"Alas, the water temperature here is so good......"

Although Su Mian often took a bath when he was at home, this feeling was different from the feeling of being in Wei Quan, when he was not in good health before, Su Mian thought about going out to travel or taking a bubble bath or something, but the doctor said that Su Mian's body was too weak to catch a cold when he saw the wind.

Since then, Su Mian has never experienced all kinds of happiness, Su Mian has always had regrets, she didn't expect God to give her such a huge gift, let her reiterate it again, and it is in a healthy person, although there will be some small troubles, but for Su Mian, these small troubles are nothing to his own life.

Soaking in the hot spring and feeling the warm water soaking on his body little by little, it seemed that all his troubles were soaked away, including the tiredness of the past few days, Su Mian slowly forgot about it.

Soaking in the hot spring, Su Mian closed his eyes, put a towel on his face, and soon felt a sense of sleepiness.

I don't know how long it took, I suddenly heard a loud noise, Su Mian suddenly woke up from the dream, and then realized that he was soaking in the hot spring, and then suddenly opened his eyes, put on his clothes and went out to check the situation. There was a muffled sound just now, like the sound of something heavy falling to the ground, although Su Mian didn't know what was going on, but in such an unfamiliar place, if something really happened, that person probably needed help.

The most important thing is that Su Mian is very scared, there are really ghosts here, although Su Mian is a materialist, but sometimes he watches too many ghost movies, and he will scare himself, so Su Mian was very frightened when he went out, and he picked up a long object that he didn't know what it was.

As soon as I pushed open the door and went out, I saw a familiar figure lying on the ground, which turned out to be Liu Tingyuan.

Su Mian's eyes widened in disbelief and looked at Liu Tingyuan, who was lying on the ground and seemed to have a particularly painful face.

"What's wrong with you?"

The "murder weapon" in Su Mian's hand was casually thrown on the ground, and then he hurriedly lowered his head to check Liu Tingyuan's physical condition.

"Medicine ......"

Liu Tingyuan spit out this sentence with difficulty, and after Su Mian finally heard it clearly, he hurriedly ran to Liu Tingyuan's room to look for medicine.

Seeing that Liu Tingyuan was in great pain just now, it should be some kind of disease or a disease that has always existed, Su Mian found a bottle of medicine after coming to the room, and put it in a particularly conspicuous way, it seems that Liu Tingyuan has already been prepared.

Gu Hongyun was about to take it, and quickly ran to Liu Tingyuan's side, poured out the capsule inside, and then put it in Liu Tingyuan's mouth.

Liu Tingyuan's face was white, purple and red, which made people feel particularly terrifying, the key was that Liu Tingyuan's face finally became even more pale, as if the temperature of his body was slowly disappearing, and this feeling was like a person slowly disappearing his life.

Su Mian is a person who has experienced life and death, so in the face of such fears, Su Mian is likely to include everyone who wants to live well, and sometimes there may be thoughts of suicide, but when you really want to commit suicide, you will find that this person is particularly painful, because everyone will have a fear of the unknown, and everyone has no way to imagine what it will be like after death, or what it will be like when you are about to die.

Su Mian knew what it was like to die.

It was a feeling of despair and helplessness, making up for the fact that he didn't do everything he wanted to do, and he didn't have everything he wanted to have, at that time, all Su Mian wanted to have was a relatively healthy body, but God just gave him a bad body, so that he had no way to continue his dream.

Su Mian still has a lot of things to do, although he can be regarded as lonely, but Su Mian also wants to get his beloved other half, but that half has never come.

This feeling of regret is not something that can be made up for by ordinary regrets, and there is no way to even experience it, even if it is told to ordinary people, ordinary people are just embarrassed, but after all, there is no way to be there.

Seeing Liu Tingyuan's face slowly improve, Su Mian's swirling heart slowly let go, Su Mian understood that Liu Tingyuan's current psychological condition, maybe it was because the two of them had the same disease, Su Mian was also in a very bad physical condition before, and he could only maintain his life through medicine, until in the end, he couldn't even maintain his life with medicine.

"How are you feeling?"

Su Mian looked at Liu Tingyuan with some concern.

"Much better...... Compared with Liu Tingyuan, who was struggling to speak just now, Liu Tingyuan is much better now, although his voice is a little hoarse, and it still seems that he is not very good, but Su Mian seems that he is much better than just now.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome, I also heard a loud noise before I came out, I didn't expect it to be you......"

"I've not been in good health since I was a child, I have congenital heart disease, but I've never told anyone about this matter, and I hope you don't tell others about it, okay?"

Liu Tingyuan stood up slowly, and Su Mian hurriedly supported Liu Tingyuan, for fear that Liu Tingyuan would fall again.

Congenital heart disease......

With such a disease, it will not be easy in this life, Su Mian understood such a painful process, so he nodded seriously.

"Actually, I can understand your feelings, although you may not be able to understand me, but I have really experienced life and death, so in the face of such a situation, I think you should not give up, maybe it will really get better."

Su Mian didn't know what to say, in the face of such a disease like a terminal illness, in fact, everyone had a feeling of helplessness in their hearts, even if the medicine could sustain life, but sometimes they would be afraid, in case one day it suddenly disappeared.

"It's okay, I've been used to it for a long time, and I've been destined to spend my life like this from the moment I was born, so until now, my life can be considered relatively complete, because I don't have anything I want, so for me to live slowly now and do what I want to do is the most important thing."

The light flashing in Liu Tingyuan's eyes made Su Mian slightly stunned, but he didn't expect Liu Tingyuan to think so openly.

Su Mian helped Liu Tingyuan to the room.

"You have a good rest, I'll come over if you need me, if you don't want it, I can go and buy it for you, you still don't go out and walk around more."