Chapter 321: Do You Regret It
Grandma Wang said seriously, and Zhang Hui also knew that she was really for her own good, and immediately felt a lot more settled.
She still remembers the happy days when she used to be with the pillar.
Although the lotus incident made her feel sad this time, she still wanted to give the pillar another chance.
After all, she has a pillar in her heart.
Thinking so, Zhang Hui put away the messy thoughts for the time being, and after helping Amy clean up the house, she took the two children to sleep.
The children are still young, they don't understand these messy things at home, and they fall asleep after a while, just like little piglets.
Zhang Hui looked at them gently, feeling a lot better.
Amy washed up and came in and saw her like this, and sighed softly.
"Sister Hui, have you ever regretted giving up taking the college entrance examination for him at that time?"
In Amy's opinion, when Zhang Hui was still a young man, she was generous, smart and motivated.
In this college entrance examination, she has always hoped that Zhang Hui can participate, and hopes that she can go outside to see a bigger world.
Because, Zhang Hui is an eagle and should fly in the vast sky, not be trapped in this place.
However, Zhang Hui refused to take the college entrance examination because of the pillar and her two children.
At that time, Zhang Hui and Zhu had a good relationship, and their lives were good, so Amy didn't talk much.
But now seeing the way the pillar maintained the lotus, she became angry.
Obviously, Zhang Hui gave up so much for him, and he was able to do such a conscienceless thing.
"Regrets?"
Zhang Hui's voice was very soft and soft, just like talking in a dream, if it wasn't for Amy waiting for her answer, she would definitely not have noticed what she was saying.
"Hmm."
Amy and her lay side by side, looking at the roof that had been blackened by water for too long, and felt like she had returned to the days when she lived with Zhang Hui in Zhiqing Point.
Zhang Hui seemed to have thought of it, and looked at the roof with her for a long, long time, without saying a word.
"Actually, I don't know ...... either"
After a long time, Zhang Hui said softly.
Her face was shrouded in confusion, and her eyes were full of confusion and embarrassment.
"Say you regret it...... But I chose this path by myself, and no matter what, I can't blame anyone else, and I should be responsible for my own choice.
I'm not a child now, I'm already a mother of two, I can't be so childish anymore.
However, say no regrets...... I often can't help but wonder if I hadn't married him and had two children at the time, wouldn't I have so many worries now. ”
The lotus flower was inserted between the pillar and Zhang Hui, which made her hopeful again and again disappointed.
The attitude of the pillar was the same for a while, and he was very good to her all of a sudden, saying that she and the child were the most important, and he helped the lotus to talk for a while.
Zhang Hui raised her right hand and put her arm on her forehead, trying to keep her head from hurting so much.
To this day, she doesn't know if it's worth it.
Amy was uncomfortable watching from the sidelines, but she didn't know how to comfort her, so she had to say, "Sister Hui, no matter what you decide, I will support you." ”
Zhang Hui had helped her a lot earlier, and she remembered it all in her heart.
Zhang Hui turned her head, and Amy saw her shoulders trembling.
"Sister Hui......"
Amy knew she was crying, and she was a little scrambling for a while.
"I'm fine......"
Zhang Hui's nasal voice became very heavy when she spoke, and it was clear that Amy's guess was correct.
"I just...... It's been a long time since anyone has spoken these words to me......
They all said that I had become a mother, and I could make do with my life.
He also said that the pillar was still young, and it was normal for young men to make such mistakes.
Some people also said that I had a small belly and chicken intestines, saying that the lotus family was obviously kind enough to help me, and I bullied her like this.
Never...... No one has ever thought about me, except for you and Grandma Wang......"
Speaking of the back, Zhang Hui was already crying so much that she couldn't say a complete word.
Recently, the family has been like this, and she has saved up a stomach full of grievances and disappointments, and she has not really vented them.
It wasn't until now that she finally said all the discomfort in her heart.
Amy grabbed her shoulders and held her head like a chick and patted her on the back.
"It's good to cry, you'll get sick if you hold it."
Amy whispered, and then didn't mention the pillar and the lotus again.
What Zhang Hui needs now is to say all her unhappiness and turn it into tears, and nothing else.
At first, Zhang Hui still gritted her teeth and cried quietly, feeling embarrassed to cry in front of Amy.
Later, she was moved out of control by Amy's warm embrace.
She cried loudly and didn't think about anything.
I don't want to think what will happen tomorrow, I don't want others to think that she shouldn't cry and be strong, I don't want to wake up the child, and if I don't want to cry like this, I won't be laughed at.
Just crying so boldly as if she were a child.
In the end, Zhang Hui cried tired and fell asleep.
Amy secretly took a wet tissue from the supermarket to wipe her tears away, and sorted out the quilt for her before lying down again.
It doesn't work this way.
Now she is still in Mao'er Village, Zhang Hui still has someone to talk to, and someone to help.
However, as soon as the admission notice comes, she will leave, and she will also take Grandma Wang and Niuniu with her.
Amy doesn't have to think much to know what Zhang Hui will be forced into by that lotus flower at that time.
She couldn't bear to let Zhang Hui be ruined by this kind of person for the rest of her life.
Amy's fists tightened, and she secretly made up her mind.
Early the next morning, after breakfast, she said hello and went out to find Mingke.
Mingke has always been more thoughtful than her, and he is also thoughtful, and if he asks him, maybe there will be a good way.
And not long after Amy was gone, the pillar came to the door.
Grandma Wang asked Zhang Hui not to come out in the back room, and then called the pillar aside.
"Zhu'er, tell me, do you still want to live a good life with Zhang Hui?"
"Why don't you want to?"
The pillar was so anxious that he jumped to his feet.
If you don't want him, he'll run here again and again?
"So what are you making a fuss about? You're all a father, can you be reliable? ”
In Grandma Wang's heart, the pillar is similar to her own son, and she has no scruples when criticizing.
The pillar's face flushed, and he explained:
"It's not me who is messing around, it's her messing around. People are busy with help, she doesn't say that people are not good here and there, what should I do? I think she's too idle all day, so her mind is full of thoughts. ”
He was so angry that he almost knocked over the table in front of him with a fist.
Zhang Hui inside listened to it, covered her mouth tightly and cried.
She didn't want the pillar to hear her cry, or she would say she was thinking too much.
However, she was really wronged.
The lotus flowers are so ugly, do you really not understand the pillars at all?
Or does he really have a lotus in his heart, so he is looking towards her no matter what?
was aggrieved, and there was a bang outside.
Immediately followed by the voice of the pillar's grievance.
"Grandma Wang, what are you doing with me, I haven't done anything wrong!"
"Phew! I see that the older you are, the more confused you become, and you live to the belly of a dog! ”
Grandma Wang said that another burst of chestnuts smashed on his head.
"I ...... Where did I go wrong, there was nothing wrong with her, she had to make trouble, but now it's okay, the whole village is laughing at me, and I have no place to put my face! ”
"Is the face important, or is the daughter-in-law and baby important? How many times have I told you when I was a child, there is no good thing in the sky that there is no pie, you say, why do people help you so much? ”
Grandma Wang is old and has lived a long time, and she has seen all kinds of people.
She couldn't look down on the lotus flower who was rushing to destroy the relationship between the two of them, and felt that this girl was faceless and skinless.
"Lotus treats me as my own brother, so I help inside and out, so if we don't appreciate her, forget it, where can we still mess with people? Zhang Hui always said that people have bad thoughts, what bad thoughts can this have? ”
The pillar is like a cow, stubborn.
Grandma Wang was so angry that she picked up the broom and hit it.
The pillar was beaten all over the house, and he didn't dare to grab the broom, for fear of breaking Grandma Wang.
But no matter how he fights, he just insists that Lotus is a good person and is good to him, Zhang Hui is making trouble, saying that he should discipline and discipline her well, so that she knows that she is powerful.
Grandma Wang saw that he couldn't make sense, so she drove people out directly, panting in anger.
"How can this little rabbit cub, who used to be so shrewd, live like blind now?"
At this time, Zhang Hui had already wiped away her tears and came out, served someone to Grandma Wang to drink, and walked behind her back to give her relief.
"Grandma Wang, don't worry, be careful to get angry with your body."
"Alas, child, I really wronged you."
Even if Grandma Wang regarded the pillar as her own son, she couldn't say anything partial to him at this time.
This kid just doesn't clean up.
On the other side, Amy had already told Mingke what she was thinking.
Mingke looked at her helplessly.
After knowing each other for so long, she really hasn't changed at all.
How ruthless she is to those who don't think right, but for these people who are good to her, she really takes out a heart to be good to them.
"Actually, it's not impossible, but the most important thing is that she has to think it out for herself."
Mingke took Amy to a higher place so that she could see the whole Mao'er Village.
"You see, these people have lived here for generations, ten years, a hundred years, or even longer, and it's really hard and difficult to change their minds, so if Zhang Hui wants to have a world and change the current situation, she must leave here. The current college entrance examination is a good opportunity, she didn't participate this time, she can take it next time, as long as she wants, there must be a way to leave. ”
Because it was Amy's concern, Mingke said it very seriously.
He didn't want Amy to continue to worry about these things, he just wanted her to be happy and carefree every day.
"But I told her before the college entrance examination, and she said she wanted to stay here."
Now Amy still remembers those words, and remembers the appearance of Zhang Hui looking at the two children when she spoke.
"You said it all, that was before. The times are developing, and people are also changing, not in the past, it doesn't mean that it can't now. ”