she first saw him, at that time, Chen Cheng was also the same as now, just by relying on a back to make her haunted.

It's just a glance at 10,000 years, but it can't withstand the passage of time.

Maybe Chen Cheng will never remember that their first meeting was at a birthday banquet, when her sister Su Ru's face was still flushed with ruddy blood, and the family was dressed up to attend, and the excitement and attention did not stay on her at all.

Maybe because my sister is the daughter of the Su family, and because she was born in poor health, her parents will always pour more love into her since she was a child. I hired the best tutor for my sister, and even the family doctor invited a well-known expert from abroad.

Every time they attend such a banquet, they spare no effort to take care of Su Ru, and when they meet people, they will introduce Su Ru to what international competition she has won awards, which professor named Su Ru to accept Su Ru as a closed disciple, teach her, etc., and so on, and she?

After a banquet, no one will remember her name at all, and when she is mentioned, the most is the second lady of the Su family who is not very famous.

She is just an insignificant shadow behind her sister.

Simply since she was a child, she didn't like high-sounding receptions, because she was neglected, she could get out of the tedious and false entertainment, and get a moment of respite on the balcony where no one was there.

She remembered that night when the moon was sparse, and she wore an elaborate gown, fantasizing that she was a princess trapped in a castle, and longed day and night for a heroic prince to save her.

Everything is like a pre-arranged bridge, when she was in the first years of love, she met the handsome person.

And it was on that day that she was bored and saw Chen Cheng's tall back downstairs, and there were enough lights and shadows upstairs, but she could see him at a glance in the crowd.

A well-cut suit outlines the perfect body curve of a man, even if you don't look at the face, that noble temperament is exuded from the inside out, and the gestures are extraordinary.

The next second, the man turned around and unexpectedly met her on the balcony.

She lowered her head and looked down, Chen Cheng raised her head slightly, all this was so romantic that it was not like words.

But in just a few seconds, Chen Cheng looked away, and in her heart, she couldn't hold anyone else anymore.

Time has passed, but the past is vivid.

The man standing by the bed seemed to have sensed something, turned around slowly, and met her eyes as he did back then, but now his eyes were full of indifferent resentment, wishing that she would disappear from this world in the next second.

There was a dull ache in her heart, and she wished that this painful feeling was nothing more than the work of this tattered body.

"You're really fatal, you can't die after all this."

As soon as he opened his mouth, there was a heavy banter, which seemed to have become a conventional method of communication between them.

"I'm sorry, next time I'll try a little harder and die out of your sight."

Su Jiarui knew that Chen Cheng's rescue of her was by no means kindness or pity, but he had not yet asked for enough "compensation" from her.

He hadn't seen enough of her full loneliness and ruin, how could he give up?

"You dare!"

The aura of oppression instantly surrounded Su Jiarui, and Chen Cheng's cold gaze pierced straight into her heart.

"Isn't that enough? I don't have a few days left, so you can leave me alone. ”

"Why are you talking to me about this! I won't allow you to die so easily, hear me! ”

Looking at the obsessed Chen Cheng in front of him, Su Jiarui sighed slightly.

"Chen Cheng, I will carry my sins, but she is dead, isn't she? She died a few years ago, and now, I'm dying, aren't you looking forward to this day? Avenge her with my death. ”

Sure enough, as soon as she mentioned Su Ru, the anger in Chen Cheng's eyes deepened a lot.

"Avenge her with your death? Su Jiarui, you are not worthy! You don't want to die so easily, you only deserve to live lowly, as long as I want, you have to give me a long time to live! ”

Sure enough, he did what he said, as if he didn't intend to let her take the opportunity to kill herself, Chen Cheng took Su Jiarui back to the villa overnight, and even the caretakers were twice as many as before.

"Miss Su, Chen Shao said, you have to eat the rice, otherwise we won't be able to explain."

There was a touch of embarrassment on the nurse's face, which made Su Jiarui not want to make more trouble, so she had to take a few bites copically, after all, she knew that if she didn't cooperate, Chen Cheng would definitely make things difficult for this group of innocent people in turn.

In the face of Su Jiarui's rare cooperation, the nurse only thought that she wanted to open it, and she unconsciously talked more.

"Miss Su, it's not me who said, in fact, I rarely see a rich kid like Chen Shao who cares so much about a woman, in order to cure your disease, he used all kinds of means to invite almost the most authoritative experts in the world to treat you, even if there is a big contradiction between you, I don't think it's a big deal, after all, he really cares about you."

The corners of Su Jiarui's mouth couldn't help but have a wry smile.

Does he care about him? The grievances between them start and end as an understatement contradiction in the nurse's mouth?

He spared no effort to heal her, but he didn't want to see her die so happily, and he wanted to torture her for a few more days.

Thinking of this, she really didn't even have the mind to go on.

Why bother?

I have been grieving all my life, and in the end I have not wronged myself, but I can't ask for the so-called "all". , on the contrary, there is one more "enemy" who is opposite day and night, can't love, but can't hate even more, she is really tired.

From that day on, no matter how hard the nurse begged, she refused to eat and drink, and even refused to cooperate with the daily check-ups, bent on dying.

Sure enough, it didn't take long for her to see Chen Cheng with a black face.

"Do you really think I can't deal with you?"