Chapter 249: Is it okay to trade my life?
Qin Shaojing was tolerant of the relationship between Xiao Zicheng and Xi Lingyan. He has endured it many times, many times in his eyes, Xi Lingyan cares too much about Xiao Zicheng. cares better than his titular husband.
He understood the importance of Xiao Zicheng to Xi Lingyan, and he didn't embarrass Xi Lingyan, so he didn't say anything many times.
Even though Xi Lingyan just regarded Xiao Zicheng as a very important friend, in the eyes of outsiders, what was their behavior? Friends above lovers?
Is he Qin Shaojing just a spare tire in the eyes of outsiders?
Although the perspective of outsiders is not very important, it is more important to get along with the person himself, but it is absolutely not okay to be used as a spare tire. Today, for the sake of Xiao Zicheng, she actually wants to kill their children?
It's too much, that's it, it's a matter of the bottom line. Even if Xiao Zicheng is important, it is not more important than the child. He may be jealous, jealous that Xiao Zicheng occupies such an important position in Xi Lingyan's heart.
He was particularly eager to know at this time, where did Xi Lingyan put him and his child's position?
Qin Shaojing's expression became colder and colder, he quietly clenched his fists, and his usually gentle baritone became irritable and aggressive, he said: "Xi Lingyan, I can't say anything more about the relationship between you and Xiao Zicheng, I have no right to interfere with your friends, but today, for Xiao Zicheng, you are so ruthless that you want to kill our child, Xi Lingyan!" I, Qin Shaojing, am nothing to you! Our children, the little life in your womb! For you! What is it, exactly? can't resist it, can't compare to a Xiao Zicheng? Xi Lingyan, are you human! Do you have a heart!! Even if Xiao Zicheng is important to you! He doesn't matter more than our children! He's in your belly! You should have deeper feelings for him than I do! ”
Qin Shaojing almost roared at the end, he roared like a wounded leopard.
Xi Lingyan looked at Qin Shaojing like this, and suddenly his eyes turned red.
The usually calm and introverted, gentle and elegant person, today, roared at her with red eyes, the reason is that she is going to kill their child.
Xi Lingyan smiled bitterly, he had finally touched his bottom line. However, Xiao Zicheng has only one ah, and his life is very important.
But the child in his belly... Her hand slowly touched her lower abdomen, she wanted to laugh, but she couldn't.
In this situation, she can only use the child in her belly to exchange Xiao Zicheng's life, she has no choice.
I'm destined to be an incompetent mother.
This difficult choice, no matter what, still has to be made.
Xi Lingyan calmed down and spoke, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xiao Zicheng's life is very important."
She didn't want to quarrel with Qin Shaojing, not to mention that it was her own fault, exchanging the child's life for Xiao Zicheng's life, which may not be understood by ordinary people.
She was indeed excessive, she was heinous, and she never thought that one day, she would kill her own child with her own hands.
Qin Shaojing looked at the tears in Xi Lingyan's eyes, his heart seemed to be whipped hard by a quenched whip, he didn't dare to look at it again, he was in pain, his whole body was trembling in pain.
But he was so unwilling, he tried his best to control his emotions, and told himself over and over again that he couldn't feel distressed, he definitely couldn't feel distressed, this is a problem involving the bottom line, a problem involving life! That's his only child.
He let go of the white hand he held and spoke sharply again: "He is important to you, his life is very important, my child's life is not important?" Xi Lingyan, Xi Lingyan, what do you think of me Qin Shaojing? What do you think of this child? ”
Xi Lingyan looked at the aggressive Qin Shaojing, and finally couldn't help but burst out and said, "Qin Shaojing, do you think you are very reasonable, what is Zicheng doing wrong?" What am I here for with you? It's fake in itself, so why force it to be true? ”
She paused, calmed down a little of her excitement and said: "This time, I can save, I have the ability to save, I didn't ask you, but you stopped me, your child is also my child, you feel sorry for me!" Why do you accuse me! Why are you! From childhood to adulthood, Xiao Zicheng was the first to take care of me when something happened to me, do you want me not to admit his love! Do you want me to act like I didn't see it? I tell you it can't be! I saved Xiao Zicheng's life today, no one wants to stop me, I would rather not have this child, than admit Xiao Zicheng's love! ”
In the end, her emotions were a little out of control, and the child was the softest place in her heart from the beginning to the present.
Qin Shaojing's last bit of forbearance finally disappeared because of Xi Lingyan's words.
After talking for a long time, she was still ready to kill their children. Killed their only child. This was the only time he and Xi Lingyan had been together for so long that they had had the biggest quarrel.
Qin Shaojing was silent for a while and was about to speak, but heard Ye Jinlan on the side say: "Don't quarrel, even if you keep arguing now, it will be useless, Xiao Zicheng is lying on the hospital bed, and he still can't wake up, does it make sense?"
Qin Shaojing just wanted to open his mouth and wanted his mother to leave it alone, this was his and Xi Lingyan's own business, and the more she talked, the more chaotic it became.
Ye Jinlan regretted it in her heart at this time, she felt guilty in her heart, if it weren't for her ......
She had never seen her son so angry, he had always been humble and gentle.
This matter, as a mother, she did wrong after all.
Qin Shaojing's words of relief hadn't been said yet, but he was forcibly stopped by Xi Lingyan's next words.
Xi Lingyan suddenly collapsed, pointed at Ye Jinlan with red eyes, and shouted, "It's all her fault!" It's all your mother's fault! If it weren't for her, if it weren't for her being so aggressive, how could Xiao Zicheng have had a car accident? Qin Shaojing, what do you want to tell me now! What else do you want to accuse me! Am I going to pay back what she should have given Xiao Zicheng for your mother? She still stands here and says cool things, asking me if there is any meaning, you say, you tell me! There is no point! Your mother hates me so much that she wants me to die? But her wishful thinking miscalculated! Xiao Zicheng can give his life for me! He can die in my place! ”
Xi Lingyan broke down and shouted loudly, tears flowing all over his face like fine stars.
Sure enough, what you care about will torment you.
Xi Lingyan cares about his children, Xiao Zicheng's life, and Qin Shaojing's feelings.
This kind of care tormented her all the time, gradually hurting her completely, and the quarrel between her and Qin Shaojing gradually went to the point of no return.
Qin Shaojing cares about Xi Lingyan and his children. In fact, he didn't want Xiao Zicheng to lose his life because of his mother's fault.
After all, the Qin family has a great responsibility for this matter, and guilt gnaws at his heart all the time.
But he couldn't budge, it was his child.
just saw Xi Lingyan defending Xiao Zicheng everywhere, and his heart seemed to be torn out with a knife and stuffed back.
Ye Jinlan watched indifferently from the side, all she cared about was her son.
She didn't care about the child in Xi Lingyan's belly, because she didn't like Xi Lingyan, she was just highly educated, and she subconsciously didn't allow herself to show it in person.
She also doesn't care about Xiao Zicheng's life.
What does that have to do with her? She just wanted to say sorry to her son at this moment.
I'm sorry I caused him so much trouble.
She knew that she was wrong, and the biggest mistake was herself, but no matter what, her self-esteem did not allow her to bow her head and apologize in front of Xi Lingyan.
The three of them were silent for a long time, but Qin Shaojing calmed down under his anger.
Since the big picture is irreversible, it is necessary to recover a little bit before it gets worse.
After a long time, Qin Shaojing's calm and indifferent voice sounded again in the corridor of the hospital.
He said, "Xi Lingyan, is it because of the Qin family's fault, so you want my child to pay back his life?"
Xi Lingyan raised his head suddenly, looking at Qin Shaojing's disappointed eyes.
She was stuck in her throat, all the words she wanted to say piled up on her lips, and she couldn't speak.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Qin Shaojing spoke again: "Then you, can you exchange my life?" Leave our children behind, okay? ”
In the end, it was almost pleading, Ye Jinlan's eyes widened in shock, she had never seen her son so low-voiced, or to treat a woman.
Qin Shaojing took a few steps back in a dejected manner, looking at his mother, his eyes were empty and warm, like a pool of stagnant water.
For such a long time, the first thing he said to Ye Jinlan was: "My mother, I brought it to you, and I came to apologize to you, and the child is innocent."
Xi Lingyan was also stunned.
She didn't expect that Qin Shaojing, who was still domineering and quarreling with her just now, would suddenly become like this.
When has he ever been like this, he really wants this child.
But what can I do? She really can't afford to lose Xiao Zicheng. After accepting so much affection from him, it's finally time to pay it back. This person, who doted on her in every way, was lying on the cold hospital bed at this moment, participating in their dispute without knowing anything.
Xi Lingyan's heart was dull and numb. What is her affection for Xiao Zicheng? It's a best friend, and I'm going to pay it back if I promise it.
But she Xi Lingyan likes Qin Shaojing the most, she likes it the most. She felt that her vision was a little blurry, and in an instant, the world was spinning, and she suddenly fainted without warning.
Qin Shaojing hurriedly ran over to catch him.
Seeing Xi Lingyan's pale and bloodless face, he suddenly thought that no matter what Xi Lingyan had just done or said, he could be forgiven.
Xi Lingyan, because I love you, you can be forgiven for whatever you do. Even though you always disobey me and hurt me, you don't know it. Even if you think that Xiao Zicheng's life is more important than the life of our children.
Xi Lingyan, I hope that in the future, you will work hard all your life, be loved all your life, get everything you want, and let go of what you can't get. Beautiful girl, you deserve to be treated well.
Qin Shaojing imprinted a cold kiss on Xi Lingyan's head with pity. This fight, he won't quarrel anymore. He wouldn't make her sad any longer.