Milan's heart beats, because she works with Butterfly and Qingqing, she finds her own shortcomings even more, she is completely a newcomer to the industry, she has no skills, she has not graduated from college, only the first Chinese, because the patriarchal parents only hope that she will find a good man to marry, earn some gift money for her two younger brothers to marry a daughter-in-law in the future, and have never thought of providing books and teaching, nor do they expect her to work well. Their concept is that the idea of ordinary peasants is that if their daughter is at home before marriage, she will do housework well, and she will earn money to help the family when she goes out to the city, and she is not expected to earn a lot, just enough to provide food and school expenses for a son every month. In fact, Milan's parents are not too greedy, they are not unscrupulous parents who want to squeeze their daughters dry, they also have simple family affection, they just don't have the idea of wanting equality between men and women, and their daughters should also study to get ahead. They just want the family to be safe, even their son doesn't need to study well, enough to graduate from junior high school, and then go to a secondary school to learn a craft, leave the countryside, and find a good job in the city, such as a workshop electrician, or an ordinary technician who can repair household appliances, or a real estate salesperson like the son of the neighbor next door, can sell some houses, send money back to build a small three-story building, and live on one floor with her parents after marrying a daughter-in-law in the future. Daughters don't even have to go to secondary school, as long as they are obedient, well-behaved, can do housework, learn to be virtuous and housekeeper like their mother, and have these basic conditions for marriage. Because Milan is medium-looking and gentle and cute enough, the village is very popular, and five or six people come to ask for marriage, but Milan's parents still feel that it is not too late to wait until she is 25 years old to marry, on the one hand, they also love their daughter, and they want to find a good one, with middle and upper family conditions, better than their family, and on the other hand, they also hope that she will stay for a few more years to make some contributions to their family. After all, it is unlikely that you will pay 2/3 of your salary to your parents as you do now, and if you have a doll, you will support your family, and it is even more impossible to get some back to your parents' house to prepare for your younger brothers and sisters to make wedding dresses.

But Milan was lucky, because he met Chunchun's first love when he was in junior high school. She still has happy times, it can be seen that although the will of heaven makes people, the poor children born in ordinary people's homes and the rich second generation born with a golden key are all equal, in the face of love, regardless of rich and poor, on the eve of their step out of the society and learn to see the world with snobbery, everyone can have the opportunity to get the age of innocence, happy and happy days, with the simple and unintentional first love began.

This is a poor boy from a similar family background to her, but they have not seen any rich second generation, so they do not dislike each other, and they do not say that they are trying to establish a love relationship for financial gain, everything happens so naturally, develops, and then....

The only thing that is different from her is that since he was a child, he knew that the hope of the whole family was in him alone, he had to have good grades, he had to get a scholarship, he had to strive to get into college, this was his only way out. Because he didn't want to be like the bear child next door, he gave up his studies halfway, went home to farm with his parents, cut grass and feed pigs, and there was no change all year round, he was always dressed in blue pants and black clothes, and he didn't have much money left at the end of the year. He also didn't want to be like his cousin, who was ten or eight years older than him, to go away from his hometown to find a job in a factory in the city to work overtime day and night, and send home money to support the old and young, but he only went home for two weeks to a month a year in the Spring Festival when the train carriage was crowded, and life continued to repeat without suspense, and little changed from generation to generation. His mind is indeed very suitable for reading, he has made great achievements since he was a child, and he doesn't know why his parents from where he was born could give birth to such a smart baby, so he has been pinned on by his parents since he was a child, giving him an egg every day, and he must buy him a new dress for the New Year, even if it is not expensive, he will choose it for himself, his favorite is a long-sleeved white shirt, and a pair of straight black pants, there are two deep pockets, both hands can be inserted into the trouser pockets, very cool, just like the dress of a male protagonist in an idol drama, Very simple without losing character. He just learned everything about the actor, from his movements to his pace, he was almost exactly the same, but his eyes were different, his was a crystal clear stream, and in the TV series, he was as deep as the sea. Because he has never seen the world and has not experienced the simplicity of the wind and waves, he is harmless and harmless at a glance. Milan was attracted by his eyes, and fell in love with him at first sight, not because of his unusual clothes, not because of his excellent performance, but because of his unconcealed natural look, which touched her heart.

Many years later, Milan still remembers the day we first met. She was strolling home from school on the school playground, and suddenly a figure appeared on the edge of the basketball court, everyone was watching the time when a large group of senior boys grabbed baskets from each other, and a large circle of senior and senior ticket holders screamed and clapped each other to cheer, and suddenly the audience fell silent for some reason. Milan also involuntarily looked towards the eyes of all beings, it was a tall and thin boy, the first thing he saw was his big eyes, which seemed to be shining with starlight, because of his undisguised composure, it seemed that he was born to attract attention, he kept the same pot lid as everyone else, that is, the kind of push up on both sides, like green years, and then the eyebrows were blocked by a curtain of bangs, leaving only black and thick eyelashes exposed, and the eyes that were clear as water were as good as the current boyfriend. Milan's mind is only left with the word good-looking, and her simple thinking really can't come up with other complicated adjectives. Maybe it was the good-looking eyes that made her remember this person at once.

"Li Jiaheng! This way! There was a little fat man who waved at him on the other side, so that Milan knew his name, she had heard and seen this name a long time ago, and the teachers and students of the whole school knew it, because, "Li Jiaheng is the first in the whole class, and the prodigy in the whole school has ever jumped two levels in a row!" This is what her classmate fan told her and the other girls one day.

The fan is actually called Liu Simi, her father actually loves her mother very much, and her mother's nickname is Peach, so she gave this name, but the fan himself doesn't like to be called Little Peach, so he changed it to Liu Mimi, and the unofficial change is to only write Liu Mifan on the homework book and exam papers. She just didn't agree that she was called "Liu Simi", because "Simi" in Cantonese has the same pronunciation as "stockings", and as a result, she was given a flower name (alias) called stockings by children from kindergarten, so she wanted to change her name to Mimi. But her parents didn't agree, so she had to resist passively, the teacher saw that her name did not match the list, and couldn't cry or laugh, knowing that it was a child's resistance psychology, so she obeyed her will, after all, in a lifetime, the name is actually a floating cloud, called a cat and a puppy, no one will care about the small flowers and grasses, and there will not be many people who have left a name, a legend that has been passed down through the ages. In this way, the fan has been handed down in place of her legal name, Simi. From this incident, we can see that we are all so willful before adulthood, thinking that the whole world can change for ourselves, or mistakenly thinking that we can easily change the world. Milan is the same as him, thinking that the true love of two people can change the attitude of both parents, but unfortunately, there is really no way to change the opposition of both parents.

The sweetness of first love, in fact, lies in the mystery, maintaining an infinite sense of distance, triggering infinite imagination space, so all are beautiful things, only the fantasy world is more perfect than the cruel reality, so the first love is the most nostalgic. Only they and the other party know, and the crowd next to them all eat melons.

Milan also doesn't know where to start, and it's always in love. Maybe it was walking too fast on the playground that day and almost hit him, but he was kind enough to help him. Maybe it's because he's too gentle, she's too cute, and they are attracted to each other. She only felt that when he lowered his wide eyes, there was a touch of sadness that no one else had, which resonated with her heart, and the natural motherhood was overflowing, so she wanted to hold him in her arms to warm each other. Just like she was lying on the slope of an endless back mountain, with no one around, she looked up at the endless blue sky, counting countless white clouds, and there was an impulse that belonged to youth, wanting to fly over the mountains and wilderness, to a strange place, completely detached from the world, and the idea of breeding like this, and he, the fellow traveler she had imagined, walked with her to the future, this is a silent hope, he is a part of that hope, there are some expectations, there are some things completely different from reality, people who are completely irrelevant, just like him.

She is not a scumbag, nor a scholar, her grades are mediocre, she remains average, this is the legendary distance, he is the person she expects to become but cannot become, and for him, the same, she is a completely different person whom he envies in his heart, she can take exams and not be the first, she can sing popular songs freely, play to her heart's content after class, you don't need to spend all your free time studying, you don't have any burden of thought, you follow the crowd when you live, you just obey fate, she goes wherever she goes, there is no need to be competitive at all, Because her time was so peaceful and quiet, so leisurely, he felt that being with her was like a dream, in which he could breathe freely, watch the tadpoles jump together by the water, and completely ignore how tomorrow's exam was, although they silently kept a certain distance, but they also looked at the stream in the distance side by side, sharing the sweetness of secret love.

But he was a very disciplined man, and he usually stood with her in the back hill looking at the stream, and after a quarter of an hour he would whisper, "It's time to go home." Then she took the first step very tacitly, and he followed far behind, and when she turned to look at the door of her house, and when she saw that no one noticed her, she waved at him quickly, and he kept staring at her in a daze, and when she entered the house with a good heart, he turned and left.

"You're going to take some minutes later, will you do that?" Suddenly interrupted by Qingqing's words, Milan glanced at the butterfly sitting opposite who was also contemplative, and didn't dare not answer, so she agreed, "I won't, can you teach me?" Then she suddenly thought, "If he's still with me, how good would it be for him to teach?" She turned back to the memories of their breakup, her eyes became confused again, and Qingqing saw that she was starting to lose her mind again, so she walked out of the office and ignored her.

The butterfly was also full of thoughts on the other side, still staying in the appearance of her adoptive mother in the freezer, how she wanted to gently touch her adoptive mother's face, hair, and eyelashes with her hands, just like rubbing her when she was a child, warm and intimate, completely like her own daughter.

How did Milan and her first love end up wordless? And how do butterflies get rid of their thoughts of their adoptive mothers? If you want to know what's going on, please take a look at the next update!