7. Culture Week (3)
Childhood feelings are mostly fragile and short-lived. Maybe it's because it grows in a greenhouse, like the little prince's rose. Rose wanted to keep her beauty, keep the beauty of "I met you for the first time", and let herself be born only for the little prince, so she asked the little prince to cover her in a glass bottle, and finally the rose became immortal in the eyes of others, but she was getting farther and farther away from the little prince.
There are many people and things in the world, and there are too many possibilities for right and wrong, and it may be just a turn that does not stay, or a look back that is too late, and it is missed. You don't have to explain it, because any explanation will be futile in the end, and you can't stop saying something that will make the other person angry, and the relationship you cherish will still come to an end in a mutually hurtful way.
The same is true of the little prince, who does not understand the intentions of the rose, and thinks that his rose has changed. He began to wander the planets, until one day the little prince suddenly woke up and returned to Rose, only to find that there was no going back.
Mu Sisi is the little prince who is half a beat slower, but her story is more miserable, there is no red rose that she loves at first sight, and she is just Mu Sisi from beginning to end, or ignorant, or happy, or melancholy, or sad.
Tang Yao and Mu Sisi were not in the same class in primary school. Probably because things gather like and people divide into groups. Tang Yao's squad is the squad leader of Tang Yao, and he never provokes trouble, but whenever there is an activity, he has to get by, and he has never been proactive. So their class has been studying very well, probably because of this unshirkable concentration.
Mu Sisi's class is different, although there are also pedantic people like Jin Li, but most of them are very gossipy, and they also selected the three golden boys and girls in the class. Mousse and Gionee are one of them.
Mu Sisi was also ignorant at first, and was very dissatisfied with himself and Jinli. You must know that a boy like Jin Li who only has exercises in his eyes is difficult to be popular with girls at any time period. But it's strange to say that the two were originally disgusted by each other, and one of them suddenly looked at it and got used to it. At that time, the relationship was actually indescribable, but it was not love in any case, but in adolescence, the bystanders were obsessed with the authorities. Although Jin Li has always been cold and has never given Sisi a small look, our classmate Mu Sisi still planted it without hesitation.
In order to take care of the new freshmen in this singing competition, the student union specially started the singing order from the third year of high school, and the finale of the first year of junior high school was the last. Tang Yao inadvertently re-opened this year's competition song list many years later, and suddenly felt how frank it was to dare to act in youth and take care of it. At the same time, I also sighed that when I was still listening to the songs of 20 years ago and complaining that I couldn't understand today's pop music, I had to admit that my young self had turned the page.
In my mind, I seemed to hear Jin Li's undeveloped voice and the sweet voice of my senior sister.
1. The first class of the third year of high school, a fire in winter [Fei Xiang]
2. The second class of the third year of high school, clearly understand my heart [Jackie Chan. Helen So]
3. The third class of the third year of high school, love song 1990 [Luo Dayou]
4. The third and fourth classes of high school, my future is not a dream [Zhang Yusheng]
5. Class 1 of the second year of high school, nothing [Cui Jian]
6. The second class of the second year of high school, juvenile tour [Youke Li Lin]
7. High School Sophomore and Third Class, Love [Little Tigers]
8. The fourth class of the second year of high school, love is like Chaoshui [Zhang Xinzhe]
9. In the first class of high school, there is a cloud made of rain in the wind [Meng Tingwei]
10. The first and second classes of high school, there are you along the way [Jacky Cheung]
11. The third class of the first year of high school, you at the same table [old wolf]
12. In the fourth class of the first year of high school, the shy rose opened quietly [Meng Tingwei]
13. The first class of junior high school, the most romantic thing [Zhao Yonghua]
14. The second class of junior high school, the heart is too soft [Ren Xianqi]
15. The third class of junior high school, health song [Fan Xiaoxuan]
16. The third and fourth classes of junior high school, have a soft spot [Chen Xiaodong]
17. Class 1 of the second year of junior high school, I am a girl [Xu Huaiyu]
18. The second class of junior high school, when [power train]
19. The second and third classes of junior high school, I think I am Hai [Huang Lei]
20. The fourth class of junior high school, stupid child [Andy Lau. Ke Shouliang. Wu Zongxian]
21. The first class of junior high school, happy hometown [Chen Ming]
22. First and second classes of junior high school, Chinese [Andy Lau]
23. The third class of junior high school, sailor (Zheng Zhihua)
24. The fourth class of junior high school, the sunshine is always after the wind and rain [Xu Meijing]
25. The fifth class of the first year of junior high school, forget the love water [Andy Lau]
"It's really good, I actually used a remix." Chen Shu squatted beside Tang Yao with a dejected expression.
Tang Yao didn't take Chen Shu too seriously at first, and stood up and replied, "Your soundtrack is also good." ”
But without waiting for a reply, Tang Yao glanced to the side, only to find that Chen Shu was still squatting in place. Tang Yao couldn't help it, so she had to squat down and say again, "Your soundtrack is also good." ”
"Where's the good? Monotonous piano soundtrack, where and on the soundtrack with a chorus. "The entangled emperor encountered a gloomy mood, and it turned into a rainy day in June and July in Shanghai. The twist of the rainy day is not the continuous rain, but the wet and slimy water vapor in the air. This uncontrollable sense of intrusion will make you feel powerless, so you crave the sun, please take me anywhere in the sky.
"It's not the end yet, the person you choose, at least have confidence in yourself." Tang Yao couldn't think of anything else to comfort people.
"It's because of the people I chose, I knew I was going to lose this time."
"Maybe the judges like our songs."
"No, we're definitely going to lose." ”
Tangled people are like this, they keep saying frustrating words on their lips, over and over again, repeating them over and over again. But in my heart, I want to win, I want to get, I want a miracle more than anyone else.
"What's wrong with him?" The city of Wuhan suddenly ran out.
"Masochism." Tang Yao replied.
Chen Shu raised his head and defended himself, "You don't understand my sadness. ”
"I don't understand." Wuhan City was wrong to summarize, and after that, he no longer paid attention to Chen Shu, but stood on the other side of Tang Yao, "Which class did you sing to?" If you don't come to our class, I'll give you a while first, and then you can go back and do the questions. ”
Regardless of whether Wuhan City was interesting to Tang Yao at that time, no matter what, such an expression seemed to be a bit of an elder at the time. Tang Ya couldn't accept it. Even later, Tang Yao felt that it was very rare to have such a person who really wanted to study with him and work together. But everything was missed.
Tang Yao hid in the classroom and never came out, even if Chang Jian's song sounded and applause erupted, Tang Yao still listened and did the exercises. When I was a student, good-looking boys were very cool, and there was never a shortage of girls around me. Chang Jian is tall and has good facial features, and it is not surprising that this song will win applause as long as it is sung without going out of tune. But Tang Yao's heart was surging in the melody of the accompaniment tape that was almost inaudible, and Chang Jian sang "Sailor" with all his vocal charm.
"When you grow up
Work hard for the ideal
Gradually, it was ignored
Father, mother, and hometown news"
Growing up is still a little far away for Tang Yao, but Chang Jian's perception of growing up has been deeply imprinted in Tang Yao's heart, and she silently thought in her heart, "It's so good to sing." ”
"You're not bad, I didn't see you come out when my class started. As it should be, there should be no distraction in the slightest. ”
When Tang Yao was still sighing that this singing was really good, he was disturbed by Wuhan City and lost his reverie. Huishen lowered his head and continued to do the exercises, but did not answer Wuhan City.
Wuhan City only focused on Tang Yao's question, but this time there was no shouting at a higher octave, and some substances in the air were quietly changing. Everything went just right.
The result of the singing competition was unexpected and in the plan, Chang Jian won the third prize for the class, although there is still a gap from Chen Shu's first place, but it is not easy to stand out and win an award in the middle of the high school where the master is like a cloud.
What makes Tang Yao even happier is that the large-scale activities of this semester have come to an end after the cultural Monday. Next, no matter what tricks the school has, it has nothing to do with the Literature and Art Committee. Now you can finally hold the book and read it, and you don't have to turn around between the various wonders in the class. The great rivers and mountains are left to the wilderness.
Tang Yao's own side has stopped, but Mu Sisi's side has begun to be restless.
"Tang Yao, do you think I should make things clear to Jin Li?" Mu Sisi hammered the wooden table in the flower bed, because he was too hard, when Tang Yao looked up, Mu Sisi was covering the inside of his palm and grinning hoarsely.
Tang Yao actually understands Jin Li's mind a little, and learning-oriented classmates like her will not look at people who are mediocre in their studies. The so-called high place is not cold, and this is also the truth. But Tang Yao is not easy to wear, I am afraid that it will hurt too much if it is so straightforward. Tang Yao thought about it and decided to save the country, so he first persuaded him euphemistically, "Sisi, think about it, you are not afraid of dying in the light." ”
"Didn't you say that women chase men into a veil?" Mu Sisi tilted his head and asked, not as if he was asking, but more like asking and answering.
Tang Yao had a bump in his heart, it was over, the situation was developing unilaterally faster than Tang Yao expected. "The truth is this, but the texture of the yarn is also divided into different types. Are you not afraid of being rejected and your friends will not have to do it from now on? ”
"Haven't you ever had a chance?"
"Mu Sisi, now your mind should be on studying, since people study so well, you like others, you should be like him, like her." Tang Yao had a feeling of hating that iron could not become steel.
"I've written something here." Mu Sisi handed three pieces of letter paper to Tang Yao. When Tang Yao saw it, he almost lifted the table, but the stone table and the table legs were connected as one, and Tang Yao did not succeed.
"Mu Sisi, I thought you had grown up, and you actually learned to write love letters." Tang Yao shouted.
"Be quiet," Mu Sisi pulled Tang Yao down, "We sisters, you don't necessarily see me emaciated for Yixiao." You live in a community, you help me change it, and send it again. Okay? ”
No wonder Mu Sisi mysteriously dragged Tang Yao into the small garden today, no wonder Mu Sisi has been distracted in the past few days, and asked her before and after. I see.
"What if I disagree? There is no grass at the end of the world, why are you not him? ”
"Love is in a hurry, it's so beautiful, but it's him. I can't help it. Mu Sisi looked at Tang Yao expectantly, as if Tang Yao was the last straw for her survival on the desert island.
"I'm telling you in advance that you need to be prepared for bad news." Tang Yao didn't want to stimulate Mu Sisi so early, but Tang Yao really couldn't bear to hurt her friend afterwards.
"I know, I know everything."
"Even if you know everything, are you sure you want to hit the south wall again?"
"Till death."
A good phrase "unswerving until death." "Since this is the case, then Tang Yao, no matter whether this trip is a sword mountain or a sea of fire, it is necessary to go. Who didn't do something crazy when he was young and frivolous, and people are not adulterous teenagers.